Pain

What an emotional roller coaster I went on this week! Needless to say, this week was filled with projects after projects, and I'm really happy that all these has come to an end with effect on last Friday. I was feeling really drained from Monday to Wednesday because apparently I did nothing but projects. After all these months of torture, I can safety say that I RATHER STUDY THAN TO DO PROJECTS!

Study meaning to study for exams and tests. I can't believe that I'm saying this but studying is really much more fun/better than doing projects. And no, I do not exactly hate projects because it is true that there's always a sense of satisfaction after all the projects because you know that you've put in your hardwork and you gave your all! That's enough, I guess.

Anyway, Friday was the day. Major presentation, I tell you. Somehow I felt really nervous and it gets worse when our group saw how great Sharon's group slides were. Ours was quite a last minute powerpoint because we spent most of our effort doing the report. But we did put in a lot hardwork making the outlook of the game more presentable. :D

I'm just really glad that Ms Tay and Ms Oh said that they saw our effort and overall it was a good try! YAYY! Oh yes, I don't know why, but I kept laughing when others were presentating. THINK I MUST BE CRAZY, and it must be due to the lack of sleep the day before. (I SLEPT AT 5AM ON THURSDAY!)

thank you God! thank you for making Java project a success! Even though there were countless conflicts or rather disagreements throughout this OOPJ project, we managed to program a game with the help of our wonderful lecturers. However, deep down in my heart, I know that this really can't be possible without you! I'll never forget the prayer that I made to you.

Crying out to you on how difficult the task is, that is to program a game using Java. And YEAH, the next day Ms Ng helped us and tada, the wheel for our snakes and ladders game works!

OH YESSS. HOW CAN I NOT MENTION ABOUT THE SWITCHFOOT CONCERT! HAHA. It was a blast! But, one thing I'm not that satisfied with is they should sing more songs! Even those ulu ones. Anyway, Yihui and I was quite pissed off at the start of the concert because people at the back were pushing all the way. Keep pushing me! :(
Here are the pictures that I took. The rest of it is with Yihui. She haven't send me yet.



my ticket!


Before the concert, I saw my ex-sheep inside the mrt. And somehow lots of flashbacks just came into my mind. Somehow most of the flaskbacks were good ones. :D After seeing and talking to her, I really felt some kinda pain inside my heart. And for the rest of the day,(even during Switchfoot's concert) I just kept thinking about her.

ah, it really saddens me when people leave and I can't do anything about it. I thank God for using me to impact lives when I was merely a secondary three student though there's some stuffs that I still tend to regret. God, bring her back! How I hope I can tell her this. hey, I love and I miss you!

I just want to say to anyone who's reading this now:
a promise I make to you.
I'll try my very best to bring you back to the arms of grace
if ever you were to be not around anymore.
BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!
yes, I really love you!