we had our first hols together :))
our 5th date was at Desaru. it was nice. its always nice to be relaxing. and since we missed out on the intended Tioman trip wif Wirda&Oren due to work commitments. his work commitments. we had to settle for sumwhere near. but its kewl.

i was late as per norm. but he still brings me to get our usual cuppa b4 beginning the journey der. and silly me, i was so wrong to think even for a sec that i culd prolly handle the day w/o any coffee. i was so blardy wrong. i ordered a black tea latte for myself instead of the usual one. i was fine till we decide to drive up to JB for dinner and such. my temper went all over the place. it was funny. but he handles it fine. he have always handled me fine. haha. so it wasnt any overdrama.

wen we got back after dinner, we walked ard the resort and settled to chill out by the swimming pool. we talked abt alot of tings. long journey is always good. its good to have convos.

even wif the wkend, it feels like the time spent together is nvr enuff. we didnt managed to speak much as well since our working time collide prior to the Desaru trip. and with alot of things that seems to come up, i dun think we'll see each other much this coming mth. tho i wun be suprised even in our busy schedule, to plan a date again. we tend to do that heaps. esp our last 2 dates lol. so much so for being busy. but its nice. its always nice to see and spent time wif you no matter how tired out we would be.

there will definitely be no more hols for us. at least not anytime soon since he just got himself a new ride. haha. i am not fussed. bottomline, for me, is to spent time wif you. it doesnt matter where. again, thank you for the wkend. sorry you had to put up wif the mood swings. but at least today, you realise the reason behind the mood-swings. haha.

ouh. i miss you. always. and i am so looking forward to seeing you this weds hopfully. <3

i am so in lurve!!!!!!!!!
lol. wif Pasha - lead singer of ungu
hes been sweet serenading me. sigh and i am head over heels for him.
he has this sweet smile that melts me over everytime i watch their music video.
sigh. hes blardy good looking.

thanks to Jun for organising Z's hen-party. roflers. he did mentioned sumting abt a blonde and a brunette and bondage. wich nvr happens. haha. instead, it was a small gathering at Al-Majlis with a party of 15 - 3/4 of whom i hadnt seem since ... so it was nice to catch up and haf fun.

presenting the man himself who was 1.5hrs late for his own party. BOO!!!
and yes! thats him handing out his invitations to us.

these are the girls who came along

and these are the boys.

after 2 hrs of being suffocated with sheesha+cigarette smoke, we opted for sum fresh air and decide to chill out at the Singapore Flyer. lol!!

umm smile!!

down the escalator we go.

we had small snacks of Popeye and after waiting for semutz to come, and being bitten by countless of small insects, we decide to move on to our final leg of the get-together.



the girls all tired out by then.

our supper. courtesy of Z.

claps for Z for beautifully doing up the house. it was nice and cosy. LOL.
we all shall meet up real soon. his wedding in 2 wks :)
till then Z, stay off the blondes and brunette yeah.
grats bro! big smiles!!

belated birthday celebration and 4th date happenned at Kota Tinggi Waterfalls. It was super fun. given that the last time i was der was agesss ago. we met up early tho i was abt an hr late. blame the traffic tat was held up coming into wdlands immi. so the usual starbucks and buying snacks for picnic took place. it wasnt a very long drive. well at least not to me since i wsnt the one driving. haha. and the fact that it wasa lil bit pricy to pay to get in. i was suprised that we needed to pay at all. the place was not as i remembered. that so much difference.

did i mentioned that the water was super cold? i was freezing my arse off lol. but it was relaxing. it was nice. we talked and laughed and splashed water all ard. i like it coz it was diff from the other 3 dates we had. tbh, i tink it was diff from all the other dates i've had. we headed back after a couple of hrs coz the weather looks like it was going to rain. headed back to the main city to watch Speedracer. and it was super good. an he bought me a gift. :)) he bought me a pair of sandals. lol. looks like i got a present for his birthday. hehe. i am so spoilt. by him at least.

i feel like being on fantasia bulan madu hence the title. its been a surreal 2 mths with him. esp with everyting else involved. i am not sure how this love story wuld end but i can gurantee you that it wun end like a fairytale. you can bet on it. i am just having fun at the moment. he makes me happy everytime. but there'll be a time wen i haf to walk away. and B, you know it damn well.

like i told Yan, the one person who takes me away from the boy is sumone i can nvr haf. and that sucks. it just does.

but he, at the moment, holds a big part of my heart. i am not sure how he did it. but he does. and i am pretty sure he realises that. if not, hes just stoopid i reckon. no offence B. and i am not too sure wat ur going to do with it. really. or rather i dunno wat i want to do with it. too.

the boy send me 3 seperate one liner email telling me hows hes doing. it was quite weird coz i had nvr expected any from him. not that i dun appreciate them. i rly do. they had me all smiles. but then i realised just how much i miss him as well.

i went to a wedding over the last wkend. and all i tot of was him. it was funny coz i dunno how i feel abt the boy anymore. i am not sure if i still love him. but i do know that i miss him heaps.
so i emailed him back.
i mean, we were frens first even before we dated and we were still frens after we broke up. so its no harm being frens again now wen we r so far away.
but a good fren told me that you can nvr be frens wif ur ex-es. guys dun befren their ex-es unless they haf feelings for you still.

is that true? i haf nvr asked him of his feelings for me after wat he told me a yr ago. i reckon i nvr had enuff courage to hear wat he had to say. but i miss him and all his nonsense. <3