i'm growing up. i'm reluctant to be departing from everything i know and love and excited for all the great adventures ahead. sad to be leaving things and people behind but fond of the memories. right now, i'm just - cruising along. it's a crest of trepidation and i'm just barely keeping my balance; i'm feel like i'm about to crash but i trust that my own spirit can keep me going. forward. moving on to affairs purportedly bigger and more important in life, but it's the small things i'll treasure. this moment. that. all that matters, was that we were here together. i may forget but this very feeling, this very sentiment i will pocket and keep close to my heart.