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Sunday, October 26, 2008

my 08 burfday

i am definitely a sucker for celebrating my birthday in series. 3 to be exact. big smiles!
i still do keep it mellow and simple on the day itself, wich is a big thing for me. i am not for one, interested in being drunk and wasted. coz i like to savor the day and njoy myself.

the big thing on the list was a nice simple supper wif wawa, khalid and mya@simpang. well that was kinda random and impromtu since maya hasnt eaten at simpang since foreva. haha. but yeah.

so the next morning, me and mya headed off to vivo to wait for plastic-boi to go to Sentosa. aint much of a suprise to be waiting for people on my burfday but yeah we did wait like for 3 hrs for him to get his freaking ass to vivo. but its kewl since, me and maya had our cuppa and catching up properly. did i mentioned that there was no sun by the time we got to sentosa because of the lateness of someone. but we still get to chill ard and take heaps of pictures.
i njoy that so much. wats betta than to spent the day wif my other favourite duo. so chilling, drinking, cutting burfday cake, saboing was on the list. after that, we changed. Plastic-boi heads off for bowling and us girls went to meet the rest of my gerls for a dinner and kopi session. a quiet session to end the day. just the way i like it.


next series, was the Zoo trip with Yan, Wok, Lan and his 2 nephews. I was tired to be honest and the trip only exhusted the shite outta me as there were too many walking done. But at least, i get to fulfill my wish to go to the zoo. thanks to those 5. it was a 4-5 hours walk.

a rush as Yan would say it since i got a date wif my duo for a quick shopping sessionin the evening. wich happens to be a disaster. dun wish to elaborate coz it just pisses the shite outta me. but time well spent since i managed to get things i was suppose to get. and i bought myself a much needed dorothy perkins jeans!!

the last part of the burfday series has to wait since i am waiting on a couple of pictures.

.:: a new wonderland ::. 7:20 PM


can we pretend to leave and then meet again when both our cars collide?

Friday, October 17, 2008

sinking wif exhaustion

everyting seems to be draining the shite outta me. its hard to even try to keep up wif things now. i just lost interest. i cant seem to focus properly. i am so exhausted that i dun even sleep well. and working opening sure didnt help as much. goin to work is like going to a battle every single day. its been a drag as of late. i actually haf to force myself to get up and go to work. thats sumting new. heh.

and you, of all the things to say to me. how could you even? and u dun wish to break my heart? how is that even possible? you broke my heart 2 yrs ago wen you said you dun love me anymore. so theres no more breakage to that that you could even do. its oready broken.
how exactly do you break a broken heart?

but my burning question is, how could you even said that? and you said you still love me. dun i know it all, hun? dun i? just so you know that hearing or rather reading what you wrote hurts a fuking hell more than knowing things aint gonna happen. and i wasnt even saying anything. all these while. not a fuking word hun. all i did was to continue loving you in silence. and dealing wif everything on my own. and even that apparently is a problem.

i am in sinking in exhaustion wich i fear might turn to sinking back to being 'reactive depression'. the one that was diagnosed a couple of yrs ago. this time, maybe, happy pills are good for me. i cant seem to be fuking bring myself up. so prolly help is needed.
fuk all these, really!

"Selagi daya hatiku ini,
akan tetap ku menyayangi.
duka tiada ku peduli,
bila rindu membelenggu"
- Rela Setia, Didicazli

.:: a new wonderland ::. 11:46 AM


can we pretend to leave and then meet again when both our cars collide?

Thursday, October 16, 2008

"how quickly a moment of love was snapped away to a moment of hate. One comment to steal it all away. Of how love and war start upon the very same foundations. How, in my darkest moment, my most fearful times when faced, became my bravest. When feeling at your weakest, you end up showing more strength. When at your lowest, are suddenly lifted above higher than you've eva been. They all border one another, those opposites and how quickly we can be altered. Despair can be altered by one simple smile, offered by a stranger. Confidence become fear by the arrival of one uneasy presence. Just as one person wavering on the balance beam and in an instant, his excitement turned to pain. everything in on the verge, always brimming the surface. A slight shake, a tremble send things toppling.

How similar emotions are."
- Thanks for the memories, Cecilia Ahern

.:: a new wonderland ::. 10:15 PM


can we pretend to leave and then meet again when both our cars collide?

Sunday, October 05, 2008

slamat hari raya

i tink i enjoyed raya tis year for sum reason. it felt different. might be the hair. i dunno.
lil sis got a canon powershot for her bdae so hence the many2 photos taken!!

the family

me and lil sis

big bro and lil bro

me and Nat goofing around

us and grandma

me and grandma.

i am still waiting on the big family photo. nwayz following are the maternal side of raya.

almost all of us. i tink my uncle is working and my 4 other cousins who wasnt able to make it.

this is all the cousins and nieces and nephews that i have.

it was all very tiring. but i had fun. its nice wen you have all your families from afar togather to celebrate the occasion.

nwayz, slamat hari raya and maaf zahir batin to all. :)

.:: a new wonderland ::. 10:06 AM


can we pretend to leave and then meet again when both our cars collide?

Thursday, October 02, 2008

sneak-peek

a lil peek of the new hair-do. very last minute prior to raya. :)
gets a lil annoying but i lurve it. :p

all raya photos will be up soonish. i need to catch on very much needed beauty sleep at the moment!!

nwayz,
slamat hari raya. maaf zahir batin!

.:: a new wonderland ::. 2:57 PM


can we pretend to leave and then meet again when both our cars collide?