fEEliNg pIsSed...anGRy and SAD!!!
heLLo....hmm....today wake up very early...reach sch at abt 6.50...i was the first one there...haiz...coz bel say tt she opening the bandroom door at 7...to let mi test the new instrument...-___-"...she late...kinda pissed but a while ok le...hmm..starting when i try the mouthpiece tt time...sounded rather soft...use the instrument for the day...starting of the band while everyone was doing warm up tt time....ms yeo called the heads out to tok....when i look out of the window tt time i saw bel crying and i can sense tt something bad is going to happen....after dey finish toking dey call us to go for sectionals...in the middle of sectionals ms yeo call us to go into bandroom...juz as i expected...something bad has happen...she announced and say tt sir wun be with us anymore....he's leaving us...i nearly cried....but was controling...after ms yeo tok to us all of us were very sad...but no matter wat...i feel tt the band shouldn't fall...we should go on as a band...continue to strive for the best...and dun becoz of sir leave den we slack...no point doing tt...he wun be coming back anymore...we juz gonna move on...during sectionals when bel was toking to us tt we should not slack and all these things...i was kinda tearing a bit...but din come out coz...i was controling very hard....i was kinda happy after the break coz i play very nicely with the new mouthpiece and instrument...and i was playing very loud...i nv realli played tt loud for so long before..after band mi...cs...huiwen went to PS to shop around...din do anything stupid in the mrt...we ate yoshinoya...and we went to the music shop...stay there playing the instruments for quite long...after we all very tired le...den we went back...we all feel so dead...i went home straight away slp...lol...was so tired lor...den i slp for half an hr lydat...my mother very irritating lor...i slping den she ask mi y nv come back eat lunch...and she beating mi....wat the hell...i slping lor...wa lao...so pissed off can...i was so tired and was feeling kinda sick...she still lydat...wat the hell...IRRITATING~!!....i angry until i was crying...went online...and was crying in front of the comp so many times...wz sis-hz...cs and sammi was kinda comforting mi lah...thx...yupx..worst part is i am already so pissed and sad le....my dad still come and irritated mi...wa lao...and i cried again...i nv cried so much in one day lor...sickening....i wanted comfort frm wz one but too bad she in camp...was kinda struggling with my emotion...coz wz was kinda like my emotional pillar....haiz...den having dinner tt time i was giving black face...wasn't toking at all...i cry until my throat very pain...dunno y oso...feeling kinda sick...sobXx..din do my hmw...den i dun feel like going to sectional outing tmw liao...no time for hmw and oso feeling kinda sick...tt sectional outing oso quite last min...so i dun wan....ahhh...watever lah....nway gtg le....buaibuai....tc
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
fAlliNg sIcK
harlo...hmm..yesterday tok to wz and we slept on the phone again..yupx..gonna miss her while she's in camp...sigh...dunno when we could tok on phone again...haiz...nvm...den dunno y i woke up at 6...ahhh...den my mother scolded for slp on the phone again...sigh...den this morning bel called mi and ask mi whether wanna go for individual today a not...ahhh...den i gave a quick decision...i said no....den i tink for a while...i called her back and say i wan...but she say cannot....ahhhhh....stupid mi y make such a fast decision...haiz...sigh...we tok for a while...den put down le coz she wanna finish her hmw first so she calling mi a bit later....yupx...not feeling very well when i woke up...kinda having sore throat...nvm...den i went to the kitchen to search for food....haiz...din eat lah...in the end i when online...toking to hz....wz sis...not band one...yupx..gonna do hmw soon...blogging later...tAtA!...
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
DoInG hMw
harlo...hmm...yesterday tok to wz until both of us fell asleep...hmm...felt much better after toking to her last night...hmm...den today morning my mom hang up on her...haiz...hmm..den when i wake up tt time i like kana possessed or wat...i went to do homework straight away...weird lah...but nvm..hmm..den juz now when i have my lunch tt time i eat until very slow...haiyo...horrible...nvm...went online for awhile...yupx...coz i full until i can't do hmw...=p...better go do hmw le...later den blog somemore...byebye
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
fEEliNg wEiRD...
hi...today woke up at 8 plus coz my aunt called..actually cannot go back and slp one but in the end i went back to slp...coz scare later slp too little i get headache....haiz...den wz wake mi up...yupx...tok for a while den put down le...den i went to have my lunch...i was watching tv at the same time....after toking to wz i feel weird...i dunno y...its like i'm gonna lose her someday or wat...i dunno...i dun wish to lose a close fren...i dun wan!!....and dunno y frm yesterday night to now...she keep appearing in my mind...i try to get it off my mind...but it juz keep coming back...i dunno y...juz feel weird when i tok to her these few days...i dunno y...maybe i juz miss her too much or maybe i juz fear tt next yr we wun be tt close...i realli dunno...i'm juz too confused and lost...i tried not to tink abt it but it juz keep coming back to mi...i hate this feeling...its gonna make mi go mad someday...i juz dun feel so right..i juz felt very sadistic these few days not my usual self....i dun like it....i hate it!!...hmm...i dunno...lolx...juz now i tried carrying my baby cousin but den carry awhile i said..."wah so heavy"....lol...wat the heck...i lost my energy...nvm...den she arh...see mi keep smiling and sticking out her tongue...haiyo...i noe is i teach her one but dun need to always show mi right...lol...she's juz too cute...hmmm...went to wz hse again...cried to her...coz i was feeling realli horrible...the more i tink the more scare i am...i juz fear tt next yr we wouldn't be as close as wat we r now...coz next yr is a bz yr for us...haiz...i dunno...den juz now went to heartland more i wanted to buy vodka...but in the end nv....hmm...went to shop around a there and compass point...was feeling quite faint though but i dun care....coz i dun feel like going home....shop until abt 8 plus...hmmm...now still feeling faint...haiz...gtg...byebye
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
fEEliNg iRRiTaTeD
hEllO...wah today damn fed up can...first thing i woke up...my parents scolded mi non-stop...wat the hell...wats their prob lor...if wanna scold oso wait later a bit right...y mux spoil my day straight away...wa kao ye....dot..dot...cant stand parents....dey dunno how we feel...dey onli noe how to scold...after scolding dey feel good...den wat abt us...we feel angry....fustrated...irritated...i would rather dem to tell mi nicely...i would listen to them...but when they scold i den dun wanna listen to them....I HATE SCOLDINGS!!!....y cant dey try to understand us instead of scolding us so much...Y~?!?!....i juz dun understand...argh...forget it...maybe dey are juz meant to be lydat forever or maybe its juz generation gap...i dunno....sometimes i juz find tt frenz understand us more...ahh...dun wanna tok abt it anymore...juz make mi feel worst onli...haiz...gtg maybe blogging somemore later...bb
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
ChrIstmaS eVe tO cHRiStMas
MERRY CHRISTMAS~!!!!...hmm...yesterday went to vian hse for christmas eve and exchanging for present...yupx...hmm..lol...woke up late in the morning...nearly late...hmm...den i meet mindy at the cherry hill bus stop....and waited for the bus to go to vian hse...hmm..reach there liao we waited for pauline downstairs and go up together...and vian cook soup for us...haha...den i was asking for more food coz i very hungry...hmmm...after eating actually we din wan to go to east coast park one but becoz sammi meeting us there...so we got no choice but to go there...haiz...we went there to cycle...was kinda horrible lah...the bicycle wasn't very good...dot...dot no comments...after tt mi and mindy went to the library to wait for sammi...geraldine...gillian and terence...coz dey dunno how to go to vian's hse so mux meet them...we waited for very long...haha...den we down there reading some books....hmmm...den i borrowed one book...its called "ESP'...lol...hmm..brought them back to vian's hse le...we were playing card games and were oso exchanging present..yupx...after tt we went to the coffee shop near by her hse to have our dinner...while we eating cs came...after dinner we went back to vian's hse...watch tv for a while den go to TM...dunno for wat...hmmm...we went there and play arcade...finishing playing liao...we went back home and cs suppose to go to vian's hse and stay one but in the end she went my hse and stay...yupx..reach home le...i called wz...she rejected my phone for a few times...haiz...nvm...but i told her tt i'll call until she pick up....i tok to wz and cs was playing game....ya...hmm...finish toking to wz le..mi and cs tok until abt 5 plus den sleep madness sia...hmmm...den very weird sia...dunno y today both of us woke up at 9 plus...but in the end i went back to sleep but cs was playing game and reading some chi book...den i sleep until abt 11 plus den wake up...den we ate our breakfast and watch tv...hmm..watch until 1 plus den cs went back...hmmm...after sending her home...i went home to slp...abt 2 plus lydat wz called...nearly scolded her sis coz she dun wanna pass wz the phone...hmm...den we tok until abt 7 plus but in between got intervals...yupx...abt 8 plus wz called again...yea...den tok until 9...coz she wanna watch her tv...haiz...den i was suppose to blog at tt time but i forgot...i fall asleep coz very tired...den i called wz...hmm...den we tok until abt 12 plus lydat den she ask mi to sleep liao...actually i very tired wanna slp le...but my stupid air-con was giving mi trouble and i was very very irritated and was kinda throwing my temper...den i put down on her coz i dun wan the radiation to go into her brain...haiz...both of us like not feeling very well le...hmm...den juz now i went to read her blog...was kinda feeling guilty...haiz...sorry leh..i din noe u were feeling lydat yesterday...=(..i should be more sensative...now feeling a bit empty...dunno y like i seems to lose something lydat...but the fear in mi is still there...not feeling very right...nway gtg....byebye...tc...
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
gUzhEnG cOnCerT
harlo...=p...so long nv blog le...paise...hmm...today awaken by wz's call...lol...den we tok tok tok tok until abt 12 plus lydat...i went to eat my lunch and bathe...coz later going out with her...yupx...ahhh...surprisingly i was wear skirt lol....coz normally i go out with frenz i dun wear skirt one...hmm...i meet her at hougang mrt station...=p...i was late...hmm..den actually go there suppose to buy christmas present one...but end up i go her hse to take her jacket...haiz...hmm...we went up to the library to take her hse key frm her mother...yupx...ahhh...den her mother say we both look alike..wat the!!!...where got lor...omg...hmmm...den...reach her hse tt time..we went online...play with the web cam and oso eating chocolate...yay!...hmm..whahahahahaha....den i force her to wear skirt with mi...hehe...hmm..den on the way to the DBS building to wat the guzheng concert tt time...we were rushing like mad lor...den the red colour line the train very irritating...at the city hall tt time...the door din wanna move a lot of times...until went we too irritating tt time...we get out of the train...it den move...wat the hell like dun wan us to sit the train lydat...kaoz...den when we took the green line...we took the wrong side one...omg...haiz...headache sia...hmm...reach the place tt time we run like some mad dogs lor..coz hweeru say tt if late cannot go in...tts y...yupx..den i until my chest a bit pain...hmmm...we finally reach there and we sat upstairs...ahhh...the concert was so boring can...the song they play so weird and the background music was so weird...haiz...was kinda falling asleep...onli the last song was not bad but the drum dun blend with the guzheng...haiz...yupx...lots of PL gals there...i saw my partner...omg...hmm...yupx...after the concert mi and wz was waiting outside for hweeru coz we havent pay her the tix money yet...yupx...after tt wz and i went to ps to walk walk and eat...hmm..she not eating onli i eating...yupx..hmm..i ate BK...wz was eating chips...after tt we went to take neoprint...wah we wait very long can...the three person in front of us very irritating lor...take so long to choose wat dey want den dey take...kaoz...wz was in a rush to go dinner with her family lor...was rather pissed off...haiz...after tt i went home and she went to meet her family...yupx..reach home tt time..i quickly go and watch seven sisters...after tt i was watching 2002...haiz...watch before lah...but nvm...at abt 11.15 wz call mi to call her...call her liao...tok for abt an hr...dunno y we suddenly tok until so logical...lol...den she tell mi she wanna slp for 5 mins...k i let her slp...den after her 5 mins of slp she come and tell mi tt she wanna slp more...kaoz...i was kinda angry can...i juz keep quiet and nv tok liao...so pissed off lor...i tink this is the second time le...wa lao...in the end i put down...haiz...no comments...wanna slp le...byebye
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
hmM...hMw day
harlo!!...hmm..today...dunno y woke up at 10 plus...lol...and started doing my hmw...omg...hwm stress...hmm..after tt i was looking at my baby photo..haha...so long nv see liao..so took out and see lor...omg...i realised tt last time i abt 1 yrs old tt time i dun realli have much hair...and when i look at wz baby photo...i was wondering y she 1 yrs old tt time got so much hair and den i like still so hairless...haiz...haha...nvm....
[10/12/2003]
cLass cHaLet!!
harlo!...haiz...today actually suppose to go to wz in the morning one but i woke up late CAN!!....omg i shouldn't play GB with Darren until so late yesterday....dunno y i couldn't hear the alarm leh...so weird...onli until wz called den i noe i was late...haiz..den we tok tok tok...tok until abt 11plus...yupx...was thinking whether to go for class chalet...her hse or band...in the end i went to her hse a while den i go for my chalet....hmm...den she give mi her baby photo...aww..so CUTE!!!...omg...lol...haha...look so innocent...=p...hmm..den at chalet tt time...i was serving ppL non-stop...den when mi...dustbin seah...and vivan was sharing the sting ray tt time...tt dustbin arh...she take the fish tt time...take until it flew onto my hand and it was still very hot...and i jump up like some crazy ppL...and it was very pain..got turn red a bit...haha...i manage to buy vodka...=p...i was tempting wz through sms all the while and she was so tempted...=p...hmm..yupx...the bbq wasn't very filling...hmm..and i patch back with my stupid partner liao...haiz...den chen lao shi came for our bbq...hmm..the prize giving time was the funniest moment...coz the prize den give was damn L-A-M-E...lol...i laugh until like shit can...after chen lao shi went back...mi and some of my classmates took out the drink and drink...we had a hard time opening though...hmm...i drank vodka blurberry ice...wOw...it was nice can...but very gasy...yupx...and i was drinking sam fcuk drink and my vodka at the same time...lol...the fcuk drink wasn't so nice though....hmm..after i finsh mine...i help sam to finish hers...dunno y she drink so slow and couldn't finish...she normally can finish one...haiz...hmm...den reach home tt time i called wz and yupx...as usual...hmm...we din realli tok long...coz she was tired and i was tired too...yupx...i fun a lot of fun sia....was glad tt i went for the chalet...coz actually dun wanna go wan...yupx...nite nite...
[9/12/2003]
HuiWen and CS came mY hSe to Do hMw
harlo...haiz...so tired today...hmm...today got morning call frm wz sia...wat the...she suppose to call mi yesterday...but arh...slp slp slp...slp until this morning wat the...haiz...nvm...she not feeling well so nvm...hmm...she arh...make mi cry this morning..haiz...make mi feel guilty...yupx...yesterday oso...haiz....feeling so weak...cry so much nowadays...not like mi at all...lol...coz last time dun realli cry one...hmm..den we tok until 12 plus lydat...after tt i went to the MRT station to pass dustbin sia the class fund money...hmm...dunno y these few days...i keep thinking i'll get bang down by car...weird can...dunno wat i think at all...and juz now..got one car so idiot....i was crossing the road...den...he still drive until so fast ...like wanna bang mi down lydat...haiz...when passing dustbin sia the money tt time i was asking her for wz's VCD...haha...lol...hmm...yupx...after tt came home tt time...huiwen was asking mi whether wanna go out to do hmw a not i say ok lor...do in my hse den...hmmm...abt 2.45 i go interchange to wait for her and cs...yupx..wah i waited for half an hour can...haiz...nearly died of thirst...lol...hmm...den dey...come my hse suppose to do hwm but end up playing...den we went to tease wz sister...hz...haha...call her to on webcam...and...we non stop laughing becoz of her reaction...=p...hmm...after sending dem back...i went online again...and i call hz to on her webcam again...lol...hmm...den when wz came back..she dun wanna show herself in the webcam...dunno y oso...everytime lydat one....hmm...den hz keep shifting the webcam to her...lol...but in the end she still show herself in the webcam....yupx...a while later she called mi and we tok until very late...yupx...hmm...as usual lah...after tt i was playing GB with Darren...haiz...hmmm...he's seems to be addicted...den we play until abt 4 plus...so late lor...suppose to sleep after i put down with wz but i nv...haiz...nway...gtg...bYe!!
[8/12/2003]
wEnT tO wZ hSe tO dO hMw
harlo...hmm...today went to wz hse...yupx..to do hmw...but end up nv realli do lah...hmm...she arh...poke my eye so pain...lol...hmm..den play piano lemme hear...haha...force her one...=p....den i suddenly said sumthing...tt realli affected her...haiz...it was sumting like...wat if our frenship end up like wat happen to her and her clique..after saying tt she like totally change...and look rather scared...duh...and she started crying...i got a big shocked can...i din noe...wat i say can affect her so much..yup..haiz...sorry lah...she cry until my shoulder wet wet one...hmmm..but nvm...after she stop crying i feel so guilty...and went she say "cry"...i realli burst out into tears and cry...feel so bad can...make her cry...haiz...haha...i cry until her hand a bit wet wet one...=p...so malu...cry so many times in front of her...haiz...but nvm lah...she is my mei..so i dun realli care much...hmm...yup...
♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
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You are... WAIT! - you're none of the Sins you're
an Angel!
Perfect, or close enough, and annoyingly so! Did
you always
behave so 'just right'. ARGHHH . You can annoy the
hell outta
people with your attitude, but no doubt your church
is real happy
with you. The positive side certainly outweighs the
negative,
after all, you do chores, are smart, are cute, do
charity work.
Least you know what a perfect saint you are. You
just make the rest
of us sinners vomit. Perhaps you could break the
rules once in a while, go wild - Eat an extra
cookie or something.
However - congratulations on being the most pure,
of the entire human race.
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! You are most like An Emerald !
Caring, giving, - and very emotional. You're the
person
people turn to with a problem. You worry about
everybody,
and genuinely want to help - a little too much
sometimes.
As an emerald, you tend to take a more backseat to
the other
gems, but your inner beauty soon captivates those
who take
the time to get to know you.
Congratulations ... You're the selfless gem
everybody needs as a friend.
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You're Most Like The Season Spring ...
Fresh faced, with a young outlook on life - you
smile at the world and expect it to smile back
at you. You're mostly a bubbly, fun - innocent
person. Described as cute possibly. However,
you're a little naive about things and tend to
be a little too trustworthy.
As the first season, It Makes you the youngest -
and so most immature - but people are inclined
to look out for and protect you.
Well done... You're the most fun of the seasons :)
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Rainbow
?? Which Natural Wonder Or Disaster Are You ??
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Sweet in a Shy way.You're so shy!And it makes you
so cute all the time.You don't know how to act
around other people,and that's your appeal.
How Sweet are You?
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You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely
devoted to others,especially that one
person.You really can't get them out of your
head,but then,you don't really want to.
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♥ there's not a place
in heaven that we cant reach
in heaven that we cant reach
