works been a bitch. so is life to go wif that. since i started work like 3 wks ago, it felt like it nvr stopped. i been working so many closing shifts, its starting not to look funny. lifes been cut short and not to mentioned wow. my off days are spent sleeping my arse off and my cant-be-fuked to go out attitude. i do get to meet up wif sweetest frens who makes effort to come down and spent time wif me on my breaks. i feel so loved! <3

works got its perks tho. apart from having my own money. pay yet to come in at the moment tho. theres these 2 cute boys. => they come in once a week, every sunday. ordering their tall vanilla frappucino! double => they come during almost closing. yet to catch their name coz just now, for sum weird reasons, there were lotsa customer despite us closing. sigh! but they talked to me tho. and those stealing glances moments. so cute. very skool like! :) but we did haf small talks tho. it was fun fun fun. makes me smile heaps!

i am having my smoke moment. i am tired as fuked. i've been doing closing since last friday and it will last till next monday. all closing, no other shifts for me :( but i got off 2mrw - weds. time to spent at home and wow! :)))

and yes! i do miss chilling out sessions. as always. but that gotta wait till i sort sum work shite out i tink. i am lookign forward to doing mid shifts next week. or so i shall hope! gotta finish my closing now :) haf a gd remaning week!

this week, as much as i am busy wif work, it has just been very emotional for me. i am not sure why tho. its just been too much thinkings. and sum unnecessary ones. its hard esp wif fasting and i haf to constantly keep reminding myself to not think. wich can be hard at times.
and i think i broke down in the bus ride to work today.

so came the happy face for work. it was all good tho. Engel was ard since she wasnt working. and SM asked me to clocked out work early. and Nesta decided to come ard to meet up. so those 2 turn things ard for me. :) such goodness! we slacked for abt 4 hrs. just talkign and debating abt random things. best thing of it all is that Nesta culd actually get along well unknown ppl. that was a gd one. its nice to be in the company of Nesta every now and then. i tink he keeps me rooted. i tink hes always the one who pulls me back to reality. who always haf rational opinions and thoughts. its time like this when i love being in his company. coz he makes every lil things haf a silver lining. thanks babe! and yes! i know u adore those pink crocs of mine. they rawked!

there are 2 particular ppl that i miss.
one i tink those of youse shud know well by now who. i reckon its just a habit. having lived together for a yr or so. i'll always miss his company. and true! it aint just his company that i miss. i miss being wif him too. i miss seeing that smile! well i hope hes all good whereva he is.

the 2nd person. i tink working took a toiled on us of not having to communicate much. it doesnt help too wen ur not living in the same place or country for that matter. so feelings were to be kept aside till we r both ready for each other. but that doesnt mean i cant miss him. and the yearning to meet him soon. i haf no idea wen tho.

nwayz,
the happy gerl!!! grats babe
yes i know! i miss you too! lets meet up soon aight gerl. :)

and
thanks to Yan, Fozie, Wok and Lan for that wonderful dinner! :)

my wonder girls! <3