So give me reason to prove me wrong
Welcome to MY LIFE.
HER LOVE STORY
She loved him, he never knew
She saw him everyday; but she never said anything
She kept the torch in her heart burning
She wanted him to know, but it wouldn't happen
It was impossible, how could a lowly, plain girl like her pass through him?
Thinking of him was bliss
But then things changed
And friendliness became a forced item
Silence was the only thing that bounced through the walls when they sat in the same room
She wanted to re-live the love that was never there.
'And if I lived a thousand years
You know, I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you that dayBut if destiny decided I should look the other way
Then the world would never know
The greatest story ever told
And did I tell you that I love you tonight?'
SHE LOVES HIM
@ Friday, July 8, 2011 ; 11:19 AM
He told me to think positively and throw away all the negative thoughts. I shall keep that in mind. Amin.
Curhat. @ Thursday, July 7, 2011 ; 8:58 PM
Why is life so unfair to me? Or is it that all this while I’ve not been bersyukur-ing the things that I have? Kenapa orang2 semua senang jumpe dengan pasangan that will express their feelings to them first? Sementara for my case, selalu aku je yang terkejar-kejarkan orang. I just don’t understand. Kenapa orang selalu make things complicated? Or is it me yang terlalu letak harapan? Right now, to tell exactly what I’m actually feeling, I’m actually feeling very down. For the past few weeks, bila aku jalan kat luar and nampak orang2, I’ll just give the kind of sombong look just so to protect my heart. Just so people won’t get close to me. Cause every time people enter in my life, I know one day they’ll leave, just when I started to need them in my life. And for that reason, aku dah serik untuk nak kenal dengan orang lagi. Sometimes I feel that after knowing “someone”, I don’t wanna know any other cause jujur, aku tak pernah kenal dengan orang sebaik dia and also yang I can talk a lot to. Dia awesome. But again, I just feel that perasaan ini cuma bertepuk sebelah tangan. Hmm ok lah, gotta get back to my assignment. I hope this short curhat to tumblr is able to make me feel better. Cause I think my friends pun dah kind of tired to entertain me. Apa lagi my sis, jangan harap. She always think that whatever feelings that I’m caught up with is just a joke mentang2 dulu aku ada list of crush. Padahal tu semua just for fun cause I feel kesepian and it’s a way to cover up my sorrows. Ada my kawan lagi tanya if I really like that “someone”. Macam nak reply je, “You think all this while I main-main? You think he’s just like those main-main nye crush?” This really shows how much they understand me. They don’t know when I’m serious dengan my perasaan and when my perasaan is just for fun. Oh well. Assignment time.
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@ Wednesday, July 6, 2011 ; 5:38 PM
SUPER RINDU PLEASEEEEE ? :((
@ Monday, July 4, 2011 ; 10:25 AM
Alhamdulillah. Penantianku pagi tadi tidak sia-sia. Mungkin kerana ku takut kehilangan maka ku sering memikir yang dia ingin menghindariku. Padahal semuanya itu tidak benar. Terima kasih Allah. Terima kasih juga kepadanya kerana telah menegurku di fb dahulu. Appreciated much :)
@ Sunday, July 3, 2011 ; 7:16 PM
I MISS HIM YA ALLAH! Now it's just so hard to let out all my feelings since there's no privacy in twitter, facebook and even tumblr. Hopefully no one reads this since this blog have been silent for a long time. I just need to blog, that's it. I miss him so very much. It was Tues midnight and for the straight 3 days chatted on fb with him and now it's almost going to be 3 days of not chatting with him and damn I miss him a lot. Hopes and hopes. Why do I keep putting on hopes? For the past 3 days of not chatting, guess what? I dreamt of him, yes for those straight 3 days. Most of the time I dreamt that I was chatting with him online and he wrote on my fb wall. Haiz. How much more could I miss him? Even when he's around, I miss him too cause I know that moment with him would end and it's back to me missing him again, waiting for our next meet up. Allah, help me with my feelings. My mind is feeling so disturbed.
@ Tuesday, November 9, 2010 ; 4:51 PM
today got fire drill at my sch.
stupid sehh, fire drill biler org tgh lagi brp min abes last lesson.
waste of time je. dah lah leceh kene pegi kat stadium lagi, so panas!
oh well, anyway, ytd was my happy day.
you know, even the lil bit of stuff that he did is enuf to make me smile the whole day.
if only i could tell him, yes i still do have feelings for him.
in fact, it's like i'm falling for him over and over again. but he won't know.
i just don't wanna spoil the friendship yg baru dijalin semula antara kita.
hey, i love you <3
@ Wednesday, November 3, 2010 ; 4:42 PM
gosh. tdy i'm super duper bingit wif this org kat tagged. merepek nk mampos nye giler babi seh. cb btol! ingt i what kind of person?! so disrespectful. org klau open minded pun tk smpai gtu terok tau tak! itu namanye keje bodoh! ishhhh kasi darah up je.
anyways, on the brighter side, ermmm idk? hehe i'm just smiling to myself cos of 3 things!
1) ada dech. something unexpected.
2) cute nye! tkle blg skrg! nnti2 leh. oh, n i'm stil waiting fr the reply (:
3) found someone to text2!
so, as you can see, syerah is going insane each passing day. so, jgn layan dier k. bye.
