EILEEN LOO YI ZHEN;
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
6:43 AM
i love you!
i love you!
Thursday, January 21, 2010
8:20 PM
because we are the funny duo
because we are the funny duo
Oh my god, i can't believe it, i saw gavin's name on my cell just now and i was like, why would gavin call me when he's working!? Then the person on the line said, " good morning, can i have coffee? "
And i yelped out. Oh my god, it's uncle peter, the packer uncle at FPonline!
He asked me why i wasnt here today, and said he misses me, as well as the other packer uncles!
I was so touched, and i told him i'm working the night shift.
I feel so happy, really very happy.
There really are people out there who cherishes my existence.
Thank you, Uncle Peter. oh my god, i love you!
And i yelped out. Oh my god, it's uncle peter, the packer uncle at FPonline!
He asked me why i wasnt here today, and said he misses me, as well as the other packer uncles!
I was so touched, and i told him i'm working the night shift.
I feel so happy, really very happy.
There really are people out there who cherishes my existence.
Thank you, Uncle Peter. oh my god, i love you!
Labels: a banana and a strawberry
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
9:14 AM
Blue October,
Blue October,
Many things happened at work recently, i wonder how to begin this post. But since i've already began it by penning down my thoughts on how i should begin this, then i probably should stop thinking of how i should begin it, and instead, continue from where i began.
In FPonline, there are many people there who only know how to save their own skin. They like to blame people, they like to push and shove all the burden to others, and they love denying. It's as if they earn their living denying their whole life away.
I hate it. I hate people like that. Besides, people there get paid, being a part time denial freak, coupled with a hypocritical and absurd facade. This is some serious shit. They think you dont know, they smile at you, and put on this mask. When you're not looking, they mercilessly plunge daggers of words into your heart, you feel the excruciating pain, yet you too, must contnue to smile and pretend it's nothing.
Seriously, they should get a prize, for being such cruel bastards, the ultimate prize should of course, be a one way trip to hell.
God, this is turning out to be some complain post, much as i hate to admit it, it really seems so. I try to tell myself it's fine, getting blamed for things i didnt do, and not being appreciated for things i did. Getting insults for things i try so hard at, and being stabbed for having a soft heart.
However, i'm glad to have most people on my side. The packer uncles there love me, i'm not bragging. It really touched me today, when i was just telling peiyan that some FP auntie outside scolded me, Uncle peter took a broomhead and said he'll beat her up for me. And the uncles were all rooting for me, i felt so touched. And my dearest pickers, who always always, never fail to show their best by picking faster, just because i got blamed for their slow pace.
Dad says, in order to survive, i should be fake to those who treat me just as fake. and be nice and true, of course, to the people who treat me likewise. I wanna be nice to everyone, but it seems impossible.
I know impossibility is just a reason, an excuse for me not trying. But i've tried. I'm not gonna be softhearted, ever, again. Fuck those, go screw your own lives.
I know, that even if someday, the whole world decides to stand on someone else's side, YOU'll still be there, with me. (:
Oyasuminasai.
In FPonline, there are many people there who only know how to save their own skin. They like to blame people, they like to push and shove all the burden to others, and they love denying. It's as if they earn their living denying their whole life away.
I hate it. I hate people like that. Besides, people there get paid, being a part time denial freak, coupled with a hypocritical and absurd facade. This is some serious shit. They think you dont know, they smile at you, and put on this mask. When you're not looking, they mercilessly plunge daggers of words into your heart, you feel the excruciating pain, yet you too, must contnue to smile and pretend it's nothing.
Seriously, they should get a prize, for being such cruel bastards, the ultimate prize should of course, be a one way trip to hell.
God, this is turning out to be some complain post, much as i hate to admit it, it really seems so. I try to tell myself it's fine, getting blamed for things i didnt do, and not being appreciated for things i did. Getting insults for things i try so hard at, and being stabbed for having a soft heart.
However, i'm glad to have most people on my side. The packer uncles there love me, i'm not bragging. It really touched me today, when i was just telling peiyan that some FP auntie outside scolded me, Uncle peter took a broomhead and said he'll beat her up for me. And the uncles were all rooting for me, i felt so touched. And my dearest pickers, who always always, never fail to show their best by picking faster, just because i got blamed for their slow pace.
Dad says, in order to survive, i should be fake to those who treat me just as fake. and be nice and true, of course, to the people who treat me likewise. I wanna be nice to everyone, but it seems impossible.
I know impossibility is just a reason, an excuse for me not trying. But i've tried. I'm not gonna be softhearted, ever, again. Fuck those, go screw your own lives.
I know, that even if someday, the whole world decides to stand on someone else's side, YOU'll still be there, with me. (:
Oyasuminasai.
Labels: i'm close behind
Friday, January 15, 2010
8:44 PM
Roud that corner,
Roud that corner,
It's been so boring at home, isn't it?
I love working, it gives me things to do, and i love the funny people there.
Everything feels so right now, i hope all these won't go away.
Happy.
I love working, it gives me things to do, and i love the funny people there.
Everything feels so right now, i hope all these won't go away.
Happy.
Labels: we wake up to find the sun's up.
Monday, January 11, 2010
7:43 AM
I'll be waiting,
I'll be waiting,
i hate liars.
i used to be told that you're a liar, just that i didnt believe/
now i see you. Liar.
i'm a happy girl today, and everyday ( :
i used to be told that you're a liar, just that i didnt believe/
now i see you. Liar.
i'm a happy girl today, and everyday ( :
Labels: I see your true colours
Saturday, January 9, 2010
7:55 AM
sailing in your deepest eyes and bring me, to my knees and make me cry
sailing in your deepest eyes and bring me, to my knees and make me cry
Hmmm , honestly, loadsa stuffs happened recently, i can barely breathe.
No, this is not a bad feeling, because most of the things that happened, they really make me smile. Life in the holidays mood can seem boring, and it makes you wanna go to school real bad, because strangely, i kinda miss those days in school.
Work is tiring, but happy. I love the company of those around, and of course, i love the fact that im working for something that i've an edge towards, it makes things easier,
I went for the 4E1 class BBQ gathering, to be honest, i wasn't looking forward to it, but when i arrived, i felt myself blending in, talking, having, fun.
I miss my class, real loads. I can remember those days in class fooling around and just having nothing bettter to do in that dinghy classroom.
OH MAN 4E1, I LOVE YOU
Been missing out on the company of a few JC friends, i kinda expected things like these would happen, but im glad, that when the entire charade is over, there's always gonna be people i can lean on.
Like rasina gavin peiyan berlisa and, You.
Gooodnight people, here's wishing that those who's had their hearts broken will find courage to sew the pieces back, and to those who're in love, take the happy moments and count them (:
G'bye.
Labels: everything was just a lie
Sunday, January 3, 2010
9:59 AM
那年夏天宁静的海
那年夏天宁静的海
hey, i went for class chalet on friday night. it was a nice chalet, because it's the first time i get so close to people i wasn't close with! It's probably, the first, and the last time already, so i'm really glad i made it, although it was a pity, i didnt get to have more people with me.
Spent the entire night chatting with sher, smurfs and haniffa, almost close to 4 hours, just sitting on the breakwater and chatting, gazing at the stars, and just, relaxing.
it was so nice. i really love the time when we sat down and talked about anything under the sun, i mean, moon.
heartwarming, my best friends (:
Hmm, i'm using anna's diary now, blogging may be less frequent (:
Goodnight people.
P.S. my new year resolution: eileen will be happy, every single day.
Spent the entire night chatting with sher, smurfs and haniffa, almost close to 4 hours, just sitting on the breakwater and chatting, gazing at the stars, and just, relaxing.
it was so nice. i really love the time when we sat down and talked about anything under the sun, i mean, moon.
heartwarming, my best friends (:
Hmm, i'm using anna's diary now, blogging may be less frequent (:
Goodnight people.
P.S. my new year resolution: eileen will be happy, every single day.
Labels: love you love you love you love you.
Friday, January 1, 2010
4:23 AM
2010
2010
nope, i did not neglect my blog!
anyway, most stuffs have been happening, not sure if i still have control over how things are spinning, but im gonna give it a shot.
oh, 2010 is here, come on, it better be good.
cheers.
yours faithfully,
eileen loo yi zhen.
anyway, most stuffs have been happening, not sure if i still have control over how things are spinning, but im gonna give it a shot.
oh, 2010 is here, come on, it better be good.
cheers.
yours faithfully,
eileen loo yi zhen.
Labels: fall in love break your knees