Trouble??

29.11.2009

Trouble?? This blog is for my coursemate name Tan Yung Khoon..
He have to choose between two lines..
If I were him, I will choose new~~~
I wan best thing for myself because I am a girl~~
N this is girl's nature...

and If I were Yung Khoon's best friend...
I will advice him not to choose between these...
and concentrate on the study..
He had skipped many classed because of the new...
and wasted his time~~
dont really understand wat he is thinking...
I think die for a girl is not worth~~ (although I , myself is a girl)
Because there are trillion girls outside...

If I were a guy,I rather die for on9 games or eating~!!!
enjoy life first~~^_^

When girl hurts u again and again...
Be aware because the next time she return, she might get use of u...
and who knows.. she will dump u again or for the last time until yr value is zero??!!!

Therefore, during study time..
better dont make yrself choose between various of choices....
cause it takes time even though just to make one choice~~

And u are not young anymore..
Time flyies without falling back ~~
Time will never stop for anyone~~

If I were u~~~
I will choose study ~~~
And
If u have only one choice, Just choose without regret~~~
And make her/him forever with u~~~

RIP

28.11.2009 Saturday

Blog... Sorry for neglected u for two months...
me have nothing to write nowadays...

During end of october, Jenny's grandpa pass away~~
but her mummy and brother ask me dont tell Jenny anything about that...
Then I just followd wat they said.. although I felt really really bad~~~
But her family worried about her preparation for her exam...
so, they dont wan tell her~~
Zhen Ni, sorry ya~~
I had to kept secret for yr good and yr parents promise...

During the time 15.11.2009, 0542am..
My grandfather pass away...
I missed my programming midtern test...
but luckily I can replace the test but with the more difficult one..
better than cannot replace, right??

During the fifth day, my grandpa pass away...
I dream about him~~~
He walked slowly like normal, but with pile look...
he walked pass by me.. but I called him(in dream)
then after I called, he walked towards me and asked me two question:
How are u and yr family??
and also have u eaten??

Me felt scared and awake~~ but refresh back..
actually he was my grandpa. so nothing to worry about....
I told my family and they said "is a good sign... and mayb he never went to the place u study and now he appear in yr dream to flied arround yr campus for visit..."
^_^... mayb~~ mayb~~~
So...
Rest In Peace, my dearest grand pa~~
If someone ask me.. DO u been love yr Grandpa??
I will answerL"Yes, I do !!"

NOT Gentleman~~

16.9.2009
Today is the second paper of my final exam....
English for Engineering test!
I felt very scare of this paper.. I fear of lack of time to finish this paper..
This paper is held at new block... BLOCK G!!!
The buildings there are very nice..
I sure the construction of the new building is different from the old block!
I will upload the photos of the new budiling very soon!!!

My coursemate!!! damn not gentleman!!!
I feel so hurt today!!!
KC just embarass me in front of other!!
I drop my file and my papers drop every where~~
I thought one of them might help me to pick up when I adjust the comfortable position to my hand holding paper..
BUT NO ONE OF THEM HELP ME!!!!

After I pick up the papers, one of them said:"If a pretty girl drops the paper, everyone sure fight to pick up those paper!!!" WTF!!!!
Even my boy friend didn't help me to pick up also!!!!
My tear nearly drop but no one know!!! T.T
All also not gentleman at all!!!

After this case, I just keep quiet before and after the exam...
sam, Me n ss eat lunch at 228, then the damn slow boss serve slow service, then my bag place at other table, not the same with Sam sitting and Ss sitting...
Then I jusy ask my bf to take my bag and place the same table as them..
Then, he said:"Aiyo, what also wan me to help!!!"
After I listen, I actually angry but still need to Q-up to pay the rice holding!!!
After paid, I got take my bag, then when I wanna take my bag that time, my bf took ad...
Then, I just say"NO NEED U HELP!!!"

After this, I will never ask him to help me to do anything~~~
So that, he will not say:"WHAT ALSO NEED ME TO HELP!!!" F.O~~~!!!!!
Who care about my feeling??
The sadness inside had come to a conclusion!!!
GUYS NORMALLY ARE NOT GENTLEMAN~~~~

DAMN~~ Fcuk!!

3x@m..T.T

090909 special day Wednesday

Saturday is the 1st day of exam..
the subject test.. is in Melay (Pendidikan Moral)

the 2nd subject is English in engineering on 16.09.2009
The 3rd subject is Circuit theory on 17.09.2009...
I very scare of this subject because although I know, I still not very sure that I know..
I have no confidence in this subject.
I very very very scare..
But I will try my best to study and remember all the formulae and proper steps...
the 4th subject is basic electronic on 19.09.2009
I feel this subject will cause me heart attack...
This subject exercise very easy, but the test and test very difficult!!!
Just try my best~~~
the last subject is programming on 28.09.2009
this subject is so much difficult compare foundation time..
haih... this subject I will study during the 9 days holiday~~~

Final, I will soon prepared!!!!!

register

2.9.2009...
The register I mean is register to a new course as new entry...
My campus... need us to register the subject choosen ourselve and place is limited!!!!!!

That mean we need to fight for our place in the next sem.
Such a joke if other campus know about this~~~
I don't know why they arrange the system like tat? Really feel wierd~~!!!

Besides this, the exam slip which normally the campus print for us BUT now.. the campus just ask us to print out ourselves
The course registration.. some of my coursemate canot get it sam group as most of us...
Because cannot get the place..
Just one minutue different, then cannot get the time they wan....
so horrible.. I really dont understand what happen~~~

couple

2.9.2009
Oh no.. why everyone also break ??
really don't know what their mind is thinking..
Few friends.. dump by girl although the guy say break to the girl.

One guy say that:" when guy like other, sure will not break up with the girl; BUT when girl like other, sure will break up with the guy!!"
I agree with his statement!!
I agree because the reasons are:
When a guy like another girl, he will think a perfect way to catch and date both girls in the same time..
In the opposite, when girl like other guy, she will think that the other guy she choose is the best...

Girl always wan the best thing for herself, that why happen so many break break things
In another case~~
When the best guy she tought is not very nice, then she will back to her ex-lover..
I think this mayb because of the ex-lover love her as much as she love him~~

The main point is: not all the girls will run away and that is...because they might reconsider about their ex-lover who love them more than they love the guys...
But if some relation really cannot have a way back, then please keep in mind:
"The next will be better!!"
When the mind become more mature, then you might thinking that why should I give up the whole jungle just because of the rotten trees??

But, this did not mean those who in a stable relationship go and try "the next will be better"...If u do so, That mean u are a very straight until you can bang yr head to the wall type person..
Always think which is best for yourself, but not always follow what other say~!!!

REMEMBER!!! Think~~

miss

17.8.2009
I miss my blog... Such a long time no upload any blog already~~~
Thing happend!!
about my darling and me
and
my darling's family...
Hope him get well as soon as possible...

My course mate... ^_^

29.07.2009

Now I going to introduction all my coursemate...

1) Ong Swee Seong: He is my bf come from Teluk Intan and he got a nooby face but I like it very much...One thing is he is quite scare about losing anything of his property.(1988)

2) Samuel Liew Sun Chean: He is the 1st guy I know in class who come from Ipoh and he is a very "Cincai" person. He is a very helpful guy~~ But, he is very lazy sometimes~~ ^_^(1988)

3) Edmund Leong Wen Jia: He is a genius which ome from Penang. He get 4 flat for the 1st semester. He is not selfish and he is very kind and helpful. He will helps anyone if they ask for his help.(1990)

4) Tan Tin Soon: My class rap come from Melaka. He is not a good guy since I knew him last year(2008). During my foundation year for the whole year, He don't even speak more than 1 sentence to me one day. But now.. everyday.. Sky.. SKy.. send me this.. and help me that.. sweat!! Bad guy!!!!(1990)

5) Tan Kia Chun: He is from Cameron but move to Ipoh when he is form 6. He is the most handsome guy in my class since last sem, but don't know will last for 4 years or not. He is a pro crapper!!! He crap a lots everyday~~ He is very good in mathematics and he come from Ipoh. He start to be lazy since this sem started. Don't know why~~He and Yung Khoon is brother since they are secondary school in Cameron.(1988)

6) Tan Yung Khoon: best brother of Kia Chun. He is a pro crapper too which come from Cameron Highlands. He talk much and know little but he is very good in mathematics also~~ He is a smoker!!! Normal also, right?? Smoke for releasing pressure~~~He is not a bad guy actually, but very naughty guy which like to ka ka cao cao other and like to speak bad words also~~!!!(1988)

7) Lew Wei Bin: He is a very quiet guy which come from Kajang. He is so quiet as he seldom speak or give any opinion. But, one thing I admire is... He got a high EQ!! (Dont know he got act in front of us or not) He very patient in everything and very hardworking too (sometimes).. ^_^ (1988)

8) Chong Yee Jun: He is from foundation but different badge with me because he repeat one subject. He stay at Kampar and every week also went back. He is a nice guy which always attend the class but have a low understanding power.. I hope he can GAMBATEH!!! I like this guy's attitude more than his "Best friend"( BELOW). (1989)

9) Yong Jing Ren: He is in my blacklist come from Ipoh. I put him in blacklist because not only he always skip classes and he is a big bully who always buly Yee Jun(nice guy). Sometimes, he skiped the 1st class then wanna attend the 2nd class.. He will ORDER Yee Jun went home and fetch him. Pity Yee Jun. BAD GUY!!!(1989)

10) Lee Chi Siang: He is come from Teluk Intan and honestly, I got little bit dislike his attitude. I felt that he got little bit proud of himself and soemtimes I feel that he is selfish also. I felt that he sometimes lazy and sometimes very laz!! Because hardworking in sometimes he interested and very lazy in assignment given. I said this because when I same group with him in Moral assignment, he just copy and paste everything without editting it. It SUCK!!(1987)

11) Ray Chong Chi Wei: He is from IPOH and from politechnic. I just feel that he need to put more afford in all his work in a smart way not a hardworking way. He is very hardworking guy as I know cause he always complete his work when asked. But one crazy thing about him is he ate bananas as dinner everyday since last sem until now. (1987)

12) Lean Kah Yong: This guy from PJ.... I have no comment in him!!! Although he is a clever guy, he very damn lazy. I same group with him in assignment, his work done is all from wikipedia and when I print out that time, all the links shown but not the work done. I get very angry about him (very).... I very scare he on9 also because everytime he on9 sure no good news but bad news.. or keep asking me this and that. sweat to him also!!!! (1990)

Got 2 friends who run away run this Electronic Engineering Course. That is Wai Yun Wen and Mervynn.

Wai Yun Wen: He is a cute guy from Ipoh and last time when he still same course with us, he is the elest in the class. Not dare to bully him but because of he is nice guy, Sometimes I bully him a bit. He is very nice friend. Until now, he still got visit us when he is free in Ipoh.(1986)

Mervynn Wong Peng Wen: He is a pro guy in cubic. He is the 1st guy I saw in my real life who play cubic very fast. Before I know his name, I gave him a name called "Turn Turn Turn pro".. hehe ^_^.. Actually, he is a very shy guy also. He always let Tan Tin Soon bully. For my information, he now at Kuala Lumpur waiting for the good news from SIngapore to continue his EE course there.. Hope him ALL THE BEST!!!

H@pPy BiRthD@Y

22.07.2009

Happy Birthday to my Darling Swee Seong.~~~

21 birthday meant so much for me..
Therefore, I wish my surrounding ppl always in good mood during their 21 birthday~~
This year not mine 21, but my Swee Seong..
Happy Birthday to him~~~
BTW, my youngest sister birthday too~~
Happy Birthday to u, Kar Wei~~

Grandma

18.07.2009

Grandma always felt no appetite to eat anything...
When grandma walking, then she fell down..
she fell down 3 times in just one day...
And she get 2 blue black in her forehead~~~
Pity my grandma..

Now, my Aunt taking care of her everyday..
everyday feed her eat although she refuse to eat...
My mummy will also stand aside to keep an eye on my grandma on her diet..
I hope Grandma get well and become fatter when I went back to hometown on the next week...

^_^...^_^...^_^

shock!!!

12.07.2009

I went back to my hometown~~
I received a bad new about my mummy's health~~
I...... I..... I.....
I felt pain in my heart!!!

I wonder y... Y??
I am the last person know about this also~~~
I felt sad and helpless...
I can did nothing to help my mummy~~~
This sadness who knows??
I even did not tell my bff.. One also them also no!!!

There are something tumour in her uterus...
She having serious pain when her period came...
This continue for more than 1 years without checking properly from doctor...
She went for a doctor before, but the doctor said nothing happened...
When she went for the other doctor checking after months, it was too late...

Now, my mummy eat medicine everyday and one pill cost RM120..
One pill can last for 2 days...
One month (30 days/ 2 )*120=RM1800 each month~~
If there are no recover, then the result is need to cut it off...
Just think only, u can feel the pain when female uterus get cut off...

the thing I need to do is... reduce my own expenses...
and also always remind her to take care herself...



U are the queen of my heart~~~

Mummy, I love u ~~~ I always love u~~~

1st time?!

18.7.2009

I cooked Cabbage soup for the very 1st time..
1st bowl of soup..
very happy~~~ ^_^


BUT~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~



This also for the very 1st time!!
I don't hope I did it again!!!!
Don't~~~~!!!

Pls~~

Pls dont lie to me!!!

13log cancelled

4.7.2009
Yew's blog R.I.P on 2day (3.7.2009)
please pray for it.....
xiaoyew.blogspot.com not occure anymore...

DOnt know why she did that but sure got her reason...
But blogging seems important for me because I can share...
sharing is caring, right??

Back to the old topic... FRIENDSHIP
Actually what friendship really mean??
Do give me some reply >......

I don't know!!

When someone answer u with "I don't know!!"
Sure u will get mad, right??
But when u answer other with "I don't know!!"
What will other reply u??

This blog is about I don't know~~!!!

(^_^)~~~(^_^)
I don't know what happen in me~~
I don't know what am I thinking now~~
I don't know when I can slim down~~
I don't know what will tomorrow going to be~~
I don't know what will be my choice for breakfast tomorrow~~
I don't know when will be the time my laziness gone~~

One thing I know is I don't know everything!!!

friendship

19.6.2009

This week is the special week...
My classmate planned many activities this week..,
Monday night online at A Station~~~
Tuesday went to Ipoh for movie and bowling and eat eat eat~~
Wednesday played badminton at the girl school (almost all classmate except TTS+2Edmund's housemate)~~
Thursday went online at SKY OnLINE for free~~
Friday planned going to Gua Tempurung on Next week~~

I don't know when the whole class relation suddent become so deep...
I am quite surprise and happy~~ Cause I am in the group too~~
I felt that I began to love my class...
I love it so much~~
the people are friendly and naughty cause always fight back~~
and got two guys quite like to syok sendiri.. always praise themselve...
But cannot comment other cause I belong to the syok sendiri type one~~
hehe...

I hope my group will stick together until the last year..
The final year~~
Together play together enjoy and together graduate~~

(^_^~~~^_^~~~^_^~~~^_^)

Target SET!!!

15.6.2009

my targett set~~~~

That is to study smart~~

I wil try and spend little bit time of each day to study and to revise back what had been taught..

I dont wan to be a loser or someone who dont know what is future~

The challege start too~~

New Sem new challege~~

I want to WIN!!!

^_^...^_^...^_^

vocation

5-9.6.2009

I have my vocation at Perhentian Island
The places there are so so so so pretty and the view is beautiful~~
I swear u would have as many fun as me if u had visit Perhentian Island...

^_^...^_^...^_^

My Birthday

23,05,2009 Saturday

This year Birthday was memorable!!!
So many friends wish me H@pY BiRthday!!!
Th@nk you, everyone~~~

I celebrated it with my dear dear~~
He had gave me a dozen of chocolate and 23 red+5 pink hand-made roses...
Thank you very much, dear dear~~~

H@pPY Birtd@Y 2 m3!!! I love myself!!!! ^_^

Going to Birthday~~

14.05.2009... Thursday

This week will be my sister's birthday...
After 3 days of my sister's birthday is my brother's birthday...
After 3 days of my brother's birthday will be my 19 birthday...

Haha~~~
Oli 6 days, already involve 3 birthdays..
Then come into one conclusion tat is celebrates together on 17.05.2009(sister's birthday)

I going to gave her a jacket which she requested~~ ^_^
well, my brother..
He did not ask for anything~~
I think I would just give him a shirt or something still thinking~~^_^
He has his own air-con this month...
I think the air-con is the present which my daddy give to him~~

What about I would give myself??
I think I would give myself a free day (buy and drink whatever I wan) ^_^

H@PpY BIRThD@Y TO U5~~

Holiday

11.05.2009

Finally finish final test ad...
feel tat have release the big stone in the heart!!!
FEel damn NICE~~~ ^_^

Daddy had decided family vocation!
Vanue: Pular Redang
Time:5,6,7,8 June 2009

waiting for those days to arrive...

Quarrel??

23.04.2009... Thursday....

My friend 2day sent me a sms and scold, ask me about her ex....
I don't know what went wrong..
She wanted to start a fight with me!!!
I have no idea what the points she wanna quarrel with me!
She said tat I lie to her...
what for I lie to her?? I get no benefit in it if I lie to her...
In the end, she is the one who lie to me , not I lie to her!!!
I felt heart broken when I knew she was the one who lie to me...

Beside lie to me, she had created a touching story also.
I have no idea to trust in her touching story...
A person's spirit separate his body and doing something else outside???
So u all believe??
Mean last time I saw her ex tat time, the one I saw was his spirit!!!
OH my GOD!!!!
A spirit can take a handphone and sms someone else???
And because of this incident, she lie to me...
And in the opposite, she saying me.. I am the one who lie to her!!!
Do u think this is too much???
She was the one who lie to me then she say I am lie+ing to her!!!
I felt really heart broken!!!

B4 2day's incident, there were another case!!
She scold me because of her ex!!!
I dislike this kind of attitude very much, but I have to patient cause she is my friend...
Another case was she had sent a blackmail to me!!!
She order me to go back hometown with her, if not her friendship relation with me will just break off like tat ....
A blackmail sent by her as a friend??
I was on anger when I saw the blackmail she sent and I did not went back with her at the end!!
I have no idea what the definition of friendship for her!!

I felt that I doing bad luck this week, luckily my exam was placed at next week...
I hope everything would be fine after this Sunday!!!

Forgiving

22.04.2009.... Wednesday~~~

Mr.K and Mrs.K are back!!!
This two devil are back and their mouth start activated again!!!
They are now at Kampar~~~
Such a scary things during this study week~~

Seriously I don't know wat had I done to them and they treated me like tat...
Saying bad things about me behind my back??
I have no idea what wrong had I done to them!!
I keep asking myself "Y Y Y???"
Finally, I get the answer is "I.D.K (I don't know!!)"

Although I got a little bit anger by hearing what they had said, But~~~~
Whatever they done and said, I 4give them~~~
Because they are not mature enough.
Saying something behind friend's back and let their friends alienated her or him is such a childish action... Agree???

Hope I am the last person that cause their mouth saying this...
Hope they would never said and repeat this action to any friends...
Hope they would change and move to mature state~~

If one day they might look my blog, they might think I pretend as a gentle girl
Seriously I am not pretending and pretending is such a suffer stuff.
And One thing I know is :Cherish every friends because friends are those who help u in the future!
I do treat u two as friends, but don't u two??
Mr.K and Mrs.K, u two are forgiven~~~ (^_^)

To: My dearest Yew Yew

Sorry cause become their recorder~~~
And thank you for being so nice to me although I am devil...
wakaka~~~
I know little bit suffer and I understand this kind of suffer...
I just wan to tell u:"I love u as my bff, Yewyew~~~"
And hor... "Sorry for making u suffer... I will cherish u as long as my last breathe!!"
Muaxx muaxx muaxx~~~

XoXo: SKY

Rearrange the mood

12.04.2009... Sunday...

Time to rearrange the playing mood and start the study mood 2day...
I need to keep up all the naughty mode and playful mode...
I don't wan repeat! I don't wan resit!
I just wan a pass~~~~

I sure I can do it...
Timetable of my final is:
29/4 Engineering in Society
02/5 Pengajian Malaysia
04/5 Tamil Language
06/5 Maths in Engineering
11/5 Digital Electronic

Maths and the Digital and the Engineering in Society need to study hard hard hard hard..

Gambateh, SKy~~~~ Gambateh ,SKy~~~~ Gambateh , Sky~~~~ Gambateh, SKy~~~加油~加油~加油~~~ 嘉欣，加油!!!

I love you!!!

Do you know that Love word cannot say out so easily?
Do you know that Love can only be said when u sure that u love someone?
And lastly...
Do you know that after Love word be said, you should take responsibility in it?

I had think much before I say I Love you!
I had think of promises that I should give.
I had think about are u the one I should Love.
I had think about are u the one I should spend the rest my life with.

When I make decision, then it had come to a conclusion!
My "I Love You" had said when I sure about my own feeling!
And I did said to u, Swee Seong.

Do you know how long it take for saying out I Love You to U??
I had think lots....
But, finally all the things I think I accepted!!!
And I accepted every parts of u!!!
And had came to conclusion:
I love you, Swee Seong.

Test?

4.4.2009.... Saturday

2day my maths test!
I study all the chapter tat include in the test...
I understand the part and the steps of the examples in the notes.
But...
I wonder y I still don't know how to do the question that come out!
y? I think mayb I really a duffer!!!

This few days, I got think about something about changing course...
I scare I cannot do well in the EE course.
My digital electronic.
I understand what is going on and what had been taught, But I always fail in my lab experiment.
Fail= Not suitable
I seriously feel myself is useless person leh!
Maths not good, lab always fail... and no more..
But, this 2 subjects give so much pressure to me...
especially Maths, maths would continue until I graduate and until the forth year.
I seriously so scare!!!
what can I do now is.. Try my Best!!!
Although try still facing the fail, I think I would not give up until I get the final examination result!

Everyone who see this title, pls pray hard for me! I not greedy, I just wan a pass, cgpa of 2.0..

Wish

30.03.2009.。。。 Monday

I wish u happy everyday..
I with u will free of troubles... (except academic trouble ^_^)
I wish u would feel no worries with me...
N I wish u would shares everything with me
Because I always be by yr side to listen yr words~~

Too much wishes already~~
hehe.....
Although I mix with friends, I will care for u also~~
I care bcause u are someone to me~~
Someone special?! wakaka~~~~
Don't worry, ya...
And do think of me always ya... hehe~~~

After wishes, I sudden think of tear~~~

Tear?!
we should let tear do its job in other way~~~
Tear can be shed u feel the happiness too...
When u happy, u can also drop yr precious tear too.
And do remember every drop of tear is precious!!
Do not shed the precious tear for no reason and do leave it for someone u care!
Think positive!!!
Out life should full of colorful not full of tear!

(^_^)~~~(^_^)~~~(^_^)~~~(^_^)