my heartfelt congrats to my dearest kuz, Natalia & Dzul.

it was the longest week i had. mixed emotions. but i am just glad it was over.
the bride and me!
the bride and groom
mya and me
beeha and me

wanna thank bee and mya for being there for me. for everything that whole 4-5 days. very much appreciated. more pictures would be up soon as i get them. :)

you look so much like him.
and i spent the whole morning just listening to you sing, strumming the guitar and looking at you. it didnt downed on me till that song.
and i looked at you, and you remind me of him.
heh. i remembered then. and i cried. there in the middle of the room. i cried so hard.
no1 knew. no1 saw. i cant let them.

it infuriate me how some people just lurves to hang other's dirty laundry. i've seen enuff of mine that it pisses me off wen this same shite happen to a dear fren.

why do you be a fren only to hang the dirty laundry wen things dun seem to go your way. haf it eva occurred to you that as much shite as you haf on her, she has just as much? prolly you haf lots more. wich would be more juicier to be hanging around than hers?

i dun see the root cause of the unfounded jealousy. was it because of the attention that you didnt get? or was it the fact that the platonic frenship was built and THAT was someting you were going for and didnt get? get this, building a platonic frenship CANNOT and DOES NOT involved sex. opps sorry! did i hit a sore point? no pun intended.

bowing down and keeping quiet doesnt mean that we r guilty as charged. its ur choice wicheva it is because noting being said in defense will be of any good. theres no point in validating everything that is being say. it wun put everything to an end. it will just turn into a blardy drama because you people just haf no idea wen to put a stop to everything.

and please, for fuk sake, dun hold sumting over someone. its just not right. you were in it for the game. we all are. dun go about holding things over their head thinking that at the end of the day, you might get sumting outta it. its foolish games that we are all playing.
all you gonna get is pure resentment. grow up and smell the fuking coffee. life does not revolve around your whole fuking world only. and believe me, your nowhere near of being a queen bee so dun act fuking act like one. and to the rest of youse, again no pun intended, grow up and learn to see the bigger fuking picture. if the trust is based on the words being passed around den, you dun qualify to be frens.
enuff said.

'by taking risks. by risking failure, disappointment, disillusion but never ceasing in your search for love. As long as you keep looking, you will triumph in the end.'
Brida by Paulo Coelho.

a dear fren confessed to me about moving on and how she feels about it. to be honest, i am very amazed. no offence but i did thought it was going to take alot longer. but i am very glad that you took that step. and from here, everything else should be slightly easy.
bottomline, i am happy for you babe.

at least you have the guts. and i admire you for that. because to be very fuking honest, its still hard for me to move on and let it go. keeping quiet and not talking about it doesnt mean its over for me. it just means i am keeping it inside.

but here's a toast to the many2 party ahead that we r gonna rawked. prolly the first one would be soulja's boi birthday bash next wkend. i think its time that we party like a rawkstar :)
love you heaps babe!