i do have a poker face. try beating that.

everyone expects something. sorry i've got nothing to give.

HIGH SCHOOL NEVER ENDS Four years you think for sure That’s all you've got to endure All the total dicks All the stuck up chicks So superficial, so immature Then when you graduate You take a look around and you say HEY WAIT! This is the same as where I just came from I thought it was over Aw that’s just great The whole damn world is just as obsessed With who‘s the best dressed and who‘s having sex Who‘s got the money, who gets the honeys Who‘s kinda cute and who‘s just a mess And you still don’t have the right look And you don’t have the right friends Nothing changes but the faces, the names, and the trends High school never ends Check out the popular kids You’ll never guess what Jessica did How did Mary Kate lose all that weight And Katie had a baby so I guess Tom’s straight And the only thing that matters Is climbing up that social ladder Still care about your hair and the car you drive Doesn’t matter if you’re sixteen or thirty-five Reese Witherspoon,She’s the prom queen Bill Gates,Captain of the chess team Jack Black, the clown Brad Pitt, the quarterback Seen it all before I want my money back!! The whole damn world is just as obsessed With who’s the best dressed and who’s having sex Who’s in the club and who’s on the drugs Who’s throwing up before they digest And you still don’t have the right look And you don’t have the right friends And you still listen to the same shit you did back then High school never ends High school never ends Here we go again Pretty true aint it.

HELLO WORLD.
After like long light years, i finally discovered that the ringtone which i've been using all along is from forbidden city-Why dream of love.
Here's the super UL song which has been playing on and on when my phone rings:

Chorus:
The fire that burns within your heart
The pain that tears your life apart
The rain that falls form broken skies
The love i lost beneath the lies
And must i face the truth alone?
Is this the end of all I've known?
The years i gave the tears i cried
Why dream of love when love has died


-Courtesy of TF. (: it's a great song.
OK goodbye world. Think I'm gg back to my seclusion.

hello world. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.
been watching quite a few movies and show. let me attempt to list them.
Just follow law (which's worth watching!), ant bully (which is pretty nice.), Devil wears prada (GOOD!), The guardian (inspiring) plus many other shows. whee! bye world. im going to watch tv. like yet again. (:

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY. Simply miss the times when everyone will be exchanging little gifts. (: lubxzxzxzxzxzxzx.

was nice meeting up with TF. made my horrid day. (:

"it's not about scoring, but about living. you've got to get on to get off. shortbus."
interesting.

Contrary to popular belief, the whole trick about drowning your sorrows is not to glup the whole jar of alcohol down but actually to consume it bit by bit. Drinking too fast causes you to knock out too easily and when you wake, the pain still remains, and the whole vicious cycle repeats. Whereas if you drink it sip by sip, fully unleashing the pain and finally losing your consciousness due to exhaustion, it'll be different.
Cause when you wake, you'll be done with feeling depressed and sorrowful since you had already taken the full blow the previous night, that now, you move on with life.
Otherwise you'll be wasting time, wasting alcohol and eroding your precious LIVER.

see i do love my 10 oclock show. insightful knowledge.
and my CENTRAL AFFAIRS 2 is coming!

i want to play mahjong! have so great fun at nessa's house that i cant wait to get my hands on the PUNY tiles. yes i do mean puny. (: but nonetheless. (:(:

the world is pretty unfair. whereby people who are really sincere do not get a job offer merely because they are not eloquent while the irresponsible people in the world just seem to breeze through so smoothly. wtf.
whereby politics, backstabbing, superficial smiles...
but nevertheless. there are nice people too. then again. are they really what they appear to be?
this is an interesting world.
and im starting to feel amuse by how things go about, come around.
WELCOME TO THE CORPORATE WORLD.
a simple life does sound too boring. does it?
and so we lament over it..

i feel drained, despite sleeping 7hr daily. just repaid my sleep debt today. wonder how we actually managed to survive sch days with a mere 5-6hrs of sleep daily. but we did it anyway.
i love my job. (: but minus the silly, careless mistakes and the big P. P for politics. such things never seem to cease. but all in all. i love my job. till now.

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation. You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others. At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

What Temperment Are You?

Sanguine, Choleric, Melancholic, Phlegmatic. pretty cool. come to think of it.Jackie made us do this before in one of her moral edu lessons. rings a bell?

No. 1 new yr resolution: To be less careless.
this weakness always screws me up.always.big time.fuck it.
i wana watch pan labyrinth. as i've said. i adore fantasies. even dark ones. so this is perfect. (: sorry about my sadistic nature.
bugis pandan balls. im coming.

All day
Staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall-
-Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on I'm feeling like I'm headed for a -
-I don't know why I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see,
A different side of me.
-Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I've lost-
-How i used to be.

Unwell-Mathbox20

2006 was eventful. memorable. sweet. happy. busy. frustrating. bitter. painful.
but all in all. it's pretty good.
there're many i want to thank. many i wont forget. many i cant forget.
goodbye 2006. hello 2007. (: