watch me!

somehow.. me and ahan have been planning to go out on a date. one which i can be in my new dress, but! it never come true! wanted to go on fri then never go, sat afternoon never go, sun night, also never go!!! FML..

went for dental on thurs afternoon and my dentist said i can remove my braces next month!!
he: if everything goes smoothly you can take it off next month
me: (pause).... erm.. everything? *both both and bottom braces*
he: yes! but if u want to wear it longer also can
me: ok...
he: 3more months will be fine

OMFG, i was so so so so happy i couldnt sleep that night!

after dental i went on the Muji buy clothes hanger, metro to buy father's day present (T.T $$$) and Ion B4 to buy happy lemon drinks!! heehee..

i dont think i can wait for another 3more months. i might just take it off 2months later! heehee

mr ng

this is for ahan. thanks for saying "i dont wish u to become my 2nd mom, oh wait, my mom dont even do this to me". i will roast your head in the oven!! u will get a rolex from me when i am rich. i will save up!!

i had a great birthday party!! i should have been less busy and just enjoy myself!!!! =)

my little wish list
-coach ring
-shu uemra blusher

my new room!

very nice and bright grapics. longer batt life too! there's "shake-to-shuffle", voice over for title and singer of songs, video camera, tilt to see screen in a horizontal way, FM radio. coolness..
its so thin! but because the shape of the dock is different i cannot use my prev ipod dock, i shall use it as a paperweight. =((


free engraving for orders online. BUT if you wanna buy i think its more worth it buying from local Epi stores. they are giving out free in-ear earphones, sillicon case, screen protector! exactly what i am going to buy next. but no engrave la..
my red ipod nano!! UPS cause i ordered online! love this purchase.
early bd vouchers from Shu Uemura and herve leger
woo yummy Japanese Chicken Stew, Tangy Tomato with basil and Mushroom soup! (from left)
plus 3 sides (salad, wrap and sandwich) and 3 icetea..

CASS: NO VEG for me me me me!
we love cesar!
oh yes soup spoon actually serves rather nice cesar salad!
the aftermath
tah-dah! my new bed which is ultra thick and hard. =(( it took me 30mins to change the bedsheets and push it onto the bedframe! omg.. its bloody heavy.


the last un-assembled piece for ahan to do it.
i like my new chair!!
my messy table that's filled with files from the bookshelf




F I N A L L Y, all the things have been delivered to my house! i am a sucker at assemblying things so i paid them to do it for me. lol. now i'm left with a side table for ahan to assemble for me. i still need a little shifting of my bookshelves and WALA! i am done!

if anyone notice i actually repaint my room! credits to ahan for coming over and breaking my glass items while he paint. hahaahaa! did the painting before cny!.

i hope everything goes well for my birthday party. i'm sick now, flu bug in my house and i have to sleep on the sofa cause the bed is too high, i scared i fall down.. =(

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venue: blk 517 jelapang road #13-187 Singapore 670517 (opp zhenghua sec sch and near to jelapang LRT station) if you are hopeless at directions *like me* give me a call i will pick you up!

time: anytime after 6.30. food will be delivered before 5 so.. erm..

entertainment : Wii and me and majong

drinks : unlimited poison.

dresscode : anything that suits your eye. its going to be bbq so if you wanna wear longsleves i'm cool.

been so busy planning my birthday

brought new chair
new warerobe
new bedframe
new mattress
new bedside table
new HERVE leger dress (omfg) my 2nd this year
ok... that's all..

went shopping with cass,lz in f21 and then the next day with ahan at f21 (again) yes.. because its not expensive so i can wear a few times and not waste it.

also finally i have ordered bbq and buffet stuffs for my bd. sad thing is that the venue is at my house. =(((((( cant book any chalet and booking a hotel room would be really expensive and not pratical (unless your budget is real big)

people who can come : anybody can show up. serious, even if i hate u, you are still allowed to come and eat. *if u dare*

lastpapertogo

so far exams havent been very successful for me.
poa: studied MC vs AC so hard! and it didnt freaking come out.
ibm: worst... of the 4 essays i did, only 1.5 of it is what i fully studied
stats: haiz... exams stress made me forget all the formulas and i cannot finish the paper
maths: I freaking forgot how to do something which is very very impt
econs: should be hell..

me and peykee met this really weird guy in the train. he was standing infront of us but kept turning back and looking at us up and down, down and up. he was looking at us every 5secs. creepy, so we moved away and he still continue looking!! then he move towards us, then pass us.. after passing us, still look! omg i wanted to poke his eyes! then when he's not looking we quickly got off the train.. haha. weird guy. thank god i'm with a friend, if not i would have just stood there and cry... T.T

daddy, i am more mature now

well its not that anything bad happen to me or my family, just that recently i've celebrated quite a couple of birthdays and that made me realise how time flies. it made me want to cherish my family much more.
as my dad turns 60, my brother 30 (omfg but yes the BIG 3), ahan turning 21 and me turning 21 soon.

for my father, he's always been a great man in my life. he was the first man the broke my heart and almost the family too, he spend the rest of his life making sure that his children and wife lead the best lives and giving in to many things. i rmb when i was younger, during the transition of sleeping from a "sari aka sarong-attached-to-spring" to sleeping on a decent bed. the first week was like sleeping on nails for me. i couldnt sleep in my "new" bed. my dad saw how i toss and turn on the bed so he decided to secretly carry me to the "sari" in the middle of the night and carry me back to the bed in dawn. some might ask, why not just let me sleep on the sari? well its because of the BIG M (mom) thinks that i am no longer a baby. the ironic part is that my dad stills call me "baby" now.

when i was in pri school, he wakes up at 6 every morning while my mom is sound asleep, he wakes me up, prepared my breakfast, waterbottle (in those days we have a string to carry it with how cute right?) checks my timetable to remind me to bring PE attire and etc.. he helps me tie my shoelace before sending me to sch (sometimes the maid will send me to sch). he did that everyday without fail. and all thanks to him, there wasnt a day where i was late for school =)

on sundays he will always bring me to clementi central's MacDonalds, we will share a Mc Nuggets and Mc Chicken/ Fillet burger meal. ofcourse sometimes i will beg him to buy me those Mc kids meal with a toy. after that, we will go to this bigbook shop above the ntuc and shop for stationaries, pretty-letter papers (i used to write letters to my friend EVERYWEEK, although i see her like 6days a week? lol kids ) , pencil cases that i always drop and broke it. after that we head to ntuc and shop for tibits, sweets and i will always show him to "stop" 5-fingers sign when i see him holding on to a can of tiger beer. (it was for his own good) =)

from our weekly routines you can see the reason why i was in the TAF club back then. when we reach home, we will hide my "treasures" in the cabinet and sometimes even in my room (between my books) so that my mom wont find out. all this continued until i was in pri 6. oh yes, something funny to mention, i wore the Extact same outfit every weekend and that made the cashiers from big book shop and ntuc remembers me very well. hahahah... i told myself i will not get married and i will accompany my dad forever.

now.... he is 60. i wish he can retire. everytime i see how tired he is after work just breaks my heart. (heck LK* and whoever introduce this retire at 65 thing, it should be our preference) i wish my daddy could work less. after work i see him do the laundry, ofcourse i did offer to help but sometimes my laziness just overcomes my body. *yes i know excuses shouts*
i might be a bit harsh on my tone and words sometimes but 5secs after the words split, i frown.

since young, i have always wanted to do my parents proud. i entered jc hoping to enter a local uni and make them happy but i failed. was i upset? yes but aloysius made me realise its not the end of the world. i have better things in life that i want to pursue. i just want my parents who have both worked so hard for me to lead a nicer life now, let them travel to the place they want, let me eat things they have never eaten before and give them the best i can give.

when i look at other families, i see how much their parents have given in for them and yet they didnt see it and kept blaming them for so many things i feel sad for them. one day they will realise they have been taking things for granted. i am sure their parents love them as much as mine do.

i couldnt say that my parents gave me the best thing in life but they have gaven me the best they can give.

i call it the -OPERATION-ALOYSIUS
ahan had a fabulous bd party. i was hiding from him for like 1mth plus. he's smart so he knew something was going on, i had to lie to him and told him it's just a chalet and bbq. haha but it turns out to this 5star hotel-luxury suite, with a en-suite bathroom, steambath, espresso machine, wine chiller, soft egyptian cotton giant bed, 2 plasma tv etc... ofcourse it cost me a bomb but seeing how his friends and the bd boy enjoyed themselves, i think the money was well spended. also i brought him a bottega venetta wallet, not cheap but there's a photo slot for him to put pics of me when he is in aust for Arpache operation.

this aug, we would have know each other for 3yrs! omg. i felt as if it was just yesterday that we met on the beach and his first words to me was "you are rachel right?" haha i didnt even take note of his name at that time! so i went "yar..haha u r?" yep we went on to talk all the way till 1am? yes we are madly in love. i have never felt so happy, protected, blissed and loved before. seeing his mgs in the morning when i wake up, in the middle of the day and talking on the phone everynight before i sleep is enough to make me in my happiest state. =) ofcourse thank you for the herve leger dress that i dream of owning

busy till i die

after 2 alterations to my herve leger dress i finally got it fitted! its no longer to long/big at certain areas. just a preview of my dress! hee hee so happy. everyday i just need to stare at the box and it marks the start of my day with a happy note!. the purple magnetic box is like glowing and glowing and glowing. yes ahan calls it 神惊失调. that's how much i love herve leger. its not just a dress its a piece of art to me.

i rmb the owner was talking to me and she asked if i like the brand. i said yes. now i regreted. i should have said i ADORE the brand. oh man... but its simply way too expensive.

ahan been very nice to me. he brought me to nice prata place to eat my fav prata. drive me out for lunch and then drive me to sembawang beach to walk walk. look at pink trees. =) so nice. =) =) so happy. bad thing is that he is going aust for an airforce operation in around sept for 90days. i am hoping to find time and fly over there for maybe a week or so. we meet each other like min 3days a week. imagine 12weeks without each other. i might as well be dead.

poor ahan

poor soon-to-be-21 ahan. he have to tolerate my PMS every month. my dont-know-why endless tears, emotional words and coversations.

been stuck at home and not studying for the past week. i need help. alright i am going to start tonight!

i have been spending quite a lot of time on planning his birthday party. oh well.. its his 21st. =) he have done so much for me. like spending his only free time (other than work) with me, "investing" money on everything i want, bringing me out to eat whatever i what (even want to buy me deliver me chong pang nasi lemak at 1am) and most of all having zero expectations on me. =) ofcourse, everytime he wants to buy me something, i shout NO! or i give him the NO! look.

i will strive

i'm listening to: pixie lott -cry me out

saw someone's blog and i saw how determined she was to pursiue her dream. i was amazed but i believe i will do the same when my turn is here. i will have to wait for another year and i make sure i am prepared in all ways!

went out to celebrate qx's 21st birthday.. drive and drive and drive. ate really nice roast pork from g7. glad that our mr hoe enjoyed his time.

love my friends.

exams is =( =( =( =( =( =(

brought a new longchamp bagpack! for me to bring to sch.

=( i.. think i did badly for exams.

stats: couldnt understand how to do the damn paper
maths: thought i could do but end up just didnt know how to do
econs: left the hall after 1hr (the paper is 3hours) someone pls enlighten me on econs
poa: i did 2.5questions out of the 4.
IBM: this fri but i doubt i can write a single essay

=( =( =( why? ans: i didnt have enough pratice. solution: i will have more do more questions
problem: i dont know how to do neither do i know if its right.
=( X infinity

at this rate i somehow think i cant pass my exams. dont wish to fail again....

planning ahan's 21st bd gives me a big headache

my fish died but i am alive

thanks ahan for the bear, card and herve leger dress. loves.

i like love green grass and flowers like this

happy chinese new year everyone and happy valentine's day. time to start studying but i have been lazying around. exams starts next sat and i just started studying today. still need to pick up speed real fast. dont think i will be any prepared for this prelim

i suddenly realise something while i was in the shower

life is about playing the right games with the right person....

its raining outside and ahan is working

the title says it all

9mins to 1am, cant sleep because i had a 3hour nap in the afternoon

happy birthday wan qi

i need a pair of raybans.. with degree lens. pls..

i am going to write a list of things i need to take note while driving and paste it somewhere near the steering wheel. there are many ppl that think its fun & convenient to have your own car but what many did not realise is that it comes with even greater responsibilities. its like its not just your own but other road user's life is at stake everytime you drive out on to the road. childish and complacent actions might lead to devastating consequences and ofcourse 100x more nagging from parents. its only when one makes mistakes and after u learn/suffer, u will understand the importance of *blah blah blah*....

ofcourse i would not want anybody to endanger my life

amore is fun.. but it gives me muscle ache. the smell of my new walls stinks.. like some animal died in my room.. but the new arrangement (done by ahan) and my new pillows makes me sleep like a baby. every morning i just rufuse to wake up!

i was talking to ahan and he knows how crazy i am over herve leger's (arh-vee leh-gee) collection... first saw it in 2008 and ever since then, my head can turn 180degrees everytime i walk pass Pois or herve leger @ ion. i am such a loyal fan that i can spot herve without fail everytime and at anywhere.

been driving to sch everyday! and so far i didnt do any stuns, infact i have been driving very very safely! (lz, driving is about safety and not fast! u will understand why when u start driving on the roads!) erp is going to start in bukit timah road in feb and i am still thinking if i shld drive to sch.

i am going to dye my hair dark brown.

new car!! and i crash it on the 3rd day

test drive my new car on fri, got it on sat and crash it on monday on the way to sch. and No this is not a female driver-cant-drive-shit. i was to be blamed for this little accident. i just need to change my car plate which is about 2 digit $$ but for the damages for the van i think it needs aboout $$$ (although its only scratches, i'm not informed of the exact cost. =(((((( the whole day ended badly with some assholes in camp treating me like shit and me scratching my tyre rim!! fuck totally.. i was so hungry but busy with driving all over sg and only ate at 3pm. went home feeling moody and tired and angry... i didnt let much ppl know not even ahan because i was afraid he might scold me. usually when he experience my "awesome driving", he will just nag at me for endangering our lives..hahaha..

he sort of guessed something similar happened so he came over and find me after class.. brought me at eat chocolate cake and starbucks and macdonals. =) which made me 200% happier. and most of all he didnt scold me!!! =) thanks dearie

wed drive cass and lz out for dinner nearby and my mom to buy stuffs

sat painted my room! ahan came over early in the morning to help me.. now my room is damn nice! two shades of pink. although he broke a couple of my glass bottles, and cut my feet, scratch my thigh while painting, i still wanna thank him for helping out! then we went to cut hair, buy herbal tea and i went off to wanqi's birthday party. went to find ahan after that, like finally got the chance to relax and watch tv. he drive me home =)

sun: he drive me to amore fitness at civic centre! went for 2 lessons, gym, steambath then ahan came and pick me up!!! ate chickenchop, fell asleep and rush to town to buy germ's 21st bd present and then to her party. aft cutting cake we rush from cck back to town for his cousin's wedding.

what a busy busy busy week.. thank god its over already

i dont mean to neglect u!

phuket was fun! like what i've said it looks totally like a screen saver... the cloudless sky blue sea white sand. the only downside is that there's too many angmohs! the next phuket trip will be far far away from patong, on a very private and quiet beach. lie down with my rayban and a beach hat, looking at low clouds moving across each other.. *_* thinking of it makes me high already.

i have been driving quite a lot recently, with ahan as my driving supervisor most of the time! he nags, he laughs, he threatens and he screams when i drive.. =) i guess my driving shld be safe enough!


=)


25dec xmas day at joshua's house! steamboat

another day... went orchard to watch movie!!
lastly.. dessert. warm chocolate cake with passion fruit icecream

even the toliets is so nice! divide into 3 parts. the dressing area, the basin area and the toliets!
haha grab this from the hotel's website

this is scallips and some fish..

equinox! the place we had dinner

the sun is setting!!


marina bay

the typical post card picture of singapore

jap kid at the table beside us, u can actually see the F1 track up there



thai express at northpoint
@ sunset way.





we waited so long for our food! i am so not-fine-dining person
he is peeling the sticker off my shoe so i can wear them!


they serve nice and fresh homemade bread


i havent been blogging so most people think i am forgiving up this place

i really should start studying a lot more and concentrate more, prelims is around the corner and i so cannot fail my exams if not i will be dead meat! my lessons are finishing and i dont think i know/understand much stuffs from my subjects. i HATE IBM! *ranting is going to start in 3.2.1!* its like the studying of ancient theorist + modern theory (u shld be able to come up with it yourself) + examples for ALL theory + come up with a combination of both and apply to whatever organisation! my lecture notes itself is about 2500pages! *faints on the floor* each essay is 4pages long, with a min use of 10 different theory from different chapters + examples! and all of this in? 25mins. sometimes i think i am really going to fail the exams. now i know why passing mark is like so low! everytime i took out my notes i see the few thousand of pages + hundreds of pages of A3 mindmaps i just dont know where to start. =( that is just 1 subj.



i have wrote down a list of things i did and i havent done (which i intend to do in 2010!)
(small front means i have done, normal fonts means i am gg to do it in 2010.. the bigger the font the more impt it is!)

-driving license
-braces + removal of teeth + fillings
-be a good gf (i guess so)
-wish that my bro got a gf
-learn shumura makeup class
-get a job
-have better skins care regime
-plan for ahan's 21st
-make friends in sch ( i am pathetic at this, most of the time i am alone)
-keep fit and slim down
-paint my room (doing it this weekend!)
-buy a new bed
-save up enough money so i wont feel a pinch if i buy a herve leger dress
-find a nice school bag!
-be less lazy
-save money




-be a better daughter....
sometimes its not that i have got a bad temper, if only i could be told nicely with some considerations from my parents side to do things and i will! but somehow i'm most of the time asked to do (with no choice) things. and thats when i cant control my temper. i dont even ask them for money or anything, in fact if they tell me what they want, i will buy for them! like yesterday, i brought a tefal oven for my mom because she wants to bake chinese new year pineapple cookies. why cant she just be a bit nicer to me? i am starting to think that i brought this upon myself. she HATES my sch... yes i know its not like the fan-tastic sch but its still a school! where people grad and get their degree from. if only she can respect my choice and support me financially in sim-uol i will be very very very happy. to her my sch is like some bloody-money-sucking institution that pays crazy sch fees and provides little lessons. i tried to let her know its almost the same price as local unis just that u cant pay by cpf and its called uni for a reason- a lot of self studying. i feel that there's no point hearing it from me, she needs to listen it from her friends, whom she listens to them all the time!. about my schS, my choice in everything.. i am so tired