{Underneath the Stars.

Friday, February 29, 2008

6:08 PM

Well Done Guy's Team!!! You guys did great today... CLAP CLAP!!
More communication...More motivation... More talking... More improvement... THATS GOOD!!
At least much more better than wat we did for the past few days...

加油 for the GAL'S team!!! I know u gals can do it de!! KANBA DEI!!

Today i'm SUCKS TO THE CORE!!
No mood to focus on volleyball
Emo for the whole day... Till now...

友谊是什么
兄弟情从哪来
我真的不了解
到底发生了什么天大的事
让我们连朋友都没的做
还是
从一开始你们就没把我当兄弟看待
我真的快疯了
我快支制不住了
有谁能来救我
逃离这个黑暗的世界

Thursday, February 28, 2008

5:13 PM

Haiz... 真的是一波未平一波又起...

Haven recover from my illness, wrist is still hurt, broken toe ... And now?? New injuries arrived....
My left hand is swollen!!! The whole entire palm & fingers!!!
I sprained my left ankle!!! Luckily not very jialat...
Shit!!
Damn unlucky!!
神啊!! 救救我吧!!

YES!! Improved on my spiking skills!! WELL DONE!! Clap clap!!
But is still not enough... sometimes still ON & OFF...
And my 1st ball.. Still chui....
加油加油加油!!! I can do it de!!!

IF YOU BELIEVE IT YOU WILL SEE IT!!

Seems like you are avoiding me... Why??? Why??? Why???
We can still be frens.. Thats wat you say!!
Hardly see you talk to me now...
Never even come disturb me le...
Everything change...
Hardly chat with me online le...
Is that really wat you want to do???
Are you really gonna treat me like that???
Do i deserve it???

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

6:55 PM

ONG YEW HUAT!!!
You are not HAWT at all!!
You are BAS...KET!!
You KUKU NADAN!!

Haha just joking... I'm just too bored...

Sitting 1 corner emoing right now...

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

6:18 PM

Went played Basketball with Malvin, Adele & Louis before goin Vball trainin.... WOW!! It's raining & we still play BB... Power sia...

Played until i foget the time!! SHIT!! Late for training le... OPPS....

Reached sch around 6 when training starts at 5!! haha.. But when i reached there... everyone seem so quiet... nobody talk to me... Sad...

YES!!! My dear 球感回来了!! haha... Finally can spike over le... Damn happy la... But still need to improve... Oh 亲爱的排球，我要把你的底摸的清清楚楚。。。可以吗??

But actually wats the use of improving?? Still wont be in the TOP 6... Damn pissed... Tried so hard to improve... Haiz...

Okok... Think i injured my toe.. Think is broke... Shit!! Damn pain... And my wrist still not recover yet... And i'm SICK!!! Flu, Cough, Fever.... So many unlucky things happen on me... Think this year 犯太岁until very jialat ba... Haiz...

Monday, February 25, 2008

3:52 PM

Breakfast Time...

After Beach @ vivo

Ah Huat.... Posing AGAIN

Hmmm... EN & KELVIN... hehe...

Slack @ vivo after dinner

Ron & Kiat

Yoyo.... Went to Sentosa with Vballers... 1 word... FUN!!
Felice was LATE AGAIN!!! We meeting at 10am & she reached at 1... power sia....
Amazingly... Huat is not late... WOW!! Think was scared by me... Told him late comers will have to pole dance @ siloso the previous nite... haha.. think is a gd idea to punish those who are late next time... hehe...

Played beach volleyball @ Siloso... haiz... My 球感 is still not back yet... cant spike over again... HAIZ.... Oh Please my dear 球感，快回到我的身上来...

After bathe we went Habourfront centre & had our dinner.. Then slack @ the sky park... Intend to go 看星星de... But sadly there is none... Not even the moon... -.-!!

Gossip with Xiong & look at couples 打情骂悄... Suddenly felt very emo...
Then crap with the others about cartoons... Power rangers, Digimon, Teletabies...
Then we crap about movies... Jumper, Ah long pte ltd, Kungfu dunk...

Went off about 10pm... Thats all...

Oh ya... I TWISTED MY WRIST!!! GG!!!

爱要怎么说出口
我痛啊... 叫我怎么能不难过
你劝我灭了心中的火
我还能够怎么说怎么说都是错你对我说
离开就会解脱
试着自已去生活试着找寻自我
别再为爱蹉跎只是爱要怎么说出口
我的心里好难受如果能将你拥有
我会忍住不让眼泪流第一次握你的手
指尖传来你的温柔
每一次深情眼光的背后
谁知道会有多少愁多少愁
叫我怎么能不难过
你劝我灭了心中的火
我还能怎么做怎么做都是错
如果要我把心对你解剖只要改变这结果
我会说我愿意做我受够了寂寞
只是爱要怎么说出口
我的心里好难受如果能将你拥有
我会忍住不让眼泪流第一次握你的手
指尖传来你的温柔
每一次深情眼光的背后
谁知道会有多少愁多少愁
爱要怎么说出口
我的心里好难受如果能将你拥有
我会忍住不让眼泪流第一次握你的手
指尖传来你的温柔
每一次深情眼光的背后
谁知道会有多少愁多少愁
叫我怎么能不难过你劝我灭了心中的火
我还能怎么说怎么说都是错你对我说
离开就会解脱试着自已去生活试着找寻自我
何必为爱蹉跎

Nice song. Emo song. Old song. It accompanied me through yesterday and the whole of today whenever I`m free. Sigh. It reminds me of you somehow.
I just feel that this song suits us. It`s like we really at our wits end now. There`s nothing we can do or say. Sighers. Of course I`ll remember and treasure the times we had. Those places that we went before. Yes. It`ll certainly remind me of you if I were to return there. Oh well. Thank you for always being there. =D

Friday, February 22, 2008

3:50 PM

Xiong Kin Felice

Me Joce Ron

After 1st round....

After 2nd round.... think 1row is committed by me...

Went Sakae Sushi with Vballers... 1word.... FUN!!!
Went with Xiong, Joce, Felice, Kin and the emo man.... RON!!! haha..

Had been bullied by Joce & Xiong for the whole day!!! DAMN...

Felice!!! Stop eating Salmon Sushi without eating the rice can?? Hide the rice in-between the plates n squeeze it... Bad sia...

And we ate alot... erm... ya quite alot i think... at least i know i ate alot... haha... think at least 1row is committed by me... haha... &&... the gal that serve us is quite cute i think... opps... haha..

After eating.. they intend to go play vball at LAM SOON... dunno where the hell is there...
Sry ppl cant join u all... had reunion dinner at home...

Haiz... think my 球感 has gone... Damn long nv play vball le... SAT!!! BEACH VOLLEYBALL!!!
Oh my dear 球感... could you please come back soon?? Before the 5days vball training???

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

10:30 PM

Hurray!!! Exams over!!! No more STRESS!!!

Ended my last paper... Holiday begins...
Stress just ended... Boredness & Lonliness just started...

Went Louis house after AEL paper... After reaching Hougang, he said he wants to cut hair before go his house.. So accompanied him to the salon that he always go...

Do u know how long he takes to finish cutting??? 45mins!! is really OMG la!! is not that alot of customers... in fact there is only us!! The hair stylist POWER la!! And is not that Louis hair damn long like that... He just trimed his fringe & cut more V for his back thats all!! And that GAY hair stylist used 45mins to do so!! KAO!! is really WTH sia... -.-!!

Curious why i say the GAY hair stylist?? guess how HE dress?? Purple flowery low-V top... skinny jeans... the way he walks... the way his hand moves... the way he cuts hair... EEK!!! Damn...

Then Louis another lame shit guy... goin straight home after cutting his hair... And still wan the hair stylist to style his hair... put wax all these... is really lame la!! is not that the salon very far away from his house... It just took 5mins walk to his house only!!! KAO!!! Alr know this hair stylist moves very slow le... still wan him to style his hair... haiz... wasted 15more mins....

After his hair cut... we went to eat... And guess wat??? LONG QUEUE!!! all thanks to louis again.. 15mins ago i went out of the salon to walk around.. and saw no one is queueing for food... After styling his hair... LONG QUEUE!!! WTH sia... Queued up for around 10mins to get my food... Alr very hungry when we are on the way to Hougang... is really 饿死我妈妈的儿子啦!! After awhile.. Eugene came to have lunch with us...

After our lunch... Decided to go his house play mahjong... then start calling ppl up... 三缺一... no choice... so waited ANOTHER half an hour for his fren to come... haiz... whole day had been WAITING!!! wasted my life like that sia...

Luckily never play with $$ sia.. if not gonna lose like 10bucks... Damn unlucky la... Going to 胡big big de... then ppl snatch away to 胡一台... haiz... Damn emo lor...

11pm reached home... Online till 1plus... Intend to go sleep le... Taunt the previous nite to chiong study... then now very sleepy... When i switch off my laptop... AVION called me!! haiz... cant sleep liao...
We 谈谈心事, talk talk crap... 4plus liao... chui... Talk half-way i fall asleep sia...
Opps.. Sry bro...

ok no more to share with u guys le... need to go rest le... SAYONARA!!

为什么相爱的人不能够在一起偏偏换成了回忆

Monday, February 18, 2008

3:00 PM

tmr last paper... yea!! eh.. wat u doin?? shld be happy for me ma?? then??? CLAP la!!!

AEL.... chui... lots of things still dunno... just try to remb formula thats all...

okok... need go burn midnite oil le... see ya... JIAYOU for whoever makes the effort to come read my blog...

1 ANNOUNCEMENT FOR NPVBALLERS

Good News!!
This coming sat, 23rd of Feb
We are going SENTOSA to rule the beach!!!

Sat, 23rd Feb
Meet at Habourfront mrt station @10am.
Please don't be late anymore can?? If you are late without valid reasons, punishment will be given!! haha just joking...
Contact me for more details...
See you
This is my first time organise lei... so dun PS ok??
Thank You

Saturday, February 16, 2008

6:08 AM

你们真的要放弃我了吗？？还以为可以回到像过去那么的快乐，原来一切只是一场梦。。
竟然看见你们没有了我还是那么快乐，那我也无话可说了。。
我以经踏出第一步了，但不见得有什么改变。。
难道就这样算了吗？？
朋友们。。。

6:01 AM

EG2 paper... GG!! only can score for the first page... other than that... all rubbish... the most can get 40marks only ba... haiz...

AEL paper on its way here... haven even touch the book yet.. dunno where to start revising... haha... after monday 11am... I'M FREE!!! yes!!
JIA YOU !!!

A little moodless

1:46 AM

当晚和你聊天之后，我终于知道也发现了很多事情。
那也许是一件最令我伤心的事实。
明明是属于你我的东西就突然消失。
再也回不到你的身旁了。
这种感觉，真的真的好令我心酸。
直到那天，我才发现到我们真是所谓的有缘无份。
就是因为几个月前你我所做的错误。
所以我们才会落到这样地步。
事实根本都不应该是这样的！
我好讨厌这种的感觉。
但是，现在后悔也没有用了。
我只好接受这残酷的事实。
为什么当时喜欢彼此而不能够在一起？
那晚，我真的很想哭。
那晚，我感到很心酸。
我不会试着去忘记我们的过去。
虽然那只是短短的一阵子
我好珍惜！
谢谢你！

Friday, February 15, 2008

3:26 PM

though is valentine's day.. is none of my business!!! dating with my EG2 book... exam tmr... sux!!! NP u sux!!! dunno how to plan timetable sia...

exam is just afew hrs away n i'm still blogging... POWER sia...

do u think i had done my revision?? HOW CAN THAT BE??

do u think i got confident?? OF COZ.. CONFIDENT TO FAIL!!

do u think i care?? NOBODY CARES!!!

tell u a secret.. dun let others who nv visit my blog knows...

The Earth Is Round!!!

ok... today i'm not emo... happy ppl??? if happy clap la... i know u guys r happy for me...

if you are happy and you know you clap ur hand!!
if you are happy and you know you clap ur hand!!

haha... i syuku liao... too high le...

ok JIAYOU ppl... lets study hard together!!!

Thursday, February 14, 2008

3:00 PM

Valentine's Day is coming... in an hr time... haiz... one of the day i hate the most... no celebration... no joy... no gal... will be celebrating with my EG2 book... haiz sad...

okok.. promised my NPVBallers not to EMO... i will try k ppl???

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

5:15 PM

我已失去友情。
我已没了爱情。
现在，我不能失去亲情了。
不然，活着也没意思了。。。

当别人误解我的时候
我总是沉默
沉默对我来说其实是一种反驳
当世界遗忘我的时候
我一个人过
幸福对我来说其实是一种传说
当敌人越来越多
朋友都离开我
当爱情变成一种负担却无法解脱

可以别再不理我吗？？我快受不了了！！
每晚在那儿哭泣，有谁知？？
一切发生的太突然了，一夜之间朋友都远离了我。
我快蹦溃了！！！我太多压力了！！！我好烦呀！！
我的痛苦有谁知？？

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

7:08 PM

我到底做错什么？？朋友渐渐远离我，渐渐忽视我的存在。为什么？？朋友开始离开我，当我有困难时，他们已不再我的身旁了。他们的笑声，他们的胡闹，我好想念。想念当时一起打球，一起逃课，一起出玩，一起打牌，一起看妹妹，一起吃饭，一起回家，一起读书，一起临时抱佛脚..... 回想这些，泪水似忽不受我的控制地流了下来。

朋友一生一起走，那些日子不再有。朋友们，兄弟们，你们能原谅我吗？？能继续当我的朋友，我的兄弟吗？？好想回到从前我们欢乐的时光，永远也不要流失，可以吗？？

这些年一个人
风也过雨也走
有过泪有过错
还记得坚持甚么
真爱过才会懂
会寂寞会回首
终有你终有梦在心中
朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛还要走还有我
这些年一个人
风也过雨也走
有过泪有过错
还记得坚持甚么
真爱过才会懂
会寂寞会回首
终有梦终有你在心中
朋友一生一起走
那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子一生情一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过
一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛还要走还有我

Monday, February 11, 2008

3:59 PM

LV mahjong set sia... so HIGH CLASS mahjong set but dun have ANIMALS -.-!! in the end jocelyn invented her ANIMALS out...

Gamblers...

Xiiong act cute again.. haiz.. xi guan le... opps.. sry... not meant to offence....

Eating KFC

3rd day of CNY... went to huikin's house BAI NIAN... then play mahjong... OMG... after finished playing then realised i had been playin mahjong for 9hrs non-stop sia... reached home at around 12am... not bad la... earn 15bucks... though shld be happy.. but i'm not at all...

4th day of CNY.... went to JOCELYN's house BAI NIAN... then play mahjong AGAIN... played 1 round only.. then i stopped le... went to played 21... not bad... total won 8bucks... and then we order KFC for our dinner... we ordered only 16pieces of chicken but in the end the deliveryman gave us 32pieces by mistake...haha... THANKS man... And we drank 2bottles of wine... mostly drank by me n stanley... really drank alot... till i abit giddy... dunno why drink so much... ok shall end here...

Sunday, February 10, 2008

3:59 PM

I'm sad... these lyrics really speaks my feeling rite now...

今夜的寒风将我心撕碎
仓皇的脚步我不醉不归
朦胧的细雨有朦胧的美
酒再来一杯
爱上你从来就不曾后悔
离开你是否是宿命的罪
刺鼻的酒味我浑身欲裂
嘶哑着我的眼泪
我怎么哭得如此狼狈
是否我对你还有一些依恋
一到了尽头
无法再回头
故事全都像我
我怎么哭得如此狼狈
是否我还期待你的出现
无法再相信
相信我自己
肤浅而荒唐的我痛哭的人
爱或者不爱
我已经无法分辨
要如何才能够忘记我曾许下的承诺
今夜的寒风将我心撕碎
仓皇的脚步我不醉不归
朦胧的细雨有朦胧的美
酒再来一杯
痛哭的人

seriously... i'm not trying to hint anything to u...

Saturday, February 9, 2008

3:08 AM

My cute cute nephew KEVIN.. his cam-whoring...

slept on my shoulders after a tiring day for him..

2nd day of CNY...

Today i had been PLAYING with my nephew the whole day!! He invented alot of names for me.... Baby YaoZheng, Toddler YaoZheng, Teenager YaoZheng, Uncle YaoZheng, AhGong YaoZheng...zZZz Thanks ah KEVIN... My whole entire life's name had been named by him liao... so shall follow.. haha...

After dinner went watch midnite movie with my sis & mother... watched AH LONG PTE LTD... kao... is really damn funny la... if the show without MARK LEE... i can assure u it wont be nice at all... had been laughing from the start till the end... story line not bad... worth to watch i think...
K gonna end here.. see ya... bye...

我爱你你是我的茱丽叶我愿意变成你的梁山伯

Friday, February 8, 2008

3:59 PM

My New Bedsheet... haha...

HAHA actually... bought this bedsheet in the first place is to make my sis jealous... coz she cant have it... doesnt match her room colour... In fact, it matches MINE!! so i just bought it... Is not bad anyway... i think so... So hope will have nice sweet dreams whenever i sleep on it...

Well today is the 1st day of CNY... is not HAPPENING at all... no joy... no mood... bored... only till the nite after counting how much i get for angbao today... quite SATISFIED... get 100+ today... no bad... not that broke for the time being... hope tmr get more ANGBAO!!! haha... if you guys dunno... I LOVE $$... haha...

你是我的专属天使唯我能独占

Thursday, February 7, 2008

11:18 AM

In 5hrs time... is CHINESE NEW YEAR.... but... i still dun have the mood... no joy... in fact.. i feel sad... really sad...

Emoing... today no mood to talk much... so shall end here...

Well... HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR to everyone...

我可以陪你去看星星不用再多说明我就要和你在一起

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

5:51 PM

YoYoYo... Today i not emo at all...(except when Xiiong says many times of "Whatever" to me... THANKS AH XIIONG) is that a good sign??? hmmm... i guess so... And please dun say WHATEVER infront of me... i HATE it to the core!!!

Went for volleyball training today... Hmmm kind of fun n suck up too... Finally today i think that i had improved on my spiking(due to watch 2hrs of volleyball match the previous nite)... but is still not good enough!!! I'm still under perform... Why the feeling is not back yet?? Oh please... Come back!!!

Finally they choose the TOP 6 against RJC match.. Guess What?? I'm not in it!! Expected!! Is kind of expected who will be the TOP 6 long time ago... But there is someone i dun think he is fit to be in it... Well.. I cant go against them.. Is their decision... So let them be...

I'm not in the TOP 6... Very sad... Very disappointed... Cant blame on others ... Had to Blame myself... I'm under perform... My skills not there... My spiking sux... Digging sux... Receiving sux too... KAO!! What on earth am i doing??

Really wanted to be in the TOP 6... Though i'm subsitute... i dun think they will give us the chance to play... the most play for 1set i think...

But do you think i will just give up so easily?? NO WAY!!! I will fight for it... NEVER SAY DIE!!! Heard will be having 5days training after exam period... You guys watch it!! TRAVIS WILL BE BACK!! You guys better watch your back.. or else i will just overtake you ANYTIME!!
Maybe you will think i BHB... But who knows??

IF YOU BELIEVE IT, YOU WILL SEE IT

Oh baby 你就是我的唯一

Tuesday, February 5, 2008

14Feb...

5:40 PM

9 more days to go... A very special day for couples... YES!! Is VALENTINE'S DAY!!! Haiz... Had been celebrating it alone for the past.... Haiz... GALS out there... Anyone available???

GUESS WAT??!! i have a DATE on that day!!! GUESS WHO??!!
MY BOOKS!!! having test on the next day.... DAMN!! wat kind of timetable planning is this NP?? Dun u know is quite an important day for couples?? Is either couples have to go home early on that day to prepare for their exam or PREPARE TO FAIL!!

Well actually... Is none of my business... It wont affect me anyway.... Coz i dun have GF!! Just feel sad for couples studying in NP & so damn unlucky to have papers on the following day...

This is wat i do when i suppose to study!!
Peeping on Magnum Force

Seriously... i haven start revising my work yet... damn slack la... Lots of things need to study!! Went back to school today... intend to study.... But in the end, i did NOTHING!!! Haiz.. HATE myself!! Why cant i just concentrate?? Why cant i just put my head on studies at this time??
Maybe i just need someone to push me on... reminds me to study... and maybe study with me ba... (definitely not referring to my MUM!!)

Missed her alot... Hope she realised i love her...

这个世界唯一的你是我拥有的奇迹

Monday, February 4, 2008

YoYoYo

4:03 PM

YoYoYoYo.... this is the first time i try bloggin... hmmm... dunno wat to type...
Now is midnite 12am.... hope when the sunrises will be a wonderful day for me...

3more days to CNY le... but still dun have the feel yet... maybe keep on thinkin final exam is comin rite after CNY ba... feel more stress instead of joy... just started my 大扫除，damn tired of climbin up n down for the whole week...

I'm so broke la... not enough $$ to buy new things... only bought 3shirts & 1 bermudes... still have lots of things wan to buy... "silver SUPERMAN belt, Havanas slippers, Levi's spec, Topman jeans....." lots to mention sia... but no $$... haiz sad... why BILL GATE is not my father?? then maybe i wont be worrying how to spend my $$ wisely, instead i will be worrying how should i WASTE the $$ or ABUSE the $$...

给我你的爱让我背着你去未来