wonder of wonders. i've made a post in what, months? and no this doesnt really exactly mean that im reviving it again. i just sort of, kinda, felt the need and desire to post.

i can barely keep my eyes open now, even though it's only 10.37pm. it's probably due to all the sleep deprivation over the last 3 weeks, even ruth says my dark eye rings are more prominent lately.

life's been hectic, and who knew om in div3 would be 13467 times as busy as div2. but hey, im not saying i regret it because for om, it's worth it. every single second. i just feel so bad sometimes when i get snappy and easily irritated to people who absolutely dont deserve it. i have most definitely not been on my best behaviour. sometimes for no rhyme or reason, maybe all the stress and work catches up with me in a whoosh, and i get really dull and seemingly unhappy and it shows, it really does. and im really sorry if you've had to experience that.

i just feel like i can do so much more, like i should be doing so much more. but it's really human weakness to blame faults on something external, something you cant control, right? not that im saying we should, but that we do. huijie you have to learn, when will you learn, that it's okay to make mistakes, as long as you realise it and take responsibility for it.

today i learnt how to put myself into a mood so that i get things done. honestly. psyching yourself up and saying that "huijie while soldering wires today you will be cool, calm, composed, careful and confident. you will not make stupid mistakes nor you will freak out or panic when something does go wrong. keep it cool." and amazingly enough, it went smoothly, so smoothly in fact that i couldnt really wrap my head around it. and if i can do that all the time, imagine how much time i would save! oh will the wonders never cease

so anyway fulldress is on friday and even if we get trashed (which we will not), we wouldnt be discouraged and instead work harder because that's what om is all about. and we will maintain a cheery mood after to celebrate japna's bday.

life's been hectic, life's been crazy, life's been a roller coaster ride. but, im not complaining. not yet.

bye.

ho i have not been posting much.

am thinking of moving to xanga, or maybe i'll just abandon this blog and have no more.

names for my future kids: emma jadyn and michael hayden. lovelyy :D

hello everybody :D

whoa today meijun had an asthma attack during pe and her condition got so bad when me and mrs wee were bringing her to the sick bay that i got a heart attack lah! and to top it off, apparently she lost her inhaler D: then after that she sat at the amphi steps trying to get her breath back and then mrs wee went to look for ms goh who helped her breathe normally again without her inhaler :D

and guess what, we went back to class and her inhaler was in her bag ._. meijun you blur pok dont ever scare me like that again!

kay moving on to happier stuff. yay michael phelps has 5golds out of his 8golds i really really think he can get all 8. yippee :D

ohdear chinese pt on friday i think i can remember everything and all that quite okayish-ly by friday lah :D :D :D

hee okay byee!

hello :D

beijing olympics is so exciting it's almost addictive! haha you should hear meijun: "i've been watching olympics all day" heh im not that bad, just watched abit here and there. i still like swimming best though. i hope michael phelps gets 8golds that'd be super duper cool :D

ah i feel so slack this term not studying much and all that. geog chinese math tomorrow and look what im doing now. and i already flunked lit quiz. gosh what's wrong i need to buck up. but then again, i think im fine. how screwed is that logic x)

i miss taonan D:

okay bye

heyy :D

today was quite a ________ day. i cant think of an adjective to suit today.

well science spa was damn damn screwed. lack of time and disgusting results and all that. blah 5% gone.

guess what, i forgot all about my psl interview today. well but i went in the end. i was planning to go to the esplanade library after school today to return my books and borrow more piano scores. and just as i was about to leave the class, cheryl went and said "dont you have psl interview today?" then i was like, -smack my head- shoot yeah! so now i have overdue library books D: and since my interview was at 5.50 which was almost 3hours away, i slept half of it away in class x)

I'VE FINISHED BREAKING DAWN! people hurry read so that at least i can talk to someone about it! well i wouldnt say it's the best in the series but well, it's slightly disappointing. there wasn't much action and all in all, i'd say it was more of just a successful attempt of wrapping up the whole story but still great anyway :D
twilight is the sweetest,
new moon is the emo-est,
eclipse is the most action-packed,
breaking dawn is the one with most intricate details.
therefore i love all of them :D

ooh taonan on friday. i wonder if the teachers will be there to chat. ohwells ._.

enough, i need to do history fa. byee! :D

hello :D

i feel better today because chinese lesson and meijun darling made me decide some things. i will have faith and trust _____ and not continue to be skeptic about _______. and of course, im not giving up where _____ is concerned.

coh meeting today was crazy fun haha. i think 3rd coy coh is awesome :D haha they say im strange, joni's way stranger with her cycling hahah! yay patrol batch and coy bonding ftw! (:

yay breaking dawn's coming out tomorrow im excited! shall go buy it tomorrow and go trim my hair :D happy much.

i felt really stupid today. i did my math hw really really dilligently yesterday night and checked and double checked but guess what, i didnt bring it. why? because there was only chinese and science and i thought it'd be damn heavy to carry my whole file to school so i just took those subjects out and forgot all about math ._. ahbsh

heh okay enough bye :D

general down feelings because

im in no mood to do my x16483 homework
i havent even finished reading mov
i want to go out with my auntie tmr and stayover but im sure my parents wont allow
im pissed off by my annoying brother i almost want to sever ties
i havent had a proper hug for forever
oriole is oriole no more
i get sleepy too easily nowadays
i have no idea how to start out the ______-problem
im feeling insecure

bleh shall stop rambling.

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wonder of wonders. i've made a post in what, months? and no this doesnt really exactly mean that im reviving it again. i just sort of, kinda, felt the need and desire to post.

i can barely keep my eyes open now, even though it's only 10.37pm. it's probably due to all the sleep deprivation over the last 3 weeks, even ruth says my dark eye rings are more prominent lately.

life's been hectic, and who knew om in div3 would be 13467 times as busy as div2. but hey, im not saying i regret it because for om, it's worth it. every single second. i just feel so bad sometimes when i get snappy and easily irritated to people who absolutely dont deserve it. i have most definitely not been on my best behaviour. sometimes for no rhyme or reason, maybe all the stress and work catches up with me in a whoosh, and i get really dull and seemingly unhappy and it shows, it really does. and im really sorry if you've had to experience that.

i just feel like i can do so much more, like i should be doing so much more. but it's really human weakness to blame faults on something external, something you cant control, right? not that im saying we should, but that we do. huijie you have to learn, when will you learn, that it's okay to make mistakes, as long as you realise it and take responsibility for it.

today i learnt how to put myself into a mood so that i get things done. honestly. psyching yourself up and saying that "huijie while soldering wires today you will be cool, calm, composed, careful and confident. you will not make stupid mistakes nor you will freak out or panic when something does go wrong. keep it cool." and amazingly enough, it went smoothly, so smoothly in fact that i couldnt really wrap my head around it. and if i can do that all the time, imagine how much time i would save! oh will the wonders never cease

so anyway fulldress is on friday and even if we get trashed (which we will not), we wouldnt be discouraged and instead work harder because that's what om is all about. and we will maintain a cheery mood after to celebrate japna's bday.

life's been hectic, life's been crazy, life's been a roller coaster ride. but, im not complaining. not yet.

bye.

ho i have not been posting much.

am thinking of moving to xanga, or maybe i'll just abandon this blog and have no more.

names for my future kids: emma jadyn and michael hayden. lovelyy :D

hello everybody :D

whoa today meijun had an asthma attack during pe and her condition got so bad when me and mrs wee were bringing her to the sick bay that i got a heart attack lah! and to top it off, apparently she lost her inhaler D: then after that she sat at the amphi steps trying to get her breath back and then mrs wee went to look for ms goh who helped her breathe normally again without her inhaler :D

and guess what, we went back to class and her inhaler was in her bag ._. meijun you blur pok dont ever scare me like that again!

kay moving on to happier stuff. yay michael phelps has 5golds out of his 8golds i really really think he can get all 8. yippee :D

ohdear chinese pt on friday i think i can remember everything and all that quite okayish-ly by friday lah :D :D :D

hee okay byee!

hello :D

beijing olympics is so exciting it's almost addictive! haha you should hear meijun: "i've been watching olympics all day" heh im not that bad, just watched abit here and there. i still like swimming best though. i hope michael phelps gets 8golds that'd be super duper cool :D

ah i feel so slack this term not studying much and all that. geog chinese math tomorrow and look what im doing now. and i already flunked lit quiz. gosh what's wrong i need to buck up. but then again, i think im fine. how screwed is that logic x)

i miss taonan D:

okay bye

heyy :D

today was quite a ________ day. i cant think of an adjective to suit today.

well science spa was damn damn screwed. lack of time and disgusting results and all that. blah 5% gone.

guess what, i forgot all about my psl interview today. well but i went in the end. i was planning to go to the esplanade library after school today to return my books and borrow more piano scores. and just as i was about to leave the class, cheryl went and said "dont you have psl interview today?" then i was like, -smack my head- shoot yeah! so now i have overdue library books D: and since my interview was at 5.50 which was almost 3hours away, i slept half of it away in class x)

I'VE FINISHED BREAKING DAWN! people hurry read so that at least i can talk to someone about it! well i wouldnt say it's the best in the series but well, it's slightly disappointing. there wasn't much action and all in all, i'd say it was more of just a successful attempt of wrapping up the whole story but still great anyway :D
twilight is the sweetest,
new moon is the emo-est,
eclipse is the most action-packed,
breaking dawn is the one with most intricate details.
therefore i love all of them :D

ooh taonan on friday. i wonder if the teachers will be there to chat. ohwells ._.

enough, i need to do history fa. byee! :D

hello :D

i feel better today because chinese lesson and meijun darling made me decide some things. i will have faith and trust _____ and not continue to be skeptic about _______. and of course, im not giving up where _____ is concerned.

coh meeting today was crazy fun haha. i think 3rd coy coh is awesome :D haha they say im strange, joni's way stranger with her cycling hahah! yay patrol batch and coy bonding ftw! (:

yay breaking dawn's coming out tomorrow im excited! shall go buy it tomorrow and go trim my hair :D happy much.

i felt really stupid today. i did my math hw really really dilligently yesterday night and checked and double checked but guess what, i didnt bring it. why? because there was only chinese and science and i thought it'd be damn heavy to carry my whole file to school so i just took those subjects out and forgot all about math ._. ahbsh

heh okay enough bye :D

general down feelings because

im in no mood to do my x16483 homework
i havent even finished reading mov
i want to go out with my auntie tmr and stayover but im sure my parents wont allow
im pissed off by my annoying brother i almost want to sever ties
i havent had a proper hug for forever
oriole is oriole no more
i get sleepy too easily nowadays
i have no idea how to start out the ______-problem
im feeling insecure

bleh shall stop rambling.

sl project sl project sl project blah