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Monday, June 29, 2009 @11:50 PM

A Rainy Day That Brings Comforts To My Soul

It has been raining for the whole day.
Since the moment I woke up till night.
The cool breezes that brushes through my face,
It brings comfort to my soul.
Because it bring the assurance of Your presence in my life.

The night before I was slipping away from You.
So weak to speak and stand before You.
All I need was a little encouragement.
All I need was a little push to lift me up again.
But I can’t find it anywhere.
Not from Man, not from ministry, not from things.
Deep inside me, I knew the answer was You.
But carnally I refused to turn to You.
I search for what is temporary and something that is instant.
I forget of the things You can give me.
I forget of the things You can satisfy me.

At the moment I wanted to give up.
Because nothing satisfy my soul,
Not only that, I’m resisting to the change of life station.
I had so much anxiety in the future and work.
All I need was a little encouragement.
All I need was a little push to lift me up again.
But I can’t find it anywhere.
I struggle with myself and I read Your Word till I fell asleep.

Today as I wake up.
The feelings remain in me.
I still felt the same way as last night.
However, what comforts me was a meal with my parents and the rainy day.
Just eating with my parents, I felt the love.
When I talked to them, I felt the love and concern too.
It reminded me of You.
How You love me.
If my parents can love me so much,
What more the Heavenly Father can’t do?
You gave Your one and only son just to die for me.
Just to save my soul.
It’s insane to think of what You go through to save us.
But You still did it.

As I was watching Joyce Meyer’s teaching online,
I was really blessed by it.
I was encouraged by her message and prayers too.
I hear the voice of God ringing in my heart.
And suddenly everything that is happening makes sense.
Things I need to change and grow.
Things I need to make decision on.
FAITH is the answer to what I’m struggling with.
I need to EXPECT breakthrough in order to have breakthroughs.
How can I have victory if I already have thoughts of defeat?
Definitely not!

“Knowledge puffs up, but love builds up – 1 corinthians 8:1”
How easy it is to hear and know but hard to apply.
Now I understand what Peixin was telling me,
That I have the knowledge, I just need to apply them.
In other words, I need to put them into practice.
Applied knowledge is wisdom.
I really need to do it one step at a time.
I pray that I’ll continually be guided by you Lord.
I need you in my life.

♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach

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