OUTWARD BOUND ROCKS~!

Okay, I just got back from Outward Bound School Malaysia just a coupla days ago. For those who don't know, OBS is a school that organizes camps and stuff all year long. The one I was at was OYP/ACC 05, short for Overseas Youth Program, Adventure Challenge Course Number 5, anotherwords it's the 5th one they've organized, quite new.

Morning, 19th November 2006. I arrived at Guo Yaw's house around 9, and tumpang his car aaaall the way to OBS, in Lumut (right across from Pangkor), along with Yet Han from 4s2. Aiks. Butt cramps ;p 4 hours, not THAT bad. We came across some shop called KLG -____-" no idea what it stands for, same design and colours as good ol' Colonel Sanders' franchise.

Anyway, reached there around 2.30 (the designated time) and registered. Made new friend, Joanne, Guo Yaw's organ class friend for 10 years or so lol.
Now, in OBS, like most camps, everyone's split into groups, but here the groups are called "watches", and most watches are named after mountains for some odd reason. I got Mulu.. Memang Ulu, Banyak Berbulu? Itulah Mulu.
And guess which dorm i bunked in? guuuuueeeeess.
Hint: Kinab_lu. Fill in the blank.
Hint 2: It's named after the highest mountain in Malaysia.
Now guess why that dorm's given that name.
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.... 191 fucking stairs. Not including the inclined flat pathways. Holy shiiiiiit. I swear, if i ever have to lug a 15 kg bag of clothes, toiletries and water up those steps again, i'm going to donate enough for them to install a chairlift.
Here's a piccy:

How did I know 191 stairs? There's a little sign at the bottom which says how many for each dorm. Convenient huh.

After dragging my big-ass backpack up, I took a good look around.. Same as before~! DIIIRTY double beds (since we were pretty early, we grabbed the top bunks close to the 2 pitiful fans), ice-cold water system and monkey/bat/animal shit all over the place.

-Cleaning up in progress-

Tada! .. No pic, sorry. Shock and awe, shock and awe.

Anyway, the Singaporeans were a bit late, a bit, meaning, 5 hours. When they reached around 7.30, everyone had given up waiting and started on our dinner. Oh, the dinner system's interesting. Everyone in the dining hall, sit by watch. Each watch has a locker with cutlery and metal food trays in them, 15 each (15 people per dorm mah.)
Logistics Manager for the day (fancy name for the sad fella who holds the watch keys all day) opens locker --> grab utensils --> grab food --> serve food --> moment of silence --> eat --> clean up eeeeveeerythiiiiiing --> do daily group duty (chuck out trash, sweep floors etc.)
4 Meals a day, including a supper.

The trash is amazing. Once, it was my watch's turn for trash duty, and we forgot about breakfast, so by dinner there was a full bag of trash in every bin. Full, not of paper, drink packs and other lightweight stuff, but of RICE, CHICKEN, VEGETABLES and other heavy shit. took 4 people to get the bag outta the bin, cause it was so full it was stuck. Took 4 people to carry it to the dumpster, musta been say 60 kg -____-" wtfbbq.
Moral: throw out the trash every meal or cry.
Moral 2: if you see anyone throwing liquids into the bin, go marah gau them, cause the juicy goodness leaks outta the (already superthick) bags.
Piccy of the dining hall (up there)


Back to the subject. The Singies all came, funny thing really, 90% 15 year old girls xD
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My girl better >_>
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Anywaaays my watch got some pretty awesome girls, they could actually do stuff, not like a lot of princesses and xiao jies in other groups. Domesticated ;p

And here's a pic of my watch (near the end of the camp, everyone's all cozy and ice-broken.)

Top row, left to right: Emilia, Crystal, Amilia, Samantha, (forgot), Chereen, (forgot), (forgot), Yet Han, Zhong Yuen
2nd row: Han, Christy, Ezaty, Grace
3rd row: Leong (CA), Me (Bryan), Mior (instructor)
bottom fella: Bai (CA)
CA = course assistant, which i'll be next year.
Every watch has 2 CAs and 1 instructor

Day 1
First Activity: Belay Intro
Real meaning: Cargo net-climbing.
Climb vertical cargo nets!
Beat my time, 9 secs /gg
To belay is to help the climber dude by standing on the ground with the rope through a holder thingy on your waist.

Malaysians on day 1, Singaporeans day 2, since they were late.
So everyone's climbing and some random girl start screaming her head off, which we got used to by the end of the camp; she screams in everything.

Some interesting history, OBS was a training place for sea-men, so everything's very sea-oriented. Ropes, water, sea-ish names like "watch", and stuff.

Then we had some ice-breaking games.. Mulu vs. Beremban (another watch, guo yaw's watch) whom we pwned hehe.

Day 3
Second Activity: Rock Climbing
Woooo real rocks! Mossy, wet and slippery but fun anyway. My nail became bendable after this thing. Hang from middle fingernail -__-" owwwowowoww. Took the hardest route thanks to my undying ego, in the end instructor had to yank me once so i could reach a hold. Was stuck at some stupid place for 8 mins.
AT LEAST I COULD REACH THE ROUTE >_> STFU GUO YAW. You ****Y. ****Y ROUTE. (incidentally mine's the STD route.)
After me, GY and YH finished, we just sat there waiting and chatting with a CA from Beremban, Pri. Pri's one unique girl.
Guo Yaw: "A guy with boobs."
Can talk about anything with her lawl. Anything, as in, *#%@$^@#, @(*(@* stuff and @$(*@, yknow.

Me n Pri
Gehehe. Henceforth my ego was known campus-wide.

Third Activity: Sea Expedition
Real Meaning: Kayak to Pangkor Island, Camp a Night and Kayak Back.
A day before, had some kayak training.
Then... 1 and a half hours of nonstop kayaking to Pangkor Island! Me and my partner (Yet Han) pwned people. We were the Right Flank, had to jaga right side of the formation. Screaming Girl and Christine kept going past right, so we had to fly all over the place to keep formation. Guo Yaw almost passed out, seasick fella. His partner couldn't kayak much so they were kinda floating lol.
Reached there at night, thanks to the late start, thanks to some slowpoke rockclimbers (had to wait for everyone.)
Turns out we do every activity with Beremban.

A Pic of Beremban

So the 3 of us, Shaun from the form 3 scouts and new friend Zhong Yuen, a form 3 fella from Methodist, went around doing all sortsa camp-y things; collecting firewood, pitching tents, starting fire to cook our crappy dry rations (think infinite mounds of ramly burgers, gardenia, canned sardines and chicken curry). Plus sugar crackers.

Night time, 5 guys on the way to the supercool stream to shower and brush up. Some people were there so we just stood further away n waiting. 2 genius scouts (shaun and YH) started telling scout jungle ghost stories, the shittards. Scared shitless till the next morning. Rained while sleeping.. annoying n cold.

Next morning, pack up everything, pots and pans and all, kayak back. Swapped partners with Seasick Cheong, still managed to clinch 4th. Partner: "you kayak faster, i don't need to use so much energy.."
*fire burning grrr*

Got back, dead tired, still had to WASH KAYAKS AND PUT THEM BACK DAMNIT GYARARARARARARRARARARRRR STUPID BOATHOUSE THINGY SO MAFAN.

Instructor: Tomorrow's a holiday.. relax.
Us: Whoop-dee-doo. Riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight.

Deep sleep.

Day 5
Fourth Activity: Holiday~! (coined a term.)
Real Meaning: SOLO CAMPING!

Walked half an hour to reach the campsite, each site about 50 metres from each other, but surrounded by bushes n trees. Pitched mah tent (after cleaning the place for an hour.. ever tried cleaning dirt off.. dirt?) and gathered wood. Made some lovely.... sardines and chicken curry ;p

Good thing me and Yet Han stole 5 currypuffs each from breakfast.

Had a nice fire, till Pri and Bai helped out.. Kidding. It was dying when they got here, died after they poked around abit. Used ember to heat food, could actually boil the sardines @_@ Half-cooked maggi, sardines and chicken curry for dinner.. REALLY filling. Plus 2 packs of sugar crackers.
Some poor fellas who couldn't start the fire just had COLD sardines, chicken curry (yuck, cold oil!) and just sprinkled the maggi seasoning onto the uncooked noodles n ate it like mamee.

The worst part of the camping: some bloody NAVY was camping beside us, singing their gay songs and doing hundreds of push-ups at the top of their voices even before the sun rose. Freaking loud. Midnight: PIIIUUUUUUUU.... BOHM! CRAKA CRAKA FIZZLE POOF~!

THE FUCKTARDS WERE FIRING FLARES AT MIDNIGHT!

GRRR i wan go slap gau the troop leader or something /an /an /an

Cheong Guo Yaw super champion, got bitten by some funkadelic caterpillar and developed some strange rashes all over his body, hospital, 2 jabs and one good night's sleep in the ward Lawl.

All in all, that was a great night. It rained every single night except that one. Well lucky, if it DID rain, i'd be pretty screwed cause my campsite's inclined -__-"
Somehow no mosquitos, natural air-con. Great place. Lotsa time to relax n think (hence holiday). Missed my gf :(

Got back the next day... then more deep sleep (plus sugar crackers; i'm starting to love that stuff, no need to cook, clean, wash up after, and tastes consistent and good)

Had some training on map-reading and how to use a compass.. they chucked us into a mini-forest with some markers here n there. We got lost thanks to rain.
Night-time briefing brings bad news again.. jungle trekking next.

Chatted with Joanne, Yuen, Pri, GY, YH, shaun for ages.
Oh, there's a buncha interesting fellas in my dorm, played lotsa Cho Dai Dee (illegally). This dude called Thongs (somehow pronounced Tongs/Tonks) had lotsa funny stories and shit, and we were awake every night till about 1am. Lights out at 11 hehe.

Left to Right: Leong, Thongs and Me

Day 7
Fifth Activity: Land Expedition
Real Meaning: Shitloads of walking through a jungle.

The 4 peaks. First one's Peak 300. Next few names are even more creative, Peak 2, Peak 3 and Peak 4.
Soooo this time our watch was alone (sorta, 5 watches went, all took different routes) and we were first to reach the evil Peak 300! 300 metres above sea level, by the way. No help from CAs nor instrutor! Just a compass, map and a well-travelled path.
CA's and Mior took shortcuts and had a habit of suddenly disappearing from our line and reappearing at our destination before we got there.
8 hours of trekking.. carrying a 1 gallon bottle (4 litres), 1.5 litre bottle, big tent sheet and some rations. gyaaazzz.............
Formation
-->--Sweeper, People, Pacer, Navigator, Parang Man (that's the real name.. in Malaysia, at least) -->--
I was the 2nd Parang Man, 2nd Navigator and Map-holder, between Pacer and Navigator. Nav checks routes, Parang Man chops obstructing stuff, Pacer COUNTS THE STEPS LOL ROFL ROFL WAHA SAD.
We were first to reach Peak 300 anyway, and... last to reach Peak 2, since we got conveniently lost.

CAMPSITE! HALLELUJAH!
Btw, ever tried Counterpain? the muscle-balm stuff. Seriously feels like fire when you apply it. Makes the muscles not-sore though xD
FIRE as in FREAKING HOT FIRE. Yknow, kuchiki byakuya's bankai-kinda feeling. Owwww. Pri chased Yet Han (now affectionately called Pinky by everyone) and smeared the stuff all over his body.. sad sad. Who ask you to take off sweaty shirt, Pinky? He was crouching, hugging his knees for 3 mins hahahaa... she had to give him a massage and some oreos to make up for it : D
Btw, they called me Brain.

Pinky and the Brain,
Pinky and the Brain,
One has an Ego,
The other is so Diam,
One misses his girlfriend,
The other still so Diam,
Pinky, Pinky and the
Brain Brain Brain Brain
Brain Brain Brain Brain
Braaaaiiiin!
(Zhong Yuen known as Mr. Bean for god knows what reason. Guo Yaw was called Raccoon, which everyone spelled as racoon, kuey tiao, blahblah.)

Well at night, we REALLY got to know each other, since it was near the end of the course.
Sat around a campfire and chatted for a few hours.

Morning, packed up again, took a shorcut (only 1 1/2 hours~!) back to the campus.

Afternoon.. played captainball! My watch WON! Well, the girls were pretty amazing. Scary shit, me and Pinky totally tak guna over there lol.
Chatted with the guys, Joanne and Pri again lol.
Supper: Sugar Crackers! lotsa these. Not EVERY supper. But lots.
Miss me gf ='(

Day 9
Final Activity: Barbeque Night
Real Meaning: Barbeque Night ZOMG!

Okie-dokie, every watch was busy prepping for the long-awaited BBQ NIGHT where we dress formally and whatnot. OYP/ACC5 was held at the same time as CAC## (dunno what number), so lotsa people n parents.
Guo Yaw was voted Master of Ceremony, he was so shaky but overcame it anyway xD You shoulda heard the screams when he said "Hello, i'm you're MC for the night. My name is Raccoon." xD
Each group did a presentation, and Mior suggested something to do with drums. Big Blue Rafting Drums. Tongs actually.

Me and Yet Han spend an hour thinking about what to do, then Mior gave us a pair of sticks made from a broken broomstick, sawed in half. Niiiice. First thought: Chinese Drums. Woooot~!
Shaun gave us the starting few beats to refresh our memory and we composed away..
After every Mulu-Member was ready, we moved 15 drums to some secluded area, and began training them on our presentation. 1 hour of solid training. I used the sticks, everyone else used their hands (sorry, not enough sticks >_<) We even did the swap-drums thingy! so yeng! Every other performance was say, 5-7 mins? More? Ours' was just 1 min and 50 secs.. but we got a standing ovation and shouts for encore! We Pwn. Pwn. PWWWWWNNNN. Pity the VIPs sitting next to where i was drumming.
.O O O O O O
...O O O O O
.......O O O
VIPV O IPVIP
OTHERPEOPLE
MOREPEOPLE
AUDIENCEBLAH
Formation xD Me the single sad guy in front. Some kids were yelling "DO IT AGAIN!" "ONE MORE TIME TOMORROW!" and stuff xD Ego x5 liao. Wish you guys were there to see it. People were congratulating us until the end of the course wahahaha i'm so proud of Mulu sniff.
Mulu at barbeque
Kay sing school songs and auld lang syne, barbeque night over.
Whole watch sitting in circle past 1am playing games.. so fun.

Day 10
Balik Rumah

Ceremony, blah blah,
My hand at the left side, going off after recieving cert.

Anyway after that leave n go home blah sad CA next year sleepy liao blah here some pics

Miss everyone very much n whatnot n whatnot, sleepy.
See you guys next year in Singapore : D
I can see gf n friends back home liao~!
Okie the end~!
Now I can finally sleep!

Over~!

Kay, everyone know's what's over right?
Peperiksaan Akhir Tahun,
K'orang semua kena Pwn,
Tak Peduli,
Gembira Sekali!
Because we're all free liao.

Unexpected ending? Shit happens~!
Speaking of unexpected, you guys'll never guess what happened...
Yesterday..
I..
Got.............
Myself...
A...........
Pwnage from Monkey at bleach : ( sadsad.

Anyways, the holidays are up and coming, i'm really glad that shitty month of exams is finally over.
What am I gonna do during the hols tho?
Scheduled stuff:
Now ~ Nov 3: Practice like hell for the concert.
Nov 11: Yeng unspeakable thing
Nov 19 ~ 28: OBS~! Guo Yaw gonna suffer /gg /gg /gg
Dec 16 ~ forgot: Nihon e Ikemasu! A month in a foreign country... 'Tis a food holiday for me.

Unscheduled stuff:
-Games Party
-Christmas Party
-Dota Party
-Party Party

Uhhhh running outta stuff to say.
Visit my friend's blogs!

TAGGED! Where do these things keep coming from anyway?! O_o

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 ppl at their tagboard to ask them to do this!
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?
In The Shadows - The Rasmus
I'm always in the shadow... of my nice lcd monitor : D

Will you get far in life?
Out of My Head - Fastball
XD That's.. not very far! cacat xP

How do your friends see you?
Barbershop Quartet - The Simpsons
WTH? They see me.. as a guy with a thick curly moustache with a striped hat and walking-stick-cane thingy. Singing in barbershops.

Will you get married?
Nowhere and Everywhere - Yoko Kanno (Songs to Fly)
Cacat?

What is your best friend's theme song?
Kaze ni Naru - Neko no Ongaeshi (Become the Wind - The Cat Returns.. tho that's not what ongaeshi means! stupid translations.)
Lol cacat? He likes to terbang alot here and there? No wonder gunbound always "fei kei". Jkjk xD

What is the story of your life?
Magus Battle (Orchestrated) - Chrono Trigger
Orchestrated life? Better than Midi lar at least.

What was high school like?
My Village is Number One - Yasunori Mitsuda
My high school is number one!!

How can you get ahead in life?
Miss You - M-Flo w/ melody. & Yamamoto Ryohei
Um.. no idea hehheh.

What is the best thing about your friends?
Dive into the Heart - Kingdom Hearts
Lol they dive into my heart? Cacat.

What is in store for this weekend?
My Stupid Mouth - John Mayer
Cacat? dunno. A week of hols then.

What song describes you?
Colours - Utada Hikaru
I'm.. colourful? jovial? dunno. Lotsa birds lately, I guess that's right XD

To describe your grandparents?
Chopin: Nocturne In B flat minor Op.9 No.1 - Larghetto
... No Comment.

How is your life going?
Tiger Rag - Art Tatum
Really cheerful song, fast, super hard to play (piano song)

What song will they play at your funeral?
READY STEADY GO! - L'arc~en~Ciel
Aye Caramba X____X LOL I swear my winamp's poking fun at me just cause I abuse it too much. Sowwy Ampy, mou lau la : (

How does the world see you?
Ryuuseigun (Meteor Stream) - Onitsuka Chihiro
Yeah i'm shining and bright~ chirp~

Will you have a happy life?
Heaven's Drive - L'arc~en~Ciel
Lol so i'm gonna be all high and stuff through my life! Woots.

What do your friends really think of you?
Tobikata wo Wasureta Chiisana Tori - Misia (Just a little bird that forgot how to fly)
Hoi! I no friend you all liao >_> *flap flap chirp flap*

Do people secretly lust after you?
RUN! RUN! RUN! - One Piece
Kay i'm gonna interpret that as their all chasing me. Ladies I know i'm hot and sexy, but please, have some restraint! *runs away*

How can I make myself happy?
One Step Closer - Ragnarok Online
I'll be happy when i'm one step closer to my goals? No waaaay! Only happy when i've reached them =D

What should you do with your life?
Change the World - Inuyasha Symphonic Collection
Ban.. Kai! *Terraforms earth like mad* *Giant tofu monument*

Will you ever have children?
Deep Jungle - Kingdom Hearts
LOL that's just.. wrong!

If your name's here..YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED!!Bwenda Sara Ter-Yi Su Ping Jaq

CHIRP! Live is Wonderful!

Anyway, exams coming so can't blog much, gotta cram in the whole chem syllabus by today @_@
BUT lookie this pic! so freaking cool!

XDXD With tangerine trees too xD
For those of you who are blank on this.. that ship's the Going Merry, Luffy and crew's ship in the manga/anime One Piece!

Chirp :)

Can't you hear the birds singing?
I sure can : ) Best 7 days of my form 4 life.

OH DAMNIT, I'M RESORTING TO FOOD-RELATED PUNS! T.T

Ahhh my goose is as good as cooked : (
Today's audition.... T.T T.T T.T
I totally butchered my piece! La Campanella~~ forgive mee~~~
I could've done way batter.
Damn! Wurst part is, right now, I can suddenly play souper freaking well. Ahhhh~~

The piano there had 2 big problems:
1. 4 or 5 keys were stock. Press down, won't rise half the time.
2. No dynamic variation whatsoever! Not crisp at all..

Stuuuupid. I was the one who asked them to change the venue to the lecture hall. Last time i tried that piano, it was fine. What i knead now is a good, swift kick to the behind -_-" (there's a limit to puns; 'nuts' is past that limit.)
Ah well. that's the way the cookie crumbles?

The others played really nicely x.x
Yan Liang and Kam Hin.. Dairy-ly went all out this time, i'm kinda scared.
Strangely enough, except me, no-one condimented or braised anyone else on their pieces. I guess they were all too worried about their own results.

Kah Kiat and Sze Ying did tenor and soprano respectively, KK did some german ditty whilst Sze Ying did something from Phantom of the Opera. Some form 6 prefect really spiced up the mood with his clarinet: Flight of the Bumblebee, walaoweh, geng!
Jung Hao: "he PJ youth concert master, CHS conductor + concert master, Guest Player at PJ PHilharmonic orchestra + ( i think he oso performed in MPO once)"

My thanks to shorty who showed up (al-dough she was late, better than never :D) and was desserted by everyone else : P



Ah yeah btw i got merit for grape 8 in piano :D Banzai, tofu generation!

Well, Since Everyone's Doing It And I Hate Being Left Out



I'm here to rant about YMM! She's mean, vitriolic, malicious, malevolent, spiteful, despicable, vicious, vile, crabby, low, grumpy, malignant, loathsome, evil, ignoble, sordid squalid.... and blah + bleh.

Lazy to think la, those mean words already took some vicious brain-racking. (adds "vicious")

Scared Shitless


Yesterday was the auditions for the yet unnamed, end of the year concert. (Contradiction?) Our drama group.. passed! We just did a little bit.. and Mr. William asked us to stop and he let us through!

My piano audition didn't go so well. We used the clavinova in the choir room. It was the first time any of us (me and the other candidates) played one --- BAD. From first appearance, it was ostensibly a normal pianoforte.
...
...
Wroooooooooooooooooooooooong.

Firstly, the bloody keys were really freaking light, it's like hitting air when playing that damned thing. Secondly, the stupid volume was preset at max when we arrived, and we didn't realise it. Coupled with the stupid air-keys, this made everything REALLY FREAKING LOUD.

It wasn't so bad for Yan Liang's "Melodies of Life", that's a soft song that isn't very fast. Terrence's "Fantaisie" and Kam Hin's "Valse" were more concentrated on the midrange, so it was okay for them too. ON THE OTHER HAND, my "La Campanella" highly depends on the right hand, especially at the high ends! Crappit. I became so unnerved cause of the instrument that I messed up a lot. Some guy was covering his ears when I got to the trill, it was really shrill..

After that I was pretty loooow, I nearly cried @_@ Sorry guys for the whining ^^" Some time later I just went over to Mr. William in the staffroom and asked him of the results. Turns out...

^_^ I PASSED!!!!!!! ^_^

Guess William is more a connoisseur of the arts than I thought he was ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ (yes that's kinda lansi, but, oh well.)

BUT. We've all got to attend the 2nd audition, next Wednesday... NO NEED STUDY AH!?
Ah well, most of you knew this already, but I still want to blog about it. Suang ah.

SEACREST OUT!
... Sorry, this is just so reminiscent of American Idol -___-"

Auditions this Wednesday, Practicing till my Digits Crumble.


Auditioning with La Campanella, taking a piano break.




Determined to impress,
En Garde, Mr. William!

Everyone should just go to sleep.


Damn it all!
Immature i know, i surprised myself too.
But
the fact is i'm thinking these now, so that's reality i guess.

Grade 8, 4th Piece: 95% Done.

Just some finishing touches, hell i never thought i had it in me.
Wish me luck everyone : )

Status: Lansi!

Regained composure.
Regained a clear head.
Regained my Grand Ego (*sniff*, don't ever leave me again!)
Reduced usage of this despicable, sad and depressing emot ---> ._.
Regained myself!


I'm Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack! : D : D : D

EMO EMO EMO EMO
EGO EGO EGO EGO!
MESSED UP HUH?! Well i'd rather be messed this way that the previous : )
Thank you for tuning in to "The Shitted-Up Parts of Bryan's Life!", season over!


On a more serious note, I did a lot of thinking, and I realised that if i stay emo-ed and depressed, i'd never accomplish anything, so I changed my mindframe a bit. Lets see what happens next : )
A big sorry to B and KS for a lot of crap i've done and put you guys through!
A big thanks to S and L for listening to me whine all week(s)!


Grade 8, 4th piece.. Start!

Latest Maths Equation? Emo Freaks!
ME = E(m+g)0-2ed = sad
e = 2.71828183 .... eq 1
e^[i(pi)] + 1 = 0 .... eq 2
sub eq 2 and eq 1 into ME = E(m+g)0-2ed
ME = E(m+g)[e^{i(pi)} + 1] - (5~)(d)
ME = 5[E(cheating and using log, gets mg, and mg = w)[e^{i(c/2r)} + 1]] - d
ME = Em0-ed + Eg0-ed = sad = 5crEwe-d
sorry i was too lazy to figure out anyhting else, so just cheated abiiiit.

Firstly, sorry to all my new Japanese friends, I could've treated you guys much better. Not just the timing and all, i've been kind of blind lately.. Hope you guys'll let me off on this one, eh? : )



Anyway...
A lotta fucked-up stuff has been happening recently, like a twisted, backwards Archie Comic-ish love triangle. Yknow, Ronnie, Betty and Archie? Just swap their genders. Or just imagine if Jughead started liking one of the girls (probably Betty) and the other girl vanished.

It was messed up as it was. Now.. it's something of a love heptagon or something. This situation is just damn freaking messed up, I wish it wasn't like this. A buncha the Gang's related in this mess, and the ties between some members are getting rather flimsy..

Here's the nice part, the part where everyone stops reading, the JACKASS EMO part: This whole mess, it's pro'lly my fault. Not completely my fault, but the big part of it is. I deeply regret a lot of things that i've said and done, and really think things could have been much better had my foot not been in my mouth all the time. Mostly, i'm really sorry to a few people for all the trouble I've caused, especially a certain, very special someone.

Wish I could turn back the clock.
(EMOs end here!)

..
..
Ah I feel better now.
I WILL NOT BE EMO.
I AM NOT LANSI
I WILL MOST DEFINITELY..




..Grade 8, 4th piece.. I will show you no mercy, now get ready!

Its time to Emo!

This totally stinks. I can't imagine a socially worse position. Its just like the Archie Comics, except that our society isn't anything close to how the American's society is. Its like Jughead went for Veronica! What the CRAP is going on? What to do, what to do..

Emo Emo Emo Emo i'm an emo kid and i'm crapping around just to get my mind off things which i shouldn't actually do cause thats not how you're supposed to do things arrrgh

Japan Fever!

About a month ago, Bren's Japanese Youth Exchange student, Midori arrived in Malaysia. A week later, the YEs from the prefecture of Kobe, Japan, reached KLIA. Included in the bunch was my own YE student, Kazu. The bunch of us, Me, Kwan Seng, Li May, and an occasional Jung Hao were busy round the clock bringing the bunch of them around town, partially an excuse to slack and have fun :) First, Times Square (incidentally, Kazu in japanese means time, so that makes him... time squared -_-"), then some puking, then batu caves, mid valley, pyramid, school... you name it, we were there.

It was bad timing for me, my piano exam was a week into their visit here, so I didn't have much time for our guests. I still did go out with them a few times tho =|

Kazu can REALLY eat! Holy crap, and I thought Brenda was a big eater (kidding la xP). He eats like, 3 times more than me, but he's not fat! only 58kg! Wah @_@ Salute man xD
Me, him and Kwan Seng had lotsa fun together, went here, went there, did this, did that, played some games, crashed at Brenda's house very frequently, makan lots, jalan lots. He really likes dancing! Ballet super pro, spun his way to first place in the YE group drama competition!

Sadly, they had to leave on Friday :'(
All of us were at the airport, half the people crying like mad dogs, lotsa photos taken, Kazu with a pack of Yong Jau fried rice and 2 slices of cake with him.

At the window near the trains, we sat there staring into space, even after their train left for the departure halls, until our parents had to drag us back.

Really sad that all of them had to leave so soon, our holidays just started >_<
If any of you YEs are reading this, you're welcome to come to Malaysia anytime!

Well I was Boooored --- Piano Break

You Are 25 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

@Limay: I'm older : O

Your Stress Level is: 77%

You are prone to stress, and you're probably even pretty stressed right now. Life's problems seem to pile up on you, and this often makes you feel depressed and burned out. Learn to take time to relax and enjoy life, even if things are stressful. It's the only wa you'll get through the bad times.

How Stressed Are You?

No shit @_@

You Are An ENTP

The Visionary You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression. You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything. Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off. You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments. You would make a great entrpreneur, marketing executive, or actor.

What's Your Personality Type?

Right on.

You Are 72% Cynical

You're a full blown cynic... and probably even skeptical of these results. You have your optimistic moments, but most likely you keep them to yourself.

How Cynical Are You?

Yeah, right.

Art Tatum - Yesterdays 1954

Whoaaaaaa I know hardly anyone visits my blog but I wanna post this anyway, my new idol : D (mainly still yundi li tho)
Too bad this guy died say 50 years ago : (

WHY?

Why not?


My bro's off to Singapore doing some engineering seminar thingy, so I finall get to use my computeeeer! To do what? Absolutely nothing. Arrrgh all I do is chat, read manga, comics, anime, and games. Whoopeeeee.

I'm procrastinating studying too.

AFTER LOTSA CONSIDERATION, the conclusion is: My life is boooooring.

Piano, Frisbee, Kendo, Computer, Sleep, Eat. That all I do! Some of you guys better comment and say that you're just as sien.

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Long live idiosyncrasy.

CU THERE?! ZOMG WHATTA BAD PUN!

My class is doing some really funky stuff for the carnival, so me and ah ks went over to "na ge yeng yeng de shang dian (that funky restaurant/cafe)" to find out how they made [confidential].
Well now we know it has a name, its the "C U shop" (or something along those lines).

Whats so yeng yeng about this restaurant? Well for one thing its on the 2nd floor, pretty small and secluded, and surprisingly really cosy. Every space on every wall is teeming with graffiti, courtesy of the shop's loyal customers --- students all over selangor xD Its in Chinatown, really near kasturi, hence the overload of students ._.

They sell some reaaally nice fried ice cream, pearl tea, drinks that sorta thing, and for some odd reason, steaks. The chess and checkers sets are under the manga rack (zomg!), next to the magazines. Then you hear the music, whoa, the cashier sits next to the audio system controls and fiddles witht he music all day, so malay customers get malay songs, chinese customers get chinese songs, people who look like japenthusiasts get j-pop xD

There are pop singers/actors posters plastered all over the walls (conteng-ed on, of course) and there's a board with a lotta school's emblems/badges on the edge, CHS goes there next week! Yeaaaah its a student haven~ Food's good and cheap (drinks cost abit) and its got greaaat ambience~

How to get there?
Kay its in Chinatown, near kasturi. Start from S&M plaza (incorrectly known as kota raya) and cross the jambatan to the McDonald's. Turn left, facing the opposite direction of chee chiong gai and go straaaaaaaaight all the way. Its the 2nd staircase on the right, every step has a "CU!" stuck on it, kinda hard to miss.

SO
mari go there king gai lepak one of these days : D

KENA TAG!!!


Shu Ying tagged me. so here goes!

The rules:

1. The tagged victim have to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover
2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
3. Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
4. If you are tagged the second time.There is NO need to do this again.
5. Lastly, most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.

ANYWAY.. since 3 people reminded me that I got tagged AFTER I found out myself >_>, i'll just do the damn thing.
hmm
this is more for girls to play isn't it >_> stupid shu ying, just cause its your birthday.

1. FRIENDLY. If not, then why bother? : D
2. NOT EBIL. I mean.. NICE. Nice person = fun xP
3. FUN-LOVING. Duh? Gotta have fun!! XDXD
4. STABLE. Makes it better for everyone. ._.
5. SEXY. Not sexier than me, but sexier than monkey. [add random emot over here.]
6. LIKES THE SAME STUFF I DO. yay! XD well same interests, more fun la.
7. KIND PUNYA ORANG. xP
8. LIKES EMOTICONS xP
9. CAN TOLERATE CYNICISM XDXD
10. LIKES MANGA!!! Bleach, one piece and d gray man : D
11. WARM makes a relationship all the better, no?
12. LIKES ME FOR ME! Well i'm running out of stuff to say so i'm just putting stuff that someone would say in a movie. Running outta emots too.
13. HONESTY is the best policy, but must be
14. NOT TOO STUPID as to screw up stuff by being too honest
15. WILLING TO FORGIVE cause i screw up lots.
16. MOST IMPORTANTLY, DONT JUST SKIP THIS AND LEAVE CAUSE I ADDED THIS JUST AFTER ADDING THE POST BELOW THIS, SO PLEASE READ THAT. AND COMMENT. OR I WILL FEED YOU TO BRENDA.

People I tag: Kwan Seng, Louise, Turkey, Sara, Guo Yaw, Shu Ying (must do again cause you suck), Joe, Larry.

copypaste.
DONT JUST SKIP THIS AND LEAVE CAUSE I ADDED THIS JUST AFTER ADDING THE POST BELOW THIS, SO PLEASE READ THAT. AND COMMENT. OR I WILL FEED YOU TO BRENDA.

FINALLY AN UPDATE!

Not that anyone ever reads my blog, but i'm glad i got my lazy ass over here to finally update this blog!

Um... okay.

Its the last day of the hols, and I should be sleeping/studying for tomorrow's exams... but i'm too lazy! nuooooh!

Soooo anyway, yesterday the bunch of us threw a reaaaally (rather) elaborate surprise birthday-cum-welcome-back party for Shu Ying.
So...
10.30 A few of us arrive to set things up.
11.00 Everyone else arrives and prepares for The Return of Shu Ying™
12.00 She's back! Huzzah!
12.30 She calms down and we all go and eat, meanwhile, me and Kwan Seng prepare the games!
1.00 Play!
2.00 Play some more!
2.07 Play!
2.30 Change into dry clothes xD
2.45 Take some pics
3.00 Play other games!
4.00 Take more pics!
5.00 uhhuh, yeah, more pics xP
6.00 Open presents!
6.30 Balik~~~
Tres bien!! Yeah! Woot..... no. Thats how it COULD HAVE BEEN.

Here's how it really turned out:

9.45 Arrive, thanks to bad timing and dreadful planning
9.50 Set up the stuff!
9.51 Realise there's nothing to set up.
9.52 Crap around till 11.
11.00 Everyone's late, so still crapping around.
11.15 Li Ying came!
12.30 First half of the people already here! Second half comes after Shu Ying gets back!
1.00 Justin: "SHE'S ON THE WAY!!!!!!!"
2.00 Justin: "SHE'S ON THE WAY LAA!!!!!!"
2.45 Backs ache from all the fruitless hiding
3.14 ZOMG SHE'S ALMOST HERE, REALLY THIS TIME!
3.15 *Shu Ying's mumbling something... mumble mumble... something about bus trip.*
3.16 SURPRIIIIISE! (kinda cheesed cause she's 3 hours late)
3.16pointfive "omg! you guys!" (not good reaction)
3.30 EAT THO WE'RE FULL
3.45 PLAY EVIL GAME
3.46, 47, 48, 49, 49, 49, 50, 51, 51 STOP, HAMMERTIME!
4.00 Bren, Guo Yaw and Li May looooose. Winner gets to splash the loser!
4.01 Catch Bren, Guo Yaw and Li May.
4.02 Forgets about them and sprays each other
4.10 Catches them cause they were too kaypo to keep away
4.15 hoho
4.20 hoho
4.25 xDXXDXDXDXD KAY thats enough splashing.
4.30 Finished changing! Take some pics!
4.45 Open presents! (monkey badgering us to go play other games before he leaves, marfan my arse.)
5.00 Taking pics of presents, monkey has to go home. Play more games! Somehow ada basketball and stuff.
5.30 Clean up!... no the maid did it. Sorry : (
5.31 Take pics! Sexy poses! mamma mia! Zomg its back to the 70's, everything's in black and white!
Here's a pic:

And another!

Sexy, aren't we.

Well is wasn't so un-tres bien after all, great party!


Rest in peace, humble watermelons. - -
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