Everyone should just go to sleep.


Damn it all!
Immature i know, i surprised myself too.
But
the fact is i'm thinking these now, so that's reality i guess.

Grade 8, 4th Piece: 95% Done.

Just some finishing touches, hell i never thought i had it in me.
Wish me luck everyone : )

Status: Lansi!

Regained composure.
Regained a clear head.
Regained my Grand Ego (*sniff*, don't ever leave me again!)
Reduced usage of this despicable, sad and depressing emot ---> ._.
Regained myself!


I'm Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack! : D : D : D

EMO EMO EMO EMO
EGO EGO EGO EGO!
MESSED UP HUH?! Well i'd rather be messed this way that the previous : )
Thank you for tuning in to "The Shitted-Up Parts of Bryan's Life!", season over!


On a more serious note, I did a lot of thinking, and I realised that if i stay emo-ed and depressed, i'd never accomplish anything, so I changed my mindframe a bit. Lets see what happens next : )
A big sorry to B and KS for a lot of crap i've done and put you guys through!
A big thanks to S and L for listening to me whine all week(s)!


Grade 8, 4th piece.. Start!

Latest Maths Equation? Emo Freaks!
ME = E(m+g)0-2ed = sad
e = 2.71828183 .... eq 1
e^[i(pi)] + 1 = 0 .... eq 2
sub eq 2 and eq 1 into ME = E(m+g)0-2ed
ME = E(m+g)[e^{i(pi)} + 1] - (5~)(d)
ME = 5[E(cheating and using log, gets mg, and mg = w)[e^{i(c/2r)} + 1]] - d
ME = Em0-ed + Eg0-ed = sad = 5crEwe-d
sorry i was too lazy to figure out anyhting else, so just cheated abiiiit.

Firstly, sorry to all my new Japanese friends, I could've treated you guys much better. Not just the timing and all, i've been kind of blind lately.. Hope you guys'll let me off on this one, eh? : )



Anyway...
A lotta fucked-up stuff has been happening recently, like a twisted, backwards Archie Comic-ish love triangle. Yknow, Ronnie, Betty and Archie? Just swap their genders. Or just imagine if Jughead started liking one of the girls (probably Betty) and the other girl vanished.

It was messed up as it was. Now.. it's something of a love heptagon or something. This situation is just damn freaking messed up, I wish it wasn't like this. A buncha the Gang's related in this mess, and the ties between some members are getting rather flimsy..

Here's the nice part, the part where everyone stops reading, the JACKASS EMO part: This whole mess, it's pro'lly my fault. Not completely my fault, but the big part of it is. I deeply regret a lot of things that i've said and done, and really think things could have been much better had my foot not been in my mouth all the time. Mostly, i'm really sorry to a few people for all the trouble I've caused, especially a certain, very special someone.

Wish I could turn back the clock.
(EMOs end here!)

..
..
Ah I feel better now.
I WILL NOT BE EMO.
I AM NOT LANSI
I WILL MOST DEFINITELY..




..Grade 8, 4th piece.. I will show you no mercy, now get ready!

Its time to Emo!

This totally stinks. I can't imagine a socially worse position. Its just like the Archie Comics, except that our society isn't anything close to how the American's society is. Its like Jughead went for Veronica! What the CRAP is going on? What to do, what to do..

Emo Emo Emo Emo i'm an emo kid and i'm crapping around just to get my mind off things which i shouldn't actually do cause thats not how you're supposed to do things arrrgh

Japan Fever!

About a month ago, Bren's Japanese Youth Exchange student, Midori arrived in Malaysia. A week later, the YEs from the prefecture of Kobe, Japan, reached KLIA. Included in the bunch was my own YE student, Kazu. The bunch of us, Me, Kwan Seng, Li May, and an occasional Jung Hao were busy round the clock bringing the bunch of them around town, partially an excuse to slack and have fun :) First, Times Square (incidentally, Kazu in japanese means time, so that makes him... time squared -_-"), then some puking, then batu caves, mid valley, pyramid, school... you name it, we were there.

It was bad timing for me, my piano exam was a week into their visit here, so I didn't have much time for our guests. I still did go out with them a few times tho =|

Kazu can REALLY eat! Holy crap, and I thought Brenda was a big eater (kidding la xP). He eats like, 3 times more than me, but he's not fat! only 58kg! Wah @_@ Salute man xD
Me, him and Kwan Seng had lotsa fun together, went here, went there, did this, did that, played some games, crashed at Brenda's house very frequently, makan lots, jalan lots. He really likes dancing! Ballet super pro, spun his way to first place in the YE group drama competition!

Sadly, they had to leave on Friday :'(
All of us were at the airport, half the people crying like mad dogs, lotsa photos taken, Kazu with a pack of Yong Jau fried rice and 2 slices of cake with him.

At the window near the trains, we sat there staring into space, even after their train left for the departure halls, until our parents had to drag us back.

Really sad that all of them had to leave so soon, our holidays just started >_<
If any of you YEs are reading this, you're welcome to come to Malaysia anytime!

Well I was Boooored --- Piano Break

You Are 25 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

@Limay: I'm older : O

Your Stress Level is: 77%

You are prone to stress, and you're probably even pretty stressed right now. Life's problems seem to pile up on you, and this often makes you feel depressed and burned out. Learn to take time to relax and enjoy life, even if things are stressful. It's the only wa you'll get through the bad times.

How Stressed Are You?

No shit @_@

You Are An ENTP

The Visionary You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression. You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything. Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off. You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments. You would make a great entrpreneur, marketing executive, or actor.

What's Your Personality Type?

Right on.

You Are 72% Cynical

You're a full blown cynic... and probably even skeptical of these results. You have your optimistic moments, but most likely you keep them to yourself.

How Cynical Are You?

Yeah, right.