亲爱的读者们

听过蝴蝶效应吗？对，南美洲一个蝴蝶小小的翅膀，是北美洲两个星期后的龙卷风的主导者哦~~

今天的心，特别的痛，痛得无法呼吸，脑袋一片空白，好像世界末日了，呵呵

哎。。。真是个白痴。。。原来以前经历的痛苦，都发泄在这片已经荒废的天空了

从前的坚强，是有着这无声的战友。。。

今天，又回来了。休息一下，以后的路还远着呢 :)

Back??

IM BACK!!!~~~
not really into blogging, just posting this for fun
XDXD

Signing off~~
(I miss this so much SC)

No Way Back

Pass Glories and Memories are but a Ghost of the Current and future

There's no looking back...

突破

10年02月04日，

我

成了他的信徒

i decided

all those that follow, and does not follow,

i decided, to go back into blogging??

why?? not because of boredom. actually, the 2 months staying in kt wasn't a so-called process of rotting.

went traveling, spamming facebook, reading japanese history, study the country's affair, learn some cooking, surprise to learn that h1n1 was a fraud, being a lazy ass at home etc etc.

i have tones to blog about, and learned lots from my parents during this short 2 months. thanks mum, dad.

i got a lot of new experience when i was in taiwan, and i appreciate my time wif my crazy bro paul (though he sometimes pissed me off =P) thanks bro

i do, lost something after so many gain. my beloved kitty, meet itz fate after food poisoning.

there is someone i hold a special position in ma heart, and i cherish the short yet sweet moment we share. though, she no longer is that special person anymore

time changes people, and it did alot. it does not guarantee to make u better, as u might walk the forbidden path and disappoints certain people that look high upon u

i cant deny letting certain of people down, but i still being loved and treasure by lots. i cant deny the disappointment i felt, after seeing how much you change, and the prospect of you saying how mature you had already became.

im disappointed wif the things i used to hold dear and lost it, because there is no 2 way communication. i do feel glad though, that my bond had grow stronger wif my parents, friends and cousins.

im still me, never change. but you, i shall bear you goodbye, i still have a life to continue. the you of last 2 years will remain within my heart forever, but not the after.

Peace =)

hmm

For the remaining 1 n 1/2 months b4 new year...

What can I do....

Wondering....

Philiphobia

I am afraid

I know I am stepping in a pit with an unknown depth and I will never recover from it

I fall in love with HER

A HER I shall never even think about loving

My heart tries to resist

But my soul gets devour days to days

I need a distraction

Something to shift my attention from her to another thing

Please

Can I just ignore you