Friday, November 21, 2003 @8:52 PM
U rEaLLy gIvE mI a bIG sHoCk tImE...
harlo...hmm...so not nv blog...paise to all...=p...nway today i was rushing to school and den was so suay...i went up the bus and i realised tt i nv bring my ez-link card...omg...luckily i got money...and i went round in the bus begging for change...wat the heck...haiz...i was very wet den...coz i nv bring umbrella coz i tot wun rain...but too bad it rain...haiz..kinda freezing in the band room for the first few hrs...lol...woohoo...band prac was fun today...i sound much much better den the previous band prac...and i was very happy...^o^...after band...mi...mindy...becca and huizhen...went to make the band board...lol...so NICE!!!...haha...our creation...hehe...do until quite late...den went back kinda kana scolding...hmm..i went online and called wz..coz she called mi...yupx..she sound very pissed and stressed with something...hmm...den i still down there mad mad one...dunno lah..very siao lor..like completely not myself...omg...hmm...tok to her onli for a short while coz she need to go to church dunno for wat thing...lol..hmm...after tt i went to have my dinner...after dinner i was playing gunbound...lol...haha...love tt game...omg...addicted can...haha...den mi and cs win so many rounds...hmm..juz den i rmb tt i need to discuss with lena abt the punishment thing...haiz...den gonna stop playing for a while...hmm...den a the same time wz called and she was sounding rather sad or rather pissed/angry...and was crying...omg...i feel kinda bad...coz i keep asking her to hold on so tt i could finish my discussion....hmm...was rather insensitive...sorry leh wz...haiz..after finishing my stupid discussion...i ask her everything...and after knowing everything...i was feeling kinda angry...and she kept telling mi things like she dun wanna live...she wanna die...and how she wanna die....i cried instantly...but of coz quietly...i was wondering y she wanna do tt for...i dun tink tt its worth it for her to do tt....besides...its like...dey dun seems to treasure her as much as she treasure them...i actually ask her to give up this frenship as it onli brings her more hurt den anything else...but becoz she said tt their frenship is too close...tts y its hard for her to give up...this was kinda of the first time i hear her so serious and i freak out...well...i realli find tt her frenz r realli too much lor...y muz hurt her so much...i sometimes realli hate those frenz of her...y muz always make her life so difficult...haiz...=(...but of coz as her jie...i try to help her as much as i can...i juz hope tt this thing will be over soon...i've nv seen a frenship prob tt bad before...nv...realli nv...but of coz i dun wan this kind of frenship to fall on mi...juz seeing wz stress and sadness over this frenship prob...i'm already stress by her liao...haiz..and after tt she say she wanna becoz les and dun wan the banana tie(prefect tie) liao...she wanna give up everything esp the tie...as it seems to her tt everything started ever seen she got tt tie...i cry again...and it kinda out of stress and anger...wat the...she made mi cry two times a day...power sia...nobody had ever done tt before and she's the first one...but i dun tink its tt tie tt is giving her prob lor...haiz...but its seems to mi tt her frenz r rather sux up to seniors one...i dunno...i juz find it...haiz...anyway...gtg le...very tired liao...nite nite...-_-Zzz...
For Wz
watever it is...i hope..tt u will look on the bright side of life and not always looking at the dark side...and dun do anything tt will hurt urself...its not worth it...and oso...promises are not meant to be broken...they are meant to be kept...rmb this k..
Something I should learn:
"Always put others before urself...dun put urself before others"
[14/10/2003]
Founder's Day
hix!...hmm...today woke up tt time throat like bleeding a bit...den actually dun feel like playing for today one...nearly sms germz to tell her tt i not playing coz throat very uncomfortable...very dry come sticky...in the end tink tink tink...den decided to go...waste a lot of time tinking sia....den late...i reach school abt 7.10..i tot i am late but i'm actually not...wa lao...i rush like mad lor...haiz...run across the rain...coz i tot i late...lame....hmmm...den i quickly wear my boots,socks...etc...yup..and oso take out my instrument...den the barrier arh so difficult to wear sia....dun even noe how to wear..den germz help mi to put on...lol...the hairnet too small for mindy's head....mi and becca help her to put on but the hair kept coming out...haiz...hmmm...den i call her to call germz to help her....bel call us to go down stairs...den i was like "die haven't warm up yet"...hmmm...at the port area tt time i tune my instrument with huizhen's instrument...we hear and hear...but like not much diff...den juz nice mindy came down den we call her to hear...she say no diff...haiz...den i gave up on tuning...lol...everyone got into position and we practise our playing again....hmmm...this is time it sounded much much better...yup...sir...oso came...and he lead us in playing for a while...wOw...we stand there in attention for very long sia...the guest of hounor somemore late...worst....before the guest of hounor come...jieying arh keep walking here and there...argh kinda irritating....coz i cant move...hmm... the guest of hounor come liao...we played fanfare...finish playing the guest of hounor went into the conference room...we stand for very long...tired....hmm..wah...den juz before the guest of hounor was abt to come out of the GB girl was like wan to faint wan to faint lydat...she sway here and there...and in the end fall flat on the floor...omg...lol...like drunk lydat..=p...hmm...but the uniform grp ppL very fast....dey quickly go over and help her and when the guest of hounor come out...dey were already back in place line le...wOw...but got one space quite empty...wenxiu suppose to stand there but she went to take care of the GB girl tt fainted....hmm..so helpful worx...hahas...den the line was kinda weird...suddenly one side so empty...lol...=p...after the guest of hounor went up to the hall...we went back to bandroom to put our instruments and den went back to hall...i sat in between szehui and mindy...yup...the whole service was SO boring...den...dunno y mindy so quiet....haha...den i down there non-stop toking to szehui....she arh bully mi again...call mi massage her...den actually she give mi chance lah....she wan mi to guess a riddle...if i guess correct i can stop massaging...if dunno den too bad lor....mux continue....haiz...so lame...in the end i dunno...so i got no choice...sigh....after the service..we went back to bandroom to keep our instruments and change our clothes...wah...den dunno wat germz and szehui doing...i tink dey fight or wat...fight until..germz cry...szehui lah...hit the wrong place lor...haiz...den when szehui wan her money back...i purposely say dun wan coz she bully germz....=p...after i say this they all start suaning mi again...wat the....argh...haiz...even jieying oso kana influence by szehui...hmmm...mi...mindy...germz and jieying went for lunch...nearby sch...after tt we went back home le...reach home....i felt so tired and sick....haiz...den i rest the whole day...cannot even study lor...X(
[13/10/2003]
fEElInG dAmN sIcK
harlo!...haiz...today wake up throat feel so damn uncomfortable lor...so dry and yet sticky...hate tt feeling manz...hmmm...feel so sick during the whole exam...wah siao liao somemore got to stay back and do rehearsal for tmw...face kinda black during the whole rehearsal coz not feeling well..haiz...hmmm...finished le..we went back to bandroom and practise somemore...practise our playing and the way we lift up our instruments up...lolx...actually mi..mindy and becca wanna practise somemore one....i mean playing....but they say dey wanna lock the bandroom door le so we kept our instruments...oh ya ...tt szehui arh kept calling mi to massage her...but i din...not feeling well le still help her massage ...siao arh...no mood sia...hmm...den germz call mi to go and buy 20 hairnets for the whole band...hmmm...mindy and becca went with mi to buy....we went to compass point...hmmm....went to the shop tt time...onli left abt 5 hairnets...somemore is $1.10 each den i not enuff...so three of us bought ours first...den i was thinking szehui stay around here y not call her to lend us $20 first tmw den return her...we call germz for her number...den we call her..hmm...den we went to meet her at her hse downstairs...lol...mi and mindy damn sua ku...nv sit LRT before...so we went to take the longer route train..hmm...den reach there tt time we were finding for her block..though i go her hse before but forgot which block le...=p...reach the block liao she not there yet...so we decided to go up to her hse and give her a surprise...lolx...i even forgot which storey she stay in...=p...hahaz....so three of us went to try and error on the lift...hahaz...damn lame...try...try..try...try until the 6th floor...den we saw one dog outside...i said "oh shit,this is szehui's dog...i still can rmb"...haha...we stared at the dog...the dog stared at us...den we screamed and ran into the lift...lucky the dog nv follow us...den mindy said "omg..so big.."...haha...i was thinking izzit szehui purposely put her dog outside her hse one...we waited for so long but she nv appear...so we decided to search for her...i went to thw LRT...mindy stay downstairs and becca went to her hse outside......in the end can't find her...den we ask ppL...where's the public phone..the person told us the direction and we went there...on the way there we saw szehui...i was like "aye u nv see mi going to the LRT meh"...she said "no"...lol...den mi and becca...tot the old lady sitting beside her was her ah ma...but actually not lah...den szehui pass mi the money and i thank her..."thanks a lot szehui"...=)...den we ask her y her dog outside her hse...we told her wat we did and she kept laughing ...we went up to her hse...coz mindy wanna fill her water bottle...after dat we went back to compass and buy hairnet...ahhh...dun have le...den we went to call germz and ask her if dun have can buy the thick one....den she say..."try to buy the thin one lah"...den we went all the way to hougang...phew luckily there have and juz nice got 17...whahaha....woohoo...wah went back so tired sia...i called belle and told her i buy liao...den i told her i dunno whether i playing tmw leh...she say "if tmw cannot den nvm lor...mux tc"...haiz...actually still wanna continue to tok one but she say her mother scolding her...so i put down lor...den i went to sleep at 9 plus...feeling very sick lah...kana disturb in the middle of my sleep man...haiz...
[27/09/2003]
nOtHinG mUch
harlo!!....hmmm...today got violin again...nearly late but luckily my aunt come my hse den i call her to fetch mi to go...hehe...=p...hmmm...today violin nothing much lah....halfway violin suddenly rain i was like "shit lah how to go home"...haiz...den after violin lesson...mi ...mindy...sam...and some other violin gals...stay in the emannual hall until the rain stop...haha...some of us playing the piano...hmmm....one of them played bel tt song...lol...i like tt song a lot....^o^....the rain finally stop...i walk to the previous bus stop with mindy...and i told her wat gErMZ told mi....coz feel very bad....not telling her.....sigh...hmm...den i went back home slack again...i played with my cousin...lol...she's so cute...whahaha...hmm...den a while later i went online....i called gErMZ and ask her sumting...hmmm...tok until quite long....lol...everytime...wanna ask her sumting in the end become toking abt other things....we non-stop crapping...haiz...den tok until nothing to tok...lolx...everytime lydat one....den i ask her..."am i very boring...y like everytime tok until nothing to tok one"....den she say "haiya....maybe becoz we diff section and oso diff level tts y"...den she ask mi wat i doing the whole day....den i told her i went for violin...played with my cousin and went online....haiz...den she start nagging at mi liao...y i nv study kept playing with my cousin....lol...den...i went to ask her back...what she doing the whole day...lolx...den i kept saying...."den?...den?"...kinda being irritating....a while later she came online....we played tt same old game again....hahas....we very weird lor....can tok on phone we dun wanna tok....instead we tok on msn...weird....den gErMZ arh play game tt time kept asking mi whether she shuld put left or right....up or down...ahhh crap lah....lame...long time nv play le...den she kept winning mi....-_-"....den bell called in and we put down...hahas...dunno wat bel asking....hmmm...i continued playing the game with her...a while later she went offline le...sian....den i went to play with my cousin...lol...i like clown to her lydat....i do funny action den she will smile..wat the...haiz...nvm...nway...it was fun playing with her lah...mi sleepy le...nitez
[25/09/2003]
U've spOil mY dAy
hi...hmmm...today got science test...early in the morning studying until in sch still studying...hahas...coz yesterday study halfway tt time i suddenly fall asleep....=p...always lydat one...hmmm...hopefully my fish still alive...hehe...today in sch kinda quiet...nv really tok much...coz studying sci....wOOhOO....today got photo taking...haha...sob...me stand second row this yr feeling short liao....=(...watever lah....hmmm...den after tt sch still need to stay back to take band photo...after sch i went to mindy class to wait for her and becca...dunno y her trpt seniors there oso...wah lao....actually can go for lunch one but dey dunno wan to tok abt wat...kao....fEEl so extra lor....hmmm...den i went to change...i very bored so i went to find bel to tok....haiz....went to her class tt time her yvonne kept calling mi intruder...-__-"..lol....i realised bel classmates very crazy one..hmm...den szehui say i so kiasu...how come change so fast liao....like influence by bel...hmm...den bel say dun change...coz some of them nv bring band mufti...haiz...tts the result of being kiasu...-__+"....den she actually call mi to pass the msg to everyone to tell them dun change first...but she say nvm...she go with mi....hmmm...den she say kexin like went home...both of us...stand in front of the public phone for so long and tink....but cant rmb...den i say"u go up and take ur diary...den call lah...i cant rmb"....den she say tt if she go up she cannot come down le den i say..."nvm lah...i help u call"...hmm...we went up and she pass mi her diary...i call kexin but she wasnt at home....so i went up to tell the trpters to change back to uni first....after tt i went to call kexin again....went down tt time too hungry le so i went to buy bread and eat....i saw gErMZ and lin...so i went to sit with them....after eating i saw amanda(oboeist) den she say...she wanna go library....on the way up i wanna call kexin again...so both of us went to the second floor phone...while calling i saw eudora...she was wearing band mufti and was toking to the band teachers...so after she finishing toking to the teachers...i call amanda to tell eudora to change back to uni coz may not need to wear as some of them nv bring....kaoye....after telling her she went to ask the teachers izzit need to change back to uni...the teachers came out of the stuff room and ask who say one....den i say "bel"...den i say" its becoz some of them nv bring band mufti"...dey ask where is bel...den i say "she is in class having lessons"...dey say" call her to come down NOW!!"....dey kept saying so disorganise one....while walking up my mood totally change....was worried for bel...i called bel out and told her everything...after tt she went to the stuff room....i went to forth floor and find mindy...amanda went to the library...and i told mindy everyting...cant even cool down...after mindy change finish...mi...mindy...amanda...went to bandroom...i was partly scared as like i was like getting bel into trouble and partly angry of eudora....idiot....hmmm...den huizhen was pestering mi tt there's no photo taking....i juz shake her hand off mi...kinda irritated with her...den sir came....he enter the bandroom...hmmm...den ask how come mi and mindy lOOk so angry...den i say "got meh"....kinda fake lah....den dunno y he ask again...this time he ask mi i angry izzit den i juz nodded my head...den he say izzit the photo taking ting or sumting else...hmmm...den i say "sumting else"...den dunno wat mindy say den i cried a bit....coz like i am the coz of no photo taking...den jieying came and say "no lah...not u lah...dun cry le"....den mi and mindy went to the hall to find for becca....yupz....but after tt like very extra so we went back to bandroom and ms yeo was there and she say "NO MORE PHOTO TAKING!!"...dOT...dOT...idiot....people stay back for so long juz for this photo taking ting lor..and now say dun have....wah lao...-__-!!..after ms yeo left...lin came to me and as mi wat happened...den i told her everything...after tt i was in the canteen toking to mindy...becca...yuan mei...haha....we had such a lame and crazy conver....haha...felt much happier...wah...not bad yuan mei can be entertainer...=p...hmmm...mi...mindy and becca...went back to bandroom after the conver...haiz the sec 3s trpters still there....hmmm....den a while later gErMZ ask mi i okay a not...and wat happen to mi....so i told gErMZ and at the same time explain to lin again...after tt lin went back home le...den we continue toking and crapping...haha...played some lame games...hmm..den use my present as part of the game...lame..abt 5plus lydat...we went back home....on the way back gErMZ telling mi some sort of secrets...den like very bad lydat left mindy and becca on the other side....mindy wanna hear....but den we kept moving aside.....felt quite bad...haiz...den i went back home...and study again....die...becoming like a nerd sia....haiz...nway...too tired le...bYe....='(
[24/09/2003]
mE b'DaY
hEllO!!....wOOhOO...today mi b'day...haha...tat faith arh very kiasu...yesterday 11plus sms mi to wish mi "Happy B'day"...hmmm..den followed by gErMZ and my auntie sms mi at 12 to wish mi "HappY b'dAy...haha....din noe until this morning i woke up....=p...den i went to sch the normal time and i met my partner in the bus...haha...she she gave mi a card and wish mi happy b'day...lolx....the card damn lame sia...^o^...hmmm...den while going up my class tt time i saw mi junior samantha...hmmm she gave mi a present frm her and huiwen...thx arh....den i ran up to put all my things down...walking to the carpark tt time i saw pauline hmm...juz nice can pass her the autograph bOOk to let her sis rite...hmmm...she and geraldine gave mi two fish...ahahah...lame.....kinda scare of fish actually...=p...hmm...den at the carpark...gErMZ and lin came to my class and wish mi happy b'say...and gErMZ gave mi a hug too..den went back to class lena gave mi a present...haha...the fish pauline and geraldine was kinda entertaining...haha...my frenz kept playing with it...celene and yun qian oso gave mi a present....hmm...it was recess and melinda pulled me to sherlyn class...hmmm...to give her flowers for her b'day...wah not bad sia sherlyn b'day oso today...hahas...after tt we went to the home econs room to get cake...hmm...got two cake...one is class one...another one is frm shir..melinda...guihe...qinwen and charlotte to mi one....hey..thx guys...hmmm...den i cut some cakes for bel...gErMZ...szehui and lin...hmm...hope u all like the cakes...although i cut until very horrible....=p...i nv eat the cake...haiz...coz its chocolate den i dun like....=D...hmmm....den arh...went back class ms quek prayed for mi...kinda weird....haiz...den charlotte...melinda...shir and jo...gave mi present after her lesson....hmm...i was very scared for the fish the whole day...coz scare will die...haiz...den after sch went for a shot lunch tt time saw bel....bel wished mi "hAppY b'daY"...=)...hmmm...i tot she will forgot...coz tt time she forgot kexin's one...hmmm..sob...got oral...kaoye....i am the last one...haiyo lame arh....my fish go oral with mi...haha....after tt i faster go home...and change water for my fish...haiz very tired day sia...yawn...hmmm....becca...sms at abt 6 plus to wish mi...hmmm abt 8 plus lydat mindy send mi a la pi xiaoxinpix msg...lolx...so lame...but thx...haha...nway...gtg study le...bye...^o^
[22/09/2003]
sLacKinG
harlo....hmmm....actually today suppose to stay back for music but i ran home...straight after school...coz dun feel like doing...haiyo...tt day my korkor...bought back the VCDs very tempting...haiz...my mother on it...and when resting tt time...i was watching it...oh man...i very fast addicted liao....i continued to watch until abt 6 plus lydat....aHHHH...can die....i still got hmw lor....haiz...sOb...hmmm...but lucky...i finished it very fast...*yawn*...gtg...byebye...tc
[21/09/2003]
waT tHe....my mOuSe sPoiL...aLL thX...to mY kOrkOr
harlo....today finish all my hmw ...although i start quite late...wah pek arh....my korkor arh...spoil the com mouse....idiot...den i wanna do the music project ting oso cannot....sOb....gonna slp early...mitez...-____-Zzz
[20/09/2003]
mY bAbY coUsiN
harlo!!!...hmmm...today got band prac...lol...but not very lOOking forward to it coz its spring cleaning....sOb...haha...kinda surpised when we get to play our instruments...lol...onli the brasses playing....coz we need to play for the fanfare for founder's day...wOOhOO...hmm....shit lah...fEEl tt i've deproved my playing le...sOb...hmmm...after tt me and lena when to do our Qm's duties...haiz....nothing much to do lah....hehe....mi and shirin coop quite a lot of things...=p...hehe...coz sir say can take den we take lor...aiYo....tt vian arh...very sickening lor...cut out one turtle and give mi...-_-"..haiz....no comments....den after tt i went for violin....hmmm...slow as usual....when lessons ended it was raining...wah non-stop sia....in the end mi and mindy went back late den nv go church...lolx....my baby cousin came to my hse...wOOhOO....^o^....she's so CUTE~!!!....hahaahha....kinda mad liao....hmmm...feel kinda bad coz i teach her how to stick out her tongue.....den she kept doing it non-stop...aIyO...haha...den my auntie say "u see lah now u teach her how to stick out her tongue ...now she keep doing it non-stop liao"....haha....babys are kinda fun to play...hmm...enjoyed playing with her...hahas....it was rather a slpy day though...but i've enjoyed playing with her...^o^
[19/09/2003]
wAt a Day
heLLo!!...woke up at abt 7.50 lydat....nearly late for sch....heng nv....hehex....hmmm...i was studying geog on the way to schden saw shimin at the bus stop.....we J-wAlk to sch....=p...haha...reach sch juz in time...hmmm...today got practical test ...wOOhOO....so fun...=p...den after tt got geog test...hmmm....the geog test quite easy lah...after sch i ask mindy whether she still wanna go out....in the end she dun wan....den i went back with charlotte...hmm....reach home...i went online until my korkor come home....need to relax mah.....=p..after tt i practise my violin...coz some songs still dunno how to play...hmmm....gonna rest liao...bYE!!...^O^
[17/09/2003]
wOOhOO...bAnD rULeZ
harlo....today nv do PE....coz leg pain until like shit....all thx to my new shoes....os idiot...sigh...hmmm....sammi oso nv do ...so both of us guard all the belongings...haiz so lame....den we stand up and guard coz we wanna tok....and we r guarding diff sides...tts y....haiz....like fa zhen lydat....lolx....hmm...den whole day cant wait for school to end ...coz got band....haha...finally....i miss band so much...haiz....but got maths remedial....sigh...dun like the maths teacher...haha...lucky she let us off early....i nearly freeze to death during her lesson..."brrip"...wOOhOO...finally go for band prac le...hehex....but my heart shedded when i heard tt there will be no playing but onli clearing up of all the scores....kao ye...wat the lor...i've been waiting for band prac for so long sObx.....hmmm...going home tt time wait for gerMZ for so long....mindy arh....say wait downstairs until disappear....den i went back with gerMz...hmmm....den reach home liao...i quickly do my art coz need to hand in tmw...hmmm....power sia....i do the art until today 4am...wah siao lor....den my mother kept scolding mi for doing until so late...sigh...den onli slept for a few hrs
[16/09/2003]
sLacKer
hiX!!......hmm ...today in sch the lessons are same as usual...during recess szehui...shout my name kinda loud...den say "aye cut ur hair arh"...haiz...den she down there giggling ....hmmm....den after sch went back straight home...can die...i was slacking again....played my violin and oso went online....coz i need to listen to the hanukkah song for tmw band prac...tts y...wanna kill myself arh....not suppose to go online one lor....den at tt time szehui not online den got no one to chase mi off ...haiz ..online for 2hrs i tink...damn it lor....haiz...better control myself not to go online liao...hmm....but after tat got do hw lah....yup...gtg...byEz....=)
[15/09/2003]
aHH mY haIr!!
harlo!....hmmm...back to sch again....yup....kinda bz man....haha...hmm today the lessons are boring as usual...but i was concentrating all the while....hmmm...first time worx...=p...den went back home str8 after sch....i brought back ruoyi lit book to copy coz dey say tues muz hand in siao lor....haiz....copy until i slp..lucky gerMz called mi..if not i tink i will forgot to pass ruoyi her lit book back...after passing ruoyi her book i went to cut my hair....coz very long le....somemore den say tmw dey doing spot check....ahhhh....die....i cut until very short...can't stand it...hah...but onli 10 mins den cut finish le...on the way back...szehui called mi....to tok abt the philyouth thing....yup...den ask mi mindy slping izzit...den i say dunno leh...she call mi to call mindy to call her....haiz...den i went back home and do lit again...coz nv copy all...=p...haiz...tired day lah...-_-Zzz
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