So you see, you have this yellow highlighter that you really love. And when people use them any ol how, you feel angry. Isn't it? Omg I don't know what I'm saying. All I know is that this morning had been irritating and I feel so tired. Realizing the presence of more and more irritating and plastic people near me. I suddenly feel that I am sick of this all and I feel like I want to have the days in jc back. When I could play cards, study and hear the spotters cursing each other, their jokes and just them there with me even when I'm studying and they're playing. Sigh I don't know.
I just feel like I'm fighting this battle alone right now. Most times I feel sad and angry with my own studies, most time I feel dejected that I'm studying alone and nothing is there in my tiny little brain and worst of all, the times when the people in class just forgets that your feelings exist and starts questioning you about your studies progress and mock at you, be fake to you and you know those kind.
I just hate it.
I don't get why people can't come clean and be honest. Anyway, I have no right to comment since I don't have any right to command anybody's life. Haha on the bright side, I decided to take part in this children volunteer thing in December.
Yay hope to meet more people other than the small group of people in class.
I miss you guys.
I wonder if anyone remembers.
It's coming once more this year.
Doubt it'll be good, though I hope it'll be good.
Lawl what am I saying.
Ciao!
Thought there won't be any here in university. Guess I was wrong.
Dear blog, I feel kinda depressed right now. So I had this honeydew juice and this bento meal but it didn't make me feel any better. I just think that I may have accidentally stumbled into hell itself a year ago when I chose this course. I become a little tired of fighting now. Some of my class people are so fake, especially one of them whom I really can't stand. It's not the typical kind of can't stand, I don't know exactly how to put my finger to it but its just...
I know I don't belong to the clever kind in class. I know I'm average or maybe a little less than that. But even so. Even if I'm not smart, I still ought to have a voice, oughtn't I? :(
I'm extremely sad. I feel like I really don't belong to this kind at all.
Maybe they are celestial dragons and I'm just commoner type....
:(
Do what you want :)
Be happy with what you do.
Don't regret, because whatever you had done was exactly what you had wanted at that moment in time :)
I'm gonna eat many many things later :) eating makes me happy!
For the first time; the script :)
We just now got the feeling that we're meeting for the first time!
Haha.
Not recovered yet :/ throat feels super bad! Constant feeling of drowsiness and this really lethargic feeling.
I wanna get better fast fast fast fast fast !
Smiling but we're close to tears..
Woooooo.
Haha listening to this song while blogging gives me this really peaceful feeling! :) oh no Chinese lessons starting soon!
Gotta go yah! And hope I don't fall asleep later during Chinese! Haha it seems to be getting more interesting I hope, more and more Chinese herbs coming in!
JIAYOU for the first time
All these times are hard, making us crazy don't give up on me baby,
Haha jiayoujiayou Eileen :)
Dear blog, I had a fever! It's been quite sometime since ive fallen sick so badly! This time round, I couldn't even make it our of bed to go to school :( and I was so sad because being sick is such a horrible feeling. Your nose gets blocked like super ultra badly and your ears dont seem to stop ringing. What's worse is that my throat hurts so bad this time round, I can't even manage a mouthful of saliva down my esophagus! Then your head don't seem to stop having this destructive feeling like it is gonna stop tolerating and just go boom.
Ahhh. Sucks pretty much, and I was also feeling rather sad that I couldn't go for my project meeting today, and I think I've disappoint my mates. Not just that, there's like some microbiology quiz coming up and I haven't gotten around to studying for it :(
Hang on a second, I just got news that the microbiology quiz is cancelled omg ARE YOU SERIOUS
I'll go and check later :)
Ah suppose I'll go lie down for a bit more. My hypothalamus don't seem to be in a good enough mood to decrease the temperature set point. Grrrrrrrr.
I'll take care! Update soon! And oh yah, wondering why I'm updating my blog so much of late?
That's because iPhone has the blogger app! Haha :)
Till then!
What am I doing here waiting like an idiot. Haha I have no idea. Recess break just ended. School is extremely boring. And I wanna find time to swim!
I miss the days in the past :(
I need to be stronger. I can manage on my own right? Memories should be happy. Not heartwrenching.