Thursday, September 28, 2006
10:18 PM
I'm finally find some time to blog. Been working and getting sick recently. Don't ask me why, because I do not know why if I'm sick, I would be sick for days. It's either no illness or a like a epidemic tide over.
Oh what illness you might ask, I would say it's throat inflammation, but in actuality, it's not. I don't know what's the term for it, however I could briefly describe to you. It's the part that belongs to the neck however it supports the head. If I relate to a fish you would understand better. Everyone eat fish right? Except for vegetarian of course. The term we used in chinese is sai where the gills are. And for goodness' sake, don't see the word sai as shit ok? In chinese, the inflammation is call Sai Xian. It's quite serious you know, because it screw up the body systems. First of all the direct damage it causes to is the throat, because it's surround the throat. So swallowing saliva is like hell to me. Then what's worst is, it screwed up the saliva gland, causing it to produce saliva in a rapid manner. So here I am trying not to swallow as much saliva as possible because it's painful, then there the saliva gland is, producing so much saliva that I have to swallow. OK then after, it's this ache, body ache that can really kill you. You can feel the pain as if every single bones are dying, and falling apart. The bonus the body gave you was heat, a heat that doesn't allow to stay in 1 position for long especially when you are sleeping. So I tossed and turned everytime I tried to sleep. That's so screwed up!
Luckily I consulted my uncle, who is a chinese physician, who gave me medicine for it since western medicine doesn't give a bit help. And my mum gave me drank the goat's horn water which is Ling Yang shui which is supposed to clear the heat in the body. When you drink that plus my uncle's medicine, you will feel like a god. You feel that this 2 desperate last attempt is like a god's hand grabbing you from the fiery hell into his grace. Yea, I'm far from death again. And I feel good.
Sigh, I think this last minutes sickness causes much trouble to people around me. My agent Kelvin got scolded from Mandy, which the Cisco's Head of Human Resource, because the last minute replacement did not go work today. But thanks to Kelvin I got replaced for tommorrow. Also, I might caused some distress to people in the HR department. Sorry for all that.
Gotta go sleep! I need sleep, I'm recovering fast, but a lot of rest sleep is needed. That's all for today!
[I giVe HoPE t0 MeN buT I KepT N0nE F0r MySeLF]
Thursday, September 21, 2006
8:13 PM
Firstly I would like to apologise for my absent for these weeks. I was busy, and I apologise deeply for that. I have been working and working all these days and going out also. So that is nothing interesting happening these few days but today is really experiencing. By the way, I'm currently working at CISCO. I'm not working in just a fixed location, just being transfer around for assignments.
Today's and tomorrow's assignment would be at Changi Prison. It's really another experience that few people can actually get close with prisoners inside. I did not work with them, but I was somewhere near to them when I was working, and they would offer help to you as much as possible. Probably they just want to give a good impression to the officer in charge so that they can leave earlier, or probably it's out of their goodwill. But 1 thing is for sure, they want to get out of there as soon as possible. People normally see jails are just in like the Television Programme. But it's not really like that, it's much worst than most people have imagine. Inmate are fearful of something inside, lack of freedom is 1 thing, the darkness is another, but most important thing that, something that they had experienced in there that the outsiders have never experience before.
I can tell you seriously, most of them are serious about getting out early, and probably of that, they behave just like a kid inside. They are fearful of doing things wrongly again that delayed their release. But it's definitely scary when you look at someone who is much older than you but behave like someone who is much younger than you. It's ironic of course, but most importantly is that we understand the pain, suffering, and fear behind this irony. God bless them that they are given a new life when they are released.
Hmm, you guys go think about it, I'm going to rest then sleep, so tired!
[I giVe HoPE t0 MeN buT I KepT N0nE F0r MySeLF]
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
11:58 PM
Hmm. 3 days I did not login and blog, I apologise for that. I have been busy you see, because of most of the time I was in hospital. This 2 month I visited 3 major hospital in Singapore. Firstly because of my father, then as those poly friends know, kenneth got into accident and is in a rough shape in Tan Tock Seng Hospital. After finally getting to lay back for a moment like a minute or 2, I was informed that my grandma was admitted into Singapore General Hospital. And before that, we had went over to National University Hospital, not because of my father, but my brother, who sprained his leg and is swelling like a "bah-zhang". It seemed as if the people around me are having bad luck this lunar 7th month. See, must make offerings to them, then will not so "suay".
Then I look at myself in the mirror today, because of a interview in the morning, which I usually don't. I realise I look alright, but when I use my phone to take a photo of myself, I look like SHIT! I think that is because I am the type of people who is not photogenic, no wonder I look so Fugly in photo.
Then I see again, why my left cheek look so free from blackheads, and pimples. I don't know why. So I think again, some people say that stress causes pimples, blackheads growth, so I was thinking is my right part of my head undergoing more stress than left? Maybe it's true, cause I am a right-handed. If that is the case, a lefty should have more skin problem on the left cheek right? Anyone lefty out there are willing to step up and claify this point? Hehe, so as I was wondering, my net connection disconnect francis in the DotA match. Sickening connection I'm getting nowaday, I think it is my wireless connection, or my wireless lancard or the router wirless emitter or whatever you call it is faulty. No wonder it's so bloody laggy. Grrr. Sickening, think I'm changing to wired connection soon. Sigh. That's about all for today, time to sleep!
[I giVe HoPE t0 MeN buT I KepT N0nE F0r MySeLF]
Saturday, September 02, 2006
4:52 PM
I don't know why, but I'm always busy, with taking care of father, stopping brother and mother from a fight just now, with friends, francis' birthday coming soon, and I totally forget about Zhan Yue and WeeHoe's birthday which is last month the 24th and 26th. Haha. Getting old and forgetful. I'm also busy with trying to persuade my dad going back to the company he worked before. Trying not let my mum and dad fight. Helping brother unpack his stuffs. Trying Japanese and China Darkeden. Trying my way to let myself play. Argh. So busy. Oh ya, also busy about my interviews for jobs. Jobs are really hard to get these days. Sigh. Busy Busy Busy. Sorry ya, cause I would not be free until I settle all these matters.
[I giVe HoPE t0 MeN buT I KepT N0nE F0r MySeLF]
