Merry christm@s....

25.12.2008... Thursday...Sunny day

This year christmas was the most lonely christmas for me...
No vocation, no present, no turkey and no shopping!!!

This is really a silent night...
Just like the song "Silent Night"....

It did not seem too bad for me because I got my family...
The most important is celebrate together with family...
We went to Panorama Hotel for dinner....
The dinner price is shared by us( sister, brother n me) ...
special meal for us...
I love christmas of this year...
silent and peace....

waiting...等待

SUnday, 21.12.2008, Rainy day....

I keep waiting for your reply & sms
but no reply...
我一直在等待，
但一直没有回复...
Until today already got 3 days
Finally got your reply...
到今天已有三天了
今天终于等到了....
Just a few word u said
then u off the call...
说了几句，
就关电话了....
send short message for u
U did not reply....
寄信息于你，
你并没有回复~~~
I think I just can let u busy yr things 1st
Then only will spend time to understand more about you~~~
我想我只能做的事就是让你忙你的事再联络
只能等下次或下下次再花些时间了解你吧~~~
Lastly,I wanna tell you that I miss you!!
最后，我想对喜欢的你说：“我很想你!!”
seriously very miss you, dear...
亲爱的，真的很想念你~~~

Finally...

15.12.2008, Monday, Shinny day

Finally, my daddy knows about Sw...
He say :" Y like this one, ask her study then she likes this...A guy may affect her"
I sometimes think I am too fast with him..
A guy which I knows more than 2 months then become my bf ad...
A guy which I never meet before then become my bf ad...
I sometimes I am so silly~~~~

Although some of my friends say :" sw is good...don't leave him"
But, I also have friends say:" Sw is not tat good, he always did not care about yr feeling... Leave him...."
I still with him...
I very scare...
Cause the feeling of make me wanna leave is so strong now...
Seriously I love him~~~
But, I don't know what am I to him...
His parents know about me, but they did not say anything...

I scare because of next year...
I going to Bachelors Degree of Electronic Engineering..
My result is average..
I am not that good in physics..
My friends advise me change course, but I refuse to do so..
"As you choose yr bed, u must lie on it"
It is very true...
I choose the course, so I must be continue as my choice..
Not say I so stubborn...
How would u know the result if u did not put any effort in it?!
I believe I can...
I will not let my parents down...
I will try my best to achieve the basic requirement to continue until graduate...
I will try very hard without complain...

Complain

14.12.2008, Sunday, Rainy

2day woke up late because of rainy day....
I Sleep like baby for the whole day...
I Had 4get about the Test on Wednesday...
Sweet dream appeared which I wish for everyday...

nice nice nice~~~
But, when I woke up everything just changed~~~

I had absent mind for 2day...
Not able to find the solution to get A....
Is it hard to find a way?
I always remember What other say,
but do they give me the guide way?

I hope everyone will not work in the selfish way...

2day my dear complain me in many ways...
He said I always complain him everyday...
He said I am fat at everytime and everyday...
He even asked other am I fat too...
2day he even say I am a dogg...

A dogg tat always refuse to do in what he say...
A dogg tat always did not bother what he say...
A dogg tat always fight for things which he say....
A doog tat always did not listen to what he say...

I am in sad mood when he said these...
I am dissapointed when he said these...
I get heart broken when he said these...
I get tear in my heart when he said these...

I admit sometimes I am don't wan listen to what he say...
I admit sometimes I am selfish because I care about my phone credits...
I admit sometimes I am angry but I did not say out...
I admit sometimes I am a kind of stubborn girl tat never follow order...

But, I am so mind tat my dear just say I am a dogg..
I mind about my dear always say I am fat...
I mind about my phone credit cause not my money...
I mind about what other say about me especially u ask other am I fat...
As my dear, u should always support me....

If I am fat.
You should say :"u not that fat la"/"Even other say u fat, but for me, u are perfect."
If I am stubborn.
You should say :"Darling, don't be so naughty la, if not , I will hug u tightly"
If I am care about credit.
You should say :"Darling, we should talk less cause our heart always connected one"
If I am angry.
You should say :"Darling, am I made u mad about me? Sayang back lo... Muach"

I just a normal girl, and I have nothing as my wish...
I like my dear as much I like my other thing...
I like my dear as much as my family...
I like my dear as much as the feeling become love...
I like my dear deeply, I hope he likes me deeply too...

I just wish my dear care about me...
I just wish my dear do not sarcastic me...
I just wish my dear be more mature...
I just wish my hear treat me as important as money....
I really broken heart, tear shed in my heart....

Devil back

11.12.2008, Thursday, Normal

2day I am so happy...
I Have u back to my soul, Devil...
Since February after our quarrel, we did not talk and sms each other for 10 Months.
U said I had changed in our quarrel, but seriously I did not change.
I still got miss u every moment.
I wan to tell u that after the date when we in the dark, I not dare to go dark place anymore.
This is a fear for me..
I think this is because u are not by my side.
Now, u are my brother...
Cause I had get rejected after yr 18 birthday.
Although get rejected, u still treat me very nice like saying sweet sweet words to me.
U had told me that yr gf will get easy jealous because of me, but u still wan disturb me..
U had told me that yr gf is very sensitive about me, but u still talk to me in front of her...
I am so so happy that now u are back to me to share yr things and mine too...
I like you because u always cheer me up...
Thank you, my dear devil brother...

Order~~!!!

Friday, 5.12.2008, rainy day
I was sick yesterday~~ I slept and slept and slept...
2day felt so much better...
But, something happen..
I very sad...

Cause my dear's mummy likes sending me an order - bring us jalan-jalan when we reach kampar...
She said they will reached at 19, but I probably will be at home on 19 Dec cause after final exam already....
I surely wan to spend time with my family...
They are my love one~~~
I told Sw's mummy already that I going back to hometown, then her replied me:" then who bring us to jalan-jalan when we reach Kampar?"
I don't think this is a request... I took it as order, but I rejected already..
I hope she will understand my situation.!!!
I would like to spend much of my time with family and prepare the things for Christmas together~~~


For me, Christmas is the most important season... I will very cherish every moment in Christmas...

max well hill

Monday, 1.12.2008, Rainny day~~
Yesterday, we went to Max Well Hill... For vocation and enjoy...
We went there for BBQ and steamboat... SO much to eat... (^_^)
We were very happy when reached there. Then, our destination for BBQ was up from the place we slept. So, we had changed the place to sleep to upper part, but need to walk for 10 mins.

At night, my brother.sister,SOAP n I climbed up 1st... so that, we could started the fire and wait for the other arrive. I was very scare cause DARK~~~ T.T

We start the fire for almost an hour, then other ppl finally arrive. Very noisy but helpless. They know only gambling and shake their legs for food.. Like Doggy shake their tails when they wan food. Really LAZY like hell, except my daddy cause he got help us to start the fire~~~



Finally, the fire started.




2day,we cleaned everything used. And took picture as memory...
I love my family~!!!! Muach~~~








After taking pictures, we went back....
BUT, something that unhappy happy...

That was: my daddy's brother's bag had left!!!
He get shock and needed a high cholesterol pill to control....



You see!!! NO LIE to u all~~~ :)

Dissappointed

27.11.2008, Thursday, Sunny day
Finally, their answer were not attending the BBQ party. I am not shock of their answer, just waiting for them to say it.

I wonder why they will make the decision like that. They did not think about what will happen in the future. They might lost lots of friends because of always sticking to each other. Seriously say, this is just a simple things to organize a BBQ. They don't wan because she complained that everything also she done. Actually not!!! I can surely tell. When deciding the venue last time, she was the one who spoke louder and said, the BBQ can have it in my house. Then now, she just said "NO No NO No NO NO"

what the stuff she scare for??? Cleaning? Preparing? Buying? or Busying?? I don't understand. They think they are so sweet for always being together? Actually this is because they are still in hot hot period. If these lasting for years, they sure will said you do yr things n I do my things. Seriously said~~~ Not saying wan to break them or what... Because that was my experience.!!

Less they two is not a big deal... Who cares?? If really cannot held it in her house, we can find another places for it. I do not believe there will not be any space for BBQ. What the attitude they have?? Pui Pui Pui... I look down on them although the girl is very good in all the subjects. So good for wat? U have lost lots of friends. I prefer friends than getting excellent results.

Besides, Ean was very not syok of these. She as the class rep who never complained anything although she always suffer alone. I admire her for being to tough. And HC & Justine?!.. I very disappointed in what they decided. I believe everyone too....This is the picture of them... Look so sweet, right? But their heart... mayb made off something "special"..... :P

Happy!!!! (^O^)

25.11.2008, Tuesday, Rainy Day
2day, my presentation day for Web Page Design. I felt no mood because of 1st day(Girl). I was tire. 2day got BBQ with friends. In another word, this is a friend gathering between friends.

When presentation time, I was present the part(about us). Honestly saying, I really did not do much in the assignment. The thing I was proud of is the pattern of the photo that float to the left. I really love that. 2day, the lecturer also got ask me about how I get that. Happy... cause my work realize by other. After presentation, we had a photo taking time. I had took a lots of photo with my course mate. I really happy.









After practical, It was raining cats and dogs.. So, the BBQ plan have to be a bit late cause many things not yet bought from the TESCO there. But, finally I can do it on time.We started at 1940 because of the bad weather. I felt very happy because I had succeed organised a small Bbq with friends. Participants of the BBQ were: M3, Har, Yew, Yiting, HC, Justin, Yong Chao, Yee Mun, Ah Boo and Tat Boon. I really happy although I was very very tire. (^_^)

Special~~

Monday, 24.11.2008, Sunny day

2day is my dear's birthday. He is 18 ad.. Haha~~~ This is the 1st birthday that he with me.. I think I am so bad to him, cause when my birthday that time he was very nice to m3.. But when his birthday, I just can do nothing... I hope I will celebrate with him for his next, next next , next next next && BIRTHDAY~~~
I wanna say:" Happy Birthday, My dear dear Sheng wang..."



2day HarHar came back from her vocation. She said she growing fatter and fatter, but I don't realize that... Mayb I myself grow fatter already~~Haha... So happy she had came back.. Long time no see her ad, really miss her...She is one of the best friends in Utar. Last time I really got little bit jealous that she alienated me, but now I understand that friend cannot be always rope together. Thank you, friend. I have learned many things from you, Har...



2moro mayb will held a small BBQ for her. Participants are: M3, Y3w, Har, Boon, Yi Ting, Huey Chin, Justine, Boo n Y33 Mun~~~ Hope all can draw from busy~~~ @(^_^)@

nice memory...

I said these because I went to Penang with my friends. We went there because of the assignment, Penang food. Besides, we also meet out friend, Kyle.....A handsome guy and he is super self-lover.
I said he is a super self-lover because last time he took photo of himself in the class while the lecturer was teaching in the lecture class. Then, he said the way of taking a photo which look thinner is take yr photo up to 45 degree, then u can take a nice and thin photo. From that onward, his name is set as self-lover KYLE in my handphone... This is he n I in QueenBay's McD.
We went Penang for food. When reached Penang, I was slept in Ah Yew's house and her dog so fierce. Her mum n sisters quite okay. Look at the photo below which taken when we were eating for assignment. (^_^)...(^O^)