Saturday, November 22, 2008 @11:46 AM
Just You
In brokenness, I cried out to You.
Knowing that You are there.
In brokenness, I run to You again
Knowing that You will deliver.
In brokenness, I pour out all I have to You
Knowing that You hears
Who else but You my Lord, can save this dying soul of mine?
Who else but You my Lord, can deliver me from the troubles?
Who else but You my Lord, hears the deepest cry of my heart?
Who else but You my Lord, knows who I really am?
Who else but You my Lord, accept me just as I am?
No one else but only You can pick me up again.
Your hands of grace that embraces me so tightly
You love me just as I am.
You protect me from all harm and condemnation
Come quick and do not delay,
For this heart of mine is failing.
Do not abandon me nor let me be alone.
But may Your presences be with me always and forever more.
Give me Your daily bread that gives life to my soul.
Food that is so enriching and soul satisfying.
Only You can change me.
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
Monday, November 10, 2008 @11:46 PM
A day out with the Lord
I had quite a tough day today, but I thank God that it ended off well.
Morning was a battle between my flesh and my spirit.
Both keep clashing.
It hurts the heart and drains me out.
All I could do was just to pray.
Pray and Pray and Pray!
Pray till God hears my prayer.
Pray till I find the peace in my heart.
Pray till I find stability in my emotions.
Pray till my heart is right with God.
Thank God for His faithfulness and unfailing love.
He hears and answers me as I seek earnestly
My heart is softened by Him.
My heart is made willing by Him.
My heart is humbled by Him.
Though initially it hurts and seems all bad.
But as I wait patiently on the Lord,
He heals that brokenness and hurts in me.
And restore the JOY and LOVE in me.
Not of the temporal but of the eternity.
No one can take it away.
A day out alone with the Lord was great.
At first I was rather bored and didn’t want to go alone.
I keep asking people around if they are free to come out and chill.
LOL!
But I guessed everything is so planned by God.
No one can make it at all.
Oh wells, so I went alone with the Lord.
It was a training of security and knowing that the Lord is there.
It was great.
I had many talks with the Lord too.
It’s cool talking to God.
Telling Him everything you can ever think of.
HAHAHA!
I can’t believe that I shopped for like 3hours.
Unbelievable.
But it was fun and cool.
I train my courage too.
Talking to strangers and asking them for things.
It’s been much learning with the Lord today.
I miss these good old times with God.
Just being so real and relax before Him.
Coming to Him without agenda but just to spend time with Him.
That’s the way God desires us to spend time with Him.
It’s just being real to Him.
I pray that God nail all these things into my heart.
Lord, walk each day with me.
Never leave me alone.
Guide my every step.
Hold me tightly by your side.
You are a good God.
I will praise You for all You’ve done.
You are worthy of all things.
AMEN!
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
Monday, November 03, 2008 @12:32 AM
2nd chance
I pray night and day
Hoping things would be better
Hoping God would give me another chance
Surrendering my all to Him
Battling within myself
Yes, indeed God is good
As I give my all to Him
As I learn self-control
He gave me another chance for the situation
He gave me another chance to pass this test
He gave me another chance to make things right this time.
Although I felt a relief
But I know it isn’t the end
In fact it is just the beginning
Beginning of battling with choices
Beginning of turning to God by obeying the Holy Spirit
I cannot fail this time
I must pass it well with the help of the Holy Spirit
I must learn self-control well
I must learn to guard myself at all times
I must learn to focus despite of many distractions/temptations
I must learn it, I must learn it well!
Father! Help me to walk even closer to you.
Help me to pray to you at all times
Especially when I am tempted
Remind me of the consequences if I go by my own way
Help me to be clear
Help me to check my motive at all times
Teach me Holy Spirit
Guide me Holy Spirit
Empower me Holy Spirit
For You are the one that can change me.
Let me not be tired
But help me to persevere on this race.
Strengthen my weak soul
And may my confidence & trust be on you and not myself.
Thank you, Lord. Amen
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach