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thus the story ended when she no longer loved him. and he moved on with life. just when he thought life was over, he was saved by a Russian princess. they got married and lived happily ever after. -the end-

Moscow Shed No Tears

I wonder if there was a time when you truly loved me? If every moment of our phone calls meant as much to you as to me? Sometimes I sit up during the night and stare out of my window, reminiscing the late night talks we had and how we had to keep our voices down. Maybe some nights you'll think of me too. You'll remember that once upon a time you stayed up late at night talking to a boy. Perhaps you've forgotten about me by now, But back then I never ceased telling you how much I loved you every single night. You always laughed it off and asked me how much, I would always tell you more each time you asked. I saw a picture of you on facebook late one night while I was studying for a test, You were smiling so happily beside a boy. My world darkened and I was all alone, All I could hear and feel was the sound of glass shattering into a thousand or perhaps a million pieces. Piercing me as they fell and I kept bleeding, No tears would fall from my eyes for there is just too much pain.

Alone, As Always

Unlike a romantic action movie where the hero kisses the hot girl and the movie ends, Signalling a happily ever after story for the both of them. A hero enters his vacant house, he is alone. No matter what he does, the ending never changes. That is the cruel fate of the ones destined to be heroes. As how there must always be a balance in life, He who chooses greatness must pay an equal price. That is the feeling of "to love and be loved in return". It is not what he can do, rather what "she" can't do. For Fate is cruel and unfeeling, she takes away what is hers even if it be heartbreaking. A hero saves the day, wins the war, emerges victorious but loses his own battle.

In Imis Peccatum Meum

If I were a templar,
loving you would be a sin.
To gaze upon you is to break my vows,
and the very thought of you is a transgression.

As how bees are attracted to honey,
and flowers bloom in spring.
My heart cannot help itself,
but to be attracted to you.

If I cannot love you,
then I'd rather not love at all.
For if loving you were a sin,
then I'd be the greatest sinner of all.

Broken Heart Syndrome

They say love can't kill a person.
Romance is but a fool's passion.
They won't believe you if you tell them your chest feels heavy,
Your heart hurts as though it's about to break in two.
They laugh at you when you tell them,
I can't breath, I can't sleep, I can't do anything without thinking about her.
They don't know what you're feeling because they're not in love,
Only you know what it's like to love someone so much it's no longer funny.
They'll stop laughing once you're dead,
Cause it hurts so much your heart refuses to beat any longer, your breath gives way and your spirit leaves this body
To a place far far better than this, to peace far far tranquil than now.
Doctors call it Broken Heart Syndrome.
They didn't know, they didn't believe, but truth is..
Love kills.