The Brinjal's

Friday, January 30, 2009 4:50 AM
if i were a domokun,

hello. i love domokun. if you all have any idea where i can get any of these without paying exorbitant prices, then let me know alright! I really really love it, just looking at it makes me smile.

And i have been watching loads of happytreefriends recently, oh my, there is so much gore involved! But i like it, and i smile when i watch it.

I really think i am morbid.

I am going to watch more and more of happytreefriends now. I am now at my aunt's house, and it is good to see my relatives again. I miss them, haha.

And i miss Mr Chee LOADS LOADS ALREADY!

But i know he is never coming back, so all i can do now, is to work hard on my maths like what i've promised him i will do (:

Ciao people, and Yuans, i blogged (:

" YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~"

Labels: I MISS YOU

Monday, January 26, 2009 7:09 PM
dont stray, dont ever go away.

hey happpy lunar new year to all. some pictures first then probably i'll blog later.

eileen

yvonne.

yizhen

yixuan.

my bed. ( new bedsheets! )

The most boring new year in my entire years of life. Plus there is actual something that is creeping me out, but i dont feel safe to spell it here.

bye for now.

Labels: i feel so uninspired

Sunday, January 25, 2009 12:36 PM
&& when you smile, you make me feel,

I guess most humans are asleep right now. It's chinese new year eve, and it is 435 in the morning. I should be asleep now, but i cant. I am kinda tired but for some reason, once i close my eyes, i cant bring myself to sleep. I dread tomorrow.

If my sister ever sees this, she's gonna say something along those lines that says that i am weak and blah blah. To put it across bluntly, dear eileen, this will be the first chinese new year that you have to spend without someone you love that is about your own age.

Arggg, i cant find the word for boyfriend.

Anyway, yes i do admit that before those years when i had someone to spend it with that made me so look forward to it, i actually just spent my new year with my family. But the thing is, i cant remember how i spent new year already, without having that someone around.

I feel like i have nothing to do, nothing to look forward to, nothing to make me smile. Yeah, you might think im speaking sme hyperbole but i dont feel so.

Today's reunion dinner at my mother's side was bad. I finished the dinner in 5 miniutes as i only shovelled plain rice into my mouth and emptied the bowl in a mere few minutes. Then i just sat there, and.. stared blankly into space. Then i just listened to music as i look up into the dark sky, then down at the tree.

The tree that has this shape of the heart.

Damn, such a forlorn feeling which i hate hate hate.

My sister says i am weak for i am unable to bear with such feelings. But, we are really different. She has got friends she can confide in, even in her poly years. I have friends, and yet, i have no friends. Sheesh, i know if i typed the above line here, it will probably spoil the friendships i have with anyone. But thats not what i mean. What i feel is, sometimes, it is really hard to find someone who understands you completely, and when you talk to them, you really really really, sincerely, genuinely, feel better after that. You know? You dont? Then it is okay.

I know im conducting a really monotonous monologue here all by myself. Gee, what fun entertainment. I really should go to bed lest i wake up tomorrow and find myself looking like a panda.

Putting that all aside, come to think of it, i really really miss those really random SMSes saying i love you. I guess those were probably the sweetest lovely days of my life. So far.

Chinese New Year already. I really must Lighten Up My Mood.

Goodnight, or you can say, goodmorning.

(& i have to pretend that i dont care.)

Labels: like i could sing along.

Saturday, January 24, 2009 6:38 AM
Stop and smell on the roses,

Hi all. Today was a tiring day, for i woke up at around 1 plus in the afternoon, and straight away that i had to clean the entire kitchen with my sister. It was fun. She cooked some instant noodles and we had it for lunch, and lemme tell you, the instant noodles were Bah. It was awful. haha. Despite the addition of chilli padi into the bowl of noodles, it still tasted awful!

We cleaned the kitchen, climbing up and down the tall chair, washing the chairs wiping here and there. While doing so, we listened to Jay Chou's songs blasted from my phone. It was fun! For people who never get to springclean and feel tired, maybe you guys are missing out on the essence of family? I dont know.

Anyway, i didnt blog yesterday. I was damn tired after i reached home around 10 plus. After school yesterday, i went out with my mom to get the stuffs needed for Chinese New Year. Oh yeah, yesterday during school, it was the highlight of this JC2 year so far.

Gavin, Ellene and I reached school at around615. We prepared and got ready for the performance at St Nicholas. Cutting to the chase, i love it when we took the lorry there. The wind was just blowing and blowing, and people were sitting so together, eating bread and drinking water, while some others are playing the drum and cymbals as the lorry lurched its way towards the school. It was a first time thing, something not everyone get to enjoy. After the performance, we took the lorry back to the school, and we ate the ice cream given to us by someone from St Nicholas. The ice cream dripped all the way haha, and most of us gave up eating it for we would dirty the lorry.

Then there comes the getting ready for the second performance, and gavin left us on a flight to Thailand. Bon Voyage Gavin! Jieyang senior gave us a very touching and meaningful present. It was a part of a puzzle for us to fit together and then Tada! We'll be a whole! I love it, and there're our photos on it too! Thanks Jieyang! It was a sweet gift.

We didnt get enough time to change into our sleeveless silver and blue outfit, what a relief though. haha, and the second performance was ughhh, i tried my best but it didnt turn out fab. Anyway, all of us drummed to our best capacity, and We "huay huay sha" very loudly too!

I am very grateful to the alumni- Thiam Peng, Jonathan and Eileen for helping us. I am very thankful to Jieyang too, and also thanks for letting me confide in him and all, he is a FANTASTIC senior, really. Thanks to them for without them, there is just nothing.

Anyway, yesterday was the day i looked forward to as though it would be the last day of my life. Now that it is over, i feel so lost all of a sudden.

Like there is nothing to look forward to anymore.

The new year mood is just Not There.

Labels: then trample them

Thursday, January 22, 2009 8:18 AM
Hiatus?

For she calls you the black winged devil against the God.

Satan.

And she smiles with her tongue and lips but not with her heart.

Says to me, " come you useless dog, takemy lead,."

And who stabs you with a silver fork of hatred and jealousy perhaps?

Or maybe a tinge of sadness? None at all?

For I could be your Friend.

And that was when the blood gushes out into a canyon of emptiness, and I realise,

nothing more i wanna do with them, not ever again.

Nobody will understand this, i write it in a way only i will know what and who i am talking about.

Goodnight.

Tomorrow is the finale.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009 6:07 AM
Ask me if i love him,

I have to blog. I need to blog. Today is probably the most depressing and humiliating day of my J2 life. I really need to get all these out. So you see, i had CCA today. And Gavin, being unable to open the pugi room because he had a dialogue session, and ellene having a maths make up test, and jiayen, who i really dont wanna disturb, i had to get ready for pugi myself. This means i open the door, and prepare the stuffs required.

I opened the door and went in. Then i rummaged through my bag and found my pugi pants and sash, so i was putting them on when i heard this click at the door, and so i went to open in. I should have known better you know, like hide underneath the lions or inside the wardrobe, for what happened next really wanna make me kill myself with the nearest sword or spear nearby.

The two alumni came in and when they saw me wearing my pugi pants, they got shocked.
This is a rough outline of the hurtful things they said.

Them: Why you wearing the pants here?
Me: Oh, i need to get ready.
Them: You better make sure any of you all dont do it again. You are not supposed to do this blah blah.
( okay, maybe i really am not supposed to just put on the pants if i am not wearing anything underneath! But hello?!?! What the flying fuck? i had on everything, from the rubber band on
my head, my bra my panties, my pe shirt, my shorts, so whats the fucking problem? )
Me: *smiles* sorry, i'll let the others know.
Them: Whats with the lychee drinks on the floor? And the socks? And these shoes everywhere? You think pugi room is your house is it? Throw things everywhere as you like. Last time we keep it neat all the time...!!!
Me: ( i wouldnt wanna live in the pugi room even if you forgo rent and give me the lychee drinks as free gifts, dang you.) Sorry, umm i dont really know. We'll clear up soon.
Them: You all better dont let us catch you like that again, later we will have a debrief again.
Me: (Phew, glad it was over.) Oh okay, sorry.
I was looking for my pugi shoes because i cant remember where is the place i have last seen it. So i started searching for it like mad when they camein and shouted at me Again.
Them: What are you doing>? cant find your shoes? You know why! Like this how you all find?!
Me: Oh.. ummm yeah.
So i wore my trainers and got out of the room with a huge heavy wooden bucket of drumsticks, cymbals, and etc. I took my bag with me.
Them: Put your bag inside. i dont want to see you take that to the Lt.
Me: But i've got my phone inside. And Jiaolian will contact me when he comes.
Them: No phones during training. And dont think we dont know, jiaolian wont call. He will find us in the Lt, thats what he did last time.
Me: Umm, but he always..
Them: Put it inside.
( fine i know their trainings used to be tough, but hello? What kinda era is she living in? The era of her last time when dinos exist, or what, policemen used to wear shorts too you know. People Upgrade, for god sake.)
But the stupid thing? I was gonna put my bag down when my sms tone rang, and i picked it up, and it was an sms from mdm tan telling me that jiaolian was here. I was about to reply an OK when i got scolded.
Them: What time is it already and you are still here sms-ing! You simply have no respect for time and you have no punctuality at all!!
Me: Sorry.
I shoved my phone into my bag and saw the last of Mr Fugi smiling at me (the cute pink thing on my phone always cheers me up)
Then i took ellene's shoes for her cuz i know she will come straight to the Lt. I tucked her socks neatly inside the shoes, and brought them out when i got scolded.
Them: Put the shoes back in, you think you doing a good deed? She will come and get it herself. Put inside! And hurry! And you only? The rest what happened? You think pugi is a slack CCA is it! Cant she change her test date, or what? Didnt you tell her that today got pugi?! ( she is referring to ellene)
So, thats the scene in the pugi room. They scolded me as though i created the members of pugi, and that i manipulated them in such a way that they didnt get to attend pugi sessions. fuck right.

Fine, i didnt lose my temper. I promised to be cool headed this year.

But the incidents that occurred after was intolerable. Along the way, they criticised me for not having good training and warm ups because i was a weakling due to the fact that i dropped 2 drumsticks along the way. The worse thing was when they told me to play them a set of the drum and i was in the midst of doing it when they kept commenting, saying i am wrong by doing it this way that way. But the fact is, i know the sequences of the drum by heart, i know i am right yet they insist i am wrong. But mine is the way jiaolian teach me, so why should they say that i am wrong!

I felt depressed already and as they criticised me, i looked up at the clock on the Lt. I dared not lay eyes on them for i really really dont wanna argue. 1608. 1609. 1610. Then Jiaolian saved me. He came in and told them to let me take a break.

I sat on the stage and stared blankly into space. I felt so despondent man, i felt sad, tired and felt so accused of so many things. Then jiaolian sat beside me. I told him, " i dont wanna do this anymore."

Jiaolian was shocked because usually, in every pugi sessions, i always joke around with him, laugh and all, but today was really not it. I couldnt even prevent myself from frowning. I told him i cant make it, i will not do it, and i wanna go. He was stumped, and he didnt say anything for a few seconds but just stared at me. Then he said, " have more confidence in yourself! My job is to transform you from sucking at these things to someone who is talented!"
Me: So you're doing all these for your job.
Him: No, i want you to be able to do it too.

I felt this tinge of encouragement yet i feel useless. I dont know why i feel useless. I know i tried but i just feel that i am not cut out for anything. Then Jieyang and Ellene came and we had to practise.
I was hitting the drum, all these thoughts in my mind when my vision suddenly blurred and i thought i was so tired i was gonna faint. Then i saw a drop of water fly swiftly down and landed on the drum, and holy cow, i didnt know i was crying. What the hell right, i just cant believe it. I wiped those hot tears off my face with my sleeves and continued bashing the drum as though it is the face of Them. Probably Jiaolian saw, i dont know, but he gave everyone a five, and i ran out of theLt to wash my face. I had some sips of cold water and rested at the water cooler. Then i plucked up the remaining courage, and went back.

I really wanna thank Jieyang, Ellene, Jiaolian and Miss He today, for their encouragement. They dont have to say anything, for some reason, i felt encouraged when miss he smiled at me, and when ellene squeezed my shoulder, when jiaolian and jieyang talked to me.

I dont want to come to realise myself as useless too. I tried you know i did.

Sigh. I really feel super duper down.
Damn.

Labels: i'd lie.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009 6:59 AM
And the only explanation i can find

Definitely not on the top of the world right now. Slept like close to 4 yesterday, and felt so tired in school, especially during chemistry lectures. I fell asleep a couple of times and people woke me up as i see myself in the most unglam positions ever. I guess i dont realy give a flying fuck.

Just for your own good, when people are tired, it doesnt cause any harm ifyou can just quit disturbing them and just let them do their things peacefully. Unless you are really itching to have your ass replace your brains.

Anyway, today is certainly not a good day.

Thanks to Hunni for cheering me up loads with all the crap ever buddy.

Goodnight.

I DONT CARE.

Labels: Is the love i've found ever since you've been around

Monday, January 19, 2009 8:19 AM
Hear them go clink

Gavin and Eileen says " Cheers."

Sorting out my thoughts ...

Yesterday was reunion dinner round 2. I challenged Gavin to a few glasses of wine but he didnt make it lol. I had around 3 full glasses of red wine and around 3 glasses of Tiger. I cant really remember. And i was late for school today, Blah.

Anyway, i slept for the entire day today, was feeling so tired, could be partially due to some kinda sick hangover, but nonetheless, yesterday's reunion dinner was fun. We sang songs till we went hoarse, despite the fact that we dont really sing that well =/

Anyway, i doubt i can sleep any more later, Shit. This is bad.

Chemistry lecture tomorrow - 3 hours. Damn.

Im so gonna need sour tapes or something, if not i can just get ready for some !~#%^W#$$^@ tomorrow.

Umm, what to do now?

Ummmmmmmmm?

Labels: Drunken words are sober thoughts.

Saturday, January 17, 2009 10:46 PM
You're one in a million

Aye Aye, my mood is still the same.
Pictures then.

Jiayen and Eileen with the Da tou. We stuck the drumsticks into the eyes of the Da Tou. So fugly.

The bruise i got when i jumped on the drum for the ending. It is smacked right in the middle of the leg, and poor ellene got the same thing, except, she got it on both her legs cuz she switched legs while practising, and i kept using the same leg. It hurts like mad, and this will remind me of something important that i wont mention Here.

Lol, my brother.

Eugene and Eileen. My brother and i. Silly Faces.

Strawberry laces huh, friend? * winks *

Warped faces, please.

Anyway, i hope i'll become less unhappy by the time the second round of reunion dinner begins.

adieu.

Labels: Bye Bye.

9:10 AM
Maybe its best if you just leave it

The important thing that i wanna blog today is that,

i am sad.

Bye.

Just for once, cant you just appreciate my efforts?
Cant you just at least recognise the loads and loads of efforts i put in?
At the very very least.

Friday, January 16, 2009 3:32 AM
Pictures can never replace being there,

I've just gotten hold of some photos that were taken during the ISLE trip. Looking at these photos swept me into torents of nostalgia nonetheless, these pictures also refreshed my memories of the trip, and how hapy i had been (:

So here goes something!

Esther took this at the Kunming International Airport!

Eileen and Yuanxin at the Bird nest stadium

Eileen and Sherlyn! Tennis smile, no?

Esther, Miss Megan, Eileen. MISS MEGAN ROCKS!

Eileen and Miss Megan - Best roomies!

This was taken outside the stinky female toilet, see my face in agony!

L O L

Lol i know i look childish and kiddy ...

Eileen and Esther

Eileen! From Beijing Airport to somewhere in Beijing ( :

Esther's camera!

Umm, we are somewhere in Beijing, i dont know where though!

Yuanxin, Sherlyn, Eileen, Esther.

Those were great days!

Labels: As we go on, we remember

Thursday, January 15, 2009 7:51 AM
If love is the answer, could you rephrase your question?

I know this may sound stupid, coming from someone like me. I had been contemplating if i should put it down here, but i really cant resist it. The thing is, my math teacher is gone.

Mr chee is gone.

You guys probably dont know how much weight the previous sentence holds. It's as heavy as a rock in my heart, a huge huge boulder in me, and its crushing my entire motivation to continue learning math with that much enthusiasm as before.

I miss Mr Chee. I miss the way he teach, the way he tells a joke and yet we didnt laugh and we end up laughing because its a joke and no one laughs. I miss the way he talks to me, not in a teacher teacher way, but, he treats me like a friend.

If you know me well, i have told this to everyone of my friends that i, eileen, will never ever wanna have any emotional attachments to NYJC or the teachers in there. It really turns out that i was wrong. I depended on Mr Chee way too much, everytime i dont know anything, i'll feel at ease because i know he will always be there to guide me, to give me a direction.

Now, he's gone. And someone's taken his place.

People in the class forgets him, they say," He's not that great.."

I beg to differ, i think he is not good, he is awesome.

You know why people dont think he is good?

They dont take the initiative to look for him when they dont get the concept of it.

They did badly in their promos, and who do they blame?

I thought of him when i had the new maths lesson with the new teacher. I choked back my tears,as i found myself looking at the teacher conducting the lessons, and how i see the past year's lessons by Mr Chee.

During biology today, i didnt have much mood. I was still feeling rather down, and Mr Neo told me to wake up, and Luqman said something which angered me. He said, " Eileen sure must be thinking of Mr Chee AGAIN."

You all dont know how i feel. Maybe you do, but yes, i did think of him. I am proud to think of him, i am proud to be his student, and if not because of him, i will never be where i am now. Luqman was in his class last year too, and i dont understand, how come you just dont feel sad that someone who has done you a service in educating you, has now disappear from your life? For some reason i myself know, i felt like shoving his mouth right down to his asshole and he can call out to his dick for all i care. Damn.

Sorry, i didnt mean to be crude. I just... nevermind.

I told Mr Chee that i will work very hard so that i can do well for my A's. He will forever be a motivation for me.

And i assure you, he will never leave the place in my heart.

I am really grateful to him for his patience and guidance. You think it sounds corny, cheesy, stupid, cliche, but lemme tell you, they are words from the heart. If you are gonna be another Luqman, you can jolly well scram.

And i am not trying to insult Luqman in this post. I was just saying how i feel.

If i ever see Mr Chee on the streets one day, i will thank him. I wish i will get the chance to.

This emptiness when i go to school these days, the void is inexplicable, the loneliness is vast. So so vast, so so mysterious, i know my body will never be as huge a container to bottle them up.

I miss J1, i miss the old lessons, i miss them All.

Thank You Mr Chee, you are the best.

Absence- that common cure for love?

Labels: Please give it back, the love.

Sunday, January 11, 2009 6:39 AM
Oh my love,

A day with the cousins, a day to scream my head off, a day to vent, to remember things that i know i'll cry if i do remember them, a day to hold back tears, a day to feel happy for having great people around me, and of course, a day with the people i love, and with the memory of the people i had loved.

at downtown east theme park. the Nostalgic one and only, the scary place, the tearful place, the heartbreak lan shop, the happy route to the pasir ris beach, the first time place. My goodness.

I dont know what to say, sorry.

Eileen and Gavin.

Wet.

Eileen and Lynn, wet.

Eileen and Jody, super Wet.

at downtown east,

the paradoxically happy and sad place.

Labels: we're just one big family.

Saturday, January 10, 2009 2:26 AM
For all the times you stood by me,

So, yeah, this is really a tribute to my cousin, Gavin.

He's always the first guy to come for Pugi training.

The one who reminds everyone to come.

The one who abides by all the rules,

The one who wears long socks, cut fingernails.

The one who comes for trainings all the time.

The one and only, Cousin.

Thanks for doing so much for the CCA. I know sometimes, i am not really that coperative and i dont wear long socks blah blah, but im trying to improve. I am quite sad that you cant go for the performance with us despite you being the one who trained the hardest. Thanks once again for every little bit, all of them count.

Thanks Cousin.

Labels: For all the truths you made me see

Friday, January 9, 2009 6:23 AM
For to err is to be human

Hey these few days have been those really, i wont call them sad days. There are happy days. But today is a day when i felt sort of sad, sort of, i dont really wanna do anything other than sleeping. Or hiding under the duvet, thats what you can call it, hello, call me coward.

in the days before you were young
we used to sit in the morning sun
we used to turn the radio on what happened?
we'd see our lies in the eyes of fate
and take our cradles to the grave
but even then we're never saved from danger

I know what is wrong with me, yet there did exist, a mere couple of times, when i actually doubted if i do know what is up with myself. Maybe i dont, because maybe, what i actually have been doing all along, is merely Guessing how i feel, a conjecture, not a fact.

and if you ever leave me
come i will be there waiting
waiting for you know i will
i love you for ever
i'll never say never

Sometimes you feel that life is wanting something out of you that you cannot seem to give, its like a never ending stress that steals away your every respite, you feel suffocated, you feel pressurised, yet all you can do is simply, responding to the cajole, giving in to every single thing. The same applies when people expect something out of you.

Expectations are different from actual requests. Expectations are merely, its like a mutual i want you give situation, when the taker dont tell you straight that he/she wants something from you. Its those where you feel obliged to be expected of. I dont really how to continue explaining it from here, i'll just keep it at that. And then you just rget really tired from all the giving, you force yourself on despite that, and when the person just keep wanting more, its like, you cannot take it, you break down, and you fall into an apocalyptic abyss.

I visit my cousin Karyn when she was scholing these past few days. She's in Nursery, and i really wish i can be as naive as her, as kiddy as childish, you know, singing songs in school, playing choo choo train, colouring, and having P.E at the playgrounds. Gosh, and i really wonder if i did cherish the time when i was a Kintergarden kid. It doesnt really matter, it is a thing of the past. I am a grown up already huh? So i should be sensible, yet the more i feel like im beginning to feel sensible, the greater a fool i suddenly realise i am.

but i've only got two hands
and i'll never learn to dance
i'll never get a second chance
whatever i'll take the breath away from your sighs
and wipe the tears away from your eyes
and hope the fire never dies inside you

I miss the feeling. The feeling when you know something deep down there believes in you. Someone deep down there who really really cares alot, who you meant the entire universe to. With this freedom, i do feel the void that i cannot escape. Speaking truly from the bottom of my heart.
in the days before you were young
we used to sit in the morning sun
we used to turn the radio on
what happened?

The above squirrels' or rabbits' house is a dream since childhood times. I wil achieve it someday.

Yeah i know she is adorable,

( : KARYN !!

She's in her PE shirt,

And then we'll go around on the merry go round till dawn, a neverending childhood,
Come, lets join Peter Pan.

Labels: And to Arr is to be pirate.

Tuesday, January 6, 2009 11:22 PM
No single raindrop believes it is to blame for the flood,

Hey there people.

I havent blogged for a pretty long time, although i have the time to. It seems a little funny because i am usually one who blogs all the time. However, i have seen a change in myself these few days. Ever since the start of Year 2009, i had refused to go out with any of my friends. I havent really stepped out of the house, just to meet my friends ever since the first of January.

I went out, yet i stayed at home all the time. I stayed at home all day, hile i wandered happily in a feudal ninja tale i.e. Naruto. Dont ask me why i started watching it, i dont really know either. I really just rather stay at home watching inspirational episodes from Naruto than go out of the house, for some reason, i have the rather sian mood whenever i think of going out.

I had, instead, also spent my time with myfamily, like making fun of my mom with my siblings, hanging out with my aunts, and watching my smallest cousin happily snatching colour pencils from the other kids at Nursery.

She has grown, really alot, and i am really proud of her. I wonder how much of her as a kid like that will i still be able to see her after she has grown up, like really sensible and all ) :

Something happened today, and thats the reason why i am blogging. ( :
This incident makes me so happy, i wonder why, i was grinning ear to ear all the way till now.

Just now, after fetching my cousin from the Nursery, my aunts and i went to Bedok Interchange. I walked past this coffee shop, and for some reason, i was wondering, " hmm this is usually the time when Joseph will get his lunch, " And i was looking around the coffee shoppe, and my aunt(gavin's mom) said," i know who you are looking for ..."

" Ohmygod, he's there!" I yelled and stood there stunned. My aunt was stunned too, and our little cousin was tugging at our hands telling us to go. I went towards Joseph, and LOL at his shocked and stunned face. I appeared normal on the outside, but in my heart, i was laughing like mad ( sorry thats just the inner me! )

Gavin's mom started asking him many many weird questions like pimplies, and girlfriends. I was so ... my heart was skipping beats, heh. But Joseph does look good now, like his face is really nice, and he changed his specs (though his specs is not as nice as mine) ^___^

I just feel so happy, because it is like those .. i dont really know how to describe it, cuz i was just thinking of him in the coffee shoppe buying lunch when he sort of materialise in front of me. God, haha.

So so happy.

Labels: Home Sweet Home Ninja.

Friday, January 2, 2009 1:13 AM
Nothing feels right when im not with you,

Hey there, it's the second day of the new year, how are you? I just saw some pictures that were taken during the OSLE trip, i took them from yuans' blog. I hope those people with the pictures can upload them soon, because looking at these pictures make me laugh, cry, you know, those whole bunch of emotions. But it was really a good 20 days with you guys, i really had fun, and looking at these pictures make me feel this nostalgia, the feeling of wanting to return back to the days we prepared for the trip. Thanks alot Yuans, for the pictures, for reminding me of the happy memories i had when with all of the Spartans ( :

Here!

Somewhere at the Great Wall in Bejing. I was playing with the snow, and the girl next to me is ESTHER!

Liying, Yuans, me! ( the beanie on my head belongs to Yizhe! )

From left to right: Esther, Terence, Jingchun, Eileen!
The beanie on my head belongs to Yizhe!
He lent me his beanie, and i really like this one ( :
FUNNY FACES!

Like what Yuans said in her blog, " the hoodie gang!"
It sure is, the green hoodie i wore in this picture belongs to Yihao!
Yihao was stuck with wearing my small Puma Jacket, and look at his face in agony!

Goshhh, i miss all of you.

I hpe i'll get more pictures soon.

And oh, on a lighter note, my siblings and i changed the way our room looked.
We cleared most of our stuffs, and brought the upper bunk down such that all three of us are now sleeping side by side.

I am a happy girl.

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