.Saturday, October 11, 2008 ' 11:58 PM Y
Tongue Tied
Bright cold silver moonTonight alone in my roomYou were here just yesterdaySlight turn of the headEyes down when you saidI guess I need my life to changeSeems like something's just aren't the sameWhat could I say?I need a little more luck than a little bitCuz every time I get stuck the words won't fitAnd every time that I try I get tongue tiedI'll need a little good luck to get me byI need a little more help than a little bitLike the perfect one word no one's heard yetCuz every time that I try I get tongue tiedI need a little good luck to get me by this timeI stare up at the starsI wonder just where you areYou feel a million miles away (I wonder just where you are)Was it something I said?Or something I never did?Or was I always in the way?Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?I need a little more luck than a little bit
Cuz every time I get stuck the words won't fit
And every time that I try I get tongue tied
I'll need a little good luck to get me by
I need a little more help than a little bit
Like the perfect one word no one's heard yet
Cuz every time that I try I get tongue tied
I need a little good luck to get me by this timeI know it feels like the endDon't want to be here againAnd we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down againWhat it takes I don't careWe're gonna make it I swearAnd we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down againAgainI need a little more luck than a little bitCuz every time I get stuck the words won't fitBut every time that I try I get tongue tiedI need a little good luck to get me byI need a little more help than a little bitLike the perfect one word no one's heard yetCuz every time that I try I get tongue tiedI need a little good luck to get me by this timeI know it feels like the endDon't want to be here againAnd we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down againWhat it takes I don't careWe're gonna make it I swearAnd we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down againThis song really express how I feel now. And whatever is in the lyrics, I would like to mean it too. Thats all.
. ' 4:54 AM Y
Its been the 2 days since it happened. These 2 days really wasnt like normal days.Kept having the same dream over and over again. And I cant help it but to say it really bothers me alot. Firstly, it consisted of YOU and me. Secondly, it just feels damm real and I really dont want it to happen. You may laugh at me for this, but I dont see it as a laughing matter.Its just like someone suddenly walks off away from me, that kinda feeling which simply feels horrible and rather hurting. Each time when Im awake, all that I could think of is YOU. Probably its because I see you too often that I got used to YOU being around. But frankly speaking, YOU really mean alot to me.I dont know how long this situation would last, but I really hope it will end soon. Theres alot that I wanna share with YOU actually. Most importantly, I really miss YOU and YOUR presence around me. Whatever it is, I will be here.Come to think of it, maybe things dont really seem what its like i guess. Bye Bye DK. Will miss you alot.
.Monday, August 25, 2008 ' 2:18 PM Y
You......- made me feel loved.- made my heart pound for you.- made me realise lots of things.- fill my every day with joy and laughter.- made me realise that someone cared as much.- made me stronger and more persistant.- made me slowly accept reality.Okie. I must admit having one super cool dad who shares the same passion as me (or rather the other way round. lol.) . I should say, he dotes me to the max. But somehow as I back track, I just somehow feel that I let my parents done. Just felt really bad, not being able to meet up with the expectations they have for me. I wont stop trying, I will try my very best to make them proud of me. Haha.Anyway, heres the picture of the white beauty till date. 
Things installed:
- 2 x white head lights
- 2 x white pole lights
- 2 x white fog lights
- 2 x white LED strips
- installed an "ar-lum" system
Another thing. My dad just gives me things randomly. Sometimes I really felt spoilt by him man. Heres what he gave me on Sat.
A n95 8gb
.Thursday, August 14, 2008 ' 1:39 AM Y
Im just glad to say, You brighten my days.
The constant shootings you gave me, the mispronounciation of words, the every sweet looking eyes, the care and concern you had for me etc.
Not forgetting the duets and chicken killings. haha.
Just as I wish to avoid the topic, I just dun wanna get you into any trouble or difficult positions. Like what everyones says, as long as the other party feels happy, everything is just worth it. =)
-shes my SEXY lazy BTS
.Thursday, July 17, 2008 ' 4:06 PM Y
Guess wad. All along I thought that I would have a clean record riding or driving. As in no accidents at all. But it all changed lah.
Went to decarb and install racing filter on pupu. Then went off after everything was done. Was happy at first. With the great improvement in performance. Dint expect that there was a power difference before and after servicing.
Then reached main road. And KA-BOOM!!! I crashed. lol. front wheel hit the curb and drag me along with the whole bike. Thank GOD that i was drag on the grass. Imagine being drag on tarmac instead? Gosh!
OK . Heres the damage done.
*im just traumatised.
.Wednesday, June 18, 2008 ' 4:22 AM Y
Its been awhile since I've updated my dear bloggy. Everything seemed to happen really fast recently. Both good and bad things though.Just got back from the malacca trip with win, ck, yuan and koon. It was a fun and experienced trip I should say. Rented a Tuscan for the trip. First time driving overseas sia. Lol. I drove up halfway lah. Hit 160km/h with the car. Thats damm fast man. How often can you like speed lah. Anyway we depended on our trusty mate, the GPS, to guide us to and back malaysia. Though I must say, that lady's voice is seriously irritating lah. Keep warning us of the speed limit. And there i was, scolding it "f.. you". Haha. The whole trip was fun lah. Bought a couple of things from there. Think total spend about RM300. Ya. Except for the part where I fell sick. And that feeling sucked man. Whole body ached like nobody's business. Haha.As for another aspect of my life, Im trying to move on. Maybe what Im doing now may be overboard, but I guess it helps me to move on better? Since you found someone and got together with him, everything shattered in me lah. I could only tell you this. Whether to hate me or not, its not for me to decide. All I could say now is all the best for you two? Yups.I'll just ground myself home for the time being. No more late nights and all that. Im trying to get back to my normal life. Hope everything turns out fine. Last but not least, I love my Snowie and Pupu. =)
