EILEEN LOO YI ZHEN;
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
5:24 AM
But the sugarbowl's empty and i cant find any sweetness.
But the sugarbowl's empty and i cant find any sweetness.
Yes, i know we all make new friends now and then. But he's really just too engrossed in his new friends, i know i'll never ever take the initiative to talk to him again. But thats okay, i'll remember those times we talked over the phone till late in the night, just rambling and blabbering.
Joel Tng.
Anyway, im glad i still keep in touch with my old friends, how could i ever forget those people who've passed my life in my secondary school times? Sigh, i shall not brood over this, probably its because of the time of the month that i get so emotional. I really rather serve the NS for two years than to have myself bleeding ever single month. Oops, sorry if that had sound insulting, im not saying that NS is a piece of cake, i know of its' broil and battle and whatnot, but seriously, bleeding every month so does not feel good, not at all. You get some muscle spasms sometimes, and you have these cramps that leave you crouching down in the middle of a stride, and those yucky yucky things associated with it. Shit, i sound really really angsty about being a woman. Sometimes i feel that being a guy is just so much better for you dont have to worry about when you'll get your period, nor worry about cramps that will spoil your day, and disrupt the mood. Im seriously sorry to the ladies i will offend by typing this, and im not a misogynist. Im just...i dont know, put it simply, im just pissed at myself for having a period right now.
Scrape that. My headache just does not allow me to think with a right mind right now. This fever has been going on for days, accompanied by the usual package of colds, sorethroats and whatnot. Im telling mom that i wanna go to a doctor soon. But tomorrow's Hari Raya, and there wont be any doctors. After tomorrow, if i still feel ill, i really ought to get myself a date with the doctor. Bet he's got some lovely presents waiting for me to collect.
Im going off now, im seriously not well. And im really snappy today, im not gonna talk to anyone soon lest i bite off their heads.
Bye for now.
Joel Tng.
Anyway, im glad i still keep in touch with my old friends, how could i ever forget those people who've passed my life in my secondary school times? Sigh, i shall not brood over this, probably its because of the time of the month that i get so emotional. I really rather serve the NS for two years than to have myself bleeding ever single month. Oops, sorry if that had sound insulting, im not saying that NS is a piece of cake, i know of its' broil and battle and whatnot, but seriously, bleeding every month so does not feel good, not at all. You get some muscle spasms sometimes, and you have these cramps that leave you crouching down in the middle of a stride, and those yucky yucky things associated with it. Shit, i sound really really angsty about being a woman. Sometimes i feel that being a guy is just so much better for you dont have to worry about when you'll get your period, nor worry about cramps that will spoil your day, and disrupt the mood. Im seriously sorry to the ladies i will offend by typing this, and im not a misogynist. Im just...i dont know, put it simply, im just pissed at myself for having a period right now.
Scrape that. My headache just does not allow me to think with a right mind right now. This fever has been going on for days, accompanied by the usual package of colds, sorethroats and whatnot. Im telling mom that i wanna go to a doctor soon. But tomorrow's Hari Raya, and there wont be any doctors. After tomorrow, if i still feel ill, i really ought to get myself a date with the doctor. Bet he's got some lovely presents waiting for me to collect.
Im going off now, im seriously not well. And im really snappy today, im not gonna talk to anyone soon lest i bite off their heads.
Bye for now.
Labels: women's woes.zzz
Monday, September 29, 2008
5:42 AM
A little less sixteen candles, a little more "touch-me"
A little less sixteen candles, a little more "touch-me"
Hello people. Im back here. The gruelling biology paper is over.
And i seriously assumed i would feel the euphoria of the biology paper being over. It turned out that i was wrong. And how wrong was i, because i did not feel the slightest jubilance. It's merely a ," oh, its over." I did not know what came over me, maybe this inkling feeling in me, its like i just know that this whole monotonous mugging will be back to haunt me again. I know it will. And this somehow, one way or another, puts me in a really unsettling mood. And i also dont feel like going to Yunnan so soon, because im so scared that the team will not be together as a team again after the OSLE trip has ended. Really stupid assumptions and fears, i feel ridiculous.
I had dinner at AMK hub with yuans and the people - Fish and Co.
Fish.
Remind me never to enter That Restaurant again. When i was having the fishy dinner, i remembered the scene at the fish market during the NE trip, and how grossed out i was over the bloody scene, where i saw this man just hacking away repeatedly at the veins of a stingray. oh my god. Zzzz, i think i will abstain from fish for god knows how long.
I fell asleep, comfortably on the upper deck of the bus, with my jacket draped over me. I almost missed my stop, was kinda glad someone pressed the bell, and i woke up just in time to dash out of the bus before the doors slam upon me. I feel a little silly, but no worries, since i dont even know the people in the bus.
I also wish to congratulate Rasina for making it to J2, HOORAY! She's promoted! (: I wish i will be able to promote too.
Im ill, really unwell. I went to bed early yesterday night, yet i could not sleep no matter how i blew many times i cleared my nose of mucus, and tossing and turning here and there, only falling asleep at an ungodly 4 a.m, waking up at 830 to try and recap my biology. The biology paper was difficult, it was a tough attempt, but nonetheless, i attempted every single question, i hope i'll be able to pass. Biology is my biggest fear, because i love it, and i cant bear for myself to fail at it.
Guess who's gonna assess me for my PW Oral Presentation? * smiles happily*
It's Mr K. Chee! Im so afraid that i'll get all tongue-tied and nervous when i see him. Seriously, i joke with him so much that i just cant imagine myself having a straight face infront of him, and actually presenting my PW, hehs.
My head hurts, and i feel giddy. I shall stop here. Nanny Daddy's last episode today, will really miss Nicole, lol.
Goodnight folks.
And i seriously assumed i would feel the euphoria of the biology paper being over. It turned out that i was wrong. And how wrong was i, because i did not feel the slightest jubilance. It's merely a ," oh, its over." I did not know what came over me, maybe this inkling feeling in me, its like i just know that this whole monotonous mugging will be back to haunt me again. I know it will. And this somehow, one way or another, puts me in a really unsettling mood. And i also dont feel like going to Yunnan so soon, because im so scared that the team will not be together as a team again after the OSLE trip has ended. Really stupid assumptions and fears, i feel ridiculous.
I had dinner at AMK hub with yuans and the people - Fish and Co.
Fish.
Remind me never to enter That Restaurant again. When i was having the fishy dinner, i remembered the scene at the fish market during the NE trip, and how grossed out i was over the bloody scene, where i saw this man just hacking away repeatedly at the veins of a stingray. oh my god. Zzzz, i think i will abstain from fish for god knows how long.
I fell asleep, comfortably on the upper deck of the bus, with my jacket draped over me. I almost missed my stop, was kinda glad someone pressed the bell, and i woke up just in time to dash out of the bus before the doors slam upon me. I feel a little silly, but no worries, since i dont even know the people in the bus.
I also wish to congratulate Rasina for making it to J2, HOORAY! She's promoted! (: I wish i will be able to promote too.
Im ill, really unwell. I went to bed early yesterday night, yet i could not sleep no matter how i blew many times i cleared my nose of mucus, and tossing and turning here and there, only falling asleep at an ungodly 4 a.m, waking up at 830 to try and recap my biology. The biology paper was difficult, it was a tough attempt, but nonetheless, i attempted every single question, i hope i'll be able to pass. Biology is my biggest fear, because i love it, and i cant bear for myself to fail at it.
Guess who's gonna assess me for my PW Oral Presentation? * smiles happily*
It's Mr K. Chee! Im so afraid that i'll get all tongue-tied and nervous when i see him. Seriously, i joke with him so much that i just cant imagine myself having a straight face infront of him, and actually presenting my PW, hehs.
My head hurts, and i feel giddy. I shall stop here. Nanny Daddy's last episode today, will really miss Nicole, lol.
Goodnight folks.
Labels: Last year's wishes are this year's apologies.
Saturday, September 27, 2008
6:46 AM
why dont you just drop dead
why dont you just drop dead
I tell my grandmother that sometimes when i memorise the biology notes, i feel happy. And yeah, i felt kinda happy as i memorise the biology notes just now, even though im slow. I still remember the times when Rasina and i will memorise the biology notes, and when im done with a chapter, i'll wait for her and she did the same for me. It's like she's pacing me, and im pacing her, and that we're not slacking. Now, she doesnt takes biology. And i mug alone, drifting off now and then into the depths of my happy lala land.
Which is why i can only finish half the page when others are are already at page 2 or 3 of their notes. But thats okay, slow and steady, lol (:
Every JC kids, they have only one wish for all that they have mugged, and that is not to let their mugging efforts go to waste, and that they can promote. I am no exception. I dont care if i have straight Ds for my subjects, as long as i can promote, i dont give a damn. Call it easily satisfied, but its merely me not wanting to expect too much of myself such that when i really did fail, i wont be too disappointed.
Bye for now, im off to mug.
Dont be afraid people.
As long as you all mug, im sure all of you will promote, honest.
Which is why i can only finish half the page when others are are already at page 2 or 3 of their notes. But thats okay, slow and steady, lol (:
Every JC kids, they have only one wish for all that they have mugged, and that is not to let their mugging efforts go to waste, and that they can promote. I am no exception. I dont care if i have straight Ds for my subjects, as long as i can promote, i dont give a damn. Call it easily satisfied, but its merely me not wanting to expect too much of myself such that when i really did fail, i wont be too disappointed.
Bye for now, im off to mug.
Dont be afraid people.
As long as you all mug, im sure all of you will promote, honest.
Labels: i set my clocks early cuz i know im always late.
Friday, September 26, 2008
6:07 AM
Scribble those words on the tree, and etch them in your heart,
Scribble those words on the tree, and etch them in your heart,
YOYOYOYOYOYOYOYO!
I worked hard for promotional exams, and im broadening my minds now, because i realised that i wont be angry or disappointed with myself even if i have done badly, because i've tried my very bestest! I also realised i have many things i want to do after my promotional exams, but i dont know if i'll ever get to get them done. I know i wanna learn the guitar, i wanna learn the guitar, i wanna learn the guitar. okay, im nuts. And osh nosh! i think i really need to also learn how to pronounce "isomers" ! For some god-forsaken reason, i seem to pronounce it as " izomers". Zzz, what the hell is wrong with me! Isomers, isomers, isomers. hehs, it struck me that there is no point in me learning to pronounce it when i cant even draw them! After biology paper on monday, after 4- im looking forward to that day. Im left with DNA as well as the genetic variation (which im just gonna read through)
Chinese paper was a killer today. I snoozed for a good 8 minutes which i tried to console myself by telling myself that im trying to understand the passage. I know im gonna flunk my chinese, but thats okay. Chinese has never been my forte, so i dont mind. Caught this terrible cold recently, my left ear is blocked, and mom says im running a temperature. It's okay, i'll persevere on! Lunch today with baby karyn was really fantabulous fun. She sang " baa baa black sheep, peter rabbit( okay, she mumbled. ) , and sio ba zhang ( the funny hokkien song which was so hilariously funny i laughed till i cried. ).
Nanny daddy is kinda nice. Nicole is super duper cute. She just makes me love kids more.
After promotional exams will be the only word that has disappeared from my dictionary since i chose the path os a Jc student.
Play.
Goodnight.
I WANNA LEARN HOW TO PLAY THE GUITAR. X 100000000000
I worked hard for promotional exams, and im broadening my minds now, because i realised that i wont be angry or disappointed with myself even if i have done badly, because i've tried my very bestest! I also realised i have many things i want to do after my promotional exams, but i dont know if i'll ever get to get them done. I know i wanna learn the guitar, i wanna learn the guitar, i wanna learn the guitar. okay, im nuts. And osh nosh! i think i really need to also learn how to pronounce "isomers" ! For some god-forsaken reason, i seem to pronounce it as " izomers". Zzz, what the hell is wrong with me! Isomers, isomers, isomers. hehs, it struck me that there is no point in me learning to pronounce it when i cant even draw them! After biology paper on monday, after 4- im looking forward to that day. Im left with DNA as well as the genetic variation (which im just gonna read through)
Chinese paper was a killer today. I snoozed for a good 8 minutes which i tried to console myself by telling myself that im trying to understand the passage. I know im gonna flunk my chinese, but thats okay. Chinese has never been my forte, so i dont mind. Caught this terrible cold recently, my left ear is blocked, and mom says im running a temperature. It's okay, i'll persevere on! Lunch today with baby karyn was really fantabulous fun. She sang " baa baa black sheep, peter rabbit( okay, she mumbled. ) , and sio ba zhang ( the funny hokkien song which was so hilariously funny i laughed till i cried. ).
Nanny daddy is kinda nice. Nicole is super duper cute. She just makes me love kids more.
After promotional exams will be the only word that has disappeared from my dictionary since i chose the path os a Jc student.
Play.
Goodnight.
I WANNA LEARN HOW TO PLAY THE GUITAR. X 100000000000
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
6:22 AM
May it be, an evening star
May it be, an evening star
Okay im a big fat liar! I said i wont be blogging until promos are over, but i couldnt resist the urge to blog. I wanna talk about promos, yet i dont wanna talk about promos. It started on monday, and i felt as though it is gonna end soon. I mean, after biology paper 2 on monday, i know i'll be able to heave a sigh of relief.
General Paper on monday was, i dont quite know how to put my finger to it, i just hope i'll be able to do well, alright, scrape that, i hope i'll be able to pass! Maths was on tuesday, i felt pretty disappointed with myself, because after the paper, did i realise i made loadsa careless mistakes. Sighs, when i did the paper, the only thing in my mind was to do well such that Mr chee will not be disappointed with me. I've been seeing him for consultations, and if i did a lousy job, like screwing up, i'll definitely feel pretty shitty for all the time he's wasted on me when he can spent that same time to teach some other people that can do well to justify his efforts. ):
Chemistry was disastrous. To screw the entire paper, you require two of my attributes. The first being disastrously poor time management, and the other, being real dense, and uber slow in calculations. I wont elaborate on how i kinda screwed up my chem paper just like what happened in mid years, im just keeping my fingers crossed for a pass too. Actually, if i pass everything, its good enough.
I dont like seeing U's in my results slip. Not that anyone does, actually i dont know what im rambling about.
With the scandal on China's milk products, im feeling damn low in spirits since im so deprived of my chocolate dosage. Which brings me to another point, im getting damn fat nowadays, and i dont escape from this fact, tee hee hee. At least im not anorexic or bullemic! After the promos, after the promos, i promise not to indulge myself in so much chips, chocolates, cookies, popsicles, ice creams, oh gosh, i just realised the list just goes on and on. im really, simply put, im really eating so much junk food, and getting so fat man. But thats okay. I'll try, uh yeah try haha, Try only, yeah try and not eat so much junk.
Biology is totally a sian subject when it comes to hardcore memorising. The bio lecturers did offer some clues, but im not gonna study based on the clues. Im gonna just study everything except for genetic variation. Those crosses are making me go cross eyed! X.X Nevermind, gambateh eileen! =)
Oh yeahs, thanks for the good luck messages many of the friends sent me! I was so touched! Thank you! And im getting so excited regarding post promos! That shall be a boost to make me study hard!
Days of lazing on the beach with a book in my hand, under the sun, shopping, movies ( especially mama mia ), and osle trip!
Im so looking forward. JIAYOU EILEEN! AND THE REST OF THE PEOPLE HAVING THEIR PROMOS! =)
General Paper on monday was, i dont quite know how to put my finger to it, i just hope i'll be able to do well, alright, scrape that, i hope i'll be able to pass! Maths was on tuesday, i felt pretty disappointed with myself, because after the paper, did i realise i made loadsa careless mistakes. Sighs, when i did the paper, the only thing in my mind was to do well such that Mr chee will not be disappointed with me. I've been seeing him for consultations, and if i did a lousy job, like screwing up, i'll definitely feel pretty shitty for all the time he's wasted on me when he can spent that same time to teach some other people that can do well to justify his efforts. ):
Chemistry was disastrous. To screw the entire paper, you require two of my attributes. The first being disastrously poor time management, and the other, being real dense, and uber slow in calculations. I wont elaborate on how i kinda screwed up my chem paper just like what happened in mid years, im just keeping my fingers crossed for a pass too. Actually, if i pass everything, its good enough.
I dont like seeing U's in my results slip. Not that anyone does, actually i dont know what im rambling about.
With the scandal on China's milk products, im feeling damn low in spirits since im so deprived of my chocolate dosage. Which brings me to another point, im getting damn fat nowadays, and i dont escape from this fact, tee hee hee. At least im not anorexic or bullemic! After the promos, after the promos, i promise not to indulge myself in so much chips, chocolates, cookies, popsicles, ice creams, oh gosh, i just realised the list just goes on and on. im really, simply put, im really eating so much junk food, and getting so fat man. But thats okay. I'll try, uh yeah try haha, Try only, yeah try and not eat so much junk.
Biology is totally a sian subject when it comes to hardcore memorising. The bio lecturers did offer some clues, but im not gonna study based on the clues. Im gonna just study everything except for genetic variation. Those crosses are making me go cross eyed! X.X Nevermind, gambateh eileen! =)
Oh yeahs, thanks for the good luck messages many of the friends sent me! I was so touched! Thank you! And im getting so excited regarding post promos! That shall be a boost to make me study hard!
Days of lazing on the beach with a book in my hand, under the sun, shopping, movies ( especially mama mia ), and osle trip!
Im so looking forward. JIAYOU EILEEN! AND THE REST OF THE PEOPLE HAVING THEIR PROMOS! =)
Labels: For the moments i feel faint, no worries (:
Saturday, September 20, 2008
9:35 PM
Wont hear a word they say,
Wont hear a word they say,
Yeahs, promos starts tomorrow, and will end as immediately as it starts (:
I'll word hard, and so will you guys!
I wont be blogging anytime soon, i guess, so here's the generic " good luck to everyone!"
Gosh, i shouldnt be here, and so shouldnt you.
I'll word hard, and so will you guys!
I wont be blogging anytime soon, i guess, so here's the generic " good luck to everyone!"
Gosh, i shouldnt be here, and so shouldnt you.
Labels: byebye and hello.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
9:08 AM
i feel like you'll always be, forever a part of me.
i feel like you'll always be, forever a part of me.
Promos is just round the corner, and i dont know if i should blog. But here i am, blogging away happily. Sounds kinda dumb, but i just dont know. why i want to. I feel so stupid for breaking down yesterday. I didnt know what happened to me, and i cant say that Stress is working itself on me, because i dont really think it is stress. I was in the library yesterday when i suddenly became very quiet. No jokes could make me laugh, and i grew all solemn and did my functions tutorial. Piano, Lc, and sher are all trying to make me laugh by saying funny things, but i really cant bring myself to laugh.
And i lied to piano, saying i was quiet because of stress. Im so sorry.
I didnt know what trigger me to stop talking, when im always the most talkative one. Probably, i was reminded of the past by Piano. I remember, yesterday, i was telling her how difficult parametric differentiation is, and she said, " its so easy!"
And then, i had felt so stupid, like someone who cant make it for JC, and yet, still stupidly indulge herself in the fantasy that she can make it. I felt so dumb, felt so worthless. I dont blame her. She's not the one thats making me sad. I just felt sad when i suddenly thought of those secondary 4 days, when i told rasina the same thing, " differentiation is so difficult!"
And she'll say those funny and ridiculous things that i'll burst out laughing.
And thats when all the nostalgia came back, those suitcases of neatly packed up memories i thought would not haunt me.
On the way home in the bus, i shut my eyes as my mp3 continued to play. Tears welled up, but since my eyes were closed, they did not tumble down my cheeks. I felt like this really stupid and weak person who just kept clinging on to the past.
Memories came back to me, all together. I was reminded of what happened when i felt so sad in sec 4, and gavin and rasina were laughing happily, when i suddenly cried. I remember they wanted to laugh, but they held their laughter and handed me kleenex. Lol, i cried, and then laughed when i saw their really funny faces!
I guess im too emotional. I got to look at things on the bright side, and look Forward.
I dont wanna be the same weak person i used to be.
I hope mistakes will make me stronger, and i'll move on from wherever i am, right now.
But no matter what, you, and everyone else, will forever be a part of me.
Oh yeah, i miss Glen's voice, and his phone calls. I feel myself go real disappointed these two days when my phone didnt ring at 1230. But i really hope to see him soon.
He is one of the people in my life that constantly reminds me never to take things for granted, and me to cherish whatever i have, and look on the bright side of life.
Ultimately, one cant live a life of complaints, and sobs.
We live to laugh, and we laugh to live.
Goodnight, and all the best for promos and a levels everyone!
Yours sincerely,
me.
And i lied to piano, saying i was quiet because of stress. Im so sorry.
I didnt know what trigger me to stop talking, when im always the most talkative one. Probably, i was reminded of the past by Piano. I remember, yesterday, i was telling her how difficult parametric differentiation is, and she said, " its so easy!"
And then, i had felt so stupid, like someone who cant make it for JC, and yet, still stupidly indulge herself in the fantasy that she can make it. I felt so dumb, felt so worthless. I dont blame her. She's not the one thats making me sad. I just felt sad when i suddenly thought of those secondary 4 days, when i told rasina the same thing, " differentiation is so difficult!"
And she'll say those funny and ridiculous things that i'll burst out laughing.
And thats when all the nostalgia came back, those suitcases of neatly packed up memories i thought would not haunt me.
On the way home in the bus, i shut my eyes as my mp3 continued to play. Tears welled up, but since my eyes were closed, they did not tumble down my cheeks. I felt like this really stupid and weak person who just kept clinging on to the past.
Memories came back to me, all together. I was reminded of what happened when i felt so sad in sec 4, and gavin and rasina were laughing happily, when i suddenly cried. I remember they wanted to laugh, but they held their laughter and handed me kleenex. Lol, i cried, and then laughed when i saw their really funny faces!
I guess im too emotional. I got to look at things on the bright side, and look Forward.
I dont wanna be the same weak person i used to be.
I hope mistakes will make me stronger, and i'll move on from wherever i am, right now.
But no matter what, you, and everyone else, will forever be a part of me.
Oh yeah, i miss Glen's voice, and his phone calls. I feel myself go real disappointed these two days when my phone didnt ring at 1230. But i really hope to see him soon.
He is one of the people in my life that constantly reminds me never to take things for granted, and me to cherish whatever i have, and look on the bright side of life.
Ultimately, one cant live a life of complaints, and sobs.
We live to laugh, and we laugh to live.
Goodnight, and all the best for promos and a levels everyone!
Yours sincerely,
me.
Labels: love; somewhere i thought i'll never be.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
8:06 AM
It's been the longest winter without you.
It's been the longest winter without you.
Extremely sad, no words can describe my feelings right now, and none of you will understand.
I want to cry and yet i hope i'll not be so weak, to cry.
But i did. and i dont know how to make me stop/
I want to cry and yet i hope i'll not be so weak, to cry.
But i did. and i dont know how to make me stop/
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
4:14 AM
No, not me, not i.
No, not me, not i.
Truly disappointed with what mom said about me.
She said i've been giving up on myself ever since the last break up, which was not true at all.
Of all the people, mom's the one i thought can understand me well, but it turned out i was wrong.
Looks like nobody understands me at all.
A fever that wont go away.
She said i've been giving up on myself ever since the last break up, which was not true at all.
Of all the people, mom's the one i thought can understand me well, but it turned out i was wrong.
Looks like nobody understands me at all.
A fever that wont go away.
Labels: lost.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
11:00 PM
Keep bleeding love.
Keep bleeding love.
I woke up at 5, just to try and attempt the chemistry promos 2006. Just my luck, that was the one that sherlyn handed me, and she handed me the wrong one, because when i happily did everything, i went to school and realised it's the 2007 paper.
Thats alright, then while doing biology time trail, i wrte till i fell asleep, and ms peh had to wake me up ): It was so embarrassing, but i was so tired. In the end, i didnt know what work i had submitted. Dang.
I had maths consultation with lee chia today, we met mr chee. He is kinda nice, just toooooo lazy to get into the staff room to get the maths tutorials because i didnt have them!
The surprising moment is now.
After maths consultation, i was about to leave when my phone rang, and guess who? The cute voice that calls, " jiejie!" Yeah, it is Glen.
It was an euphoric moment that didnt last because i got really sad after we hung up. Him promising me he'll be a good boy, and study hard, and that he wanna give me something, and wanna see me soon. He told me he miss me.
I miss him loads too. Sighs, we'll go back soon. He called peiyu as well, and he told me he'll call nic, though nic hasnt received his call..
Today, physically, and emotionally exhausted.
Thats alright, then while doing biology time trail, i wrte till i fell asleep, and ms peh had to wake me up ): It was so embarrassing, but i was so tired. In the end, i didnt know what work i had submitted. Dang.
I had maths consultation with lee chia today, we met mr chee. He is kinda nice, just toooooo lazy to get into the staff room to get the maths tutorials because i didnt have them!
The surprising moment is now.
After maths consultation, i was about to leave when my phone rang, and guess who? The cute voice that calls, " jiejie!" Yeah, it is Glen.
It was an euphoric moment that didnt last because i got really sad after we hung up. Him promising me he'll be a good boy, and study hard, and that he wanna give me something, and wanna see me soon. He told me he miss me.
I miss him loads too. Sighs, we'll go back soon. He called peiyu as well, and he told me he'll call nic, though nic hasnt received his call..
Today, physically, and emotionally exhausted.
Labels: i got lost on the path of life., today
6:24 AM
Where is the love?
Where is the love?
I was up bright and early, and headed off to CCK at 7 plus. I thought i was gonna be late, but i didnt. I slept so much on the train yet i couldnt get rid of my lethargy. Met up with the rest of the OSLE team and we went to Sunbeam's children home i think. Then we had some ice breakers' games, and off to sentosa where we visited the dolphin lagoon and underwater world.
Actually, i dont wanna blog about the details. I just wanna say how i feel, which i didnt say during reflections and debrief time because i just didnt. I didnt want the oh-so-touching- kind of reaction from the team. Peiyu, Nic and i were in the same team, together with the kids, Elis, Elene and Glen. I like us, all of us. I love the kids. They are hell loads more understanding compared to my brother, and sometimes, i think my brother doesnt even appreciate the fact that he has got a computer, a roof, and a nice family.
Sometimes, people just needs to be awoken. And i must admit, i was truly truly touched today. Glen, the 8 year old boy we had, is the best kid on earth. He's not rowdy like any others, and he is really sweet and caring.
He fed me m&ms, and he told pei yu and i, " jiejie, can you all be my godsisters?"
I was really really touched, i felt, this boy needs all the love we can give him. And even before we go to sentosa, he told all of us ," jiejie, i will miss you all when we go home.."
I didnt say this during debrief. i didnt want those same reaction. I'll keep this in my heart forever. And i dont deny, i cried. I lowered my head in between my knees, and cried, as i thought of the entire day, him playing innocently with the sand, not giving the dolphins any attention despite us being in there for the dolphins' presentation.
And him crying because peiyu and i didnt let him sit with peiyu herself, and me apologizing to him till he said, " i bluff you one lah jiejie, i forgive you." And i hugged him so tight, he did hug back, which was the really touching part.
Peiyu, Nicholas, Esther and i promised to go back there together after promos. I want to, please go back. I can still see his innocent face in my mind.
Those kids, a single candy, can make them so happy, and so thankful. So, why why why, are we not appreciating the every little things around us? I think everyone needs this sort of wake up calls now and then, and i know, i just had one.
Thanks to everyone who've been there for me, and i thank my fate for giving me this chance to have such a happy family, and im also grateful, for being in OSLE, and taking part in this.
I miss the kids already, ironic since i've got a brother at home that prefers to have the computer's company.
Thanks to the kids, my buddy group, the osle friends. You guys make this day, one of the best days of my life. And thanks for the fruit punch, it was kinda yummy and kinda too sweet at the same time.
Night.
Actually, i dont wanna blog about the details. I just wanna say how i feel, which i didnt say during reflections and debrief time because i just didnt. I didnt want the oh-so-touching- kind of reaction from the team. Peiyu, Nic and i were in the same team, together with the kids, Elis, Elene and Glen. I like us, all of us. I love the kids. They are hell loads more understanding compared to my brother, and sometimes, i think my brother doesnt even appreciate the fact that he has got a computer, a roof, and a nice family.
Sometimes, people just needs to be awoken. And i must admit, i was truly truly touched today. Glen, the 8 year old boy we had, is the best kid on earth. He's not rowdy like any others, and he is really sweet and caring.
He fed me m&ms, and he told pei yu and i, " jiejie, can you all be my godsisters?"
I was really really touched, i felt, this boy needs all the love we can give him. And even before we go to sentosa, he told all of us ," jiejie, i will miss you all when we go home.."
I didnt say this during debrief. i didnt want those same reaction. I'll keep this in my heart forever. And i dont deny, i cried. I lowered my head in between my knees, and cried, as i thought of the entire day, him playing innocently with the sand, not giving the dolphins any attention despite us being in there for the dolphins' presentation.
And him crying because peiyu and i didnt let him sit with peiyu herself, and me apologizing to him till he said, " i bluff you one lah jiejie, i forgive you." And i hugged him so tight, he did hug back, which was the really touching part.
Peiyu, Nicholas, Esther and i promised to go back there together after promos. I want to, please go back. I can still see his innocent face in my mind.
Those kids, a single candy, can make them so happy, and so thankful. So, why why why, are we not appreciating the every little things around us? I think everyone needs this sort of wake up calls now and then, and i know, i just had one.
Thanks to everyone who've been there for me, and i thank my fate for giving me this chance to have such a happy family, and im also grateful, for being in OSLE, and taking part in this.
I miss the kids already, ironic since i've got a brother at home that prefers to have the computer's company.
Thanks to the kids, my buddy group, the osle friends. You guys make this day, one of the best days of my life. And thanks for the fruit punch, it was kinda yummy and kinda too sweet at the same time.
Night.
Labels: devastating departure
Friday, September 12, 2008
5:44 AM
My hip hop and flip-flops well it don't stop with the light rock
My hip hop and flip-flops well it don't stop with the light rock
HELLO!
I didnt fail my chemistry, i got a B. Surprising huh? I was taken aback too, maybe i really do have some luck here and there, geez.
But i flunk my maths test, the one on vectors. I was truly disappointed, but i knew right from the start that i'll fail, because as i was attempting the entire paper, i could only do the question on MI. But i cant say i failed badly, i didnt get a single digit, i got like 11 over 30.
Okay, bad enough.
Will be meeting up with yuans, sher and Lc to try and practise my maths tomorrow, and it'll start from 830 till god knows when. but i really will try my bestest, hehs, dont wanna let Mr Chee down you know!
Today's bus ride was the happiest bus ride ever since..ages ago. This is because Gavin, haniffa, and i took the same bus today. I still remember our promise of taking the same bus every morning, but it's always just me and haniffa, or me alone. It's been so long already, and we took the same bus today! We sat in a row, and all of us leaned against the window and slept, lol. When i turned back,i saw haniffa sleeping, and gavin sleeping, so i went to continue my sleep. Then for some strange reason, i turned back, and saw haniffa awake, so i talked to him somethng, which i really dont know what i said, and haniffs doesnt know either because he was sorta half awake. (: A really happy bus ride. Do you know that every single time i have them taking the bus with me, i feel tons safer than when i take the bus alone. Because, okay, it may sound lame, but i feel like they'll be there to protect me if anything else goes wrong, so i can sleep at ease. Thanks guys! =
And i took 22 home alone. I went to the upper deck, which was a rare occassion since i dont prefer to go up. As i sat right at the back, i felt this " top of the world feeling " because it was so high up, and i could gaze at everything outside the window! I didnt use the journey to sleep, i looked at everything around me, and sipped my bottle of tea happily. I listened to songs that i always skipped, and i felt the all time nostalgia all over again and again and again.
And again when i stumbled and almost fell at the carpark as i walked home. Then, i remembered about the same incident when i fell and called joseph. I felt somewhat helpless as i just stood there and wondered how on earth i fell.
There's just nine more days left to promos, and im praying that i'll make it. Hehs, dad got me a chocolate bar! (:
Jody and Karyn! KARYN IS UBER CUUUUUUTE!
I miss all my cousins, havent been gathering lately!
Look at how much she's grown, sighs.
My new spectacles! And the OSLE SPARTANS shirt!
There's my name! i think the logo's pretty impressive!
I havent been letting down my fringe for quite sometime, but it really is comfortable without fringe! Fringe is like, grrrr, really irritating!
This was taken at Paya Lebar, and it was a photo that was long overdue.
Taken when we went to wrap the flowers, the cloud is pretttttty.
Well, i'll go off now, will read up on some maths, and tomorrow will be another gruelling day!
GOGOGO EILEEN!
I didnt fail my chemistry, i got a B. Surprising huh? I was taken aback too, maybe i really do have some luck here and there, geez.
But i flunk my maths test, the one on vectors. I was truly disappointed, but i knew right from the start that i'll fail, because as i was attempting the entire paper, i could only do the question on MI. But i cant say i failed badly, i didnt get a single digit, i got like 11 over 30.
Okay, bad enough.
Will be meeting up with yuans, sher and Lc to try and practise my maths tomorrow, and it'll start from 830 till god knows when. but i really will try my bestest, hehs, dont wanna let Mr Chee down you know!
Today's bus ride was the happiest bus ride ever since..ages ago. This is because Gavin, haniffa, and i took the same bus today. I still remember our promise of taking the same bus every morning, but it's always just me and haniffa, or me alone. It's been so long already, and we took the same bus today! We sat in a row, and all of us leaned against the window and slept, lol. When i turned back,i saw haniffa sleeping, and gavin sleeping, so i went to continue my sleep. Then for some strange reason, i turned back, and saw haniffa awake, so i talked to him somethng, which i really dont know what i said, and haniffs doesnt know either because he was sorta half awake. (: A really happy bus ride. Do you know that every single time i have them taking the bus with me, i feel tons safer than when i take the bus alone. Because, okay, it may sound lame, but i feel like they'll be there to protect me if anything else goes wrong, so i can sleep at ease. Thanks guys! =
And i took 22 home alone. I went to the upper deck, which was a rare occassion since i dont prefer to go up. As i sat right at the back, i felt this " top of the world feeling " because it was so high up, and i could gaze at everything outside the window! I didnt use the journey to sleep, i looked at everything around me, and sipped my bottle of tea happily. I listened to songs that i always skipped, and i felt the all time nostalgia all over again and again and again.
And again when i stumbled and almost fell at the carpark as i walked home. Then, i remembered about the same incident when i fell and called joseph. I felt somewhat helpless as i just stood there and wondered how on earth i fell.
There's just nine more days left to promos, and im praying that i'll make it. Hehs, dad got me a chocolate bar! (:
Jody and Karyn! KARYN IS UBER CUUUUUUTE!
I miss all my cousins, havent been gathering lately!
Look at how much she's grown, sighs.
My new spectacles! And the OSLE SPARTANS shirt!
There's my name! i think the logo's pretty impressive!
I havent been letting down my fringe for quite sometime, but it really is comfortable without fringe! Fringe is like, grrrr, really irritating!
This was taken at Paya Lebar, and it was a photo that was long overdue.
Taken when we went to wrap the flowers, the cloud is pretttttty.
Well, i'll go off now, will read up on some maths, and tomorrow will be another gruelling day!
GOGOGO EILEEN!
Labels: These nostalgia just wont go away.
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
6:56 PM
you might regret what you let slip away, like the geek in the pink;
you might regret what you let slip away, like the geek in the pink;
Hey y'all.
I didnt go to school yesterday, and some people may have misconstrued that i ponned lessons because i wanted to stay at home and study. Maybe that could be the reason why, but really, the primary reason why i didnt go to school yesterday was because i was ill. Early wednesday morning, about 1 plus, i woke up, and was wheezing like mad. mom had to feed me pills, and dad had to rub vaporub ( Vicks ) on my nose, i had to keep rubbing that until i was able to breathe and then sleep. I fell asleep at an ungodly hour of 4 when i had to wake up in an hour or so time.
So i didnt go. But i hope i'll be able to catch up on what i missed out soon.
Oh yeah, yesterday i collected my new spectacles. Im okay with it, just, it seems to feel weird, and i really love my old one more (: After that, around 9 plus at night, i taught yi xiang some chemistry concepts at his house's void deck, and a grey cat seemed to be stalking us as it followed us wherever we went!
Yixinag's chemistry... is not that good. He told me he's been getting Straight Us for all the chem tests, even minor ones like MCQ. I tried to help, hope i did enlighten him on certain things, and i reached home at, 1156, close to midnight, but just not yet.
I felt so tired, but i realised i have yet to complete my I&R, so i got ready some biscuits and a cuppa tea, and went ahead with my I&R, not much of a good effort i'd say, but nonetheless, i did try.
Just realised im so screwed for chemistry test because i studied only bonding. The test's on Equilibrium, electrochemistry and just that. I didnt know, and holy crap, i think i can just get a coffin for myself and lie straight there, maybe i'll bring myt chemistry notes along, but i'll chuck out electrode potential because i cant understand a single damn!
okay, erase the previous joke about coffins and all.
Gotta go now, am now in the comp lab when i should be having PE.
I see Yuans blogging, haha.
SEE YOU, and spare me some luck, or you may call, affinity with the paper!
=)
I didnt go to school yesterday, and some people may have misconstrued that i ponned lessons because i wanted to stay at home and study. Maybe that could be the reason why, but really, the primary reason why i didnt go to school yesterday was because i was ill. Early wednesday morning, about 1 plus, i woke up, and was wheezing like mad. mom had to feed me pills, and dad had to rub vaporub ( Vicks ) on my nose, i had to keep rubbing that until i was able to breathe and then sleep. I fell asleep at an ungodly hour of 4 when i had to wake up in an hour or so time.
So i didnt go. But i hope i'll be able to catch up on what i missed out soon.
Oh yeah, yesterday i collected my new spectacles. Im okay with it, just, it seems to feel weird, and i really love my old one more (: After that, around 9 plus at night, i taught yi xiang some chemistry concepts at his house's void deck, and a grey cat seemed to be stalking us as it followed us wherever we went!
Yixinag's chemistry... is not that good. He told me he's been getting Straight Us for all the chem tests, even minor ones like MCQ. I tried to help, hope i did enlighten him on certain things, and i reached home at, 1156, close to midnight, but just not yet.
I felt so tired, but i realised i have yet to complete my I&R, so i got ready some biscuits and a cuppa tea, and went ahead with my I&R, not much of a good effort i'd say, but nonetheless, i did try.
Just realised im so screwed for chemistry test because i studied only bonding. The test's on Equilibrium, electrochemistry and just that. I didnt know, and holy crap, i think i can just get a coffin for myself and lie straight there, maybe i'll bring myt chemistry notes along, but i'll chuck out electrode potential because i cant understand a single damn!
okay, erase the previous joke about coffins and all.
Gotta go now, am now in the comp lab when i should be having PE.
I see Yuans blogging, haha.
SEE YOU, and spare me some luck, or you may call, affinity with the paper!
=)
Labels: But sugar, you already know. (;
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
2:06 AM
We all need that someone to be there when we fall
We all need that someone to be there when we fall
Today, there's an incident. It's not the first time that something like that has happened.
Yeah, its yincheong. He always seem to walk past my friends and i, and he'll purposely try to block my friends, like haniffa, or yuanxin, and then afterwhich, he'll stare, with his girlfriend.
Today, i did something mean.
I stared back when he stared at the group of us.
I didnt want to, because im afraid, im scared.
Not of him, but of what i'll do when i lose control of my own temper, and do things that i'll eventually regret doing, like starting a fight or something.
I told myself, i'll never stoop that low, but sometimes, i really cant control it.
I dont hate him, i just dont understand his rationale for trying to pick on us. I dont wanna play along, i shouldnt.
Everyone's right, i do have some real bad temper, im impatient.
But i wanna control all that, i wanna have happy memories in NYJC.
So, back to studies. I wanted to pon GP today, but i didnt.
And i went, and got back my GP common test paper 2.
I passed, 22.5/50.
The euphoria i felt, i was over the moon. I told myself i'll work harder.
But then as i see all the loads of stuffs stacked high on the table, and littered everywhere on the floor.
I really dont have the will to continue.
I hope all these will go away soon.
I took bus 22 with haniffa today, and he made me a funny face when i alighted, the holey face.
Thanks to all my friends who stayed with me despite being threatened by yc.
I really appreciate that, because when the entire charade falls,
I know i can count on all of you.
Yeah, its yincheong. He always seem to walk past my friends and i, and he'll purposely try to block my friends, like haniffa, or yuanxin, and then afterwhich, he'll stare, with his girlfriend.
Today, i did something mean.
I stared back when he stared at the group of us.
I didnt want to, because im afraid, im scared.
Not of him, but of what i'll do when i lose control of my own temper, and do things that i'll eventually regret doing, like starting a fight or something.
I told myself, i'll never stoop that low, but sometimes, i really cant control it.
I dont hate him, i just dont understand his rationale for trying to pick on us. I dont wanna play along, i shouldnt.
Everyone's right, i do have some real bad temper, im impatient.
But i wanna control all that, i wanna have happy memories in NYJC.
So, back to studies. I wanted to pon GP today, but i didnt.
And i went, and got back my GP common test paper 2.
I passed, 22.5/50.
The euphoria i felt, i was over the moon. I told myself i'll work harder.
But then as i see all the loads of stuffs stacked high on the table, and littered everywhere on the floor.
I really dont have the will to continue.
I hope all these will go away soon.
I took bus 22 with haniffa today, and he made me a funny face when i alighted, the holey face.
Thanks to all my friends who stayed with me despite being threatened by yc.
I really appreciate that, because when the entire charade falls,
I know i can count on all of you.
Labels: lost the will to fight.
Monday, September 8, 2008
8:48 AM
Even the best falls down sometimes,
Even the best falls down sometimes,
Im so tired! ( not an opposite joke) , i really am!
Today's maths test was a disaster despite having studied for it, i concede defeat. Im no longer the knight with my swords, just some loser in aluminium foil.
Caught a terrible cold due to running in the rain today, makes me feel so tired and sick.
Besides, i dont know, nevermind im going to sleep.
STUDY HARD PEEPS! (:
goodnight.
Today's maths test was a disaster despite having studied for it, i concede defeat. Im no longer the knight with my swords, just some loser in aluminium foil.
Caught a terrible cold due to running in the rain today, makes me feel so tired and sick.
Besides, i dont know, nevermind im going to sleep.
STUDY HARD PEEPS! (:
goodnight.
Labels: you and i collide.
Sunday, September 7, 2008
7:12 AM
Lemme strum you a love song!
Lemme strum you a love song!
Hello, today was a really happy day with my family! =D
And we returned home for the evening with the sun setting slowly, it was such a beautiful sight that all of us enjoyed. And i forgoed studying for maths just for family day! I fely bad, i really wanna do well for this maths test, well, i dont wanna disappoint Mr C. I shall work very hard after this post, and after my dinner.
Promos is coming in 15 days, i do feel the fear, actually, no, 14 days if you count from tomorrow. I'll just study and go for it, i just believe that if things are meant to happen, they will happen. Whatever will happen, i dont know, and i dont know if i can take anything fate throws in my face, yet, i know, when the time comes, i'll cross the bridge.
For now, i'll just... study!
NOTE TO SELF : I WILL LEARN HOW TO PLAY THE GUITAR AFTER PROMOS. (:
i think that'll be a good motivation!
And we returned home for the evening with the sun setting slowly, it was such a beautiful sight that all of us enjoyed. And i forgoed studying for maths just for family day! I fely bad, i really wanna do well for this maths test, well, i dont wanna disappoint Mr C. I shall work very hard after this post, and after my dinner.
Promos is coming in 15 days, i do feel the fear, actually, no, 14 days if you count from tomorrow. I'll just study and go for it, i just believe that if things are meant to happen, they will happen. Whatever will happen, i dont know, and i dont know if i can take anything fate throws in my face, yet, i know, when the time comes, i'll cross the bridge.
For now, i'll just... study!
NOTE TO SELF : I WILL LEARN HOW TO PLAY THE GUITAR AFTER PROMOS. (:
i think that'll be a good motivation!
Labels: because of you.
Saturday, September 6, 2008
6:50 AM
Sands of time will keep your memory.
Sands of time will keep your memory.
I was almost certain the tears in my eyes could be seen, as i listen to something that was being played. A beautiful melody, something i had wanted to hear, and something i wish i can hear again. But i doubt it, really.
Thanks to Daniel for the invitation to his house for the bbq party, his house is splendid.
Thanks to pei yu and yi hao, as well as jing chun for going home with me.
Thanks to nicholas for waiting for me ( i was 45 minutes late ), and taking the train with me.
Goodnight.
Friday, September 5, 2008
7:02 AM
your silent whisper , fills a river of tears through the night.
your silent whisper , fills a river of tears through the night.
YUANXIN, YUANS, PIANO. whatever she is, a best friend in NYJC!
THANKYOU!
I love this picture that i have edited (:
I did the promos package with Yuans today, seriously, both of us werent in the mood. I reached early at 8 to do the package, and she reached LATE. I dont blame her, we are really both tired. Today, we did biology with less enthusiasm, we did it with less dilligence. I felt like giving up. But i just continued, writing and writing, blatantly copying the entire of my biology notes.
Sighs. It is alright eileen, promos will come, and go, very soon.
Im currently so addicted to songs by X Japan. Endless rain, forever love, tears, say anything, i used to dislike them. Now they seem so, i dont know, like an invisible companion. Daniel's BBQ party will be held tomorrow. Sigh, they're going so early, and if i go as early, i'll have to wake up darn early too. Damn.
And a day of mugging will be wasted?!?!?!?!?
I WILL NOT GIVE UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!
okay, got that out (:
Anyway, would you say the glass is half full, or half empty?
Shit, i think i really really miss you hell loads.
Thursday, September 4, 2008
6:51 AM
the one that's so so fly, the one that keeps me high
the one that's so so fly, the one that keeps me high
Sometimes i wonder, if i ever depart the world one day, will people ever remember that there was once this girl, by the name of eileen loo yi zhen. Not a pretty face, but just a wacky laugh. It's something i've been pondering, and someone said, " wouldn't singapore be a better place if each and everyone of us were allowed to express ourselves through drawings on the walls or floor or what. That way, you'll always be remembered, or known. "
I dont think there's a need. A person may not be remembered by the things he had done that people can see. You will probably be more impacted by someone who touched your heart than by someone who just left a print on the surface of the world, right?
The world is a beautiful place.
" no stress, no stress, no stress , "
Taken from Jesse Mccartney's Leavin'.
I dont know if im feeling stressed anymore, this monotonous mugging seems like an everyday thing, i think im immune to it all.
Met up with Sher, Yuanxin and Leechia, oh, and smurfs today. We consulted miss peh with regards to biology, and doubts were cleared, facts rediscovered. It was a really productive day! Leechia, Yuans and i did our promotional package, but leechia left early, leaving yuans and i to continue. We motivated each other and just plunged on! Thanks yuans! =)
Tomorrow will yet be another day of mugging with Yuans! YAYNESS! I love it when we help each other, it makes mugging less boring, and more productive!
Just remembered that there's OSLE meeting tomorrow. (im trying to keep a sigh in) lol.
Miss darrell does not like people wearing FBTs, or shorts, so note to self, wear skirt tomorrow.
I've grown out of the Newbie jacket sister bought for me. Sighs, i love that jacket, loads loads. It's so comfortable and reminds me of all the experiences i had in Alma Mater aka Damai. (= But i guess i'll still wear it, it'll always be the best.
Nothing can replace it, nor you.
Goodnight, sweet dreams.
I dont think there's a need. A person may not be remembered by the things he had done that people can see. You will probably be more impacted by someone who touched your heart than by someone who just left a print on the surface of the world, right?
The world is a beautiful place.
" no stress, no stress, no stress , "
Taken from Jesse Mccartney's Leavin'.
I dont know if im feeling stressed anymore, this monotonous mugging seems like an everyday thing, i think im immune to it all.
Met up with Sher, Yuanxin and Leechia, oh, and smurfs today. We consulted miss peh with regards to biology, and doubts were cleared, facts rediscovered. It was a really productive day! Leechia, Yuans and i did our promotional package, but leechia left early, leaving yuans and i to continue. We motivated each other and just plunged on! Thanks yuans! =)
Tomorrow will yet be another day of mugging with Yuans! YAYNESS! I love it when we help each other, it makes mugging less boring, and more productive!
Just remembered that there's OSLE meeting tomorrow. (im trying to keep a sigh in) lol.
Miss darrell does not like people wearing FBTs, or shorts, so note to self, wear skirt tomorrow.
I've grown out of the Newbie jacket sister bought for me. Sighs, i love that jacket, loads loads. It's so comfortable and reminds me of all the experiences i had in Alma Mater aka Damai. (= But i guess i'll still wear it, it'll always be the best.
Nothing can replace it, nor you.
Goodnight, sweet dreams.
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
6:50 AM
And the miles just keep rolling
And the miles just keep rolling
Sorry i didnt blog this past few days. There was nothing much to blog about, except the monotonous mugging that never fails to get me so tired every single day. Well, yesterday was a mega thrill! It was AU LEE CHIA's birthday! I went out bright and early for GP tuition at sherlyn's house, and i felt so tired, i didnt really pay attention. the tuition ended so surprising early, i felt so happy, lol. Afterwhich, piano, sher and i went to get the materials, and we made a card for lee chia! It was the first time we did a card so quickly and nicely! =) Rushed down to Plaza sing, and met up with lee chia! We watched phobia ( the thai horror flick ) at grand cathay, and i was so scared. But opposite jokes made me laugh too, like i told yuanxin that im scared and then opened my eyes wide and stared at the screen, lol. The movie's not that great, but never i mind, it was a horror fick, yet the irony's that it is horrifyingly funny. The rowdy crowd at the front didnt fail to bring out the humor with their loud comments. But im not saying im not freaked out, indeed i am. I screamed with yuanxin, and most parts of the movie, i was only reading the subtitles, heh, yeah im a chicken, cluck cluck. And i still remember the funny part when the tent was rolling as the guys were so afraid, and that was when i couldnt stop laughing till my sides ache. The popcorn is so yummy, i swear i could eat them all day and not get bored.
Adter the movie, lee chia left, and we went to meet Vishy at Clarke Quay for dinner. Dined at billy bombers, had veggie pasta, and shared an american pie with the girls. I swear the pie's amazing, though Yuans said it was a tad too sweet, i beg to differ. It was fantastically yummy, and yup, you guessed it, i could eat it for the entire day, provided i dont find myself getting clumps of fats deposited on my midriff. Ugh.
We walked around Clarke Quay, and i did feel those pangs of nostalgia there and then, but i didnt wanna spoil the mood. All of us felt so happy, we took so many photos, those nostalgia was gradually replaced with bliss. Thanks girls! It was a fantabulous day, and it was the most relaxing day of the entire term!
Hopefully, haniffa will join us in the next outing! His presence was missed!
Photos taken, dont get freaked out by my ridiculously funny faces, or perhaps, not so, haha.
Dont ask me why we took a picture with the pig sign, ask yuans.
Sher and i! My first picture together with sherlyn!
At Billy's. Pianos galore!
OOPS , seriously unglam, but heck.
At one of the bridges in clarke Quay, it felt so carefree to be just sitting there...
utside the theatre ( cathay ) , the card we made for laojie miss au.
Left to right : sher, leechia, yuanshin, eileen.
Leechia, yuans, me!
Unglam yet again. It's M.
Its, just a door. With a huge red lantern.
Eileen and yuanxin.
Childish, no. hehs, eileen with mummy and granny!
The three of us, we were facing the river, yes, it was uber relaxing.
Dont ask me what i was pointing to, i really dont know, haha.
The four of us, the third one, wait, can you see the third one? ( just joking uhs! )
Vishalini is the third one lah!
We were sitting on the bridge, yup, it was a nice thing to do.
I would love to sit there for hours ,
Goodness, how unglam!
No, we're not excludng visha on purpose!
Hehs, see, we didnt exclude her!
We placed the camera on the wet... i dont know what you'd call that. the bridge?
Umm, cheers?
So, cheers again then.
Cheese!
Anyways, there are still loads more of photos, just that the photos are with visha and she hasnt come online. Today: I woke up with a terrible headache today. Mom cooked my favourite foods for lunch! Tomato egg and what do you call that vegetable? Think its called chai sim. Food works wonders, i felt happier after my lunch, and went on to do some biology questions in the promos package, till i was struck by the same bugging headache. I went to snooze, and woke up to continue. Afterwhich, i met up with sister, and we went shopping. Got quite a number of stuffs, felt really happy, and cheered up. Thanks for shopping with me today sister! And i do agree with her. Breaking up with someone brings happiness, and it comes with a huge price, it is a kind of loneliness, something that you know, no matter how tired you keep yourself up a day, and no matter how many friends you have with you to colour your day, it can never replace that same void in you. The void that can only be occupied by that one particular person. But trust me sister, that void will go away someday, eventually, gradually, it will (:
Goodnight.
Adter the movie, lee chia left, and we went to meet Vishy at Clarke Quay for dinner. Dined at billy bombers, had veggie pasta, and shared an american pie with the girls. I swear the pie's amazing, though Yuans said it was a tad too sweet, i beg to differ. It was fantastically yummy, and yup, you guessed it, i could eat it for the entire day, provided i dont find myself getting clumps of fats deposited on my midriff. Ugh.
We walked around Clarke Quay, and i did feel those pangs of nostalgia there and then, but i didnt wanna spoil the mood. All of us felt so happy, we took so many photos, those nostalgia was gradually replaced with bliss. Thanks girls! It was a fantabulous day, and it was the most relaxing day of the entire term!
Hopefully, haniffa will join us in the next outing! His presence was missed!
Photos taken, dont get freaked out by my ridiculously funny faces, or perhaps, not so, haha.
Dont ask me why we took a picture with the pig sign, ask yuans.
Sher and i! My first picture together with sherlyn!
At Billy's. Pianos galore!
OOPS , seriously unglam, but heck.
At one of the bridges in clarke Quay, it felt so carefree to be just sitting there...
utside the theatre ( cathay ) , the card we made for laojie miss au.
Left to right : sher, leechia, yuanshin, eileen.
Leechia, yuans, me!
Unglam yet again. It's M.
Its, just a door. With a huge red lantern.
Eileen and yuanxin.
Childish, no. hehs, eileen with mummy and granny!
The three of us, we were facing the river, yes, it was uber relaxing.
Dont ask me what i was pointing to, i really dont know, haha.
The four of us, the third one, wait, can you see the third one? ( just joking uhs! )
Vishalini is the third one lah!
We were sitting on the bridge, yup, it was a nice thing to do.
I would love to sit there for hours ,
Goodness, how unglam!
No, we're not excludng visha on purpose!
Hehs, see, we didnt exclude her!
We placed the camera on the wet... i dont know what you'd call that. the bridge?
Umm, cheers?
So, cheers again then.
Cheese!
Anyways, there are still loads more of photos, just that the photos are with visha and she hasnt come online. Today: I woke up with a terrible headache today. Mom cooked my favourite foods for lunch! Tomato egg and what do you call that vegetable? Think its called chai sim. Food works wonders, i felt happier after my lunch, and went on to do some biology questions in the promos package, till i was struck by the same bugging headache. I went to snooze, and woke up to continue. Afterwhich, i met up with sister, and we went shopping. Got quite a number of stuffs, felt really happy, and cheered up. Thanks for shopping with me today sister! And i do agree with her. Breaking up with someone brings happiness, and it comes with a huge price, it is a kind of loneliness, something that you know, no matter how tired you keep yourself up a day, and no matter how many friends you have with you to colour your day, it can never replace that same void in you. The void that can only be occupied by that one particular person. But trust me sister, that void will go away someday, eventually, gradually, it will (:
Goodnight.