Thursday, December 31, 2009
2009 coming to an end leaving the unhappiness memories n bringing my wonderful moments to coming year.
It has been exactly one year grandma left. n tat is when everything goes ard. every single ting. *bummer* wat a year to start..
N bali trip was superb. though there were hiccups there. but overall i truly enjoyed myself. wats more with love. *oops* ex-love, i suppose.
N the break up. it was hard n difficult. i manage to go thru the hurdles. with the help of my bff n my frenz. n tings kip cuming bck to me. which was hard to manage. but i survived. Someone whu stoop soo low on me. whu looked dwn on me n my family members. whoever out there. be it outsider or my own family members.
N fate brought us together. Someone whom I didn talked at all at werk. Whom not even eye contact. Just passing by each other. No feelings of admiring or watsoever. N we re together. How exciting kan. =) N him whu noes my name n noe bout wateva happened at werk. including my dad. the accident. n he even include tat i was very "fierce". staffs n the boys complained. WOW!
Then i got my own car. RUSH sold. n hw i missed RUSH so much. Fer the memories. every single ting. Yes, I own my own car! n i met up with this kakak. whu till nw, i realie appreciate it alot. fer she has been helping our family out. I may not b close with her but i noe my mum is much more closer to her. May allah bless this kakak.
Then, i got my own IPHONE. hw exciting. Alhamdulilah, rezeki tak penah putus fer me. Amin.
N my bond with my family members re getting better. more united. more happenings. the fact that some ppl re just nt happy with us. well, i guess u cnt defeat us, huh? =)
On a serious note,
it wil b a brand new yr fer me. awaiting fer the mth of feb. yesh. i m grwing older. no longer a small lil kid no more. more challenges to face. more exciting events to go thru. n i m prepared. with the help of luv n family members.
I have deleted every single memories n been transferred to the recycle bin. Including the good ones. n the bad ones. fer I noe, there is no pt me remembering the good ones wen it wil hurt me more. wats more remembering the bad ones. Yes, goodbye my exes! coz i tink i wldn be here rite nw standing strongly. n believe me, tis will be my last entry fer the yr. no longer toad princess. coz it is dead. Yes, goodbye amir. Goodbye asri. fer all e wonderful memories that we shared!
to love, tanks fer giving me the courage n pushing me forward. fer gaining bck my confidence, my trust, my self esteem. every single ting. fer rite nw, thank god, i have found u... =)
to all my loyal readers, tanks fer reading n gossiping bout my life stories. fer u wont hear bout me nimore thru bloggers. wish u guys all d best n happy new year.. =)
