Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Valentine's Day

Hi to all my friends, brothers and sister, I finally back to my blogger. Sorry ya, busy "paktoh". Beside me is my girlfriend, Sharon Lam. Really wanna thank God, provide me Sharon as my girlfriend. Can't imagine I have four years didn't have any relationship. Actually at first I very afraid to let people know that I'm in the relationship especially my Malaysian friends, hehe later they will said that and that, Sorry Sharon, I was too cowardly. But not now anymore, because is just like a candle which light up is putting on the table not under the table., same in the relationship too, so that people can see and people around us and able to help us and encourage us during the challenging time and make the possibly to married. Next time i will share my love story to you, all. Kinda lazy to write. Miss you all my friends and especially my Malaysian and Singaporean friends, love you.

Cake baked by girlfriend during Valentine's day. Thank you, darling. Love you, my dear.

Monday, December 7, 2009

Unable to Graduate

This is few weeks, it was my toughest days in my life. A lot of things happen, I failed two subjects which make I can't able to graduate this year. I was really afraid to see my result during the result release. Thanks for all the friends who encourage me and comfortable (you know who you are). Many thanks to you. Especially wanna to thanks Sharon Lam from Hong Kong, I was surprise when I receive the message from her, it really encourage me a lot.

I dunno why nowadays, I tend to worry about my result, maybe it was my last semester, pressure from parents, afraid to fail my exam. During the past, I didn't care too much about the study.

I tend to lose focus on God when I received my result, I doubt in God. Why God let this happen in me? (I said in the botton of my heart although I didn't said it out). I was wrong, I shouldn't say this kind of thing to God. I think I didn't put much effort in my study throughout this semester that's why I failed. God let's thing happen for a reason. This all about God plan. God won't harm me and God just wanna me to learn lesson. Praise God for that.

Roman 5:3-5 Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, characters; character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.

This verse really encourage me a lot. I have to rejoice in all things. Life is all about Jesus Christ.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Exam timetable is Out

At university right now, just finished my Investment Analysis & Management exam. I think i going to fail my exam. A bit stress. I dunno what am i doing this few days. No internet connection at my house for a weeks already.

I failed three of my mid-term exam and plus today ones, I really scared I can't graduate this semester. My mum and dad are coming for my graduation end of year for my graduation. What if I can't graduate, so stress and helpless.

12 November 2009 (Thursday)

Investment Analysis & Management
8.30am (2 hours)

Revenue Law
5.30pm (3 hours 15 minutes)

13 November 2009 (Friday)

Auditing
1.30pm (2 hours 10 minutes)

Portfolio Management
5.30pm (2 hours 10 minutes)

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Chai Tyng Birthday

30 August 2009 (Sunday) was Chai Tyng 20th Birthday. After church service we went to Chinatown to celebrate Chai Tyng Birthday. The middle person in the picture is Chai Tyng. Chai Tyng is from the same hometown as me too, it's nice to meet the people from Kuching.

Since birthday girl don't like ot eat vegatable, we order all meat.

We all can't wait to eat.

Christy why you are not eating? (Waiting for me meh? So nice ahhhh).

Celebrate Chai Tyng birthday, blow candles, cut cake and bite candle.

The girls

Everyone.

Sharon, myself, June, Angelene,Natalie and Fredrick with Chai Tyng.

Guys with Chai Tyng.

Huei Yuih, Patricia, Chai Tyng and Christy. (Christy, dunno what to said about you).

Christy from Kuching also. After taking the picture, she look at the picture and said "Wow, so cute me ahh."

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Happy 52nd National Day

Yesterday (31 August day) was Malaysia national day. Malaysia become independence since 31 August 1957 but just only the West Malaysia which called Malaya after that in 16 September 1963 then Sabah, Sarawak and Singapore start merge with Malaysia, but in 9 August 1965 Singapore separation from Malaysia become independent country itself.

Too much history for you all today, although yesterday was Malaysia national day but there is no holiday in Australia and plus I had auditing exam, the exam pretty hard didn't actual study much. Thanks for a coursemate that she comforted me that I can do better next time. After my class around 9pm, Weng, Yen Hao and I went to Little Singapore Restaurant, Sunnybank to have our dinner.

Yesterday, I did sing National Autumn and some Malaysia national songs (Keranamu, Galur gemilang and Tanggal 31). I had been 4 years didn't celebrate national day in Malaysia. Normally I just watch youtube and sing along in room.

Happy 52nd National Day to Malaysia~!~!~!

Yen Hao treat us yesterday. Thank you very much, Yen Hao.

Weng always get shocked when I take picture of him. Three of us ordered four meal.

Nasi Lemak.

Asam Laksa (Not Kuching Laksa).

Hainanese chicken rice.

Roti Canai with curry chicken.

Friday, August 28, 2009

A Trip To Hell (地獄的真相)

After reading the true story about A Trip To Hell by Pastor Philip Mantofa (地獄的真相-腓力曼都法牧師的見證), it was so scaring but also a message for me and for everyone for us. I hope every of the brothers and sisters able to capture the heart like Pastor Philip Mantofa to sense the urgency for the God people. I know it is quite long but please read it if you never read before.


Chinese Language: Please click here.
Bahasa Indonesia: Please click here.
English Language:

Dear Friend, January 1st, 2000, 5 am in the morning, I was in the large desert, dry and infertile. The wind was so heavy and weather was so hot. I saw a lot of weird and disgusting animals that I've never seen before in my life. I walked step by step through the desert till I found my self in a gloomy place.
I had strange feeling that time and I could feel the pain spread to all of my bones. The situation was silent and dark. No wind blew. Dark cloud appeared surround that place.
I could not describe it in better words, because there was only horrified of hell!
A huge gate appeared in front of me. I felt nervous and worried but I tried to open that gate anxiously. It was not difficult to open it. I opened it and shocked because there was another gate bigger than the first one. It was written on top of that gate "VALLEY OF TORTURE".

There was a doubt in my heart implicitly, whether I should continue this trip or not. But something that powerful inside of me made me to go on. My heart beat was loud as I could hear it my self while I opened the next gate and Oh my God!... I could not believe, I could not believe what I saw, but it was real.

There was a long dark path in front of me. I stood in the side of the gate watching and predicting how large and long that path was but I could not see it clearly. I saw a vogue rise up in the end of that path. I thought it was terrible ocean of fire!

Along way I walked in that dark path, I saw many people were tortured by creatures wearing black clothes and having horns in their heads. I saw they were so cruel in torturing everyone there before they were put into the fire ocean at the end of the path. I heard affecting tears and pain mix up with dirty laugh sounds in that dirty place.

At the edge of the path, there was a young woman whose hands were bound at a piece of wood and she was surrounded by a lot of horned creatures who made fun of her and laugh at her. I saw her face was pail and white filled by fear. A strange weapon that I have never seen before was swinging in front of her face. I did not know exactly what it was but it was like a fork with a sharp cutting edge in the top of it. That weapon was carried by one of the horned devils which surrounded that woman. I heard the devils were threatening that poor frightened woman, "Lie!... Common, lie!!!"
I saw her become more frightened. She was completely fell into the power of that horned devils so that she obeyed them whatever they want. That woman answered, " Yes, yes, I lied! I lied!"
All of the devils were laugh, seems that they were satisfied with the young woman's answer. I though after that woman did everything that they want, they will be released her. But what happened next was really made me shock! The devil stabbed that horrible thing into her face! The fresh blood squirted from her face! It was so horrifying! Her face did not have a shape anymore and her cried of pain so heartbreaking!
"Stop! Stop it!", I yelled.
But it strange, they could not heard my voice; even more my appearance seemed invisible for them! I felt disgusted for everything that I saw, but there were a lot of other views that surprise me and made me shock!

Then, I saw a man whose hair was burnt, only rotten skull remain. There were unburnable maggots come out from his skull cavity. He was lying and carrying from the end of the path not far from fire, I thought that they tortured him for a long time. His body was burning and his flesh was melting because he was lying near the hottest fire ever!
The devils who carried him were laughing at him. There was nothing he could do besides surrender him self to them. He was dying but he could not die. He looked like having terrible pain, seemed he wanted to say something for mercy. One of those devils said, "Common, masturbate! Masturbate!!" That man shaking answered, "Yes, I masturbate! I masturbate! Aaaahhhhh!" He was screaming and a lot of maggots come out from all of his body - so many!! I felt disgusted when I saw it, even when I heard his screaming so horrible!!!

There were more screaming and commanding that I heard. "Common, drink! Drink! Gambling! Deceive!" and those devils were laughing and enjoying the moaning of pain and tears, as they were listening wonderful music. I was afraid to walk in through that path. I only saw as far as I could and I was sure there were more kind of tortures at that place which is more appropriate to be called barracks of torture.

I found a view that made me really shock, there were many righteous and religion people there!! I did not believe it but I did not have power to deny all that I saw. I heard all their screaming when they were being tortured. They cried out for God, "God, help me! God, do I always be together with You? You tough us at our towns and I served You Lord!"
They were begging to God but salvation had already close for them, till I heard they abused Him! My heart was breaking when I saw it! After that I was in the top of the horrible situation I could not do that "journey" anymore. And I believed if I continued this journey, I will have been dead! "God", I cried "Please bring me out from here! Please God" All of these were a vision, a horrible vision, a vision of Hell! I was so happy when I found out that I was at home, even though after that I got ill for couple days. All of my bones and pivots were hurt; I suffered stomach disorder and got shock day by day.

I prayed to God and wondered what it's all about, what He wants through my experience. God gave me understanding and deep burden for people around me. God wants me to tell what have been happened and will be happened to everyone. A lot of them are having fun, eating, drinking, having party, free sex, drugs and others seems that they can enjoy them forever. They do not realize that hell and the horned devils are waiting for them. They are the next victims.

I know that God really loves you. This "vision" that is showed to me proof that He still gives you a chance to repent.

My dear friend, I have to write this article to warn you. I do not want you having the same experiences as those people there. Truly, I love you all and I hope you will meditate all of these and repent. Accept Jesus Christ as your savior personally and start a new life and do not come out from the road that Jesus has decided to us.

God Bless You.
Your friend, Philip Mantofa.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Jesse Birthday

22 August 2009, Jesse Birthday. Jesse from China and he a very funny and generous guy. Normally we call him 公公 (Grandpa) and he always said himself look like Andy Law. Happy birthday to you, Jesse. Hope you did enjoy your birthday that day. Continue to grow in God, Jesse.

After study, we went to Daisy house to play card game. The cake was made by Natalie.

Holding the cake to take picture.

Cut cake.


Jesse Birthday Video.

Before we heading the dinner, Van also made chocolate cake to Jesse. Van supposedly plan to give Jesse a surprise in his house but he was not at home and end up Van himself give himself a surprise that Jesse was not at home.

Later we have our celebrate for Van and Yan Hao water baptism and Jesse Birthday at 7&8 Restaurant opposite my Griffith university. For Griffith university student that place is like Hakwen to us. Hakwen is the place University of Queensland students have go there often for groceries and meals.

The new marry couple were also with us. They also very "cooperation" when I was taking picture. Just kidding. Don't angry be happy.

Cake bought by Edward.

Jesse still has one more left.

Cut cake

Me and Adeline

Some of the people playing game. Too noisy.. Shhhh.....

Group Picture.

After that, we try to find our past year photo.

Where is our photo? Dunno why they always like to take picture on us for promoting their restaurant, maybe we often go there with a big branch of people.

I dunno when this ones was taken. If I not wrong is one of the dinner after church service.

This picture I remember, it is Adeline last year Birthday.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Dennis Birthday

Last tuesday (18 August 2009) was Dennis 21st Birthday. Celebrate after the prayer meeting had finished. After prayer meeting, his housemates come to Sharon place to give Dennis a birthday surprise. During that time, Fredrick try to stop him for prevent he go back so early and Fredrick try to talk to him and bring him to the room so that his housemate can prepare for the surprise. Dennis is from Singapore. I always encouraging by his sharing he share which always amazing by me and wanna to learn from him.

The cheese cake was frozen because his housemates were working very hard to hide the cake. They buy it on Friday to make it fresh and had to put in the frozen area. We need to microwave before we can able to cut it, the cake was too hard. I think it was quite funny.

Myself, Ivan, Hui Min and Adam.

His housemate, Angelene, Ivan and Chloe.

Shannen, Han, QQ and housemate.

Yan hao, housemate, Maggie and Gemma.

The proper group picture.

The funny pose (Blow the candles). The Hat was bought by Huei Yuih.

The girls.

Sharon finally come back from school and manage to wish the birthday boy.

Later on, Dennis fed everyone of us.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Miracle Happen

My grandfather finally come out from hospital on 20 August 2009.

In my grandfather house, my grandfather has 4 daughters and 1 son, 3 daughters who are my aunts they all live in Gold Coast, Australia and my uncle who is my grandfather son live in Miri, Malaysia, only my mum stay in Kuching. My grandfather was very happy to his children and his grandchildren.

I just want to give all the glory to God and give thanks to God. It's really a miracle for all our family members. I remember on 24 July 2009, I was in the lifegroup and my mum suddenly call me and told me about that my grandfather went to hospital. During the guys discussion, I ask the guys to pray for my grandfather. We pray together about my grandfather sickness. Indeed, God really answer our prayer. Praise the Lord and also want to thanks to all the guys.

Lord, I just want to pray for my grandfather that he will recover soon, I also pray for protection and covering upon my grandfather in Jesus Name I pray. Amen.

Mark 9:23 Everything is possible for him who believes.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Water baptism

22 August 2009 Water baptism is for christian who want to make a commitment to God that he or she accept Jesus as their personal Lord and Savior and want to have relationship with God and want to know more about Jesus Christ and want to continue grow more in God. I was very happy to see Van and Yan Hao wanted to make this commitment to Jesus Christ and to have relationship with God. I pray that they will grow stronger and maturity in God, Amen.


Van


Yan Hao

The Girls.

The guys.

All the people.

Van and Yan Hao