Monday, July 31, 2006 @9:07 PM
I do my BEST, God do the REST!
CELL bio quiz
Overjoyed for answered prayers, just keep praying with faith!!!
TO be continued....
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
Sunday, July 30, 2006 @11:45 PM
Membership Class
LOL, we eat till we SHIOK! I enjoyed the class a lot, many things had me made clearer to me about this church. =) And my group won the CHOCOLATE, WHEE~! =)
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
@4:18 AM
To Lab Partner
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALEB!!
You are one year older now
Stop playing games and start study
LOL~!
I'm just kidding
Anyway enjoy your day!!
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
Saturday, July 29, 2006 @11:58 PM
I am RENEWED by Him~!
You chose me
And call me by name
From the moment that you touch my heart
I have been changed......
OMG,I love this song so much. I even sing till I cried and once again I felt His presence and touch. He's everlasting love, joy and peace flow through me. Praise God!
TO BE CONTINUED
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
Friday, July 28, 2006 @11:11 PM
Pirates of the Caribbean 2
JACK SPARROW!! LOLs
Kana trash by kenneth and caleb during pool session
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
Wednesday, July 26, 2006 @11:17 PM
2 things to learn
Take yourself lightly but take God seriously
priorities
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
Saturday, July 22, 2006 @2:32 AM
A lost and a gain, internal struggles
Its was the 3rd day after my baptism, and someone close to me left this world into another world.I was too late when I reach there.I did not even see or heard what she wants to tell me.Tears starts flowing like mad.I was filled with anger and sadden at that very moment.It was so strong that I even had the thought of leaving God, which I keep telling myself "NO!CANNOT!He's your Heavenly Daddy.He's the way, the truth and the light.Remember what he has done for you, and how much He have been through with you......"
It just went on."For the good that I would I do not: but the evil which I would not, that I do".It was a big struggle within me, to sort out all my feelings and thoughts of what I do and do not.I prayed hard, songs start to come into my mind."for i struggles not against the fresh and blood but the power of the dark....."This is indeed a beautiful and meaningful song.It is called 'Warfare Cry'.
When I finally calm down, tivona gave me a book, saying "Even youths shall faint and be weary, and young men shall fall exhausted; but they who wait for the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings like eagles; they shall run and not be weary; they shall walk and not faint" - Isaiah 40:30,31 -
At that moment, I felt that God spoke to me and comforted me at the same time.My anger and struggles was gone. Although I still continue to weep, I know that God is with me through this and it breaks His heart too when He see me crying. I believe that if He brings to it, He'll bring me through it. I may have lost someone dear to me, but I've gain a clearer focus, stronger faith and a better understanding to the things that is happening to me. He's makes good out of bad.
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
Sunday, July 16, 2006 @11:10 PM
The old is gone, the NEW has come
TODAY IS MY DAY....
WHEE~!
This is the day that I've been looking forward to.=)I am finally going to get baptise!WOOHOO! No more the old Josephine but new HEPHZIBAH!I travelled all the way from my aunty's chalet which is at aloha changi all the way back home.TIRED! I was sleeping on the bus all the way home. I went home, and got some bad news of my grandmother. It sadden me a little, but it didn't stop me from going to the baptism. =)
I had butterflies in my stomach, while traveling there with Tivona.Lols. We walk rather far to the "BIG SPLASH".We were far too early, so we sat down on the bench and start taking out our bible to memorise some verses that our WFL class teachers ask us to. Haha. We went up to the BIG SPLASH restaurant and waited for the whole service to start. I'm so glad that Caleb and Jw came to witness my baptism. =) Oh yes, and guess what?! Its a small world again. Jean actually knows Caleb. HAHA. It was through some sports camp. LOLS.We waited for quite a while for deb, superxue and mummy fel to come.
Coming to the exciting part now!!!In the end, we couldn't wait anymore as they are going to finish everything already. We walk towards the pool and by then it was already my turn.ITS SO FAST.LOL. I was feeling a bit nervous.The rest of the NP and my friends cheered me on.=) Sam was there asking me question and baptised me. The question goes like this: 1) Do you believe Jesus is th Son of God, he came down to heaven, die on the cross and rose on the third day, 2)Have you personally accept Jesus as your Lord and saviour and 3) Will you wait perservere on and wait for Jesus second coming. After I answered all these questions, he asked for my baptism name and the meaning of it. Then I was told to cross my hand on my chest, and without knowing, I was being push down into the water and came up as HEPHZIBAH! Praise God. =) Oh yea, I was so happy that deb could rush down in time. She told me that she reach right on the dot when I went into the pool.*BIG SMILES*
It was a wonderful experience and also a step of obedience to God. Before I was baptise, Caleb said, "You will just come up smiling away and feeling very happy" and it was true. 100% true.Haha. But I realised one thing, I felt so so so tired after I came up from the water. Tivona and I was so sleepy after the water bapism. After everything I went when with Fel and Sam to town, to change some shoe, then meet Caleb for dinner.Alrights shall end here.I'm LOOKING forward to my first day after my water baptism.
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
Monday, July 10, 2006 @11:51 PM
Abba Father hear my cries
Psalm 28:6-9 NIV
6 Praise be to the LORD,
for he has heard my cry for mercy.
7 The LORD is my strength and my shield;
my heart trusts in him, and I am helped.
My heart leaps for joy
and I will give thanks to him in song.
8 The LORD is the strength of his people,
a fortress of salvation for his anointed one.
9 Save your people and bless your inheritance;
be their shepherd and carry them forever.
Things seems to be repeating again, sometimes I thought I've gotten out of it, but I'm WRONG.Perhaps this is when we realise whether we did change or not.Maybe there is some changes but not so much.As what fel told me just now, "changes in us takes time too". I agree with what she say.It is true that it takes time.The process of changing is tough but I believe it is to get me out of my comfort zone.I should take it as a lesson to learn and to be shaped into who God wants me to be.I believe these things dont happen without a reason, everything happen for a reason, it is up to us to decide how we want to look at it.I believe this is what God wants me to learn from it.He wants to train me to tame down my emotions and not let it overwhelm myself, also to have a consistant walk with Him each day.Seriously, I've got to say that I felt rather empty when I dont spend enough time with Him.It is also part of this emptiness that cause me to lose control over my emotions.This scares me, but I am happy that I can see what actually causes it.
My Daddy
With you, every part of me is full.
Emptiness, saddeness, anger,
Every unhappy things are wash away.
Your love is so great and wonderful.
You never fail me when men fail me.
You are always there, seeing me through every single day,
Be it good times or bad times.
You are always there.
Oh, Daddy you are ever so faithful to me.
And I will remember it forever.
I love you Daddy.
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
@11:32 PM
A joyful influence
oh! I crash my barnabas's lecture today.LOL.The lecture was boring but had fun crashing in but like rather weird.Like become me,deb,karryn and my twin in the same class? Lame.Had a great time with deb today.
I not sure if it was her or what, during my OBC lecture, Kola and Nyse keep saying that today I'm like rather different.I seems to be more joyful and mischievous! Lol.I think might be influenced by my barnabas. I've got no idea mans.But of course I seriously don't mind being so joyful and mischievous everyday.Makes people and myself happy.Why not yea? Haha =)
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
Saturday, July 08, 2006 @3:01 AM
A birthday song to Jorris
Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to you! Happy birthday to youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!! Yays! Enjoy your day!! =D
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
Friday, July 07, 2006 @11:51 PM
Hephzibah
Isaiah 62:1 – 5
Zion's New Name
1 For Zion's sake I will not keep silent,
for Jerusalem's sake I will not remain quiet,
till her righteousness shines out like the dawn,
her salvation like a blazing torch.
2 The nations will see your righteousness,
and all kings your glory;
you will be called by a new name
that the mouth of the LORD will bestow.
3 You will be a crown of splendor in the LORD's hand,
a royal diadem in the hand of your God.
4 No longer will they call you Deserted,
or name your land Desolate.
But you will be called Hephzibah, [a]
and your land Beulah [b] ;
for the LORD will take delight in you,
and your land will be married.
5 As a young man marries a maiden,
so will your sons [c] marry you;
as a bridegroom rejoices over his bride,
so will your God rejoice over you.
Footnotes:
a. Isaiah 62:4 Hephzibah means my delight is in her .
b. Isaiah 62:4 Beulah means married .
c. Isaiah 62:5 Or Builder
My Baptism name: Ho Xin Yi Josephine Hephzibah
To Deb/Barnabas:
Thank you for helping me find a name. =). I love this name a lot, though can be rather hard to pronouce =p. *BIG SMILES and HUGS*
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
Monday, July 03, 2006 @11:19 PM
Prayer Meet
What a day for me today!Rush to school in the morning to go to MEL support center to repair, however, I was kinda disappointed when they say don't help to send to repair for us.ARGH!I called the acer company instead and got an appointment for it on thursday.Lalala.After calling I went to library wandering here and there finding things to do.In the end I decided to do my tutorial work and I finished it!WOOHOO!I went on to read my notes.
Without knowing, someone just stop by and ask me if I am a christian and whether I would like to listen to it.LOL.I should have say I wasn't, then I can actually experience how they share to people on the spot.COOL!Anyway, we went on talking about Christian stuff, blah blah blah.She even ask me to join biblestudy.I'm not sure if I will join.
To be continued
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
Sunday, July 02, 2006 @11:56 PM
Everything may fail me in someways but You will never fail me!
Hello! What an lucky for me today.First, I was super duper stressed up over my project's research on the organic compound found in the prawn.I couldn't even find anything that is relevant to it at all.That was so frustrating!I broke down out off frustrating and the stress being acculmulate one me.
I thought that was lucky enough but guess what?!My Laptop actually broke down at this point of time.WOW.2 in 1.What a big blow for me! I can't help feeling so worried and sad about it.Sad case indeed.Thank goodness my uncle is gonna lend me he's laptop for the meanwhile.PHEW~! PRAISE GOD!
This incident actually did let me learn something.Everything in life can fail us however the God will never fail us nor forsake us.He is always there for us! ".....Whoever comes to me, I will never drive away - John 6:37"=) I'm so happy and privillage to be a child of God.
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
Saturday, July 01, 2006 @11:48 PM
MY BOAT!
AWW!! I feel that I got to blog this to remember it.Lynette agree on [29/06/2006] that she is going to build me a CRUISESHIP when she grow up.She promised me.I cant wait to get my BOAT! Thank you Lynette! =)
Msn conversation with Lynette:
| 29/06/2006 |
| 22:03:30 |
| =-[ jOsiePoo ]-= [You are so Faithful to us][SUBWAY!!!:D] |
| (F) lynette ettenyl *giving way to weakness invites hurt |
| next time build a boat for me k |
| 29/06/2006 |
| 22:03:31 |
| =-[ jOsiePoo ]-= [You are so Faithful to us][SUBWAY!!!:D] |
| (F) lynette ettenyl *giving way to weakness invites hurt |
| [= |
| 29/06/2006 |
| 22:07:27 |
| (F) lynette ettenyl *giving way to weakness invites hurt |
| =-[ jOsiePoo ]-= [You are so Faithful to us][SUBWAY!!!:D] |
| haha. okies. |
| 29/06/2006 |
| 22:07:28 |
| (F) lynette ettenyl *giving way to weakness invites hurt |
| =-[ jOsiePoo ]-= [You are so Faithful to us][SUBWAY!!!:D] |
| cruise |
| 29/06/2006 |
| 22:07:33 |
| =-[ jOsiePoo ]-= [You are so Faithful to us][SUBWAY!!!:D] |
| (F) lynette ettenyl *giving way to weakness invites hurt |
| YAY!!!! |
| 29/06/2006 |
| 22:07:36 |
| =-[ jOsiePoo ]-= [You are so Faithful to us][SUBWAY!!!:D] |
| (F) lynette ettenyl *giving way to weakness invites hurt |
| thank lynn |
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
@12:39 AM
What a GREEN day (PART 2)
HAHA! I went to meet yanli after school.POOF~! I was so damn tired when I met up with her.ALMOST dying.I wanted to go millenia walk to watch "PL singing marathon" but there wasnt enough time, sadden.Oh well, its alright.We went to Takashimaya to grab some food to eat and sit down to talk and spend some time instead.Haha.=) Oh!! We actually counted the number of people wearing green colour clothes.Its so crappy and lame.BUT seriously what is wrong with everyone.LOL.Everyone is wearing green.-__-"'.I'm rather paranoid by it.=p
Around 5.30pm I left orchard alone and headed to Kallang indoor stadium for the "FIRE conference".CHEERS FOR THE CONFERENCE!HAHA!I waited for Colin(prawn) for nearly 1 hours.I nearly fell asleep!Oh ya, and my handphone was like dying.It only left 1 batt.It was rather inconvient.At the moment, it reminded me of how Jean felt when her handphone went dead.I really feel cripple without it.Its rather hard to find people.I even when to memorise some of the numbers for emergancy.Anyway, Prawn came and we went in to sit down.I make friends with some of the DI region people, Eilzabeth, Veronica, James and Jay!Its really fun to know more people =)
The FIRE conference was FANTASTIC! It was the first time I actually witness so many people being touch by God and also to receive Him as their Lord and savior.I would say it was a very very powerful service.I felt so so refresh after it.PRAISE GOD!I will never forget/regret going to that conference.It made me really yearn for Him more and wanting to bring more people to know Him and be so bless by Him just like me( as a child of God).I am really thankful and joyful to be a child of God.YAY!
The FIRE conference ended rather late, around 11 plus.Aww, Deb was so sweet! Haha, she came to me covering me with her shawl and gave me a BIG WARM hug!LOL, I was cold as usual and that hug from her really warm me up.I was so happy to see her till I was smiling away at her non-stop.=D Jean and I took 62 back home.Haha.We talk quite a lot and was even thinking of the same song to sing.The song goes like this "HALLELUJAH, Jesus is Alive,....He's the alpha and the omega the first and last is he,.......HE'S ALIVE~!HE'S ALIVE~!,........JESUS IS ALIVE!!!" Yea! I love to sing this song.Hehe! I went home bathed and ate my dinner and went to sleep straight away.I had a long day, a great one in fact!I'm so happy!
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
