hm. woke up at 5am.
cos of roxy lah. was whining so loudly.
cos she was scared.
anw. so tired.
hmm. i think shes feeling sick.
so lethargic.
anw. going to register her tmr or somethng.
i thought that today was sat.
so sad cos only one day left.
then realised its friday.
erbs.

shes so cute!!
she was whining and whining.
then i shouted.
roxy! shaddup!
and she did.
haha
oh anw.
im bored. nothing to do man.
yawn.
tired.
but dun really wanna sleep.
sighh.

ahhhhhhhhhhh.
im so freaking happy!
im got a puppy! wanted to adopt.
but mama said buying one is better.
shrugs.
anw. its a chocolate labrador!!!
so cuteeeeeee! =)
i love it to death.
wanted to call it hersheys.
mom said no.
so in the end.
i settled for roxy.
waddya think?! =)

ahhhhhhh. sometimes i cant type the letter a.
dunno whats wrong now.
bahh.
want to watch punk'd
haha. i watched some while in england.
super nice man. =)
haha. ashton kutcher is hot!
yeah babe. heehee.

i hate fish.
hate hate hate.
had fish for dinner.
had fish porridge for lunch.
had grilled fish last night for dinner.
had fish for lunch yest.





bleagh. euck. shmuck.
=|


anw. colected my report book yest.
saw the netballers. rah and drea. hehe.
so funny. rah and drea.
anw. up 11 positions!
=) but only twopercent.
shrugs. its good enough for me.

i wake up. and i think.
wheres the compass.
where are the days where we used to play truth or dare.
stupid ness. and her crazy questions.
hah. and the stupid mr ho for telling us not to 'pray'
and our netball court. its ours! =)

im freaking awake. cant sleep.
anw. i miss the old days.
where we buy as much fishcake and fishballs.
and the goreng pisang.
and the chicken chippees.
and baked fries.
stuffing them into our pockets.
and eating them on the basketball netball court.
and cursing mr hohohoho.

like so kind what.
thanks so much for forgetting about me.
elizabethtankaishi. pfffffft.
thats like. official snubbing what!
sheesh. i do k. you just dont read it.
tell me i nv read yours.
you also nv read mine what.

its really sad you know.
like. when you read about someone dying in the papers.
you dont feel anything much.
maybe digust with the murderer.
but thats it.
and then you realise you know the victims family.
and your heart goes out to them.

my dad's friends daughter in law.
was raped. murdered. and chopped up.
in KL. i was like. oh god.
it can happen just about anywhere you know?
like. here. and the USA. england.
wherever. its like a typical case of date rape.
where you go on a date.
your drink gets spiked.
he rapes you. kills you after that.
for your carelessness.
we are left to pick up the pieces.
its heartwrenching. absolutely.

its a sunny sunny day.
terribly hot.
im sweating. duh.
like havent sweat in 14 days.
cos its so non humid over there.
haha.
harry potter is out today. cant be bothered to go buy it.
shrugs.
yah.

ahhh. had my food. and now im happy.
hahaha. oh well. im starting to get tired.
droopy eyelids. yah so.
tmr i may go and collect my report card.
see how lah.

heyhey! im back!
haha. its so hot here.
nearly the same as england though.
went for a swim when i came back.
feel so good.
anw. yeah
going to newton circus to eat
oh. my noodles.
slurp.

ahhh. gonna board the plane soon.
bahh. gonna be like. 14 hour flight i think.
im feeling sick.
erbs. i hope i dont throw up.
again.
sighhh. haha. believe it or not.
but i play pokemon on the plane.
hahaha
so fun!
=)
i bought a book just now.
called fame game.
hope its good.yah.
so. see you all when i get back.
which is tmr. haha. -hugs-

whooo.
im in the first class lounge in heathrow airport.
yeah. so anw. im like. so hungry. =| hahaha.
uhh. my plane is like. leaving soon.
but its still early. so here i am!
going back. maybe go to newton and eat!
gawd i miss the food. haha. pffftt. yeah.

ahhh. im so tired.
sam the dog came for dinner.
haha. hes so cute!
oh wells. kept giving those big eye things.
like. gimme food!
haha. anw. im coming back soon.
like. the day after today. uhhh.
as in. on the 20th. hahah.
and uh. im leaving on the 19th.
but its a fucking long flight.
bahhh. okayy. yeah. 12am here liao. so tired.
so. havent packed. hah. smart.
yeah. goodnight pple.
loveyouall. -muacks-

My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here
supressed by all my childish fears
and if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'cause your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
and I held your hand through all of these years
but you still have me
all of me
you used to captivate me
by your resaonating mind
now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
your face it hurts
my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away
all the sanity in me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
but though you're still with me
I've been alone all along...

im back! from paris and into london. england. h
haha. been back for like.
two days?! anw.
it was so totally not what i expected.
i mean. its like. you see it in the movies,
and you think. that its all.
polite and friendly and dreamy.
its so totally not. haha.
i mean. like.
cos there were 5 of us.
my family+my uncle.
so we had to sit seperate taxis.
and my uncle let the taxi guy keep the change.
like. 3euros. and he went over to tell the other cabbie.
and he charged my mom 14euros.
our original amt was 7euros.
so its double?! and not only that.
this woman we asked for directions.
she gave a totally opp way.
and they are very proud you know?
and the streets are dirty and dusty.
you walk along some busy road.
and its dust in your eyes.
and litter. alot of litter.
oh wells. i had escargot. haha.
it tasted like mushrooms. =)
the french use alot of creammm.
god. i think i put on weight man. =/
so goingto detox when i come back.
had golf lessons yest. and today. and tmr.
and tmr is also horseriding.
oh and. in france. its HOT. really.
england now too. and i only have one pair of shorts.
=/ so. erbs. its 9pm here. still bright. so. yeah.
laterrr.

heyhey! haha. im back.
i lied to my dad that i HAD to check my mail.
haha. but here i am.
oh wells. i missed this.
went to my dad's other golf course. haha
had lunch. then played with sam. the oh-so-cute dog. hahaha.
then me and my uncle drove around the golfcourse in a buggy. with sam.
and hes a hunting dog see? so he smelt all the rabbits and wdvr on the course.
kept wanting to jump off. haha. so cute. so we put him in the car.
then after that someone called the reception and said. theres a car on the golf course.
hahaha. so amusing.
then. came back. so bloody tired man.
tmr. gonna have to wake up early. its like. 4am back home now. england only 9pm.
and its bright still. thats what summer is. haha.
had sun today. yeah. so... better. =)
latterrr. i'll give you all info when i get back from paris yeah?
im leaving the country tmr. for london. gonna stay the night.
then. after that taking the eurostar train to paris. will be back in a few days.
to here i mean. the country.
the boring old country. =/ take care pple. i gotta pack.
loveyouall.

england. has only one word to describe it.
COLD.
haha. no seriously. im asking.
where is my sun?
anw. didnt have horseriding cos i lost my boots.
its some safety regulation thing.
drove around the golf course in the club's buggy.
haha. so fun!
anw. confirmed.
i am going to paris! =) hahaha.
to ze land of luuuve.
hahaha. im bloody excited! yeah!
hahaha. this is going to be short.
quite anw.
cos im like. using connection on my dads laptop.
which is like. one buck per minute.
bahhh.
bloody singtel. ahahaha. yeah. so.
bought the evanescence cd.
rocks man.
not me lah. i conned my sis to buy it. haha.


my god my tourniquet
return to me salvation


woah. power. haha. dunno. i love this song.

my flight. was. undefined.
i mean. i thought i was leaving yest. but its today! haha.
just for those pples info. =)

yeah. so. im like in the lounge.
just ate. =) there is.
how to lose a guy in 10 days.
cradle 2 the grave
phone booth
daredevil
confessions of a dangerous mind.

and alot. haha. anw. the plane is only taking off in an hour.
nothing to do.
anw. im so proud of myself!
haha. did my maths and english hw already.
havent done my chinese.
but who cares. bahhh.
gonna surf.
laterrr.

something was wrong with blogger.
as usual. anyway. typed a long one the other day. then.
server down. bahhh. !#$^@%*
anw. its like. i still havent told about my chinese.
sighh.

havent packed. leaving soon.
oh wells. getting down to it today.
hehe. i hope there are good movies. =)
on the plane i mean.