Thursday, November 29, 2007
at 12:09 AM
Monday, November 26, 2007
I hope that I can don't care about all the things and sleep as soundly as this pig.
AHHHH. I learnt how to breathe last week because last week was the worst week of the whole month of nov! I was really uber busy with my assignments, projects and to prepare for the performance. and I was so tired that I slept when I was on the bus and even fall asleep while watching my favourite tv show.
anyway, I thought that we've finally finished our JAVA project proposal. but guess what?! our proposal was rejected by the tutor for three times. THREE TIMES! and we were only given two days to redo everything. really thank God for my group members who not only sacrificed their sleep but also did a great job for both the power point presentation.
initially, we were all quite stressed up because our tutor only told us the day before the presentation that we need to redo. but really thank God that we managed to finish up presentation and proposal all by last week. YAYY. I think the proposal was quite well done. well, maybe it may not be better than other group but the important thing is that we all did our best! and i think we presented quite well during the presentation. of course that is still room for improvement. :/
and the first part of my sat was enjoyable because I went for the ARISE TRUSTFALL event! it was really my first time doing so many trustfall. In total, I did ten over times of trustfall in a day! I'm glad that I've participated. and because I was one of the skinniest in my team, I was "encouraged" to do more trustfall. haha. man, I must say that I really enjoyed the whole process even though doing ten over times of trustfall have resulted in having backache.
BUT, the second part of my sat was
at that moment, I really want to just dig a hole on the stage and just hide inside and not come out. NEL SAVES THE WHOLE PERFORMANCE. to be fair to all of us, I must say that if we were given more time to practise we can definitely do much better. oh. thank you shuling, kaisze and thomas! screwing up the performance aside, I really enjoyed practising with you all. HAHA.
ARGH!! I guess I was having some mood swing last week. I REALLY HATE IT WHEN I SHOW MY STUPID ATTITUDE OUT TO PEOPLE! oh man. they didn't owe me anything neither do they do anything to deserve my bad attitude. and it's always like that. whenever I'm busy or tired, I'll tend to show my attitude to the people around me. guihao, you need to change! sigh.
at 10:40 PM
Monday, November 19, 2007
oh. its quite sad because in the end I didnt go to hopekids ytd. it was cancelled. but its okay. there will always be a chance. I'm really uber tired now because I spent the whole of ytd doing my DCN asignment only to know that we can hand in next mon. ._. I thought we need to hand in today la. but I guess the extra one week is much needed by me. till now in poly, I've never do a assignment that is so tough. NEVER! maybe there will be harder assignments in future but till now this is the hardest for me.
wah lao. I tried to figure out the formula for the excel but to no avail. and none of my classmates know how to do. really none! on a happier note, my ex-sheep asked me to go for youth camp just now eh. I was so happy can! I mean I'm really happy that she takes the initiative to ask me to go even though I alr knew it before that.
but when she was talking to me, I felt a sense of guilt. back then when she was my sheep, I didnt really take care of her well. as I was thinking back, I realised that I wasnt a good shepherd at all. at that time, I only care abt whether are they going to cg or service. I didnt really care abt their well-being; how are they doing physically, finiancially and blah blah bah. but it is great to see her growing and she's a shepherd now! whooohooo.
but hey, I really want to give my best from now on. its time to grow! really.
wah lao. I tried to figure out the formula for the excel but to no avail. and none of my classmates know how to do. really none! on a happier note, my ex-sheep asked me to go for youth camp just now eh. I was so happy can! I mean I'm really happy that she takes the initiative to ask me to go even though I alr knew it before that.
but when she was talking to me, I felt a sense of guilt. back then when she was my sheep, I didnt really take care of her well. as I was thinking back, I realised that I wasnt a good shepherd at all. at that time, I only care abt whether are they going to cg or service. I didnt really care abt their well-being; how are they doing physically, finiancially and blah blah bah. but it is great to see her growing and she's a shepherd now! whooohooo.
but hey, I really want to give my best from now on. its time to grow! really.
at 11:17 PM
Saturday, November 17, 2007
haha. please tell me that I can survive tmr! there's lots of assignments to be done by tmr. :( ARGH! and I dont know why. nowadays I've been having serious headache. its really hurts. even as I'm typing now, I can feel that my head is spinning and spinning. please heal me lord! I still need lots of energy and focusing power to finish up my assignments. :/ okay, I will trust that I'll be okay by tmr.
oh yea. thank you dawn, wanxin, sixuan and meltay for celebrating my belated birthday ytd! many thanks to all of you! anyway, I know you wont see this now because you're most probably preparing all your stuffs to cambodia tonight. but I still want to say, "ALL THE BEST DAWN!"
you'll definitely reap much frm this 2 weeks trip in cambodia. and after you come back, you'll be called TEACHER QUEK alr. LOL. I'll miss you greatly. awwww... haha. see you in 2 weeks time! :D
anyway, I'll be waking up early tmr to go and help up in hopekids with yuqian. YAYY! I'm uber happy because those ppl who went there before to help up said that the kids there are uber cuteeee. alright, off to bed.
I'm anticipating man.
oh yea. thank you dawn, wanxin, sixuan and meltay for celebrating my belated birthday ytd! many thanks to all of you! anyway, I know you wont see this now because you're most probably preparing all your stuffs to cambodia tonight. but I still want to say, "ALL THE BEST DAWN!"
you'll definitely reap much frm this 2 weeks trip in cambodia. and after you come back, you'll be called TEACHER QUEK alr. LOL. I'll miss you greatly. awwww... haha. see you in 2 weeks time! :D
anyway, I'll be waking up early tmr to go and help up in hopekids with yuqian. YAYY! I'm uber happy because those ppl who went there before to help up said that the kids there are uber cuteeee. alright, off to bed.
I'm anticipating man.
at 11:46 PM
Friday, November 16, 2007
tell me why. why must I always be the one to.... tell me!
at 12:12 AM
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
haha. I really really feel so blessed!
a big thank you to celestine, meltay, dawn, michcheah, wanxin, sheryl, candy, mellim, benjamin, chenglong, shuling, reetha, meirong, jiayan, madeline, eileentan, sharon, yuqian, jiajing, chengchuan, guodong, jace, peixian, huizhen, serene, ivysng, choo yeow, husna, huimei, jacqueline, evangeline, may, thomas, yanwen, yvonne___, yvonneseow, phoebe, chris, shareen, peifen, georgia, shaun, ruijun, limin, hsiaoen, debbie, mr ang, gracegoh, sueng, sunny, jalea, khuibing, shermaine, jiayi, khokyen, geng, sihui, simin, cherylwong, chenxiang, desiree, khenghiang, wailoon, JOJO, peiyin, derrick and bernadette.
I'm uber touched! thanks ppl for everything! seriously. it touches me just by knowing that you guys remember. thank you! :D whooo. thank you celestine, jacqueline, evangeline, yanwen, may, thomas, shuling, yvonne, charlene and anna for the early celebration ytd! jacqueline and yanwen, I'm so touched by the cards! really thank you! celestine, thank you for always believing in me! I really appreciate all that you've done for me. I LOVE YOU, SHEPHERD! :D
And thank you thomas for the packet of real nice biscuits. I ate it in the morning and it is superb. And may, phoebe and evangeline for the words of encouragement and affirmation. ELMO! I didnt forget you! you rocks! thanks for coming ytd. I'm super shocked plus touched! I was wondering why didnt you answer my calls and reply to my sms ytd man. so, it was the surprise.
PS I havent receive the photos frm celestine man. haha.
today's great! madeline, sharon, eileen, jace, huizhen, serene, jiajing, chengchuan, guodong and I went to new york new york. really thanks for the birthday song and birthday cake! I love the cake. :D its really nice. And while we were in new york new york, heard frm cheng chuan that there's this guy that jace thinks that he's not bad looking. HAHA. so, we kept teasing her la.
aiya but jace, we were only playing with you la. :D anyway, just want to specially thank jace, serene and huizhen for coming down today! YOU GIRLS ROCK LA. after jace, serene and huizhen left, the rest of us went to play pool. wow. it was my first time playing pool and so I'm the lousiest of all. BUT POOL IS UBER FUN WITH SHARON, EILEEN, MADELINE AND GUODONG TEACHING ME! thanks man! ohya. did I ever mention that sharon is super duper good in pool? she totally trashed the guys and even managed to enter a goal when the ball is very far away frm the hole. lol.
SPECIAL SPECIAL thanks to madeline, eileen, sharon for organising the birthday celebration today! jiayan, thanks calling me to wish me a happy birthday! its okay. work is more impt. rmb, its the heart that counts! :D and and NYPB! ohman. thank you huimei for the card and ferreo rocher, bejamin, shareen and chris for the affirmation. :) thanks to all!
all of us!
cutting the cake. :)
HAHA. I'M SHY LA
one not bad looking guy is inside. right jace? LOL.
jace, why are you so scare of me?
YAY!
whoo. look so serious.
I'm with emily the strange. lol.
madeline, really really thanks a lot!
first time eh.
okay, here comes the last and of course not the least person I want to thank! THANKYOUJESUS! hey daddy, you know what? you totally and seriously rock my socks off! because of you I'm who am I'm today and because of what you've done I'm where I'm today. a thank you really aint enough sometimes. make my birthday wishes come true! I know you'll want it to come true too. thank you for loving me so so so much. so unconditional la. even though sometimes I've hurt you time and time again, you nv fail to lift me up in difficult situations. JESUS, you rocks!
haha. I've always thought that having someone to correct you is a blessing. dont you think so? because that someone have to take the risk so much so that because of that correction, his/her relationship with that person may be soured. that's why I thank God for that someone who has corrected me just hours ago. because I know she cares. dont you agree that a person who dont really care much wont even take the extra effort or risk to correct another person? its because she cares enough to take that risk. that risk that our relationship will be soured.
thank you that someone! :D
a big thank you to celestine, meltay, dawn, michcheah, wanxin, sheryl, candy, mellim, benjamin, chenglong, shuling, reetha, meirong, jiayan, madeline, eileentan, sharon, yuqian, jiajing, chengchuan, guodong, jace, peixian, huizhen, serene, ivysng, choo yeow, husna, huimei, jacqueline, evangeline, may, thomas, yanwen, yvonne___, yvonneseow, phoebe, chris, shareen, peifen, georgia, shaun, ruijun, limin, hsiaoen, debbie, mr ang, gracegoh, sueng, sunny, jalea, khuibing, shermaine, jiayi, khokyen, geng, sihui, simin, cherylwong, chenxiang, desiree, khenghiang, wailoon, JOJO, peiyin, derrick and bernadette.
I'm uber touched! thanks ppl for everything! seriously. it touches me just by knowing that you guys remember. thank you! :D whooo. thank you celestine, jacqueline, evangeline, yanwen, may, thomas, shuling, yvonne, charlene and anna for the early celebration ytd! jacqueline and yanwen, I'm so touched by the cards! really thank you! celestine, thank you for always believing in me! I really appreciate all that you've done for me. I LOVE YOU, SHEPHERD! :D
And thank you thomas for the packet of real nice biscuits. I ate it in the morning and it is superb. And may, phoebe and evangeline for the words of encouragement and affirmation. ELMO! I didnt forget you! you rocks! thanks for coming ytd. I'm super shocked plus touched! I was wondering why didnt you answer my calls and reply to my sms ytd man. so, it was the surprise.
PS I havent receive the photos frm celestine man. haha.
today's great! madeline, sharon, eileen, jace, huizhen, serene, jiajing, chengchuan, guodong and I went to new york new york. really thanks for the birthday song and birthday cake! I love the cake. :D its really nice. And while we were in new york new york, heard frm cheng chuan that there's this guy that jace thinks that he's not bad looking. HAHA. so, we kept teasing her la.
aiya but jace, we were only playing with you la. :D anyway, just want to specially thank jace, serene and huizhen for coming down today! YOU GIRLS ROCK LA. after jace, serene and huizhen left, the rest of us went to play pool. wow. it was my first time playing pool and so I'm the lousiest of all. BUT POOL IS UBER FUN WITH SHARON, EILEEN, MADELINE AND GUODONG TEACHING ME! thanks man! ohya. did I ever mention that sharon is super duper good in pool? she totally trashed the guys and even managed to enter a goal when the ball is very far away frm the hole. lol.
SPECIAL SPECIAL thanks to madeline, eileen, sharon for organising the birthday celebration today! jiayan, thanks calling me to wish me a happy birthday! its okay. work is more impt. rmb, its the heart that counts! :D and and NYPB! ohman. thank you huimei for the card and ferreo rocher, bejamin, shareen and chris for the affirmation. :) thanks to all!
okay, here comes the last and of course not the least person I want to thank! THANKYOUJESUS! hey daddy, you know what? you totally and seriously rock my socks off! because of you I'm who am I'm today and because of what you've done I'm where I'm today. a thank you really aint enough sometimes. make my birthday wishes come true! I know you'll want it to come true too. thank you for loving me so so so much. so unconditional la. even though sometimes I've hurt you time and time again, you nv fail to lift me up in difficult situations. JESUS, you rocks!
haha. I've always thought that having someone to correct you is a blessing. dont you think so? because that someone have to take the risk so much so that because of that correction, his/her relationship with that person may be soured. that's why I thank God for that someone who has corrected me just hours ago. because I know she cares. dont you agree that a person who dont really care much wont even take the extra effort or risk to correct another person? its because she cares enough to take that risk. that risk that our relationship will be soured.
thank you that someone! :D
at 10:29 PM
at 12:32 AM
Monday, November 12, 2007
a lot of ppl's birthday falls on 12nov. so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TZE WEI
KHUIBING
&
KIALENG! really appreciate each and everyone of you. :D
it's mon and I dont hv sch today. BUT.. I went back to sch to do our project proposal. okay, I'm proud to say that we did it! I'm so happy! you know, I've always thought that we wont be able to finish the proposal by today. but I'm really thankful that we're able to finish the proposal in a day's time. that's amazing isnt it! because normally for our group we'll procrastinate and we'll always tend to do last min work. HAHA. I'm proud to say that we've finished! okay, actually there's no need to be so elated abt that because what we did was only half the proposal. the real tough and energy-consuming part of the whole project is waiting for us.
Java coding again! okay, whatever. anyway, today's project meeting was indeed a fun one. It has been donkey years since we last used the crayons and somehow we make a mess out from it. WAHH, I must really say that some of my group mates have some hidden talent. Maybe they shld have gone to design courses. LOL. And as many have known that my drawing seriously cant make it. I tried(REALLY TRIED!)to draw nicely but in the end beacause my drawings were like ______ so most of the drawings were done by madeline and husna.
and that choo yeow kept taking pictures of us while we were focusing on our work. haha. the whole process was really funny la! and because he kept taking photos of us, it influenced me to take some candid shots too. lol.
wah, guodong is so hardworking. haha.
madeline is so distracted by choo yeow. HAHA.
husna is amazed!
madeline and husna. :)
its crayons!
JAVA GAME. we're creating the snake and ladder game.
Ohya. I went to dawn's hse ytd! WAH. you can call her a pro or what. she's really good in o2jam. EVERY ROUND I PLAYED I GOT A F AND SHE GETS S+! even those songs that is super fast, she still get S+. Dawn, dont try to deny it. you play o2jam everyday lor! HAHA. If I challenge you for crazy taxi I'll win okay. :P
she's not distracted at ALL. HAHA.
need to be so happy meh! o2jam. lol.
this is the game. this is the legendary o2jam.
whoooo. Deepavali was well spent with melissa and dawn. man, we walked like millions of steps on that day. we walk from dhoby ghaut to the cathay, bused down to the heeren, walk back to the cathay and after the movie walk to dhoby ghaut. I'm always being bullied by the two of them lor. I didnt hold melissa's hand la. only accidentally touched her hand then they say I've peer pressure! everything I did they said I've peer pressure. HAHA. ._. but it was a great day. because they rocks! ohya. I forgot to mention that we catched the GAME PLAN. it was awesome. even though the story line wasnt really abt the game plan, I feel that the movie was uber touching. I mean like THE ROCK such a big sized person to act as a sentimental person is really quite funny. haha.
mel and dawnie
SEE, they bully me. kidding la.
:D
there's one hour lecture in sch tmr. just for that one hour.
KHUIBING
&
KIALENG!
it's mon and I dont hv sch today. BUT.. I went back to sch to do our project proposal. okay, I'm proud to say that we did it! I'm so happy! you know, I've always thought that we wont be able to finish the proposal by today. but I'm really thankful that we're able to finish the proposal in a day's time. that's amazing isnt it! because normally for our group we'll procrastinate and we'll always tend to do last min work. HAHA. I'm proud to say that we've finished! okay, actually there's no need to be so elated abt that because what we did was only half the proposal. the real tough and energy-consuming part of the whole project is waiting for us.
Java coding again! okay, whatever. anyway, today's project meeting was indeed a fun one. It has been donkey years since we last used the crayons and somehow we make a mess out from it. WAHH, I must really say that some of my group mates have some hidden talent. Maybe they shld have gone to design courses. LOL. And as many have known that my drawing seriously cant make it. I tried(REALLY TRIED!)to draw nicely but in the end beacause my drawings were like ______ so most of the drawings were done by madeline and husna.
and that choo yeow kept taking pictures of us while we were focusing on our work. haha. the whole process was really funny la! and because he kept taking photos of us, it influenced me to take some candid shots too. lol.
Ohya. I went to dawn's hse ytd! WAH. you can call her a pro or what. she's really good in o2jam. EVERY ROUND I PLAYED I GOT A F AND SHE GETS S+! even those songs that is super fast, she still get S+. Dawn, dont try to deny it. you play o2jam everyday lor! HAHA. If I challenge you for crazy taxi I'll win okay. :P
whoooo. Deepavali was well spent with melissa and dawn. man, we walked like millions of steps on that day. we walk from dhoby ghaut to the cathay, bused down to the heeren, walk back to the cathay and after the movie walk to dhoby ghaut. I'm always being bullied by the two of them lor. I didnt hold melissa's hand la. only accidentally touched her hand then they say I've peer pressure! everything I did they said I've peer pressure. HAHA. ._. but it was a great day. because they rocks! ohya. I forgot to mention that we catched the GAME PLAN. it was awesome. even though the story line wasnt really abt the game plan, I feel that the movie was uber touching. I mean like THE ROCK such a big sized person to act as a sentimental person is really quite funny. haha.
there's one hour lecture in sch tmr. just for that one hour.
at 11:28 PM
Saturday, November 10, 2007
it's time to stop living on other people's faith and to start to experience God myself.
GOD I NEED YOU. I REALLY NEED YOU. i want my relationship with you to be so close and so strong that it will reach a point that i know that w/o you i'm hopeless and helpless.
a transformed life. I WANT! come and mould and prune me.
a transformed life. I WANT! come and mould and prune me.
at 11:39 PM
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
just finished my statistics tutorial- those that i know how to do. okay, *confession time*! i did all my tutorials faithfully for this sem except data communications and networking. haha. this module is really hard. even if i pay extra attention during lecture, i still cant really understand what the lecturer is trying to say.
and we alr have our first assignment for DCN which is due on next next mon. FYI, next week is my self-declare hols! haha. actually it's not hols because it is suppose to be e-learning week. but to come and think abt it, i cant really say that it's a hol. 'cause there are lots of projects to be done. YES, projects again! i can forsee that there'll be lots of project meet-ups during this short one week of e-learning.
that's good actually! because i've learnt a lesson frm the previus sem. DONT EVER DO LAST MIN WORK! it will be uber stressful. wah. last sem marketing project really made every of my grp members super tensed up. we were rushing for the powerpoint slide, touching up here and there and preparing for the presentation at the same time. but thankfully, we managed to score rather well. ohh. but this sem i really dont want to do last min work anymore.
so yupp. today is the submission of half the proposal of our java project! and as usual we rushed like mad. haha. seriously, i feel that ms tay shld hv given us more time for the proposal instead of only giving us less than one week! the proposal was not very well done but i can really say that we did our best to discuss and discuss to come out with the draft. its only a draft! 'cause our grp is planning to come back during the e-learning week to do the proper proposal.
this time round, no more less min work! :D yeah, so i'll expect more project meet-ups during this short yet can still be fruitful week.
P.S i feel like going for a swim everyday during the e-learning week.
and we alr have our first assignment for DCN which is due on next next mon. FYI, next week is my self-declare hols! haha. actually it's not hols because it is suppose to be e-learning week. but to come and think abt it, i cant really say that it's a hol. 'cause there are lots of projects to be done. YES, projects again! i can forsee that there'll be lots of project meet-ups during this short one week of e-learning.
that's good actually! because i've learnt a lesson frm the previus sem. DONT EVER DO LAST MIN WORK! it will be uber stressful. wah. last sem marketing project really made every of my grp members super tensed up. we were rushing for the powerpoint slide, touching up here and there and preparing for the presentation at the same time. but thankfully, we managed to score rather well. ohh. but this sem i really dont want to do last min work anymore.
so yupp. today is the submission of half the proposal of our java project! and as usual we rushed like mad. haha. seriously, i feel that ms tay shld hv given us more time for the proposal instead of only giving us less than one week! the proposal was not very well done but i can really say that we did our best to discuss and discuss to come out with the draft. its only a draft! 'cause our grp is planning to come back during the e-learning week to do the proper proposal.
this time round, no more less min work! :D yeah, so i'll expect more project meet-ups during this short yet can still be fruitful week.
P.S i feel like going for a swim everyday during the e-learning week.
at 12:39 AM
Friday, November 02, 2007
i've realised that i'm getting tired quite easily nowadays. actually that's great 'cause i rather hv sufficient sleep than to go online. yes, going online is really addictive.
AMEN!
at 11:11 PM