cant stop this uncertainty.
and the world leaves me behind.

some things. they just never change.
and i glad they didnt. just glad.

if there's an option between deceit and truth. always choose the former.

borderline happiness. regrets just hold you down, while the world passes by.

-Nothing Also Happy
BUDAPANTAI(singapore accapalla grp)

mum says you got to get married if not you'll be lonely. many unhappy marriages result from the fear of loneliness. dont think 10 fingers are enough to list how many ive seen. this is how compelling the fear of loneliness can be.

stumbled upon a friend's blog and i swear i wasnt stalking. like every other blog, she blogs about her life. with the only difference that she gives thanks to every minute details. and surprisingly, the grouchy me wasnt annoyed but rather. hmm i dont know. it just seems genuine and sincere. and i havent seen genuineness and sincerity for some time.

needs to figure out her life. call it quarter life crisis.

before you could reply what was your name. i woke up.

hello friends (esp xiex who visits this place more than me) im soooo sorry for ill treating this site, but i need a place to host the pics for stupidddddddddddddddd advertising strategies. enjoyyy the bk and eat their burgers! ((:

Almost Lover

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy
To walk right in and out of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

This songgg is so emo elmo, simply cant resist putting it here.

and she has a husky voice ((:

"Mona Lisa is smiling, but is she happy?" thank goodness society has changed since the 1950s. it's a upsetting film, but good nevertheless.

And it's still so hard to be who you are,
So you play this part,
And the show goes on.
But you've come this far with a broken heart,
Yeah you've come this far,
And you're broken.

im just a little girl lost in the moment.
im so scared but i dont show it.
i cant figure it out, it's bringing me down.
i know i've got to let it go and just enjoy the show.