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Monday, February 26, 2007 @2:57 PM

Dont sway! Be firm!

It was a great sharing with Yiwei( PAULA) yesterday,
I didn't expect to share so much with her.
I guess I keep wondering how's she and her cg ba
When she share to me the other day.
I just seem curious and want to help her in someways.
I didn't really expect
That my live testimony would impact her that much.
And so did her testimony impacted me too.
I had a great time with her.
Sharing and spurring each other on,
Rather stumbling each other.
I love that kind of quality time spent.

After talking so much to her,
I went to meet Ace to visit Mx.
She fell ill and was rather stressed up over her work.
So we decided to visit her and pray for her.
Ace saw the need to encourage her,
Despite having a presentation not donefor tmw.

I really look up to how she go all out for people.
She inspired me with that example.
Ace taught me a lot of things too as I asked her questions.
I'm not sure if is it a habit or what,
But I realised that nowadays I love to ask leaders question.
I guess it is the curiousity in me and wanting to learn,
That spur me on the ask questions.
I thank God for that.
I learn a lot of little things through that.
And all the more I love to hang out with leaders,
Not because I want to be their pet or what.
But I want to learn much more.
I remember Ace said something like that

"It is not how much you know but how fast you apply.
How fast you grow depends on how fast you apply your knowledge"

Yea! I agree with her fully.
It was really a great time yesterday.
:)

I seriously pray that God will strengthen my heart & not sway.
I need to be firm and know what God wants for me.
I need to remember.
Human tend to be forgotful beings.
Hence, I will write it down if I have to.
I want to let my "righteousness shine out like the dawn
& salvation like a blazing torch"
Just like the meaning of my name "Hephzibah"
There is so much more things to learn each day.
I pray that the Holy Spirit will be my guidence everyday.
Speaking to me the right and wrong in life.
I also pray that I will be sensitive enough to hear it.
Thank God for everything.AMEN!

there's not a place
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Sunday, February 25, 2007 @4:25 AM

The God of all comfort

I'm so amaze by the way God works.
One challenge gone & now a new challenge is right in front of me
It's so fast.
I hardly got the time to breathe or take a rest from it.
But one thing that I ought to remember is that,
No matter what comes into my way
I'm not all alone by myself.
God is with me.
And He will be with me always.

In the mist of getting hurt,
I was glad I still have my bros & sisters
To comfort me
And allow me to understand certain things
Which I do not understand.
But ultimately,
One word from God is far better
Than a thousand words from men.

God is the healer of all
The comforter of all.
I can't deny it,
Because I personally experience it
A few years back.
That is when I learn to surrender myself to Him
And admitted that I needed God in my life.

God is so good~!

I pray for those who are struggling
With certain areas of your lives.
To really surrender your life
And lift up your burden to Him
For the Lord says "For my yoke is easy,and my burden is light"
There is nothing impossible that the Lord cannot do.
Trust and wait upon He's reply to your prayers.
God hears our prayers. =)

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Saturday, February 24, 2007 @1:10 AM

Father, hear my cries!

I cried "Lord Lord, teach me how to let go."
I had to admit,
That it is hard to let go.
The feelings there are so real,
But I can't depend on the feelings.
They will fade one day.
It is always easier said than done.

The only thing I can do to help myself and you,
Is to account every now and then.
So that we will not fall into the same thing
Again and again.
I have to learn to say "no" too.

Things will turn out well soon.
We just need to learn from this
And be more cautious about it.

Lord, please take control of my heart, my soul & my mind
I can't handle this myself.
I need your guidence.
I need your help to guard this weak heart of mine.
Lord, help me!
Hear my cries and pain from deep within.
This is just a torment to me.
I'm wasting too much time on this,
Rather than making all these time to do your work.
We can't grow like that.
Help us Lord.
Keep us away from tempting each other.
Help us to guard our heart well.
I pray all these in Jesus name.Amen!

"The Joy of intimacy is the reward of Commitment"

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Monday, February 12, 2007 @7:28 PM

In my deepest despair, You show me the way

It was that unfaithful day,
That my heart was broken
And my soul shredded into pieces,
You came and showed me the way.

I've never felt this way ever since
The day I decided to follow Your ways again.
But now I felt it again.
I asked myself "what went wrong?"
Through thorough thoughts
And persistant prayer, I found the answer.

"What's next?" I thought to myself.
Overwhelmed by sadness and anxiety,
Tears just keep flowing down.
I've lost my mood for everything.

At that moment,
I felt lost and helpless.
As if I was alone.
I knew You were right beside me
But I dare not speak nor even go to You.
It was that dwelling in sin that kept me from You

Wise as usual,
You use people around me to speak to me
And remind me of Your grace and mercy
Upon sinners like us.

Oh,
How could I not praise you?
How could I not speak of your AMAZING love?
How could I not speak of your grace?
How could I not speak of your mercy?
How could I not speak of your goodness?
How could I......?....

No one else deserve much more praises
Then You deserve.
All I am is yours
Now and forever more
I will no longing just say but do it too
Because ACTION speaks louder than words.
I have no regrets knowing and accepting You.
It is the greatest gift ever.
Thank You for everything. :)

Oh Lord,
Your grace is fully sufficient for me.
Your mercy is enough to make me get things right.
All of my days,
It is You whom I should live for
Not myself.
I humble myself and
I ask of your forgiveness, grace and mercy
Upon what I've done.
Those unpleasent things to You,
That have hurt in everyway.
I repent all these in Jesus name.
Thank for everything You've done for me,
Even though I'm not worthy of it.
I pray all these in Jesus name,AMEN!

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in heaven that we cant reach

@7:24 PM

Stop and Think

Hey Peeps! Check out this video. I was inspired after I watch this video. I hope you will too. Enjoy!!:)

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Sunday, February 04, 2007 @4:13 PM

I learn how to face rejection and have courage

WOOHOO! What a breakthrough in this area of my life.
I didn't even think I can overcome it until,
I learn to deny myself and obey what is right.

I PRAISE GOD for that!
It really feels great to have breakthrough. :)
I am very encourage by my shepherd too.
Guiding me step by step,
To help me achieve what I ought to achieve.
GO GO GO!

I pray that I'll continue to do what is right
And be His obedient child.

Thank You Jesus for everything! Hees.

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Thursday, February 01, 2007 @6:10 PM

Do you grief like how Micah grief for his nation?

To see what you see really made me feel broken and horrible deep within.

When Pastor Ben preached about Micah griefing for his nation, I never knew how broken micah felt deep within until I personally experience it myself. I was so badly burdened and broken when I see what I never really understand before and to see it now.

All I knew at the first instant was to pray and pray and pray to God. I prayed with all my heart and burden for it. I seem to see what is most important for now and to learn to let go of certain things in my life. In my deep brokeness, I see the reason I am here and the reason I live for and also who I actually live for.

I thank God for showing me these things. Indeed, things dont happen just because they happen but God made it happen so that we can see and learn from it and also to respond back to God.

I believe this is the start of what I'll be going through for this year. I'm not afraid of the challenges ahead but I pray for God presences and strength to be upon me at all times, guarding my heart and renewing me too.

Lord, I humble down with all my heart
Give me strength to overcome these challenges
Now and yet to come
Guarding and renewing my heart
Give me a burning passion to want to serve more for You
Strengthen my faith and let it grow bigger
Let me give in my all in what I do

I pray for my people too
Guide them in their everyday lives
Grant them Peace,Joy and Love in doing Your work
Strengthen their faith
Give them a burning passion for you too
Gurad and renew their heart

I pray all these in Jesus name.AMEN!

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