Hello hello dear dear blog! I realised that i've actually been blogging here for like a couple of years already, and you know, i turned 21 already! i had my 21st birthday party located at costa sands, and initially i dreaded it because i had always been this worrywart, wondering if things would go wrong and stuffs like that, and as it got nearer, i began to feel frightened about having to become age 21. Yet, when that day arrived, everything seemed to be okay in the end.

Keith and i quarreled about something which i couldnt really remember (haha) on the night before my party, and it made me so upset, and i wanted to run away from my party and all, things happened in between that got the matter resolved. And i saw this really small boy side of Eggplant which made me feel so heartwrenching. Promise me it'll never happen again ya?

My cake was green and purple in colour, it was a brinjal colour-ed cake, and i wore this green psychedellic dress. I dont care if i didnt look good in it, i just felt happy that everything was what i wanted it to be. It was a lot of fun at the party, and i got drunk. And then i got Yihao drunk. It's so funny, the first time i saw yihao drunk was a year ago, on my birthday too, and this time, it was also on my birthday celebration that he got drunk. Haha, it was a whole load of fun, and i really felt so happy to be born, to be of age 21, standing in front of the cake, with a whole bunch of people who cared enough to attend my birthday party. i truly felt like the most blessed person alive.

And this is the year when im 21. and i made this really important decision to drop my course of chinese medicine. it's not that im faring badly in it, neither is it because i reallly really hated it. on the contrary, i really enjoyed internships, because i learnt so much more about the common diseases troubling the people, and i learnt much much more about so many things. it was just, i really couldnt see myself doing it, couldnt see myself being a physician, and honestly, i really didnt wanna do something in which i had half a cup of belief in. how can i be a physician if i cant even drink bitter chinese medicine, couldnt stand the smell of herbs, and just couldnt bear to insert the needles into someone else's body! and so, i dropped. this semester had been a pretty free one, i have only one exam to handle, actually i have 2, it's just the other one was SU-ed. Japanese. it was fun, albeit it being a little tough, but every lesson was enjoyable. i really love the japanese language. i think its beautifully fluent, hehe although i doubt i can bring the fluency in my speech when i use it.

Hmmm, we turned half. haha. i couldnt feel the passage of time at all, it's just, wow, we've been together for half a year already. time flies. i could still remember the day we got together, like it happened yesterday. I really want us to make it all the way till the end, i cannot picture myself with anyone else anymore, it just has to be You. all the silly things we did together, the things we said, the times we spent just walking around doing nothing, just, in love. let's always be like this, okay?

Im so thankful to be alive right now. I just wanna be healthy and happy, not just for myself, but also for the people around me who loves me.  i love my life, i love my family, i love my friends, and i love my boyfriend. nothing can make me exchange them for anything.

all of them are like, stars in my night sky (: