Thursday, April 16, 2009
another werid dream i had ...this gonna be a loong post. have to write it down b4 i forgot all these unique ones
this dream was quite incomplete, i forgotten mostly wat i had dreamt about.i was in some grand hotel, but i was angry and i took the evlator to the ground floor. the 1st floor however was designed to a disco setting. everyone was partying like crazy. only the center was lit with those purple and pink lights. and the rest was not lit. black pitch. the students were dancing and shaking like mad. i slowly walked out and took a bike and cycle. the path outside the hotel was wide but somehow wet. i think it may be humid as well. as i cycle down the S slope down. i saw an old friend (johnanthan) and he talked to me. at that time, the scenery beside me was magnficient.though i t seems fenced up, the field at that side was grasping. the sky were filled with archpeigolous (vr bad sp) clouds. it was serene. the weird thing is that the end of my vision of those fields were hdb buildings. =.=
this is today's dream. i have a series of dreams which made me waked up later than usual.lol .totally weird...cant i have logical dreams? lol and of cos all of them seem incomplete.
part 1: my friends and i were having bowling. then someone suggested that we split the teams properly. and they did. then a friend (gordo) did to fiddle with the contorls a bit more. then the bowling pins at the default posisitons but they were bowling balls placed randomly at the bowling lane.
the oppsoing team had a pattern of the bowling balls similiar to the pattern of how the bowling pins are placed except they are spread out evenly through out the lane.
while my team the balls are somehow placed where almost all the balls are lined up at the extreme right of the bowling lane. and one bowling ball at the extreme left of the lane and it is placed the closing to the bowler's area.
aech time all of us bowled, the balls will somehow be replaced back again. when it is my turn to bowl, everyone seems to be cheering for me ( i assume i may be the one to break the score =X ) as i bowl, i was able to hit all the bowling balls at the extreme right into the *goal* (lol i dunno wat is the name for that, where all the bowling pins are in). all i left is the extreme left ball.i was nervous, but i tried and ya, as expected....it drop into the long kang =.= they all jeered ...booo why i never have good endings.
part 2: either me or my ah gong was sick. dunno which. we both decide to see the doctor. then there on the way there( the town seems to be very familiar to 201) there was a trffic jam, so i suggested that i go to the clinic myself first and book it. then i was just walking and keep walking through the back lanes of those shophouses. and found the doctor. when i saw the clinic , the clinic was PACKED like sardines. i thought to myself "omg". but as i went nearer to the clinic , everyone came out! i was able to went in with ease. the nurse even tells me that i was very lucky. ( i do not know my ah gong got come in) but i became preoccupied with my thoughts went a girl comes in. ( i knew that girl and said smiled at her a bit) knns. then somehow someone said ur wife ah? i deny it badly as usual my inner thoughts were like yes i hope so. (now that is weird, my subconcious is producing an entity which responds and have a inner concious that said something similiar to a normal human would, how crap can i get?) anyways EITHER that girl and i talked a bit , giggled a bit OR we said nothing at all...subconciousness seems to cut off after that.
part 3: for some reason this is the first dream i realised i LAUGHED when i am sleeping. (sleep laughing? lolz) and i LAUGHED twice. but the problem is i forgotten when and what triggered it.(guess conciousness can only do single tasking,when subconcious is the active one)
(urgh somehow tired of writing.) my jc classmates and i were on a stage. a stage somehting like those golden oscar awards or something. only thing is that there is nobody in the audience and we are fooling on the stage. everyone start singing karaoke and stuff. a female classmate (rac li) asked me something. i forgot , but as usual she got mad and went to smash my toe and took the stack of papers she had an whacked my head. and the fun went on ( basically i dunno wat fun) suddenly someone came through the doors facing the stage. a female , and she then wants to challenge us. suddenly the audience setas was transformed into a stage similiar to what we are on. with her booming voice she gave us questions to ans. and there seems to be a projectile of her on the curtains (which are fully drawn) at the stage she is standing. our mates answered with confidence and arrogance.(note: izzit) while i was lying down like a sleeping buddha smiling to myself. ....(something happened but i forgot..damn)
thats is all lol. on another note, i am serving my liability soon.(ina bout 8 days) it is annoying, but wat to do? this is how screwed my country is.
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It was 8:55:00 am when sealed by サーン
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
weird dream today.
i somehow got to a very far place, and needed to go to the hospital. some 2 dudes decided to help me. but we missed the bus and while waiting i brought tons of snacks and ate while eating. suddenly, those 2 dudes were partying at the bus station, and everyone started to follow. i didnt join them. the bus then came and i went up. however i couldnt fine my wallet and the bus had started driving . i asked the driver to stop. he didnt listen, i have to shout at him. he reluctantly stopped. I went down the bus and to the busstop to search the wallet. however it is of no avail. so i went up the bus and paid in coins with some spare change in my bag.
then as i walked slowly up the bus , i saw slazer and amu ehh...do something wrong. i took my graphic cacluator inside a ntuc bag and hit them with it. ( dunno why dunno how) dream end.
yesterday's dream was vague. someone died, and i somehow revived him (not those stupid resurrection spells or wateva)
life is hard, when u take over some responsibilities. urgh.
probing on paramore - emergency.mp3
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It was 9:06:00 am when sealed by サーン
Friday, November 28, 2008
A's over, chalet, saying farewell, checkups , passport extensions, failed exhibitions.
that all i did for this week. Yea, sure i do feel a bit lonely in the heart. But that will go off as always. You are just not going to meet that person for a certain period of time. Its not as if u didnt send off someone off eternally. Sure it will be great to go for more outings, but urgh they cost physically and mentally. Humans are so frail. haix
Now i am playing hard, but there are still some interferences here and there. i really want to do up a bloody website and a forum. lol.
now to do housework...=/
Probing on Karma by Bump of Chicken
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It was 12:30:00 pm when sealed by サーン
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
2 days of heaven of hell and a hell of heaven after this 2 days
However this 2 days seem very very heavy to me. urgh to continue studying when knowing people are having fun now is real hell.
i am still pondering on the chalet thing. Both logical and illogical reasoning cloud my mind although it seems to be a simple GO or DUN GO.
next personal things aside, sg is fked up with screwed elitists exploiting citizen's money with negative sense of remorse. Bringing forward the elections are just going to make things worse since opposition have zero threat to them at all. Still, fighting them back with violent ways and we are being despised as uncivilised, while fighting against them through legal means is a sure lose thing. So what to fight? , all sg-ers can do is to keep quiet and "move on" lor. What is the difference between this one dominant party and a monarchy than?
Probing on Tetra Fang - Roots of the King.mp3
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It was 10:17:00 pm when sealed by サーン
Monday, November 17, 2008
Fell into temptation again and again.
still pondering whether to go for the outing.
pple are released at 18 ARGGHHH!! i am both glad and sad that i am on 21.
Probing on LISA - I, Rhythm.mp3
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It was 10:28:00 pm when sealed by サーン
Friday, November 07, 2008
arghhhh
want to study, in the end slept and surf net =.=
guess i will study after dinner...
Probing on LISA - BAD MEN.mp3
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It was 4:57:00 pm when sealed by サーン
Thursday, November 06, 2008
finally the toughest period of the tough time is gone, but the
trauma is still there.
that failure feeling that sets in whenever i start tryin.
the class said they have went ahead to book a chalet. i am still thinking whether i should go or not. I realised in these 2 years, i never enjoyed any outing at all. i never did. well those which have games such as pool or bowling...i was happy to play, but i never really enjoyed. In addition , i am avoiding my classmates more and more often now, since it is the exam periods. As i avoid them, i do get a bit guilty.However, whenever i remembered that numbness i felt, my comfort zone sets in and i run away.
so in short, i am a loser in life with no real friends.
still...someone once said, "Friends come and go, enemies accumulate." or "you came here with nothing, you go with nothing as well."
Lol, that is to comfort myself. I am just selfish, and do not want to burden me or other people.
After these series of thoughts, i realised i failed in everything for these past 2 years but I am determined to make this examination a success, it had been a strain in both physically and emotionally to my body and soul just to go through this exam ever since i stepped into the school.
on the other hand, i am thinking of maintaining a forum or site after my A's..but before that i got lots of stuff to handle.
Probing on LISA- Be the man.mp3, crave.mp3
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It was 6:29:00 pm when sealed by サーン
