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Ecclesiastes 11:9
Be happy, young man, while you are young, and let your heart give you joy in the days of your youth.

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Walking, stumbling on these shadowfeet
toward home, a land that i've never seen
I am changing, less and less asleep
made of different stuff than when i began
and i have sensed it all along
fast approaching is the day



when the world has fallen out from under me
I'll be found in you, still standing
when the sky rolls up and mountains fall on their knees
when time and space are through
I'll be found in you



Theres distraction buzzing in my head
saying in the shadows it's easier to stay
but I've heard rumours of true reality
whispers of a well-lit way



You make all things new
You make all things new
You make all things new
You make all things
You make all things



When the world has fallen out from under me
I'll be found in you, still standing
Every fear and accusation under my feet
when time and space are through
I'll be found in you
when time and space are through
I'll be found in you
when time and space are through
I'll be found in you









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Wednesday, September 26, 2007


FREEDOM IS HERE! i'm freed frm work finally. have been working for the past few weeks and i've realised tt the outside world is really political. unhapiness, gossipping, disagreements i've seen them all for myself. sometimes i just feel tt its hard not to follow the crowd, to do what most ppl will deemed as the norm. its hard. but i guess we must all be firm in our convictions to bring forth what we believe. :D that's when we'll be able to impact the lives of many. the thing i like abt working in GRAND HYATT is tt we're able to bring the cakes back if its not sold out for the day. YAYYY.

met up with GEOKHIAN today! it has been long since we've seen each other. really glad tt she's doing well in her studies. FYI, she's one of the best in her class. proud of her man! :D many thanks to her. she's the one who've helped me a lot for my O LEVEL amaths. i can still remember the day before my amaths second paper, she met me up after her work at ard 10plus just to teach me velocity and other topics. at tt time, i was really touched! despite her tiredness, she came all the way frm city hall to hougang just to teach me amaths. because of tt, i got C5 for my amaths. okay. even though my result is not very GREAT, it's still a pass right? HAHA. FYI, i didnt pass my amaths sch exam at ALL!


okay. so, we went to watch the ROGUE ASSASSIN. wowww. this movie is kinda gory with lots of killings here and there. overall, i like the twist at the end best! i would say tt this movie is worth the watch. but PLEASE be prepared to see ruthless JET LI killing lots of innocent ppl. LOL. i really love geok's company! HAHA. :D

after tt, i went to lau pau sa to hv diner with celestine, yanwen, evangeline, thomas and weihong. one word - DISAPPOINTING! i expected the food there to be above average but to my disppointment, most of the food there dosent seem to taste good at all. CHOMP CHOMP is really a much better choice. but at least it filled my stomach! haha. oh.. our class is celebrating jiajing's birthday tmr! :D

at 11:51 PM

Tuesday, September 25, 2007


JIAYOU
yuqian, rachelFONG, shopping and siew wen for your O LEVEL!

limin, hsiaoen, zhiwei, kat, huiying, wenhui, peu, yihui, siewluan, xiaoting, sophia, yanyu, dung and matthias for your indeed very BIG A LEVEL! :D

dawn, mich.CHEAH, zhiyan, xuelin, hongli, kiahwee, simin, huimin, pamela, faith, lixin, evona, james, jonQUEK, daphne and khuibing for your PROMOS!

though most of you all will not see this, i'll like to SHOUT JIAYOU JIAYOU in my heart! its the last lap! you can do it. SEE, i'm not laughing at you all who are mugging so hard yet i'm cheering for you all. :D

anw,
HAPPY BLESSED BIRTHDAY
SWEE KEE
&
RUIJUN!


sweekee's birthday is on the 19thsept and ruijun's birthday is on the 23th sept. okay. i'm late in wishing for both. but i just want to thank SWEEKEE for what you'vedone for me when i was in my lower sec years. you've been a great friend to me. you've always been the one encouraging me since then. really appreciate you a lot! thanks for bringing me to christ. my life has nv been the same since tt day. hope to see you on sat too! :D

as for RUIJUN, i've got nth to say. just kidding. you're really LAME, seriously. when i first saw you, i thought tt you were a very demure and quiet person, but i was WRONG! you're really NOISY and thank you so much for always suaning me. HAHA. can see your simple desire for hihs. ALL THE WAY MAN! i'm behind you! God too! :)

at 12:10 AM

Sunday, September 23, 2007


i think i'm gonna get LUNG CANCER soon. :(
cough like mad for these few days.

off to bed. not like my freedom day has come. but it'll come SOON.

at 12:08 AM

Saturday, September 22, 2007


still, grateful! :)
i can. i will. i must. i should.
moving on! :D


yea. got my results on wed and i did badly for it. i was quite sad for like one and a half hours but i'm fine after tt. still, thank GOD! i know tt i did not do my best for this exam. sometimes i think tt i really deserve to be whacked real hard or sth. guess i shouldnt even be so sad when i didnt give my best. yes, i did mug super hard when exam is approaching but i didnt really give my best shot when it comes to test. for this, i really deserve a low GPA.

daddyGOD, i'm sorry i didnt give my best for almost every test. sorry tt my results were not glorifying to you. i've already resolved to work hard for next sem. hold me accountable! just simply want to be a all-rounder for you.

at 12:53 AM

Thursday, September 20, 2007


haha. was dead beat for the past two weeks. really. it became worse for ytd and today. cause i was down with flu and sore throat. ENDURE! that's the only thing i can encourage myself! HAHA. :D but still there's sth to be happy abt. last fri it was STEAMBOAT REUNION DINNER WITH EX-NED! it was one of the only relaxing time i had last week.

i was late for the steamboat because of work. but i was there on time to eat the vegetables. ._. all thanks to SUNNY! thanks so much for giving me the oh-so-green vegetables. HAHA. after tt we went one round to share how our lives have been throughout this six mths. well, some are doing great with their studies and ministry while some are not really doing tt well. no matter what, i would like to see you all at the end of the race.

LOL. and i'm glad i went cause it was really a time of catching up with them. i really thank GOD tt NED is really like a family whereby we helped each other to grow when we're having our O LEVELS just last year. EX-NED is more than a unit to me. it was simply a family to me. a family of GOD! okay, i really miss them very much! those times of mugging so hard for prelims and then to O's. I LOVE NED EX-NED! haha. ohya. it was a pity tt dawn wasnt able to make it in the end cause of cg. but its okay, we'll hv a gathering real soon again right? HAHAHA.

haha. gary and zijie engross with their computers. and pam as usual is smiling to the camera. lol.



james really suan-ed alvin big time by giving him a bottle of hair gel. HAHA. ALVIN IS GG TO ARMY. jiayou alvin! :D



pam using com to check her friendster's view! she's so funny la.



sunny and jeremy. sunny looking rather confused. lol.



ex-NED! :D



and sat we had church anniversary! HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY, HOPE! this year, we had it at downtown east and it was totally cool! however, i was feeling a bit unwell before the service as i was having some cramps and all. thank God i was alright before the service has started. :D after service, i went home with lynda. i'm sorry tt i wasnt able to stay for the birthday celebration for phoebe. :( haha. anw even though i think you'll not see this. thanks a lot lynda for asking your friend to fetch me home from sengkang! you're really very nice! HAHA. ohya. thanks for the cup of coke too! appreciate it a lot! anw out of the sudden, it just dawned to me tt we've already come to the end of september! time flies! it seems to me tt the anniversary in expo and O's has just ended. one year has already passed. more has to be achieved! realised tt i didnt really achieve much spiritually, academically and physically. i want more and more!
God, i want to run back in your arms again! that's the best thing i can ever do.

ohya, i would like to cheer dawn on! JIAYOU! its your last lap to your BIG promos. its stress i know. just HANG ON! i believe you can do it! GOD BELIEVES IN YOU TOO! :D sometimes i'm really amazed by you. you really worked uber hard ever since you're in JC! even though i'm not in JC, i can truly understand what you're gg through. project work, swimming lessons, piano lessons, cg, service, hmworks... etc. its really not easy to balance everything well. but i'm glad you somehow did it! :D JIAYOU DAWN! GO GO GO!(lol, that's what you always say to cheer me on! so, that's for you!) i miss your jokes, presence, encouragments, serving with you and just simply you!

at 11:25 PM

Monday, September 17, 2007


haha. was dead tired when i reached home today. or maybe even before i've reached home, i was half dead. so i'll update on the STEAMBOAT REUNION DINNER WITH NED and HOPE CHURCH 16TH ANNIVERSARY tmr. :D

at 1:06 AM

Saturday, September 15, 2007


9 things about me
1. Have a growing interest in mm, photography, video and IT stuffs.
2. I'm actually quite SHY. (that's the truth la)
3. My favourite genres are rock, pop, and gospel.
4. Loves to play GUITAR! :D
5. I love swimming!
6. Was blind and lost but i'm found.
7. I dont really like my name(it sounds like a guy's name and its hard to REMEMEBER)
8. appreciate all my friends.(how they've helped me and how they accept me for who i'm)
9. simply GRATEFUL and THANKFUL!

8 things i want to do before i die
1. See a sunrise and sunset with my loved ones.
2. Take care a flock of sheep for JESUS!
3. Tell my parents tt i love them a lot!
4. EHHHHH....
5. I actually dont really know what i want to do
6. BEFORE I DIE!
7. So, i'll just tell my friends and family members tt i really love them and GOD's love for them is simply undeniably.
8. THE END

7 ways to win my heart
1. Accept and love me for who i'm w/o judging me.
2. Just being there.(its enough)
3. know at least how to play the guitar(DRUMS is a PLUS!)
4. A HEART AFTER GOD'S OWN HEART.(love GOD more than loving me? that's better la. GOD being the centre.)
5. FUNNY? HAHA.
6. Listen to my whines.
7. A serving person .

6 things/persons i believe in
1. GOD!
2. ONLY what's done for christ will last till our veh LAST BREATH.
3. God's promises.
4. God's love.
5. God's word.
6. :D

5 things i hate
1. Transitions. :(
2. Cockroach.
3. GROWING UP!(i dont want to grow up!)
4. Being misunderstood by ppl.
5. Being so disconnected with GOD.(the feeling SUCKS! lol.)

4 of my favorite items in my room
1. MY BED!(is it considered as an item? lol.)
2. TV
3. Laptop
4. My study table who follows me through thick and thin(O LEVELS AND EXAMS PERIOD) but i'm really sorry. i'll abandoned it for awhile when i'm having my hols. HAHA.

3 things i do everyday
1. Brush my teeth(its a must! DUHHH. especially tt i'm wearing braces)
2. Wash my face.
3. Stare in the space blankly for a few seconds.

2 things i'm trying to do now
1. Doing this?
2. MSN.

1 person i want to see right now
1. err. no one i guess.

Tag 5 people: YVONNE(SINCE YOU LOVE QUIZZES! stop bugging me! LOL. KIDDING!) and anyone.

at 2:00 AM

Sunday, September 09, 2007


i'm so tired now! haha. i just had my dinner half and hour ago. today was spent working AGAIN! YOU KNOW WHAT! when i was on my way to my workplace, my supervisor called to ask me to come to work at 6pm instead. its like my work is starting at 3pm and she called at 2.30pm to tell me? SAD RIGHT? so i've got nth to do for the whole three and a half hours. i tried calling some ppl but they were not free. haha. sunday is a family day, YOU SEE. but really want to thank God for dawn, jalea and elmo/cookie monster/big bird for giving me some suggestions to spend my 3 and a half hours. in the end, i chose to go home. HAHA.

ohya. i got my schedule for the next 2 weeks of work which is also the last 2 weeks.(cause i'm only working for 3 weeks) yea. sadly, i have to work for almost everyday except sat which i requested not to work. still, THANKGOD! because i dont need to work on sat. that's really sth to be happy abt. YAY. SO HAPPY! LOL. i just have to endure for another 2 more weeks and i can really have my hols. YAYYYY. i'm veh sorry, ming chin, wanxin and meltay! next week i'm not able to go swimming with you all because of my veh tight schedule. after the 2 weeks then we go swimming k? :D

anw, ytd we had farewell for JULI! she's going to paris for student exchange programme for abt three and a half mths. sorry, i think my acting was rather lousy ytd as i was laughing all the way. BUT.. i still want to thank elmo/cookie monster/big bird for giving me this chance to act. i really enjoyed all the rehearsals we had. THANK YOU shuling, josie, desiree, celestine, jeyraj, weihong, evangeline, benjamin for the portable speakers and lynda for helping with the music! :D ohya.
JULI, i hope you'll find the vitamin C and the lip gloss useful. i'm sure you'll prosper in your walk with GOD even though you're in paris because of your simple desire! HAVE A SAFE JOURNEY AND I'LL PRAY FOR YOU! :D

whoooo. ytd's sermon really spoke to my heart as pastor jeff preached abt how to make my faith work. i dont know abt you. but sometimes i do feel that i'm such a hyprocrite. i can still remember those times where i promised God that i want to do this and do that but all these things will nv be fulfilled. TALK IS CHEAP, ACTION IS DEEP! i'm imperfect, GOD! i really dont want to just talk abt it, be emotional abt it but actions doesnt follow suite. GOD, i really want to live out my faith. it is when we truly and truly and truly and truly believe, we'll then live it out.
FAITH must move beyond the verbal realms and emotional realms, it must move to the practical realm.
I JUST WANT TO SCREAM! JESUS PLEASE HELP ME, I DONT WANT TO JUST USE WORDS AND SAY BUT I WANT MY ACTIONS TO FOLLOW SUITE!
now is the time! let's really mean what we say and say what we mean. :D

at 11:39 PM

Friday, September 07, 2007


Layer 1: On the Outside
Name: GUIHAO
Birth date: 141190
Current status: single.
Eye color: not sure!
Hair color: a bit brown.

Layer 2: On the Inside
My heritage: what's heritage?
My fear: er. i dont know what i fear. its only when tt thing actually happen then i'll know tt i actually fear. lol.
My weakness: lots of weaknesses. that's why i NEED GOD la.
My perfect pizza: a pizza is perfect when you eat with people you enjoy being with, i think?

Layer 3: Yesterday, today and tommorrow
My first thought of waking up: HUH! can i dont go to work today! VEH TIRED EH!
My bed time: er. depends actually.
My most missed memories: i miss my child hood, being a child, my sec sch friends and YOUTH GROUP IN CHURCH!(NED and NE)


Layer 4: My pick
Pepsi or coke: i'm not PICKY in terms of drinks.
Macs or BK: I HATE MACS! if you're in NYP, you'll hate it too! HAHA. but that dosent mean i like BK. lol.
Single or group dates: both is fine with me.
Adidas or nike: i love both brands! both are BRANDED WHAT! okay. i'm realistic. lol.
Tea or nestea: definitely tea.
Chocolate or vanilla: CHOCOLATE! dont really like vanilla.
Cappuccino or coffee: i dont know! dont usually drink them.

Layer 5: DO YOU...
Smoke: you're like asking am i a baby. OF COURSE NOT LA!
Take a shower: if i say NO, i guess all my friends dont want to befriend with me alr. so, YES I DO!
Have a crush: ERRR. haha. :D
Go to school: NYP BUSINESS INFORMATICS
Believe in yourself: NO! i believe in GOD.
Think you're a health freak: haha. sadly, i'm not.

Layer 6: In the Past
Drink alcohol: i dont smoke and drink.
Gone to the mall: who nv go SHOPPING before!
Been on stage: yupp.
Dyed your hair: i highlighted my hair after O'S. but it seems to fade away alr!

Layer 7: Have you ever...
Played a stripping game: what type of question is this? if i did, i wont be in the headlines alr!
Changed who you were to fit in: i just want to be who GOD wants me to be. nth more.

Layer 8: Are you hoping to...
Get married: yea. i want to have adorable kids.

Layer 9: In a guy
Best eye color: anything la.
Best hair color: black or dyed also can.
short or long hair: STRICTLY SHORT HAIR! i think tt guys with long hair looks kinda not nice.

Layer 10: What were you doing just now?
A min ago: nth much.
An hour ago: err. bathing.
Four and a half hours ago: watching tv if i'm not wrong.
A month ago: AM I SUPPOSE TO RMB EVERY SINGLE THING I DID?!?!
A year ago: AGAIN! see the previous qns.

Layer 11: Finish the sentences
I love: JESUS, FAMILY,FRIENDS AND EVERYONE.
I hate: projects!
I hide: eh. hide and seek?
I miss: i thought this qns was asked previously!

Layer 12: Tag 5 people
okay. anyone. preferably the one looking at this right now. YES, YOU!

at 10:47 PM

Thursday, September 06, 2007


kennerve.: you help me think of the name of my blog la.
kennerve.: hahaha.
a THANKYOU aint enough sometimes.: kennerve.blogspot.com LA
kennerve.: wa lao....
kennerve.: sooo mei chuang yi.
kennerve.: creativity encouraged pls.
a THANKYOU aint enough sometimes.: then you want what sia.
a THANKYOU aint enough sometimes.: imajoker.blogspot.com
kennerve.: wa lao.
kennerve.: cannot cannot cannot.
kennerve.: spoil my image.
a THANKYOU aint enough sometimes.: YOU'RE A JOKER WHAT
a THANKYOU aint enough sometimes.: its your image
kennerve.: nonono.
a THANKYOU aint enough sometimes.: what a joker.
kennerve.: imahunk.blogspot.com.
a THANKYOU aint enough sometimes.: this also can la
a THANKYOU aint enough sometimes.: BUT LIEING IS A SIN!
kennerve.: sent the wink "Knock"
kennerve.: knock the senses out of you.
kennerve.: youre the liar!
kennerve.: thats true isnt.
kennerve.: imexpensiveandglamorous.blogspot.com.
kennerve.: its more suitable for you.
kennerve.: hahahaha.

anw i was like persuading KENNETH TAN to create a blog to reflect abt his own life and he tried to be lame again. he really didnt change at ALL! haha. he's seriously a JOKER lor. he used to be my sitting partner in sec three and he's such a joke la. sorry. i mean joker. lol. he's the one who always pissed teachers off because of his non-stop yakking. HAHAHA. BUT.. he's nice la.(in a sense) so dont always bully me by saying tt i'm expensive and glamourous K! LOL.

at 11:58 PM

Wednesday, September 05, 2007


hello ppl! i've created a new template. please do tell me what are the areas that need to be improved. haha. yea. of course this blog template is created with the help of my previous blog template html codes. so, THANKYOU XIAOTING! YAY! :D

at 12:44 AM

Saturday, September 01, 2007


I GOT A TEMPORARY JOB! this time round its really really by God's grace that i got this job? you know why? SAY WHY! HAHA. because this job actually requires me to work on sat and sun but i stood firm in my decision tt i dont want to work on sat! YAY! the mananger was like asking me whether i can dont go church for these three weeks and i said NO firmly! its really a miracle that i can get the job and not work on sat!(even meirong thinks that i may not get the job) BUT... GOD REALLY WORKS WONDER WHEN I CHOOSE TO NOT COMPROMISE! the good thing is that i only need to work for like 3 weeks in the hols which means i can spend my remanining hols on other stuffs.(cause my job is to sell mooncakes) :D so happy MAN! :D and i just want to thank MEI RONG AKA RONG JIE for introducing me this job. THANK YOU SO MUCH, RONG JIE!

WOWWW! ytd and today was really a veh fun and fulfilling day! the first thing i did when i woke up on fri was to check my phone. cause i remembered asking a lot of ppl whether are they gg back to hihs to visit the teachers. sadly, most of my friends are not going back accept for one or two. initially i really want to go back to visit the teachers and also to eat the hokkien mee in hihs. its super nice la! i mean the hokkien mee. i can still remember that i was always laughed at by my friends because i ate hokkien mee for recess everyday w/o fail. but when ruijun smsed me that the hokkien mee store wasnt open, i didnt really have anymore motivation to go back to sch. HAHA. its not that i dont love the teachers or what, but the fact is that majority of my teachers were transferred to another sch this year. another reason why i didnt go back was tt i've to meet wanxin, meltay and dawn to watch movie and shopping later. so didnt really have much time. HAHA. anw, ytd was a fun day cause meltay, wanxin and i went to bugis street to shop while waiting for dawn to come and join us.(she has projects to do. LOL) i bought two 3/4 pants, ear studs and one shirt which meltay bought it too. she bought the pink colour one and i bought the black colour one. :D after we shop and shop and still shop, we went back to the cathay to meet dawn. haha. and she's really uber funny! meltay asked her where is she and you know what she replied?
i'm flying over now. luckily i wore goggles! SUPER LAME LA, DAWN!
ohya. we watched RATATOUILLE! the movie is quite cute besides for the fact that it was quite draggy i feel. and wanxin and dawn almost fall asleep when the movie is coming to an end. ._. LOL. after the movie, we headed to chelmin's hse to eat and mingle ard.(actually it is suppose to be some gathering) actually i didnt really want to go but meltay keep asking me to go so i went. saw a lot of ppl whom i havent been seeing for ages. haha. YAYYY! :D


meltay's head was cut off! LOL.

SPASTIC!

RANDOMNESS. haha.

happy! yes, we are! :D

HAHA. they're uber funny!
ohya. today was fun because i think the sermon ROCKS! haha. it simply reminded me of a phrase. "Be in the world but not of the world" its hard sometimes but God is gonna help me just like how he helped me time and time again. like seriously. there's really uncountable times tt i feel tt i'm really gonna be deadmeat yet I'M NOT! HAHAHAHA. :D anw, while i was taking the escalator down to nel, i saw LYNDA! haha. i talked to her in this trip back home and i managed to get to know her better. lol. wah! she's really a uber hardworking and independent person man! i used to think tt she's SUPER DAO but aiya she's not la. she's uber FRIENDLY! haha. YAYYY! :D

at 11:17 PM



And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it okay
I miss you


能遇見你,已經很不可思議

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