EILEEN LOO YI ZHEN;
Thursday, January 31, 2008
6:04 AM
Ramblings
Ramblings
Hmm, first thing i must say : I am so tired. really really damn damn tired. Worked full day today at ntuc, and i just reached home 45 minutes ago. went to work this morning at 910 and i left my workplace at 2107. hmm, 3 more minutes to 12 hours. And oh my god, i think im hungry. Actually, im not sure if i am. I think i have kinda forgotten the feeling of being hungry again): Maybe its because i have been gorging or what? nono, actually i havent. oh well, sorry for my ramblings. i think im just typing on and on non stop. Grrr! i dont even think that any of these is going through my brain as i type this entire crap down. having not blogged for like 2 days i think. lol, i kmow its not very long but well, im a frequent blogger, because i like to take note of the little little bits of ( even though not interesting) my life. So, the next time ( probably twenty years down the road ) when i read my bog, i'll have that kinda warm warm feeling. Not sure how those warm feelings may feel, cuz i havent experienced them for a very long time, i only experienced them whenever i see photos of me being a toddler, or else, zilch, no feelings. numbed? i dont know. Maybe i just havent really feel..whats the word..touched i guess, and yeah, i havent really feel touched for a very long time.
till yesterday, when harris helped me with the picking of stuffs while working.
I was sick, and i really didnt feel like coming, drowsy and tired, i lumbered through the shop, picking out certain stuffs, when i came across a damn huge and long list. i couldnt do it on my own, and yi chen and nisha- they are both packing because haniffa wasnt there.
At first, wehn Mala asked him to help, he declined because Mala kept teasing us about him wanting to court me-.- . But after sometime, he came over and asked me if i needed help and even volunteered to push my trolley. It felt..nice i guess. Cant really describe that feeling. But i know feelings like that come whenever you feel helpless and feel like giving up, someone suddenly appear and extend to you the warmest hand of help. thanks thanks.
Btw, dont get me wrong. We are not sweet on each other.
Tired tired tired, lol i wanna go to bed. Goodnight, work again tomorrow.
I think im quitting soon, together with haniffa. He's gonna quit on the eleventh ( i spelled my eleventh correctly this time round).
Goodnight people, ciao~
till yesterday, when harris helped me with the picking of stuffs while working.
I was sick, and i really didnt feel like coming, drowsy and tired, i lumbered through the shop, picking out certain stuffs, when i came across a damn huge and long list. i couldnt do it on my own, and yi chen and nisha- they are both packing because haniffa wasnt there.
At first, wehn Mala asked him to help, he declined because Mala kept teasing us about him wanting to court me-.- . But after sometime, he came over and asked me if i needed help and even volunteered to push my trolley. It felt..nice i guess. Cant really describe that feeling. But i know feelings like that come whenever you feel helpless and feel like giving up, someone suddenly appear and extend to you the warmest hand of help. thanks thanks.
Btw, dont get me wrong. We are not sweet on each other.
Tired tired tired, lol i wanna go to bed. Goodnight, work again tomorrow.
I think im quitting soon, together with haniffa. He's gonna quit on the eleventh ( i spelled my eleventh correctly this time round).
Goodnight people, ciao~
Monday, January 28, 2008
6:17 AM
today
today
I worked at fairprice today. Haniffa told me he wants to quit soon, and i kinda felt like doing the same thing. But, it wont be very nice if all the people who have just taken their results, mass quit at the same time. It will be very unfair to our very kind manager, Mala. So, i think im going to stay until the end of chinese new year. Oh, i just got to say this first. Joseph, im sorry if the previous post has offended you or what, i didnt intend to do that. Sorry. So, today is the last day of registration of our JAE.Nanyang is my first choice, and i dont regret not putting MJC the first. Sure, MJC looks promising, but i dont think i can handle the stress in there. besides, i just dont wanna go there. No reason. Anyway, hui ting and edmund came over to my work place after my work and we went to vivo to help edmund with the build a bear workshop thingy. Its the first time i've seen anyone actually make a bear there and its really nice. I'd love to have one of those! *hint* hehs. there are many miniature clothings and shoes as well as accessories to doll the bear up, and i must admit, its certainly an eye opener. My sister has one of the bears at home, and it is really expensive. i do envy her though, for having one. its really cute. After that,we went to clarke quay and then we bused to marine parade and from there, took 31 to tampines to help hui ting look for a schoolbag. its boring, and not just that, she didnt even get anything. -.- nevermind. i cant really think of anything to say, so i guess i'll just let the pictures do the talking...
the bear, fluffy. cute right? (:
the view from vivo sky garden
at clarke quay.
the lamp post is so cute.
one of the cutest things i've ever seen. they are actually wheelchairs-alike-chairs for cafes. its actually a clinic, and so there are wheelchairs to allow easy movements.
See the clinic sign? lol.
Clarke street, this is outside the clinic.
uh, random picture of a building.
colourful buildings(:
the art pieces, and no, i did not stretch it.
the fire station. so pretty, and a little victorian.
fire station, close up.
the view from joel-joseph bus stop. waiting for 31 bus.
this picture is taken when i was at aston with gavin they all. and yes, the man is made of cardboard.
the bear, fluffy. cute right? (:
the view from vivo sky garden
at clarke quay.
the lamp post is so cute.
one of the cutest things i've ever seen. they are actually wheelchairs-alike-chairs for cafes. its actually a clinic, and so there are wheelchairs to allow easy movements.
See the clinic sign? lol.
Clarke street, this is outside the clinic.
uh, random picture of a building.
colourful buildings(:
the art pieces, and no, i did not stretch it.
the fire station. so pretty, and a little victorian.
fire station, close up.
the view from joel-joseph bus stop. waiting for 31 bus.
this picture is taken when i was at aston with gavin they all. and yes, the man is made of cardboard.
Sunday, January 27, 2008
6:08 AM
Siblings
Siblings
Siblings rivalry, or maybe you can call it sibling competition. My sister always tells me she feels inferior compared to me because i got good results and all. But she never stops working hard. Im going to be real frank again. Joel messaged me just now and told me he feels so down. This is because his parents didn't even give him any acknowledgment or what. They only care about joseph because he did so well for his o levels. This is the problem of having twins i guess. Because for my sister and i, we cant really compare because we did the o levels in different years and each year will have its own levels of difficulty. Sorry, but yes sometimes i do pity joel. He almost always feels so inferior to joseph. Dont compare, i always tell him. But inside, i do feel hypocritical because i know its impossible not to compare. His parents are insensitive to his feelings. And even gave joseph money as a reward for his hard work. Though money can never ever be enough a reward for hard work. Always, whenever i did better than my sister, and i know she'll feel kinda unhappy about it, i'll try not to be too happy infront of her, Like, really try to not make a big hooha about it. My parents wont really shower me with gifts, they simply just encourage me to do better, and that is enough, seeing our family is kinda poor not to entitle me to any gifts. Its okay though, i really dont mind. I just hope Joel's parents will kinda like give him some acknowledgment of his results and give him some encouragement too. Because the encouragement given by your parents will be the ever strongest motivation to push you in your studies.
This post, hopefully, have not offended anyone. But even if it will, and has already done so, i wont take it down. Because thats how i feel. Tired now, goodnight people. And yeah, i wish i will get into nanyang together with rasina and haniffa(:
GOODNIGHT
lol, my hand.
the sky is pretty(:
the pair of shoes that walked me through those days.
This post, hopefully, have not offended anyone. But even if it will, and has already done so, i wont take it down. Because thats how i feel. Tired now, goodnight people. And yeah, i wish i will get into nanyang together with rasina and haniffa(:
GOODNIGHT
lol, my hand.
the sky is pretty(:
the pair of shoes that walked me through those days.
Saturday, January 26, 2008
8:36 PM
Decided
Decided
I have decided.
I will be going to nanyang jc.
though there are certain people i wish i can join them in their education, i dont think we'll even be as close when we really start on your studeis. people will meet new friends, and soon they'll forget the old ( in a way ). So, its best to leave the friendship now as it is, stagnant is alright.
Im going to nanyang, and i have decided.
Im ny-ing.
I will be going to nanyang jc.
though there are certain people i wish i can join them in their education, i dont think we'll even be as close when we really start on your studeis. people will meet new friends, and soon they'll forget the old ( in a way ). So, its best to leave the friendship now as it is, stagnant is alright.
Im going to nanyang, and i have decided.
Im ny-ing.
2:30 AM
TRAPPED
TRAPPED
Caught between the rock and a cold hard place.
Tell me where to go.
Meridian JC or Nanyang JC?
Im so confused.
Poly is definitely outta my mind. Cuz i've already established the fact that i wanna go to a JC. Its so much cheaper. And yes, it all boils down to the cost of my tertiary education, cuz my family is poor.
So, tell me, where should i go?
Another thing, friends shouldn't affect people's decisions to go wherever they want. so, results is all that matters, A levels results.
This world is fucking materialistic, marks is all that matters.
Whatever happens to friends?
Where does that leave you?
Tell me where to go.
Meridian JC or Nanyang JC?
Im so confused.
Poly is definitely outta my mind. Cuz i've already established the fact that i wanna go to a JC. Its so much cheaper. And yes, it all boils down to the cost of my tertiary education, cuz my family is poor.
So, tell me, where should i go?
Another thing, friends shouldn't affect people's decisions to go wherever they want. so, results is all that matters, A levels results.
This world is fucking materialistic, marks is all that matters.
Whatever happens to friends?
Where does that leave you?
Thursday, January 24, 2008
6:38 AM
Results
Results
I got back my o levels results today. Ummm, i think i did well. Im not self praising myself or what but i think that as long as i've tried my best, i'll do well. So, i got 10 for my L1R5 ( before deducting 2 bonus points), and 8 for my L1R4. I think, that with this score, i really can go to many places. And im really torn between going to a JC or a Poly. Because im afraid that i'll suffer if i really do go to a JC, cuz my general knowledge and all that is really not that good. And if i do go to a Poly, i really dont think i'll fit in. Dont ask me why. i've been thinking about that for so long. Maybe im really just not cut out to be some poly student? i really dont know.
Hehs, i got 7 distinctions(: i am soo happy. the only subject that i didnt do well in, that'll be physics. but i really have tried my best for physics. In fact, i spent most of my time doing physics, asking mr phoa questions. I know Mr phoa is disappointed because physics is not one of those subjects that the students did well in. Actually, nobody in our class scored A1 for physics. I got a B4, well at least i mantained my physics results from prelims.
I went out with my family for a celebration just now. Not really my whole family. Just my aunts and gavin and my sister and well, just family lah. We went to aston ( somewhere opposite katong mall i think) and we saw jack neo there dining with his family. and WOW! his sons are kinda nice looking. I ate baked potato for the first time ( dont laugh at me, im actually quite a "suagu" in the food area). and frankly speaking, i dont really like it. Eeew, with the butter and the bland potato. Oh well. We bused to bedok inter ( bus number 40) and then took 66 home. on the way home, i sat beside my sister, and for some strange reason, my mind reeled back to the time in the bus during the NE trip. obviously, that time, the person beside me wasn't my sister. Im going to be frank here.. for that time in the bus just now, i actually really feel so lonely, and how much i wished joseph would be beside me now, talking to me and making me laugh or maybe just nearby you know. See? im frank. I think im feeling that way because of my emotional rollercoaster ride, you know, what with redlight and all. but nevertheless, i really felt that way and never will i ever try to lie about it.I was in the midst of thinking about it, with my eyes closed, when my phone rang.
It's him. Mr E.
Shocked. Calmed. picked up the phone and talked to him. He said he couldn't work tonight cuz he's really tired. And he asked if i could take over his shift. i felt so tempted to,you know, be the good guy and all. the lifesaver. but, i really am tired. so i told him i cant, and i helped him find a replacement. He thanked me you know. For the very first time in my life. hehs. think im just crazy.
Anyway, i still have to work tomorrow. And i am very tired. So, ciao people. and good luck for your future endeavors. May we meet again(:
GOODNIGHT
Hehs, i got 7 distinctions(: i am soo happy. the only subject that i didnt do well in, that'll be physics. but i really have tried my best for physics. In fact, i spent most of my time doing physics, asking mr phoa questions. I know Mr phoa is disappointed because physics is not one of those subjects that the students did well in. Actually, nobody in our class scored A1 for physics. I got a B4, well at least i mantained my physics results from prelims.
I went out with my family for a celebration just now. Not really my whole family. Just my aunts and gavin and my sister and well, just family lah. We went to aston ( somewhere opposite katong mall i think) and we saw jack neo there dining with his family. and WOW! his sons are kinda nice looking. I ate baked potato for the first time ( dont laugh at me, im actually quite a "suagu" in the food area). and frankly speaking, i dont really like it. Eeew, with the butter and the bland potato. Oh well. We bused to bedok inter ( bus number 40) and then took 66 home. on the way home, i sat beside my sister, and for some strange reason, my mind reeled back to the time in the bus during the NE trip. obviously, that time, the person beside me wasn't my sister. Im going to be frank here.. for that time in the bus just now, i actually really feel so lonely, and how much i wished joseph would be beside me now, talking to me and making me laugh or maybe just nearby you know. See? im frank. I think im feeling that way because of my emotional rollercoaster ride, you know, what with redlight and all. but nevertheless, i really felt that way and never will i ever try to lie about it.I was in the midst of thinking about it, with my eyes closed, when my phone rang.
It's him. Mr E.
Shocked. Calmed. picked up the phone and talked to him. He said he couldn't work tonight cuz he's really tired. And he asked if i could take over his shift. i felt so tempted to,you know, be the good guy and all. the lifesaver. but, i really am tired. so i told him i cant, and i helped him find a replacement. He thanked me you know. For the very first time in my life. hehs. think im just crazy.
Anyway, i still have to work tomorrow. And i am very tired. So, ciao people. and good luck for your future endeavors. May we meet again(:
GOODNIGHT
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
2:38 AM
Secret name- E
Secret name- E
Heya! Worked at Airport today. It was my last shift and i worked with two amazing people - Nadia and Rasina. It was fun. lol, the pictures below show me fooling around when i was supposed to be working. well, my drawing and i. fortunately, the drawing could not be interpreted lol. Shhh
this is drawn by joseph using a mouse. give him some credit, its nice yeah? haha. i think its me, though im quite sad cuz it doesn't look very chio. ):
T___________________________T
So, nuff of all that fooling around. Time to be serious, at least for now. Tomorrow is the so called "big-day". the day when we'll be receiving our o levels' results.
truth to be told, im scared.
Im afraid that what i expect what happen. because i expected myself to do badly. i just pray for some miracle to at least give me a pass. thats all i want to hope for. because, i still have not decide. I have not decide where i can go, what i can do, after my o levels.
And yes, crossing fingers does helps.
She was in the midst of a phone call, when he entered the office. Shocked, she dropped the phone and it dropped noisily on the table, startling her out of her shock. She could not believe her eyes when she saw him standing right before her, nearing the table with a smile. Her last day of work, she smiled, at least she was able to see him, one very last time. His pearly-white-teeth-smile made her heart skipped a beat as she placed the phone back on the receiver, oblivious to the caller's shouts...
ONE LAST TIME
Sunday, January 20, 2008
2:35 AM
Life
Life
I am going to be very frank in this post. im not going to put on a facade or anything. Having just watched one of those teary show with my mother about this guy who's gotten cancer even though he used to be so robust and everything, and him dying, it just makes me feel very sad.
or maybe, the correct word to use will be Scared.
How do people get cancer? Nobody knows. they just get it. So, does it all rounds down to luck or something? Seeing someone who used to be so healthy, suddenly being killed by malignant tumors in their brain or anywhere else really freaks me out. It's as though they just died without really knowing it.
It's like, life is so unpredictable huhs? A minute ago, you'll be so happy chit-chatting with your friends and the next minute, you'll be lying in a coffin. Even though, sometimes, i try to console myself saying that ," all things happen for a certain reason, and will definitely have its good or bad side," but.. what is the good side of someone being killed by cancer? It really just doesn't make sense.
When i was young, about primary three or four, i used to wake up in the middle of the night, crying. I still remember those days, when i would wake up suddenly, and start crying because i was afraid that my parents would suddenly just leave all of us behind and..sorta like moved on to another..i dont know. And i'd sit on my bed for hours, clutching my tears-sodden pillow till dawn.
The crying stopped only when i was i think, in primary six or secondary one. I think it could be due to the increasing exhaustion i felt when the PSLE was approaching or when in secondary one - you know, new subjects and stuffs. So, probably i wasn't able to wake up and cry or what.
Which is good, i guess.
Life is so fragile or something. People just die so easily. You never know when your days are numbered. You just keep living on until its your turn to die? So, what's our purpose for being here? Would you prefer to die, or would you prefer to watch your loved ones die?
I'll definitely take the former. I'll never want to watch anyone i love, die right before my eyes. i dont even think i can take it. I remember what Rasina's wish on the new year's ball is. She wants to die before her parents so she will never see them die. At first, i thought it is silly. Because your parents'll definitely feel so sad to see their kid dies. But, we'll feel sad too, right? It'll be a mutual feeling. And i rather not be the one to feel the pain of losing someone i love.
To see the people i love having their lives drain out of them by the minutes.
Yes, im scared. I dont think anyone will ever be prepared for anything like that. having their loved ones die. People used to say things like " Cherish whatever you have now if not it'll be too late." Fools think its cliche. I used to think that the saying is sorta foolish, since everyone cherish what they have. But, what's the meaning of cherish? It's not to take anyone you have for granted. To respect them, and care for them like how they've done to you. To be there for them like how they're there for you too.
How long will all these last? Its like im living on a bomb activated life. Anytime the time stops, i'll be gone. Poof! just like that. Same for the others too. The dead wont feel the pain of losing their lives. The living are the only people who'll feel grieved. and the pain.
Im terrified. I dont know how to continue typing on. Lumps of things i wanna type down are all clustered together in my head. I just dont know how to continue typing this on. What a fragile life, i guess.
I think i'll stop here. Im really getting more depressed and terrified by the minutes.
So, here's something i wanna say to Berlisa.
" im sorry i have to type this down, really. It's been like stuck in my chest for soo soo long. You said you have thoughts of wanting to let a car bang you and then depart from the world. Im sorry to tell you that my honest opinion to what you've said will be that, i think its really stupid. You are not physically or mentally impaired. You are a full bodied girl, i really dont see why anyone who leads the life like you do, wants to die. Because, nobody wants to die. hose who say they do, they'll regret it, really. Because ultimately, when you're really at the brink of death, then will you realise how much you're not willing to leave this world behind. this world and all those surrounding you. the love you receive from the others, i think, is the most important reason, or purpose that keeps all of us going on. sorry, i got that all out. thanks"
Sorry for the depressing post. you dont have to read this post full of ramblings actually. i just had to get that out.
And like what my mother says, just follow the saying.." live as though there's no tomorrow...."
or maybe, the correct word to use will be Scared.
How do people get cancer? Nobody knows. they just get it. So, does it all rounds down to luck or something? Seeing someone who used to be so healthy, suddenly being killed by malignant tumors in their brain or anywhere else really freaks me out. It's as though they just died without really knowing it.
It's like, life is so unpredictable huhs? A minute ago, you'll be so happy chit-chatting with your friends and the next minute, you'll be lying in a coffin. Even though, sometimes, i try to console myself saying that ," all things happen for a certain reason, and will definitely have its good or bad side," but.. what is the good side of someone being killed by cancer? It really just doesn't make sense.
When i was young, about primary three or four, i used to wake up in the middle of the night, crying. I still remember those days, when i would wake up suddenly, and start crying because i was afraid that my parents would suddenly just leave all of us behind and..sorta like moved on to another..i dont know. And i'd sit on my bed for hours, clutching my tears-sodden pillow till dawn.
The crying stopped only when i was i think, in primary six or secondary one. I think it could be due to the increasing exhaustion i felt when the PSLE was approaching or when in secondary one - you know, new subjects and stuffs. So, probably i wasn't able to wake up and cry or what.
Which is good, i guess.
Life is so fragile or something. People just die so easily. You never know when your days are numbered. You just keep living on until its your turn to die? So, what's our purpose for being here? Would you prefer to die, or would you prefer to watch your loved ones die?
I'll definitely take the former. I'll never want to watch anyone i love, die right before my eyes. i dont even think i can take it. I remember what Rasina's wish on the new year's ball is. She wants to die before her parents so she will never see them die. At first, i thought it is silly. Because your parents'll definitely feel so sad to see their kid dies. But, we'll feel sad too, right? It'll be a mutual feeling. And i rather not be the one to feel the pain of losing someone i love.
To see the people i love having their lives drain out of them by the minutes.
Yes, im scared. I dont think anyone will ever be prepared for anything like that. having their loved ones die. People used to say things like " Cherish whatever you have now if not it'll be too late." Fools think its cliche. I used to think that the saying is sorta foolish, since everyone cherish what they have. But, what's the meaning of cherish? It's not to take anyone you have for granted. To respect them, and care for them like how they've done to you. To be there for them like how they're there for you too.
How long will all these last? Its like im living on a bomb activated life. Anytime the time stops, i'll be gone. Poof! just like that. Same for the others too. The dead wont feel the pain of losing their lives. The living are the only people who'll feel grieved. and the pain.
Im terrified. I dont know how to continue typing on. Lumps of things i wanna type down are all clustered together in my head. I just dont know how to continue typing this on. What a fragile life, i guess.
I think i'll stop here. Im really getting more depressed and terrified by the minutes.
So, here's something i wanna say to Berlisa.
" im sorry i have to type this down, really. It's been like stuck in my chest for soo soo long. You said you have thoughts of wanting to let a car bang you and then depart from the world. Im sorry to tell you that my honest opinion to what you've said will be that, i think its really stupid. You are not physically or mentally impaired. You are a full bodied girl, i really dont see why anyone who leads the life like you do, wants to die. Because, nobody wants to die. hose who say they do, they'll regret it, really. Because ultimately, when you're really at the brink of death, then will you realise how much you're not willing to leave this world behind. this world and all those surrounding you. the love you receive from the others, i think, is the most important reason, or purpose that keeps all of us going on. sorry, i got that all out. thanks"
Sorry for the depressing post. you dont have to read this post full of ramblings actually. i just had to get that out.
And like what my mother says, just follow the saying.." live as though there's no tomorrow...."
Saturday, January 19, 2008
1:51 AM
Conversation
Conversation
Hmm, since im uber bored,im gonna post this funny conversation down. im sure you all remember who gaurav is. that really tall guy with the funny accent. so, yeah here is the conversation i have with him. pretty lame. but nevermind at least it kept me occupied. hehs
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
so watcha been up to
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
working or slacking or secrectly schooling?
eileen loo yi zhen says:
hmmm
eileen loo yi zhen says:
secretly stalking
eileen loo yi zhen says:
haahs
eileen loo yi zhen says:
stalking brad pitt
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
lol thats not really productive
eileen loo yi zhen says:
i guess
eileen loo yi zhen says:
but his life is kinda hectic
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
watch out for angelina jolie
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
i heard shes very fiesty
eileen loo yi zhen says:
hmmm
eileen loo yi zhen says:
good just my opponent
eileen loo yi zhen says:
hehs
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
lol she will use her children on u and ur gone
eileen loo yi zhen says:
Really?
eileen loo yi zhen says:
i bet brad pitt will support me
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
yea shes got like an army of them
eileen loo yi zhen says:
afterall, im kinda loyal to him unlike AJ
eileen loo yi zhen says:
wow
eileen loo yi zhen says:
it doesnt scares me.
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
lol i guess it good to know that if the situation calls for it
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
so next time im being chesed by a angry hoard of children i know who to call
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
chased*
eileen loo yi zhen says:
hahas
eileen loo yi zhen says:
and why would you be chased by an angry hoard of students?
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
lol u never know
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
u might have stole their sweets or chocolate
eileen loo yi zhen says:
oh
eileen loo yi zhen says:
so
eileen loo yi zhen says:
you're a candy grabber
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
im not saying that i will do it tho
eileen loo yi zhen says:
no wonder my candy have like sorta disappear nowadays
eileen loo yi zhen says:
mysteriously.
eileen loo yi zhen says:
so it all rounds down to you.
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
lol dont chase me
eileen loo yi zhen says:
i dont think im up to it
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
i think ur stomuch is the culpriit
eileen loo yi zhen says:
seeing im so short. no long legs to run with. dont wory i'll get some kids to do that job
eileen loo yi zhen says:
My tummy?
eileen loo yi zhen says:
dont slander my tummy for your wrongdoings!
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
yup its been stealing the candy without u realising it
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
lol..
eileen loo yi zhen says:
lol
eileen loo yi zhen says:
funny
eileen loo yi zhen says:
where can it keep the candy then?
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
y u dont find out for urself?
eileen loo yi zhen says:
you should know more than i do
eileen loo yi zhen says:
since you're the one acusing my tummy of your acts
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
hey its ur tummy
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
not mine
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
mine doesnt have that problem
eileen loo yi zhen says:
your accusation?
eileen loo yi zhen says:
mine dont too!@
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
so im not too familar to it
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
lol thats wat they all say
eileen loo yi zhen says:
.... so why are you saying that my tummy stole my candy?
eileen loo yi zhen says:
when you're the one grabbing candy from kids..
eileen loo yi zhen says:
on the sly.
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
yup it stole it without u realising it
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
lol..
so, bye for now! gotta go(:
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
so watcha been up to
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
working or slacking or secrectly schooling?
eileen loo yi zhen says:
hmmm
eileen loo yi zhen says:
secretly stalking
eileen loo yi zhen says:
haahs
eileen loo yi zhen says:
stalking brad pitt
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
lol thats not really productive
eileen loo yi zhen says:
i guess
eileen loo yi zhen says:
but his life is kinda hectic
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
watch out for angelina jolie
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
i heard shes very fiesty
eileen loo yi zhen says:
hmmm
eileen loo yi zhen says:
good just my opponent
eileen loo yi zhen says:
hehs
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
lol she will use her children on u and ur gone
eileen loo yi zhen says:
Really?
eileen loo yi zhen says:
i bet brad pitt will support me
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
yea shes got like an army of them
eileen loo yi zhen says:
afterall, im kinda loyal to him unlike AJ
eileen loo yi zhen says:
wow
eileen loo yi zhen says:
it doesnt scares me.
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
lol i guess it good to know that if the situation calls for it
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
so next time im being chesed by a angry hoard of children i know who to call
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
chased*
eileen loo yi zhen says:
hahas
eileen loo yi zhen says:
and why would you be chased by an angry hoard of students?
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
lol u never know
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
u might have stole their sweets or chocolate
eileen loo yi zhen says:
oh
eileen loo yi zhen says:
so
eileen loo yi zhen says:
you're a candy grabber
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
im not saying that i will do it tho
eileen loo yi zhen says:
no wonder my candy have like sorta disappear nowadays
eileen loo yi zhen says:
mysteriously.
eileen loo yi zhen says:
so it all rounds down to you.
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
lol dont chase me
eileen loo yi zhen says:
i dont think im up to it
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
i think ur stomuch is the culpriit
eileen loo yi zhen says:
seeing im so short. no long legs to run with. dont wory i'll get some kids to do that job
eileen loo yi zhen says:
My tummy?
eileen loo yi zhen says:
dont slander my tummy for your wrongdoings!
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
yup its been stealing the candy without u realising it
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
lol..
eileen loo yi zhen says:
lol
eileen loo yi zhen says:
funny
eileen loo yi zhen says:
where can it keep the candy then?
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
y u dont find out for urself?
eileen loo yi zhen says:
you should know more than i do
eileen loo yi zhen says:
since you're the one acusing my tummy of your acts
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
hey its ur tummy
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
not mine
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
mine doesnt have that problem
eileen loo yi zhen says:
your accusation?
eileen loo yi zhen says:
mine dont too!@
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
so im not too familar to it
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
lol thats wat they all say
eileen loo yi zhen says:
.... so why are you saying that my tummy stole my candy?
eileen loo yi zhen says:
when you're the one grabbing candy from kids..
eileen loo yi zhen says:
on the sly.
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
yup it stole it without u realising it
CoolBaLLeR.. says:
lol..
so, bye for now! gotta go(:
1:06 AM
RANDOM
RANDOM
the fruit that my grandfather brought back from jakarta. the "snake-skin fruit"
my moo moo cow bedspread.. mhmmm cute right?
hehs, sorry, its tatty again(:
tatty's backview.
My grandma is trying to avoid my camera and yet smile at the same time! so cute hehs`
" Rasinguunnn!"my brother and his stupid naruto technique. ~ ugh ____________________________________________________________________
Sorry i know this post is very random. i have got nothing to do at the moment. i cant sleep. i'll be leaving for my cousin's birthday chalet later on. and from her chalet im going to have to leave for changi airport to work. i'll be working with rasina and this other guy called hafiz? something like that lahs. and i gotta go for now. my grandma is forcing me to eat the remaining of the pizza! im so full....
oh and yes, im feeling better already! (:
Friday, January 18, 2008
1:32 AM
SICK
SICK
I went to work yesterday at changi airport. Dad sent me there. He sent me there even though he was sick. He got a fever, a cold and sorethroat. So, he left for the clinic today instead of working. I, too, got the bug. i fell ill yesterday night at the airport. It was so cold there, and i didnt have anything warm even though i was wearing this long sleeve teddy bear shirt,lol. aught a fever there, and nicholas joseph told me to sleep. I did sleep but i was woken up every now and then by the ringing of the phones. it was really irritating. W wasn't as bratty yesterday night. He tried not to wake me up with his laptop by using earphones, and he also picked up quite alot of calls. thanks. I told Mala ( NTUC manager sorta) that i cant come for work today cuz im ill. She's very kind. She told me that if i really am still not feeling okay by tomorrow, i dont have to come and work too. So, i staggered home at around 7 plus, i did manage to see the sun too, and plopped right on my bed and sleep. but i did take some pills. I found myself awake on my bed at 3 plus in the afternoon, and my fever still has not subside. But i was kinda happy because my grandpa is back home from jakarta. (: i missed him so so much! He bought home with him fruits like mangoes and this sorta snake-skin like fruit which is kinda hard. i cant spell the name cuz its in malay. i think it ends with something like "sala". its yummy. I have a bad case of cold and sorethroat. Now, i get what Weiying mean when she said that colds,fevers, and sorethroats usually come together as a package. zzz. i think i'll be sleeping soon..
Thursday, January 17, 2008
5:05 AM
tatty~
tatty~
HELLOS!
tatty and i
this is for tatty, hehs, it has officially been there for me for exactly 7 months! (;
17 june 2007 ~ 17 january 2008
i love you.
Im going to Changi airport to work in a few minutes time. I think i want my dad to fetch me to work tonight, cuz the bus fare is changed to adult price and its *ing Expensive. I dont wanna waste money on bus fares, to me, the money i use to top up my ez-link card seems like some "unseen" money. but well, sometimes i cant help it, have to take bus! So, yeah. work later, and then tomorrow morning. tonight'll be with nicholas joseph and wilfred. I know its gonna be real damn boring. gonna bring a book and read it, or not i'll just sleep. Goodnight people! ;)
tatty and i
this is for tatty, hehs, it has officially been there for me for exactly 7 months! (;
17 june 2007 ~ 17 january 2008
i love you.
Im going to Changi airport to work in a few minutes time. I think i want my dad to fetch me to work tonight, cuz the bus fare is changed to adult price and its *ing Expensive. I dont wanna waste money on bus fares, to me, the money i use to top up my ez-link card seems like some "unseen" money. but well, sometimes i cant help it, have to take bus! So, yeah. work later, and then tomorrow morning. tonight'll be with nicholas joseph and wilfred. I know its gonna be real damn boring. gonna bring a book and read it, or not i'll just sleep. Goodnight people! ;)
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
6:35 AM
lucky
lucky
This is the story about a girl named Lucky.
Early morning
She wakes up
Knock, knock, knock on the door
It's time for makeup
Perfect smile
It's you they're all waiting for
Isn't she lovely
This Hollywood girl
And they say..
She's so Lucky
She's a star
But she cry cry cries in her lonely heart
Thinking, if there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?
Lost in an image, in a dream
But there's no one there to wake her up
And the world is spinning and she keeps on winning
But tell me, what happens when it stops
Baby
Isn't she lovely?
This Hollywood girl
And they say..
She's so lucky
She's a star
But she cry cry cries in her lonely heart
Thinking, if there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?
Isn't she lovely?
This Hollywood girl
She's soo lucky
But why does she cry?
If there is nothing missing in her life
Why do tears come at night?
And they say..
She's so lucky,
She's a star
But she cry cry cries in her lonely heart
Thinking, if there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?
She's so lucky.
But she cry cry cries in her lonely heart
Thinking, if there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?
6:08 AM
fallen leaves
fallen leaves
The next time I think of you
I want it to be brief,
the kind of contemplation
a child gives the small brown leaf
smuggled indoors under his boot;
a momentary blur of syllables
before he discards it in the trash.
As it is now,
I see far too clearly each brittle vein
crinkling fine lines that stretch onward,
finally veering away from wretched pain and rage,
yet with no certain path.
My memories of you
are like fallen leaves,
composting sentiments and insights quietly
into fertile ground for life.
&& like sugar cubes that encounter steamy mugs , i dissolve in you.
I want it to be brief,
the kind of contemplation
a child gives the small brown leaf
smuggled indoors under his boot;
a momentary blur of syllables
before he discards it in the trash.
As it is now,
I see far too clearly each brittle vein
crinkling fine lines that stretch onward,
finally veering away from wretched pain and rage,
yet with no certain path.
My memories of you
are like fallen leaves,
composting sentiments and insights quietly
into fertile ground for life.
&& like sugar cubes that encounter steamy mugs , i dissolve in you.
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
11:52 PM
ummm.
ummm.
O level results will be released on the 25th of January? it seems awfully fast, im afraid im not prepared for whatever that fate throws in my way. Many thought swirl in my mind, and i dont know why but this image of me crying on the day the results is released spooks me. alot alot. And i cant seems to shake it off my mind. My mom tels me it could be due to stress, so imaginations run wild. Maybe im so used to being pessimistic? Always thinking of the worst so i wont be disappointed when i really do badly. Anyway, why should I feel scared? Does receiving bad results means the end of the world? i dont know, there can always be many possibilities, but i hardly ever think of what will happen if i really do, real bad. i rather not think about it, somehow cross the bridge when i come to it. right now, maybe i ought to just enjoy this limitless freedom i have, and do whatever that makes me happy. i'd also like to say how i kinda dont really talk to some of my close friends nowadays. its like we've drifted apart, have we, really? one example will be berlisa. She never even bother to msg me or talk to me now. i know, you people are gonna say, why not take the initiative and talk to her? hmm, think of berlisa. she's this really BUSY person, like what i heard from her boyfriend. even if i really do take the initiative, she'll probably be busy either " working or going out with her boyfriend" ( quoted from her boyfriend) , yes, she may reply, but it could be a half-hearted reply. i dont know. she has time for work, and boyfriend, and no time for friends. what does that mean? Its as though we each have our own lives now, and will never ever be entwine in any ways already? and i dont even know she is going steady with "him" until he told me. kinda sad right? and we used to share almost everything. sigh. maybe we just aint meant to last forever..
i guess i expected this to happen, but i never thought it'll happen so fast..
or maybe im just naive, thinking that friendships do last, because ultimately, the fool gets all the disppointment and heartaches..
i guess i expected this to happen, but i never thought it'll happen so fast..
or maybe im just naive, thinking that friendships do last, because ultimately, the fool gets all the disppointment and heartaches..
4:48 AM
lol,
lol,
okays, i feel better compared to just now. My nose is still blocked but other than that im fine. so, going out with huiting and wei ling is BORING. Sorry, i just wanna be really straightforward. Hui ting wanted to shop for new year clothes so we went with her, and you know what? in the end, she didnt even get anything. Everything we saw is either 1) too childish for her, or 2) too old/auty-ish. So, -.- . Boring. hmm, now i shall blogged about something funny.
Just now, my brother and i went and got some food for my dad. He wanted a packet of bee hoon, and 2 rolls of popiah. We went to the nearest coffeeshop and got it for him. but the aunty selling the bee hoon is uber attitude. I ordered, and told her i'd collect it later. So, we went to get the other stuffs first. when we returned, i paid and checked the packet.
me: where's the green chilli?
she: in the box.
me: *continue staring inside the plastic bag*
she: in the box.
she: in the box.
me: can give extra packet?
she: throws a packet into the bag.
me: *left without a thanks*
We walked slowly to the traffic light, complaining about the aunty's rude behavior, and stopped at the traffic light. waited for the green man, when my brother suddenly asked me..
him: whats this?! *pointing to the packet i was carrying*
me: *joking with him* in the box.
him: no serious, whats that?
me: in the box.
him: *lifted the packet in his hands*
me: oh my god, whats that?
him: the aunty gave me one, its the beehoon!
Us: * laughing hysterically until i squatted down, clutching my tummy*
what happened? it was like this, the aunty already passed my brother the packet of bee hoon while i was paying. As she was attituding with us, she didnt realise that my brother was holding on to the packet she passed to him. And when i asked for the chilli, she tried to be rude to me, she didnt want to pass the chilli to me personally, she chose to toss it into the other bag of food. and i carried it home. Lol, kinda funny. My grandma told me not to go back that for at least a week so that she wont remember me. But i doubt she even remembers my face(;
And guess what the food is?
its fish beehoon! my grandma ate it in the end!hehs.
I'll be working at fairprice tomorrow. As deduced,
me not going to work = more work for yi chen.
so see you!
P.S. it's said that the o level results will be released by next friday. wonder if its true..?
Just now, my brother and i went and got some food for my dad. He wanted a packet of bee hoon, and 2 rolls of popiah. We went to the nearest coffeeshop and got it for him. but the aunty selling the bee hoon is uber attitude. I ordered, and told her i'd collect it later. So, we went to get the other stuffs first. when we returned, i paid and checked the packet.
me: where's the green chilli?
she: in the box.
me: *continue staring inside the plastic bag*
she: in the box.
she: in the box.
me: can give extra packet?
she: throws a packet into the bag.
me: *left without a thanks*
We walked slowly to the traffic light, complaining about the aunty's rude behavior, and stopped at the traffic light. waited for the green man, when my brother suddenly asked me..
him: whats this?! *pointing to the packet i was carrying*
me: *joking with him* in the box.
him: no serious, whats that?
me: in the box.
him: *lifted the packet in his hands*
me: oh my god, whats that?
him: the aunty gave me one, its the beehoon!
Us: * laughing hysterically until i squatted down, clutching my tummy*
what happened? it was like this, the aunty already passed my brother the packet of bee hoon while i was paying. As she was attituding with us, she didnt realise that my brother was holding on to the packet she passed to him. And when i asked for the chilli, she tried to be rude to me, she didnt want to pass the chilli to me personally, she chose to toss it into the other bag of food. and i carried it home. Lol, kinda funny. My grandma told me not to go back that for at least a week so that she wont remember me. But i doubt she even remembers my face(;
And guess what the food is?
its fish beehoon! my grandma ate it in the end!hehs.
I'll be working at fairprice tomorrow. As deduced,
me not going to work = more work for yi chen.
so see you!
P.S. it's said that the o level results will be released by next friday. wonder if its true..?
Monday, January 14, 2008
9:38 PM
Off day
Off day
I took off from work today. At first it's because im really tired, and second, today is wei ling's birthday, and well, we were intending to go out. notice i used "were". this is because hui ting is unable to make it as she had to go for dental appointment, and because her mother dont allow her to. anyway, i took off on the pretext of being ill. bless karma. i really fell sick. I went to bed around 11 plus, and woke up several hours later, and realized that i have a fever. my nose is blocked, and my throat feels so scratchy. Drank some water, and continued to sleep without any difficulties. I woke up at around 10, my head spinning and mucus dribbling out of my nose, yes im an awful sight. I went and ate some nasal pills but it didnt help, so i put some ice on my forehead, and slept. woke up at 1 plus, and felt a little better. May be still going out with Wei ling, not sure, but its her birthday, i really dont wanna disappoint her, besides, it really is boring to stay at home. hehs. Will be working at NTUC tomorrow, hope i'll be better by then. Right now, i think im going to fiddle with the themes of my phone and will also be trying to help me brother do up his blog. bugger but well, at least i'll have something to keep myself occupied with, (;
Bleahs! goodbye.
Bleahs! goodbye.
5:41 AM
Blahs#1
Blahs#1
Staggered through work today, made quite alot of blunders, i'd say. Didnt finish alot of orders, and im pretty disappointed with myself. I'd never want to let the excuse of me being tired because of juggling two jobs to be the reason for my incompetency. Call me competitive, i admit, i may be a little of that. but i do hate it when i lose my concentration just because i lose sleep over some other stuffs, being tired is never an excuse i guess. So, i took bus 21 home after Yi chen and i separated ways at the traffic light. the 21 came late, and by the time i got up, it was already quite packed. found a seat right at the back and sat down. No sooner had i done that, i fell asleep. I woke up when the bus was nearing Ubi, still a long way to go, i thought to myself and again, i fell asleep. I woke up some time later, and yeah, as expected, i missed my stop. I woke up and find myself around 3 stops after Damai. I panicked and ran down the bus at the next bus stop. I wanted to walk home, but my laziness got the better of me, so i took a bus home. Ate some rice, and drank some soup, then the usual routine- switch on the comp ( i seems to be doing this same thing every single day! ) , and tried to experiment with the new phone, its kinda nice. But, i always prefer Sony ericsson to Nokia, so, now, using a Nokia phone seems pretty unusual , i dont know how to put into words, but i think you get my drift. And yeah, today, from the airport to paya lebar, on bus 24, i saw the sun again, it really is dazzling. Sorry, this post seems to be in dribs and drabs, i worked last night at the airport with Edward and Annelis. Edward is funny. He studies at St hilda's and takes CLB, so him trying to speak chinese is funny! lol. And he bought like 6 pastries from Polar at a go, and finish them within 30 mins! We watched some television programme about people eating crocodiles, rodents or beavers as a form of survival, and we began talking about food. Nice topic, we talked til 3 plus, then played a very childish game of paper balls, crushing up used papers ( some not used actually ) and throwing them at each other. Its like we were working out, kinda fun. we switched off all the lights and sat in the dark, it was silent until he started playing music from his phone. And i fell asleep. When i woke up, i found a warm brown jacket covering me, and the jacket isnt even mine. Its his. Dont ask me how it got there, its so cold, anyone would know better than to sleep without a jacket anyway. i thanked him and went to the bathroom to wash up. Still wondering however the jacket ended up over me.. What a pity, i wont be able to work with him cuz we dont have any more shifts together. If only i can change the shifts i have with W with him, Work at changi'd be so so so so so much fun. Whee`
he made my night yesterday, lol. goodnight people!
he made my night yesterday, lol. goodnight people!
Sunday, January 13, 2008
5:46 AM
Sunday
Sunday
Sunday is family day. My grandma woke me up at 7 just cuz she thought i was working in the morning. i woke, feeling so frustrated because i was really tired, but i didnt yell at her or anything, i just told her i wont be working and i fell back to sleep. I woke up, the second time, at around 1 plus in the afternoon. My mom woke me up. We're going for lunch and they want me to wash up and prepare. Went for lunch, then off to orchard. Went to fix my brother's phone, K610i, which keeps auto-shutting down for some reason. And went shopping around with my parents while my brother waited for his turn ( he didnt wanna follow along cuz he's too engrossed in the Mr bean's cartoon they were playing). And, i got a new phone today, its a nokia phone, 5610 i think. the Xpress music phone. Its black with a little bit of red at the sides. i like it. However, i was also kinda sad cuz my old phone's the one with so much memories. I couldn't bear to leave those memories behind, in a way. But, as my mom says, the new one cant come unless the old one goes. So, yeah, its time to leave the past behind now. In half an hour time, i'll be leaving for work at Changi airport. Dont really feel like going cuz i still am tired. After the changi job, i still gotta make my way to fairprice to work. Then home for some springcleaning as CNY is approaching. Life is hectic, but at least, im feeling much more occupied and less empty like before. gotta go now, pack some scrambled egg sandwiches and im off.
Goodnight people, and i'll be seeing you guys soon i hope.
Goodnight people, and i'll be seeing you guys soon i hope.
Saturday, January 12, 2008
6:17 AM
Eres tu
Eres tu
I like this song, i dont know what language it is in, but joel told me its Spanish. Its eres tu by tish hinojosa. It's so soothing. Though i dont understand what it means, (;
And i have something to say, my sister went to TP open house just now, she went there and flashed her EZ-link card just to get the TP bag. its so funny, haha.So, over here im going to put down this song and if you dont like it you can always turn it off, goodnight people!
And i have something to say, my sister went to TP open house just now, she went there and flashed her EZ-link card just to get the TP bag. its so funny, haha.So, over here im going to put down this song and if you dont like it you can always turn it off, goodnight people!
12:26 AM
5th day
5th day
Today is my fifth day at work- many people were off, people like yichen,haniffa and nisha. Oh, and the introvert- who couldnt come because he has to go for the polys open house. The aunties all told me he's a pampered, spoilt brat. He lives in some big house and has white-collared people for parents. Aunty mary told me" he say pick is tiring. pack also tiring." lol, the aunty says she buay tahan him already. I went to work a little late today, by 3 minutes. I didnt sleep on the bus even though i was real tired. I was afraid that i'd miss the stop if i had slept. i'll only sleep in the bus when haniffa takes the bus with me, because i know he'll wake me up lol. I think i did okay today, managed to finish alot of orders. And something surprising, i kinda clicked with the malay woman- the one at the biscuits and crackers section- the one who used to scold me. Aunty Rose- thats how i'll address her. We chit-chatted for 15 minutes just now, and she helped me return some orders and found some stuffs.She told me she's usually snappy at work because she has got family problems- she didnt continue much about her family from there and i didnt really wanna butt in so i changed the topic. We had some fun talking and laughing. I kinda warmed to her and im glad to know that she's not treating me as harshly as before.
What about that Detergent Uncle?
well, he didnt scold me today. Even when i took Mr Muscle from the shelf, he just looked at me but he didnt even utter a word. i felt a little bad. But i didnt wanna talk to him because somehow i feel that if i do go and talk to him, it may escalate into a little argument. So i scurried off as quickly as i can once i finished taking what i wanted.
Work was boring today, without haniffa - he makes me laugh always, and he never fails to help me. i hope he wont quit so soon! and yichen- cuz he talks to me at work - better than zul, who doesn't even talk to me. Even when i asked him for help, he just snatched my list and took it for me. I dont really like that, honestly. Because when i ask, i do hope you will tell me where so i can find it myself, not take for me. If not, when the next order comes an has the one i dont know, then i will have to ask for help again. i rather find out, learn and do it myself the next time. Sorry for the candor.
I didnt have my lunch, i bought a can of campbelle-
the clap of thunder made me lose my balance on the chair and i fell backwards onto my brother's bed.Sorry, no link.
and a loaf of bread. Ate a few slices of it and drank the soup- for some reason, i cant seem to taste it, i think im having a cold- and left some for my brother.
Oh yeah, on my way home just now, i happen to look at the study area at the void deck, and was suddenly reminded of this Cantonese Old lady. Usually when i se her, i'll greet her, smile and she'll tell me how nice i am. But, i wont be able to see her anymore, she passed away a few months ago. Its at that point that i suddenly feel quite sad. Sad that i'll never be able to see her again. I think she's the best old lady in this block...
i feel kinda tired, and i think i'll stop now, if not i'll get more and more longwinded.
I have something to say though, Usually after my changi work ( from 11 to 7 in the morning), when i take bus 24 to NTUC to work, i'll look out of the window just when the bus leaves. This is because the sun looks so beautiful- its so dazzling, so orangey. Makes me feel so happy for a moment.
^_______________________^
What about that Detergent Uncle?
well, he didnt scold me today. Even when i took Mr Muscle from the shelf, he just looked at me but he didnt even utter a word. i felt a little bad. But i didnt wanna talk to him because somehow i feel that if i do go and talk to him, it may escalate into a little argument. So i scurried off as quickly as i can once i finished taking what i wanted.
Work was boring today, without haniffa - he makes me laugh always, and he never fails to help me. i hope he wont quit so soon! and yichen- cuz he talks to me at work - better than zul, who doesn't even talk to me. Even when i asked him for help, he just snatched my list and took it for me. I dont really like that, honestly. Because when i ask, i do hope you will tell me where so i can find it myself, not take for me. If not, when the next order comes an has the one i dont know, then i will have to ask for help again. i rather find out, learn and do it myself the next time. Sorry for the candor.
I didnt have my lunch, i bought a can of campbelle-
the clap of thunder made me lose my balance on the chair and i fell backwards onto my brother's bed.Sorry, no link.
and a loaf of bread. Ate a few slices of it and drank the soup- for some reason, i cant seem to taste it, i think im having a cold- and left some for my brother.
Oh yeah, on my way home just now, i happen to look at the study area at the void deck, and was suddenly reminded of this Cantonese Old lady. Usually when i se her, i'll greet her, smile and she'll tell me how nice i am. But, i wont be able to see her anymore, she passed away a few months ago. Its at that point that i suddenly feel quite sad. Sad that i'll never be able to see her again. I think she's the best old lady in this block...
i feel kinda tired, and i think i'll stop now, if not i'll get more and more longwinded.
I have something to say though, Usually after my changi work ( from 11 to 7 in the morning), when i take bus 24 to NTUC to work, i'll look out of the window just when the bus leaves. This is because the sun looks so beautiful- its so dazzling, so orangey. Makes me feel so happy for a moment.
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Friday, January 11, 2008
4:53 AM
Sleeping times
Sleeping times
I slept at 16.15 just now. Once my head touched the pillow, i fell asleep almost as immediately. I can literally feel all the muscles in my body relaxing. It felt kinda nice. I think i slept for around 3 hours, when my brother's incessant laughter woke me up. i felt so irritated, i had planned to sleep all the way from the time i started till tomorrow morning, now my plans will go awry. Because, i know i'll never get to go back and sleep later. Im the sort who, if i sleep in the afternoon, i wont be able to fall asleep at night. So, i woke up, and my mood was real lousy. Staggered to the bathroom, washed my face and ate some rice. i just realised that i forgot to turn off the computer while i went to sleep just now. So, some people talked to me, and i replied them, ate and watched a little chinese dramas with my mom. I dont think im really watching, i think im just sitting there and stone-ing. So, when my dad talked to me, i couldnt understand what he was talking about. He had to repeat three times before i realised that he's talking about his trip to hong kong on Chinese new year. I bet this coming Chinese New Year will be boring like hell. What with my dad flying to HKG and..just take it that it wont be as eventful as last year's (: For some reason, while sitting there, i remembered something that happened yesterday night which suddenly made me feel so embarrassed.
Its related to a call. I was sleeping on the table ( actually i wasn't really sleeping, more like snoozing-well no diference.Cant sleep that much with W's lappie blasting avenged sevenfold.) when the phone rang.
Caller: hi good morning mdm.
me: wei, who are you?
Caller: can i make an inquiry?
me: oh...uh..sure.
it was only at the point when she said she wanted to make an inquiry that i snapped out of my daze. And come to think of it, i really said "wei." Omigosh.
I'd also like to continue rambling about that Detergent Uncle. I think i could be feeling too grouchy or grumpy today, maybe i tok it out on him. I apologise. My dad always tells me that if i working for someone, whatever the person throws at you, you must just grin and bear with it. On any other fine day, the daddy's little girl in me would have heed that advice. But on really lousy days, i really cant be bothered. If you know me well enough, you know im not the sort who will keep quiet about everything even though you know you're not at fault. I think im the kind who will retort back if im right. Sounds crazy, but i was brought up this way.
There are a number of polytechnic's open houses this few days. My mom told me to go and browse around.I'd love to, really, but im tired. Besides, most of my friends are working, and i think they cant take immediate off. Doesnt matter i guess,
Still wondering about YC's comment when we walked out of Singpost.
Do i really look like that kind?
Its related to a call. I was sleeping on the table ( actually i wasn't really sleeping, more like snoozing-well no diference.Cant sleep that much with W's lappie blasting avenged sevenfold.) when the phone rang.
Caller: hi good morning mdm.
me: wei, who are you?
Caller: can i make an inquiry?
me: oh...uh..sure.
it was only at the point when she said she wanted to make an inquiry that i snapped out of my daze. And come to think of it, i really said "wei." Omigosh.
I'd also like to continue rambling about that Detergent Uncle. I think i could be feeling too grouchy or grumpy today, maybe i tok it out on him. I apologise. My dad always tells me that if i working for someone, whatever the person throws at you, you must just grin and bear with it. On any other fine day, the daddy's little girl in me would have heed that advice. But on really lousy days, i really cant be bothered. If you know me well enough, you know im not the sort who will keep quiet about everything even though you know you're not at fault. I think im the kind who will retort back if im right. Sounds crazy, but i was brought up this way.
There are a number of polytechnic's open houses this few days. My mom told me to go and browse around.I'd love to, really, but im tired. Besides, most of my friends are working, and i think they cant take immediate off. Doesnt matter i guess,
Still wondering about YC's comment when we walked out of Singpost.
Do i really look like that kind?
Thursday, January 10, 2008
11:11 PM
So, yesterday, i left my house at 10 and made my way to the airport for the call centre job. I worked with wilfred and yeeling, and dont say anything about that guy. He's a totally rich, spoilt brat. So, end of story about Wilfred. He is so terrified of farjahan ( if i didnt tell you, farjahan is actually a 17 year old guy who has apparently changed to a girl - dunno if she did the lower part too though) that i feel like doing a naughty deed and fix a day where he'll work with shim ( what i'll call a half boy half girl kinda person) . i know its evil, but i've got like 2 or 3 more shifts with W and i really feel like exchanging them with someone else.
So , after work, at around 7, we left the call centre. W and i then made our way to the bus services stand and waited for our buses to arrive ( he lives in sembawang i think). mine arrived first so i took the 24 and off it went to paya lebar. i slept along the way, its not a very nice sleep as i was awaken every now and then by the sudden braking of the bus or the lolling of the head of a woman sleeping beside me. It was hardly enough. I felt so lethargic, and i woke up, thinking i've overshot the bus-stop. I got down very quickly, and realised with a little anger that i alighted one stop earlier. Swearing, i walked all the way to Singpost, grabbed a hash brown( dont ask me why i did that. hash brown is potato and potato contains starch which is more substantial than other foods? maybe its warped logic to you but thats what i think). I went down the escalator with my eyes half opened, and i think i walked past Yi chen and Zul without even noticing, until Zul told me later at work. Went to wash up a little and thumbed-in ( or clocked in, whatever).
Work was alright, just that i felt really tired. i didnt complain much, and haniffa asked me " eileen, you not tired?" so i told him " yeah i am, but i just dont wanna show it." i wanted it to be this way, juggling two jobs just for the thrill, now that i've gotten what i want, i see no point in complaining about something thats not right. The detergent uncle really pissed me off though.
D.Uncle: ehs you dont talk from my shelves, you go your office take.
me: okay, wait ar.
so i went back to the office, checked and realised that we dont have it.
therefore, i went back to the detergent section, and searched for harpin toilet bowl cleaner.
D.Uncle to Yao guang ( one of the teenage storekeeper like gavin) : see those fuckingchibye girls, take those things from my shelves.
me: what are you saying? * angry*
D.Uncle to YG: they take somemore i twist their heads off * in chinese*
Me to Nisha ( an indian friend): he thinks he talks in chinese then i wont understand? stupid.
D.Uncle: what are you saying * in chinese*
Me: got say you ar? why so worked up?
D.Uncle: later i twist off your heads * in chinese again*
Me to Nisha: he says he's gonna twist our heads if we take from the shelves.
D.Uncle: what?
Me: Im not scared of you. what?
D.Uncle: you want fight ar?
Me: * suddenly started laughing cuz he reminded me of Introvert Jason* who want fight with you?
D.Uncle: *stares*
Me: *stares*
At that time, there're quite a number of customers along that section so they turned to look. We just stared at each other. I was fucking pissed. He thinks just because he is old, we have to give in to him? At first, i gave in, but it really is no way to respect someone by hurling a string of vulgarities or obscenities at them! i almost pulled out my hair, i seriously cannot stand him! Grrr-
later..
me to yichen: that detergent uncle and i almost fight leh.
yichen: just now i take perfume he never scold me leh.
me: he always scolds me!
Yichen: maybe because he see you so short.
....? HUHS?
Umm, no link? lol, nevermind.
i really think i should sleep now, but im afraid that if i really do so, i wont be able to sleep at night. what should i do man?
So , after work, at around 7, we left the call centre. W and i then made our way to the bus services stand and waited for our buses to arrive ( he lives in sembawang i think). mine arrived first so i took the 24 and off it went to paya lebar. i slept along the way, its not a very nice sleep as i was awaken every now and then by the sudden braking of the bus or the lolling of the head of a woman sleeping beside me. It was hardly enough. I felt so lethargic, and i woke up, thinking i've overshot the bus-stop. I got down very quickly, and realised with a little anger that i alighted one stop earlier. Swearing, i walked all the way to Singpost, grabbed a hash brown( dont ask me why i did that. hash brown is potato and potato contains starch which is more substantial than other foods? maybe its warped logic to you but thats what i think). I went down the escalator with my eyes half opened, and i think i walked past Yi chen and Zul without even noticing, until Zul told me later at work. Went to wash up a little and thumbed-in ( or clocked in, whatever).
Work was alright, just that i felt really tired. i didnt complain much, and haniffa asked me " eileen, you not tired?" so i told him " yeah i am, but i just dont wanna show it." i wanted it to be this way, juggling two jobs just for the thrill, now that i've gotten what i want, i see no point in complaining about something thats not right. The detergent uncle really pissed me off though.
D.Uncle: ehs you dont talk from my shelves, you go your office take.
me: okay, wait ar.
so i went back to the office, checked and realised that we dont have it.
therefore, i went back to the detergent section, and searched for harpin toilet bowl cleaner.
D.Uncle to Yao guang ( one of the teenage storekeeper like gavin) : see those fuckingchibye girls, take those things from my shelves.
me: what are you saying? * angry*
D.Uncle to YG: they take somemore i twist their heads off * in chinese*
Me to Nisha ( an indian friend): he thinks he talks in chinese then i wont understand? stupid.
D.Uncle: what are you saying * in chinese*
Me: got say you ar? why so worked up?
D.Uncle: later i twist off your heads * in chinese again*
Me to Nisha: he says he's gonna twist our heads if we take from the shelves.
D.Uncle: what?
Me: Im not scared of you. what?
D.Uncle: you want fight ar?
Me: * suddenly started laughing cuz he reminded me of Introvert Jason* who want fight with you?
D.Uncle: *stares*
Me: *stares*
At that time, there're quite a number of customers along that section so they turned to look. We just stared at each other. I was fucking pissed. He thinks just because he is old, we have to give in to him? At first, i gave in, but it really is no way to respect someone by hurling a string of vulgarities or obscenities at them! i almost pulled out my hair, i seriously cannot stand him! Grrr-
later..
me to yichen: that detergent uncle and i almost fight leh.
yichen: just now i take perfume he never scold me leh.
me: he always scolds me!
Yichen: maybe because he see you so short.
....? HUHS?
Umm, no link? lol, nevermind.
i really think i should sleep now, but im afraid that if i really do so, i wont be able to sleep at night. what should i do man?
11:11 PM
Jobs, work.
Jobs, work.
So, yesterday, i left my house at 10 and made my way to the airport for the call centre job. I worked with wilfred and yeeling, and dont say anything about that guy. He's a totally rich, spoilt brat. So, end of story about Wilfred. He is so terrified of farjahan ( if i didnt tell you, farjahan is actually a 17 year old guy who has apparently changed to a girl - dunno if she did the lower part too though) that i feel like doing a naughty deed and fix a day where he'll work with shim ( what i'll call a half boy half girl kinda person) . i know its evil, but i've got like 2 or 3 more shifts with W and i really feel like exchanging them with someone else.
So , after work, at around 7, we left the call centre. W and i then made our way to the bus services stand and waited for our buses to arrive ( he lives in sembawang i think). mine arrived first so i took the 24 and off it went to paya lebar. i slept along the way, its not a very nice sleep as i was awaken every now and then by the sudden braking of the bus or the lolling of the head of a woman sleeping beside me. It was hardly enough. I felt so lethargic, and i woke up, thinking i've overshot the bus-stop. I got down very quickly, and realised with a little anger that i alighted one stop earlier. Swearing, i walked all the way to Singpost, grabbed a hash brown( dont ask me why i did that. hash brown is potato and potato contains starch which is more substantial than other foods? maybe its warped logic to you but thats what i think). I went down the escalator with my eyes half opened, and i think i walked past Yi chen and Zul without even noticing, until Zul told me later at work. Went to wash up a little and thumbed-in ( or clocked in, whatever).
Work was alright, just that i felt really tired. i didnt complain much, and haniffa asked me " eileen, you not tired?" so i told him " yeah i am, but i just dont wanna show it." i wanted it to be this way, juggling two jobs just for the thrill, now that i've gotten what i want, i see no point in complaining about something thats not right. The detergent uncle really pissed me off though.
D.Uncle: ehs you dont talk from my shelves, you go your office take.
me: okay, wait ar.
so i went back to the office, checked and realised that we dont have it.
therefore, i went back to the detergent section, and searched for harpin toilet bowl cleaner.
D.Uncle to Yao guang ( one of the teenage storekeeper like gavin) : see those fuckingchibye girls, take those things from my shelves.
me: what are you saying? * angry*
D.Uncle to YG: they take somemore i twist their heads off * in chinese*
Me to Nisha ( an indian friend): he thinks he talks in chinese then i wont understand? stupid.
D.Uncle: what are you saying * in chinese*
Me: got say you ar? why so worked up?
D.Uncle: later i twist off your heads * in chinese again*
Me to Nisha: he says he's gonna twist our heads if we take from the shelves.
D.Uncle: what?
Me: Im not scared of you. what?
D.Uncle: you want fight ar?
Me: * suddenly started laughing cuz he reminded me of Introvert Jason* who want fight with you?
D.Uncle: *stares*
Me: *stares*
At that time, there're quite a number of customers along that section so they turned to look. We just stared at each other. I was fucking pissed. He thinks just because he is old, we have to give in to him? At first, i gave in, but it really is no way to respect someone by hurling a string of vulgarities or obscenities to them! i almost pulled out my hair, i seriously cannot stand him! Grrr-
later..
me to yichen: that detergent uncle and i almost fight leh.
yichen: just now i take perfume he never scold me leh.
me: he always scolds me!
Yichen: maybe because he see you so short.
Umm, no link? lol, nevermind.
i really think i should sleep now, but im afraid that if i really do so, i wont be able to sleep at night. what should i do man?
So , after work, at around 7, we left the call centre. W and i then made our way to the bus services stand and waited for our buses to arrive ( he lives in sembawang i think). mine arrived first so i took the 24 and off it went to paya lebar. i slept along the way, its not a very nice sleep as i was awaken every now and then by the sudden braking of the bus or the lolling of the head of a woman sleeping beside me. It was hardly enough. I felt so lethargic, and i woke up, thinking i've overshot the bus-stop. I got down very quickly, and realised with a little anger that i alighted one stop earlier. Swearing, i walked all the way to Singpost, grabbed a hash brown( dont ask me why i did that. hash brown is potato and potato contains starch which is more substantial than other foods? maybe its warped logic to you but thats what i think). I went down the escalator with my eyes half opened, and i think i walked past Yi chen and Zul without even noticing, until Zul told me later at work. Went to wash up a little and thumbed-in ( or clocked in, whatever).
Work was alright, just that i felt really tired. i didnt complain much, and haniffa asked me " eileen, you not tired?" so i told him " yeah i am, but i just dont wanna show it." i wanted it to be this way, juggling two jobs just for the thrill, now that i've gotten what i want, i see no point in complaining about something thats not right. The detergent uncle really pissed me off though.
D.Uncle: ehs you dont talk from my shelves, you go your office take.
me: okay, wait ar.
so i went back to the office, checked and realised that we dont have it.
therefore, i went back to the detergent section, and searched for harpin toilet bowl cleaner.
D.Uncle to Yao guang ( one of the teenage storekeeper like gavin) : see those fuckingchibye girls, take those things from my shelves.
me: what are you saying? * angry*
D.Uncle to YG: they take somemore i twist their heads off * in chinese*
Me to Nisha ( an indian friend): he thinks he talks in chinese then i wont understand? stupid.
D.Uncle: what are you saying * in chinese*
Me: got say you ar? why so worked up?
D.Uncle: later i twist off your heads * in chinese again*
Me to Nisha: he says he's gonna twist our heads if we take from the shelves.
D.Uncle: what?
Me: Im not scared of you. what?
D.Uncle: you want fight ar?
Me: * suddenly started laughing cuz he reminded me of Introvert Jason* who want fight with you?
D.Uncle: *stares*
Me: *stares*
At that time, there're quite a number of customers along that section so they turned to look. We just stared at each other. I was fucking pissed. He thinks just because he is old, we have to give in to him? At first, i gave in, but it really is no way to respect someone by hurling a string of vulgarities or obscenities to them! i almost pulled out my hair, i seriously cannot stand him! Grrr-
later..
me to yichen: that detergent uncle and i almost fight leh.
yichen: just now i take perfume he never scold me leh.
me: he always scolds me!
Yichen: maybe because he see you so short.
Umm, no link? lol, nevermind.
i really think i should sleep now, but im afraid that if i really do so, i wont be able to sleep at night. what should i do man?
5:24 AM
Reason to smile
Reason to smile
Reason to smile
How can one smile such sweet smiles,
When one is so saddened by sorrows for miles,
How can I smile the same smiles,
When life brings me nothing but tears,
I wondered for so long,
What reason you had to smile that long,
To keep smiling though troubles come,
And still remain sweet and silently overcome,
It's such a mystery to me,
Your smiles from heaven with glee,
I adore and yet envy thee,
But I'd rather you smile those at me,
I feel happy when I see you smile,
Even if I'm sad and lonely,
Your smiles bring me somewhere,
I don't even know where,
But it was you,
You gave me the reason to smile,
To smile with no reason,
To smile for a smile,
I guess life is just like that,
We need not a reason to smile,
For a smile is the reason itself,
To rejoice and open-heartedly give thanks,
I learned to smile because of you,
Because your smiles bring me joy when blue,
It proves how well and powerful,
A simple sweet smile can become so beautiful,
Lendl Ian Servillon
How can one smile such sweet smiles,
When one is so saddened by sorrows for miles,
How can I smile the same smiles,
When life brings me nothing but tears,
I wondered for so long,
What reason you had to smile that long,
To keep smiling though troubles come,
And still remain sweet and silently overcome,
It's such a mystery to me,
Your smiles from heaven with glee,
I adore and yet envy thee,
But I'd rather you smile those at me,
I feel happy when I see you smile,
Even if I'm sad and lonely,
Your smiles bring me somewhere,
I don't even know where,
But it was you,
You gave me the reason to smile,
To smile with no reason,
To smile for a smile,
I guess life is just like that,
We need not a reason to smile,
For a smile is the reason itself,
To rejoice and open-heartedly give thanks,
I learned to smile because of you,
Because your smiles bring me joy when blue,
It proves how well and powerful,
A simple sweet smile can become so beautiful,
Lendl Ian Servillon
12:22 AM
3rd day
3rd day
its my third day working at Fairprice and its a first day for Yichen. But it turns out that he's not that noob, he even helped me find certain stuffs. lol, wanted to wait for him since we knocked of together, but he'd got some admin matters to settle with Mala ( manager) so i went first. I need to eat, bathe and sleep. Sleep for tonight. I'll sleep till about 7, wake up, bathe again, watch a little of those dramas then head off to Changi airport to work.
NOBODY IS ALLOWED TO TEASE ME ABOUT WILFRED.
fullstop.
Changi airport work from 11 to 7,
then immediately after that, i'll make my way to paya lebar for the fairprice jobbie.
Sounds nice.
Sure gonna have a whale of fun heh heh.
Goodbye blog,
and yeah, if you've realised, like what stupid zacky had said, i have a cbox now.
Cuz people say " comments make my whole comp lag" and " i want comment but i dont have blogger".
zzz.
nevermind.
life is getting much more interesting, im happier now.
WOAH! (;
NOBODY IS ALLOWED TO TEASE ME ABOUT WILFRED.
fullstop.
Changi airport work from 11 to 7,
then immediately after that, i'll make my way to paya lebar for the fairprice jobbie.
Sounds nice.
Sure gonna have a whale of fun heh heh.
Goodbye blog,
and yeah, if you've realised, like what stupid zacky had said, i have a cbox now.
Cuz people say " comments make my whole comp lag" and " i want comment but i dont have blogger".
zzz.
nevermind.
life is getting much more interesting, im happier now.
WOAH! (;
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
7:05 AM
Im looking forward to It.
Im looking forward to It.
Im in the midst of going to bed and staying awake, well, hell thats kinda crap. Sorry for not typing properly, guess im not thinking very properly as well, you know, work today was alright, to tell you the truth, i love the job, except for a few mad uncle or aunties who ruined my mood. Other than that, it was enjoyable. I look forward to the CASS call centre job. My next shift is thursday night, from 11 to 7. It'll be with wilfred and this other guy- his name is leong tuck meng nicholas joseph ( dont ask me why i remember that name so clearly, i dont know too). for some reason, i really really look forward to it, though i know i'll be uber tired the next day while rushing from changi airport to paya lebar for the NTUC job first thing after i finish with my Airport job. Maybe its because it'll be the first time i'll be working night shift. Or maybe..just maybe i look forward to working with wilfred, hahas. you had to get that out of me, hadn't you? Well, its no biggie, i just like working with him.
Or maybe... it's because he has damn long, tanned and gorgeous legs. And a nice huge smile.
Yes, im certainly blabbering, but well, you can neglect this post, for its not really of any importance, i just felt the urge to blog down this. my sister will be out of the bathroom in a minute, i gotta go now. She needs to rush on her project. So, well, tata i gotta go. See you soon! (;
Idealistic dreams are actually a manifestation of one's search for happiness.
Or maybe... it's because he has damn long, tanned and gorgeous legs. And a nice huge smile.
Yes, im certainly blabbering, but well, you can neglect this post, for its not really of any importance, i just felt the urge to blog down this. my sister will be out of the bathroom in a minute, i gotta go now. She needs to rush on her project. So, well, tata i gotta go. See you soon! (;
Idealistic dreams are actually a manifestation of one's search for happiness.
Monday, January 7, 2008
4:27 AM
New friend:
New friend:
that'll be Wilfred. He's nice, and funny. i worked with him today, got a few more shifts with him coming up, and many girls say he's good looking and all, but i think he's the kind of face you an find at almost every corner of the streets. He is damn funny.
While working...
phone: *ring ring*
wilfred: * picks up* hi, changi airport how can i help you?
Caller: " ......" * talking to him on the phone*
wilfred: *turns to me* he's looking for acute flights.
me: huh? there's such a thing called acute flights? * rummaging through the notes*
me: i dont think have? i cant find.
wilfred: * to the phone* hi sir, we dont have the flight you are looking for.
Caller: "....."
wilfred: ehs, you talk to him can? he very unreasonable, i tell him dont have he dont believe me.
me: *picks up phone* yes sir, can i help you?
Caller: why Changi airport dont have SQ flights?
me: * cover the mouth of receiver* wei wilfred, its SQ!
Annelis, me, wilfred : giggling like hell.
Phone: went dead.
:D lol. he's funny. there's another incident.
Phone rings.
Wilfred: hello, changi airport can i help you?
Caller:"...." *to wilfred*
Wilfred: ehs, where's sclambo ar?
me: uhs, is there such a place? wait lemme check
wilfred: okays, hurry uhs!
me: i cant find!
Annelis: sclambo? there's no such thing.
wilfred: eileen, talk to him, your sweet sweet voice will help,
me: *rolls my eyes* wei, second time already you know,
me: * picks up phone*
Caller: hi, can i know what time the flight from Colombo is reaching?
Me: * turns to wilfred* Ehs! its colombo la!
Annelis gives him The Stare.
We ended up laughing.
Another incident,
wilfred: * making dog noises and wolf whistles*
me: *nudge him* hey im talking to this guy, softer!
wilfred: * louder whistles and barks*
Caller: May i know if this is really changi Airport? why is there a dog barking in the background?
....
then we had some fun with the magazines he brought and also watched certain stuffs on his laptop. He's nice.
he added me on msn too, so when i got home, he instant messaged me..
wilfred: hey, guess what, im still working...!
me: oh my gosh how come? isn't it boring?
wilfred: okays la, at least i'll get the pay.
me: im damn bored.
wilfred: go sleep la, sleep then got energy
me: sleep too much equals pig.
wilfred: where got such thing?
wilfred: okays la, i entertain you, im with fu rong here
wilfred has just invited you to view his webcam, do you want to accept or decline his invitation?
eileen loo yi zhen has accepted wilfred's invitation to view webcam.
wilfred: * in webcam, lifting up his cup of 45cents bandung* cheers!
me: laughing my ass off.
wilfred: entertainment time over, gotta go, calls coming in.
me: kays then have fun, byes!
lol, so funny man that guy. he's a livewire!
im starting the NTUC job tomorrow, and because i wanna try to keep myself as occupied as possible, i changed most of my morning shifts to night shifts, from 11 pm to 7 in the morning. then sometimes, at 7, i gotta rush from the airport to paya lebar for the ntuc job. my parents are afraid that i'll be overexhausted, but i think i'll manage.
we, the loo family, always do manage. its just a matter of time.
So, heres to the busy days that i'll have with efect from tomorrow, well, have fun eileen loo yi zhen!
LOL. nonsensical post,
Of wilfred, NTUC and the call centre jobbie.
Cheers~
Goodbyes, (;
While working...
phone: *ring ring*
wilfred: * picks up* hi, changi airport how can i help you?
Caller: " ......" * talking to him on the phone*
wilfred: *turns to me* he's looking for acute flights.
me: huh? there's such a thing called acute flights? * rummaging through the notes*
me: i dont think have? i cant find.
wilfred: * to the phone* hi sir, we dont have the flight you are looking for.
Caller: "....."
wilfred: ehs, you talk to him can? he very unreasonable, i tell him dont have he dont believe me.
me: *picks up phone* yes sir, can i help you?
Caller: why Changi airport dont have SQ flights?
me: * cover the mouth of receiver* wei wilfred, its SQ!
Annelis, me, wilfred : giggling like hell.
Phone: went dead.
:D lol. he's funny. there's another incident.
Phone rings.
Wilfred: hello, changi airport can i help you?
Caller:"...." *to wilfred*
Wilfred: ehs, where's sclambo ar?
me: uhs, is there such a place? wait lemme check
wilfred: okays, hurry uhs!
me: i cant find!
Annelis: sclambo? there's no such thing.
wilfred: eileen, talk to him, your sweet sweet voice will help,
me: *rolls my eyes* wei, second time already you know,
me: * picks up phone*
Caller: hi, can i know what time the flight from Colombo is reaching?
Me: * turns to wilfred* Ehs! its colombo la!
Annelis gives him The Stare.
We ended up laughing.
Another incident,
wilfred: * making dog noises and wolf whistles*
me: *nudge him* hey im talking to this guy, softer!
wilfred: * louder whistles and barks*
Caller: May i know if this is really changi Airport? why is there a dog barking in the background?
....
then we had some fun with the magazines he brought and also watched certain stuffs on his laptop. He's nice.
he added me on msn too, so when i got home, he instant messaged me..
wilfred: hey, guess what, im still working...!
me: oh my gosh how come? isn't it boring?
wilfred: okays la, at least i'll get the pay.
me: im damn bored.
wilfred: go sleep la, sleep then got energy
me: sleep too much equals pig.
wilfred: where got such thing?
wilfred: okays la, i entertain you, im with fu rong here
wilfred has just invited you to view his webcam, do you want to accept or decline his invitation?
eileen loo yi zhen has accepted wilfred's invitation to view webcam.
wilfred: * in webcam, lifting up his cup of 45cents bandung* cheers!
me: laughing my ass off.
wilfred: entertainment time over, gotta go, calls coming in.
me: kays then have fun, byes!
lol, so funny man that guy. he's a livewire!
im starting the NTUC job tomorrow, and because i wanna try to keep myself as occupied as possible, i changed most of my morning shifts to night shifts, from 11 pm to 7 in the morning. then sometimes, at 7, i gotta rush from the airport to paya lebar for the ntuc job. my parents are afraid that i'll be overexhausted, but i think i'll manage.
we, the loo family, always do manage. its just a matter of time.
So, heres to the busy days that i'll have with efect from tomorrow, well, have fun eileen loo yi zhen!
LOL. nonsensical post,
Of wilfred, NTUC and the call centre jobbie.
Cheers~
Goodbyes, (;
Saturday, January 5, 2008
8:43 PM
Changed
Changed
I changed my blogskin because many people told me to change it, quoting from some people, its " lame, ugly, too plain." P.S thanks sister. So, here is another one, kinda simple, but i think its alright. Im not angry anymore, dont worry. life is too short for me to be angry. And i wouldn't want my life to be shortened by the likes of her. and, i really ought to stop eating chocolates. i just found out that chocolates contain caffeine which stops your boobs from growing, lol. now i found out why im not big-busted, hopefully, its not too late for me! No wonder so many girls are already at B or C and im still stuck at A. Well, i gotta go. Going out with my parents for family day soon, and also, i dont really have anything to blog about.
Reminder : O levels results will be releasing in late january. This gives me enough time to prepare myself for the worst.
goodbye.
Reminder : O levels results will be releasing in late january. This gives me enough time to prepare myself for the worst.
goodbye.
7:02 AM
INSULTED
INSULTED
I went back to school yesterday, for the CCA exhibition ( not orientation ) , because Mr phoa told me to go back and take a look (: It was quite fun, except for the pangs of nostalgia i feel every now and then. I helped my juniors with the exhibition and it went quite well. I was offered a donut ( or doughnut? ) as a reward for being the most loyal senior but i declined it. Gave it to William the cute guy in Art club. Well, met Fazari when i was on my way home and we went to the canteen. found a bunch of people there. The insulting moment has arrived.
F to X : how do you pronounce the words on her dres?
X: dolche
X to J : dolche right?
J : Yups.
Me : *covered my shirt so they wont keep staring, kinda embarrassing*
C : IS IT REALLY A BRANDED ONE?
Me: *shocked* yes..
J : SINCE ITS BRANDED THEN YOU SHOULD JUST SHOW IT LA.
X: YA LA.
.... yes i know im not the sort of girl who can afford such brand like the dress i was wearing, miss well-to-do. im not a rich girl. my father is a bankrupt. But you know what? i think you're thinking is too shallow girl. Not everything in this world can be judged by the brands people wear. you ought to be ashamed of yourself.
So, i went back home. kinda insulted and miffed by their remarks. fazari went along with me, thank god for his good company. we grabbed some chocolates from Fairprice and walked home. Met vernon, who didnt fail to piss me off further.
V : Hey eileen loo! why you here?
Me: went back for CCA exhibition.
V: * didnt say anything just looking me up and down*
WHAT? DO I LOOK LIKE A FREAK IN THAT DRESS?!
F to X : how do you pronounce the words on her dres?
X: dolche
X to J : dolche right?
J : Yups.
Me : *covered my shirt so they wont keep staring, kinda embarrassing*
C : IS IT REALLY A BRANDED ONE?
Me: *shocked* yes..
J : SINCE ITS BRANDED THEN YOU SHOULD JUST SHOW IT LA.
X: YA LA.
.... yes i know im not the sort of girl who can afford such brand like the dress i was wearing, miss well-to-do. im not a rich girl. my father is a bankrupt. But you know what? i think you're thinking is too shallow girl. Not everything in this world can be judged by the brands people wear. you ought to be ashamed of yourself.
So, i went back home. kinda insulted and miffed by their remarks. fazari went along with me, thank god for his good company. we grabbed some chocolates from Fairprice and walked home. Met vernon, who didnt fail to piss me off further.
V : Hey eileen loo! why you here?
Me: went back for CCA exhibition.
V: * didnt say anything just looking me up and down*
WHAT? DO I LOOK LIKE A FREAK IN THAT DRESS?!