I couldnt sleep a wink the entire night, tossing and turning around in bed i thought of many things once again. Yes, this isnt really anything peculiar or new, coming from me. I'm always the kind that think just too much for my own good, and i actually wonder why i bothered if these thoughts are the ones that eventually dampen and sadden me so.

It is raining now. I sit near the window and watch the raindrops go pitter patter on my window. These raindrops seem alive. As though they were mini balls that had hands which they use to frantically hold on to the slippery glass before finally failing, as they slide down to the end of the window and join their kind to become a small pool of dirty water.

In the silence of my room, i can hear the rain. The sound they make as they hit the grounds seems to me like small destructive explosives that went boom boom, boom. It is ironic then, how i feel so serene, and peaceful. I wonder if i'd have had the same feeling if i were in the rain, rather than sitting out of it, in the cosy confines of my room.

But the rain is making me feel this melancholy. Isnt it weird that it is usually on days like these that emotions you've long forgotten keep surging back like waves during high tides? Haha.

I've to go for my medical appointment later, and then i'll have to go to work. Although the rain makes me wanna stay in, tuck myself safely under the duvet, maybe grab a book, or just sleep.

Okay, gotta stop here for now. I'm running out of things i can write. Oh, by the way, i'm making pretty nice popcorn these days (:

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I went to seletar camp today! It was an extraordinary eye opener. Thank you for letting me come along, and it was the first time i was able to see an army thingy camp so up close, albeit it was a little sad that i wasn't able to go in and see how it is!

And i passed by yemin's house today, because his house was along the road that the bus took, and i remember our PW meetings and everything argument we had, every words of anger we hurled at each other, the vulgarities, and the jokes and secrets shared (:

And today, my english was corrected!
Foren for foreign! (:

Goodnight people!

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recently, i'm addicted to this drama called Can you hear my heart.
After watching the drama, i feel the urge to learn sign language, because it really is interesting. I remember last time, rasina taught me a few signs from a song she learnt for national day. It was fun to do things like that, i feel like learning it! I can do a few signs now, it feels nice (:

The doctor says uncle can only last for at most 2 days. Too much emotions, i dont know what kind of expression i can have on my face.

I still havent learn what forgetting is about. All i can hold on up till now is simply putting it to the back of my mind, yet, when i think of it, it still hurts a real deal. Maybe, i should stop walking down memory lane. Or, if i ever want to, i should walk with someone else :)

Ciao

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