There comes a point in your life when you realize, who really matters, who never did, and who always will. Especially on friendship. I used to have simple thoughts on friendship, that if I treat my friend with true heart, my friend will take me with real heart. I treasure friendship, and I honor friendship. This incident will not influence my mind on how to see things and friendship, but in fact I see things clearer now.
Talks about when is the first time we meet? I believe it's in standard two, year 1995. We were in the same class, 2K.
I don't have any clear memory on standard 2, the only thing i remember is I always get punished by teacher for not submitting homework, and about the temporary teacher in our class. Yes, the noob pale face is me. Found yourself?
I remember we get to know each other more, on standard 3 or 4. Which we have common interest, on comics, and "The Doraemons".
Dora-the-Kid - PWS
Wang Dora - SZH
Dora-med - LCJ
EI Matadora - TKT
Dora-rinho - ALPS
Doraemon - Me
Dora-nichov - You
I still remember how we formed the group. I was the last member in the group, each of you already picked your character, and Doraemon was the last available, and i like Doraemon very much. Hence i was the last member in the group. We used to exchange comics in school secretly, and share our thoughts from the comics. I remember you are the one who tought me how to draw Doraemon, starting with the nose. In the comic, each of the Doraemons possess a "Friendship card". Which symbolize their friendship and enable them to communicate with each other, summoning each other and amplifies their power as they unite. I never lost my friendship card, and where is yours..?
Then we grew up, we have another interest - Gundam. Especially Gundam Wing. And we have a common interest in a biweekly comic called "COCO", which publishes Gundam Wing and some other comics like bomberman. In Gundam Wing, again we picked our favorite character. These kind of character playing during childhood, was fun. We mimics the characters and the relationship between the team.
Gundam Heavyarm - SZH
Gundam Sandrock - ALPS
Altron Gundam - LCJ
Gundam Wing - Me
Gundam Deathscythe - You
Then, we moved into the same neighbourhood, Bridgeview Condominium. We used to exchange comics more often as our house was just stone's throw away. I visit your room quite often back then, seeing you bully your younger brother, playing with the mini basketball in your room, and reading comics together.. Hah. And I sold some of my comics to you too, lol. Then we have the same tuition together, which is just right in front our house. Our routine would be WKS came to my house, ring the door bell, then both of us visit you. Often we will be meeting aunty, then you will be coming out, mostly from nap. Sometimes we get free icecream while waiting.... lol. Then we walk together to the tuition center, until form 4/5, tuition center moved and we walked even further, together.
Same call up routine applies for evening activities - swimming, water polo and football. We swim almost everyweek. Especially during newly move in, we swim together almost everyday. And we will cycle to school to play football on weekends. Occasionally, we invite our schoolmates to swim at condo, especially after the morning football session.
We were close, but not so close mainly because we were not in the same class anymore during secondary school. I dropped class. Nevertheless, after the end of PMR, at the age of 15 we visited KL together, the first experience of newly formed AirAsia, and it is my first outing trip with friends. Lots of memorable incident we had, problem on hotel check-in on the first night, experiences at the heart of the city, ghost movies, losses our shoe at Sam's house, etc. Each of us was given two photos by Uncle Lee.. And I laminated the photo and keep in my wallet for 10 years, until recently. Wonder do you still keep the photos? and what do you see in this photo?
We were not so close during form 4 and form 5, as our interest varies.. You like football and softball, and I am into games. But we still have a common interest, volleyball, which we practiced together. Then we enrolled into different college and university. You have your degree in MMU and I am in UM. Fortunately, our connection resumed during your internship in PJ. We were in the same group again. And this was the first time I introduced her to you, the first time you met her.
During the same period, on your 23rd birthday, I even hosted a birthday dinner for you and Vincent in Puchong. I seldom organize any event, but I was in the mood to host for you. I never forget your date of birth since I know you.
After your internship, all of you went back to MMU and I continue my final semester. Then found my job in KL and same for you, you came to PJ too. We were in the same group again. I even attended your graduation ceremony, in Cyberjaya.
In year 2011, by coincidence, Me, she, Pin and you staying in Damansara area, and we started to meet more often. Together with "Puchong group", 8 of us gets closer and closer and we have gathering almost every weekend. In June 2011, we went to Hong Kong and Macau for a week together, four of us with Pin's brother.
Back in Malaysia, we organized another trip to Fraser's Hill on August, 8 of us plus a special guest. Photos was not available as you deactivated your FB.... It's still a good trip thou.
Four of us gets closer and closer that four of us will meet at least 2-3 times a week and eat together very frequently. I invite both of you to join us for movies on Wednesday almost every week and we always car pool to Puchong when we have gathering, especially to "Heron Cinema". Sometimes 4 of us will watch movie at my place too. I am happy seeing her to be able to bond with my friends so well. But, since mid of 2011, I feel something strange on you. My sense tells me that you felt something for her. Which I warned her about this. I told her "I think he likes you, but I wanted to take him as my friend still. I think it's better for you to distance him, and let him has a step down". I said this with my heart, as I really want to take you as my real friend, and I wanted to protect you. You can verify with her on this. I admit that I was naive, to put my trust blindly. I can choose to speak with you openly on this matter, but I chose not to, do you wonder why?
In year 2012, we visited Penang & Langkawi, on your birthday weekend, again, 8 of us. And this time I'm leading as I am a "half local". I planned for the penang part, and want to give all of you a pleasant Penang trip. On your birthday eve, we presented you a cake, and a perfume as your present. As we knew that you lost your perfume during HK trip. 7 of us shared the present and all of us celebrated your birthday.
Something happened in the morning of MC's birthday celebration day in April . Then, out of sudden, you left all our whatapp chat group, without telling us reason. In the night, all of us, rushed from Sunway to your house because we worried that your phone was stolen. How fool we are.
Then, incident happen on her and I on May.. We broke up. And the real story behind started to surface, one by one. The intimate relationship started to reveal. The chatting history that I found, the ugly truth that I found, the deepest and dirtiest ever secret that I came to know. It shatters my heart. A close friend of mine that I wanted to protect, did such hurtful thing to me. I shivered, I collapsed.
The thing that happened back in September 2011 is terrifying. You did such disgraceful thing with her, behind me. And yet you still can hang out with me, four of us or eight of us. I even invited you to Temple during new year, just the 3 of us, because I feel that you are lonely at home, as Pin was at Penang. You still can sit my car, eat with me, watch movie with me, shopping with me, talk to me.. To me, your character, attitude and thinking is completely horrific. I do believe and respect the freedom of love and understand that feeling is uncontrollable. But such dishonorable action, which passes through brain before action, I find no excuse for you, for your betrayal to our friendship and trust. You enjoy 9gag, and I believe you know what is brother code, do you? You do not respect friendship and relationship. Not even a single word was heard from you since then, not to mention apologies. We been friend since 1995, 17 years. more than 2/3 of our life. I truly take you as my friend. But I do not know what you take me as, and what you take our friendship as. I do not understand how would you do that to a close friend, and where is your moral, ethics and humanity.
Deactivating facebook, unfollowing all of us in twitter, left our whatapp chat group, evading all kt friends, disappearing from the world. Is that all you can do?
All of us 
