doing surveys is sure getting boring. pls the ratio doesnt even fit. which company will work for e benefit of the employee. next time. be a boss.

caught a cold yet again. why am i always sick?!
i cant wait to graduate. cant wait to go university. cant wait to work and earn lots of money. cant wait to give all of it to my mama. and then finally i can go become a nun or go live in some cave. cant wait.

MERRY CHRISTMAS to all! (:
we should now all type CHRISTMAS in full. Instead of replacing Christ with an "X"--Xmas. christmas has become so commercialise that CHRIST is no longer there. we should all kick this habit and remember that christmas is about Christ!

QUOTES
"i think one day we should elope and go Paris for a honeymoon. stay in a 10star hotel for a few days then proceed to travel around the world in 80days. after which we shall go adopt children from 3rd world countries like Laos or Cambodia or Siem Reap (recall: Clay marble). and finally we shall settle down in singapore"

it is indeed a good plan. then i'll become a nun. and you can go marry some hunk and live happily ever after! hahaha. must blog it down. it simply cracks me up. HAHAHA!
met up w jade, linda and boon. i sure do do miss them. (: linda was like 6 TIMES FILE IN A ROW during pool. WONDER WHY? anw, it was good. left to meet mum and sis. got xmas presents and walked ard. today is not a bad day. (:
according to Linda, she's gg to only meet up after A levels. so fast severe ties. too much. i'll miss you a bitsy. (: cos i know you'll miss the "ms griller" more.
anw, miao wrote smth in the letter that made me really happy. winks at miao* i HOPE it is true. haha. in case you're wondering. it's the part aft the "im not pretty la!"

return surveys today. aisha was in an exceptionally good mood. i bet rug was too. and siok too. HAHAHA! witchy. i noe humps will murder me if she had a chance since i conspired w rugs. but it's goodwill. we'll have good karma.
siok and rug were so nice to accompany me to bugis. (: walked ard looking for AINI things. then rug met her friends. and siok went home. met reena and ena for tution.
i like chem tution. (: esp there's free starbucks. too bad lovey dovey missed out.
meeting jade, miao, linda tmr! too bad the queen of bitches is not gg to come. shouldnt mention name. when i have exams you're free. when you have exams, i am free. what is this. hah!

i believe what goes around comes around.
i believe in karma.
i believe in retribution.
i beleive that with my high EQ. i'll get over it like yet again.
i believe all these happen for a reason.

class chalet wasnt really successsful. but i dont regret going! hahahha. the jaquzzi was how cool. cool cool cool. rug, siok, nessa and i were having such kicks. raining all the time. aint really nice. bridge and asshole titee has all the time. I'M LIKE FOREVER AN ASSHOLE. great indeed.

i'm declared tt i've attained inner peace after 2days with danny. almost puked out blood. thanks to my high EQ. managed to survive. HAHAHA. and THANKS DANNY FOR ORGANISING IT!

2nd day more peeps came and all. didnt stay over with the rest today. but SURVEYS tmr. i wonder who HUAT.

jaquzzi again! (: how shiok is it. has nice talk with siok and rugs. discoveries and all. rug is one lucky girl. obviously she's HELLO SIAHZ, cup of tea! hahah.

class chalet tmr. although i doubt a lot of pple will b gg. wells wells.

come to think of it. i'm kinda looking forword to fri. (:
ps: are you all feeling honoured.

tution as usual. i'm starting to like tution more and more. be it chem or maths. (: right motivation.
i'm so adicted to watching canton series! good goood gooooood! i rather drown in canton shows then go and go for MANGO 50% sales. i know the NAs think otherwise. hahahha!
ena made a comment that left me q happy today. for once she said something meaningful. HAHAHAHAHA! goood goood goood.
got an evil plan with hor fun. even better. too HUAT to be HUAT. cant wait.

had a nice day with jx and junjun. (: watched perhaps LOVE. it's really not bad. but too UL. UL UL UL. it's like mulan rouge btw, except it's in cheena. but still. it's good. ruggos, you shud watch it. sure's not bad.
met peeps here and there. there and here. but still i'm lucky to have thousand gold and wj with me!
q a few discoveries channels abt cresent and all. so i was right all the time abt *******! tsk tsk. bad karma.
had nice talks and all though. it's so fun to bitchhhh. bad karma bad karma. (:
the indo food plc is not too bad. except they should have played my humps and all instead of UL songs.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
Cause i'll never be with you.

all jx and wj's fault!
ciao to the cheeena gay! from now on. i'll concentrate on becoming a NUN. yes yes yes. i'll be a NUN.

hong kong directors are really weird. the really pretty and hot actress are always the extras. but the not so pretty no figure people are always the MAIN ACTRESSES!! what the heck. no kicks.

back to ML. (:

sometimes looking back. i've been really naive. really really naive. but who isnt. the many lies. the many truths. only time reveals. thinking back at the promises that people made. promises that i made. how many are fulfilled? hardly any i suppose. looking back at all the silly things i've done. all the hardly worth it things. it's all hardly worth it. upteen times i've contemplated. upteen times i ask myself. does anyone really understand? upteen times i ask myself. does anyone really appreciate everything you've done.hypocrisy. how many times? countless. fake smiles. lost promises. sometimes dont you wonder. what the point of everything.

my father doesnt allow me to watch MA XIAO LING claiming that i'm wasting electricity! what the heck! so here i am, not watching pretty peeps, and typing and typing and typing! AHHHH! not fair!

cheer up sad cake. it aint gd being sad.

imagine a see-saw. at one end, life's accumulations. at the other end, the self. for many, perhaps for most, the balance can be maintained. the not too unpleasant ups and downs of day to day, a little loss here, a little gain there, the occasional giddy soar or painful crash. what happens when the accumulated life becomes so heavy that it pitches the well-balanced self into thin air? all the things that i had and know, crashing to the floor, myself shattered upwards, outwards, over the roof tops, over the familiar houses, a ghost among ghosts.
if a secret you've been keeping for so long was almost discovered..what would you feel? fear or relief? it was just that close. or maybe people already know your secret but they are just pretending that they don't. this pretence makes you think you got away. makes you believe that it was a close shave and the secret is still not uncovered. but what if people are just pretending and you're the one in ignorance? what if people are just waiting for you to confess?

ripped fr miao. it makes great sense.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

three consecutive nightmares. should be bad karma. gosh gosh gosh.

hope
dangles on a string
like slow-spinning redemption
winding in and winding out
the shine of it has caught my eye
and roped me in, so mesmerizing, so
hypnotizing, I am captivated, I am

vindicated
I am selfish I am wrong I am right I swear I'm right
swear I knew it all along and I am flawed
but I am cleaning up so well I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

so turn up the corners of your lips part them and feel my fingertips trace the moment for forever defense is paper-thin,
just one touch and I'll be in too deep now to ever
swim against the current

so let me slip away
so let me slip against the current
so let me slip away

I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
swear I knew it all along
and I am flawed
but I am cleaning up so well I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

hope
dangles on a string like slow-spinning redemption

miao: i really miss you.

this is specially for humps. dont b angry no more.

in every sadness, you'll find happiness.

how come a 14yr old boy can understand this logic. and yet i cant seem to make any sense out of it. in every misunderstanding, every conflict, every quarrel, every fight, every tear. there's never a better side of it. maybe it because i've only walked 17years of a short life. but i doubt, after 70 years. there'll be a better understanding.

my sis was such a meano pok. she spread her germs to me. and now i'm sick aft popping million of vitamin c. too bad. :(
:):):):):):):):) over BAAAAAAA! yay yay yay! (: beams.

it's finally over. 2 days of mentoring camp with chasing kids, breaking up fights, shouting at people... finally ended. brought back good and bad memories all alike. (: right. though i cant seem to wait for it to end. it was good. BUT, i'll never want to have it again. hahha.

all the small things. too lazy to write. shall get more dvds.

Yellow ; Coldplay

Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
And everything you do
Yeah, they were all yellow

I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things that you do
And it was called yellow

So then i took my turn
Oh all the things that i've done
And it was all yellow

if only i can work for 6 days a wk, and only come home for 1 day. :(

i'm pronounced jobless again! shall devote my days to watching dvds. (: yay!

student gets lost when doing survey, xxxxxxxxxx comes to the rescue.
student interfere with catching of thief, xxxxxxxx expresses disappointment.
student drips icecream all over herself, xxxxxxxxx expresses concern.

this is so silly, yet so fun.

was playing streeet fighter cum x-man game at some void deck. and it's really q worth the money, cos it's really q fun. except for the fact that humps was screaming her lungs out and shacking the whole machine. this little brat was being so auspicious by saying that we'll gg to die. but rounds aft rounds we managed to proceed to the next level! NA-NA-NI-POO-POO!

surveys was q successful with good mottos in mind! (: xiang xing jiu mei shi, bu xiang xing jiu you shi.

sometimes i wish i nv click on that button.

to think i dreamt that the mentoring camp was in a total mess. weirder and weirder dreams.

was walking ard town w humps hoping to see some surprises. but yet, we discovered some scandal! tooo muchh..

town is really a boring plc, considering that there's no excitement.
sesame street christmas special show in TAKA! we're so entertained by the performers actions. but the kids were so bored. nobody even chapped after they sang. we're clapping so loudly like siao gaos.

to dear humps,
(our new favourite song--sesame street xmas special)
C is for cookie, that's good enough for me.
C is for cookie, that's good enough for me.
C is for carols, that's good enough for me.
C is for CAROLS, that's good enough for me.
C is for C********, that's good enough for me.
C is for C********, that's good enough for me.
C is for CHRISTMAS, that's good enough for me.
C is for CHRISTMAS, THAT'S THE BEST FOR ME!

did a market survey. it's pretty much confirm. except for some anomalies.

had weird dreams again. it's getting weirder and weirder.

so some pple really have good karma! (: beams* may the person who returned my wallet have be auspicious all his/her life.
jade&melly=goodheart=eu find's wallet! there i can conclude tt jade and melly DO have a good heart.

did surveys as usual. opened our eyes again. poverty in spore. this old woman actually lived by eating two crackers and half a cup of water per day! i'll die living like that. hope rug, jon and i will have a bit of gd karma. siok's joining the good karma accumulating job. yay! then i can say the two words to her and make her feel utterly disguesting.

insomia like yet again. lied on my bed feeling dead tired but cant still. lied there for more than 2 hrs. decided to move to my mama's room. and finally when i slept, had the weirdest dream.

rug and i were on a bus, when we saw this car w MISS GOON, BA ZHANG, and some pple i've nv seen. they went to some restaurant, so rug and i gave chase. informed humps and the next thing i know she appeared. had a gd talk with miss goon, while BA ZHANG just treated us like invisible. before they left, we said bye to BAZHANG and she jus glared at us!!! then again. see the unique connection btw BAZHANG and GOON?

the next thing i know, my mum was asking me since when did i appear.

may all those pickpockets, robbers, thieves, dishonest people who find people's wallet and dont return, have really BAD KARMA all their life.

may my dear wallet be found by a nice soul and posted to my house asap. may the person who will do that have a good heart and have GOOD HEART all his/her life.

i've returned countless wallets and phones. when's my good karma coming? :(

it's a hard job. and it's a hard life. this survey thing really opened my eyes. knew poverty existed. but seeing it is q different from knowing. maybe we'll get some good karma.

rug's the gang leader of sideburn-3strips gang. WOW!

john little expo sales interview today! no more DEMURE clothes! yay!

my left knee and right elbow is hurting. too much internal injure due to my constant bumping into things.
went jonas hse to celebrate his bday. was q a surprise. erm. i suppose it was. rachel looks like a sad dog. poor rugggo. watched this extremely exciting cheena show on dvd, and had karaok in his room. HAHHA. was a fun day. Happy belated bday!

job interview with ruggo and jonas went q well i suppose. but we kinda bluff the telemarketing guy. bad karma. but still it went better than the cafe cartel. must be because our heart is good. poor rug missed corn by such a bit. a pity, but MORE chances to come!! rug must be too excited.

linda was such a dear to offer me the bum equipment voucher. (: i cant help but express my love for her. but i know she loves the griller bungadesh. HAHAHHAHA!

"heart is good" logic.

you see, when your heart is good, you will be beautiful, and people will grow to like you cause of your nice nature. even if you are downright hideous looking, as long as you know that your heart is good, you will be a very beautiful person. do not be affected by anybody or anything that doesnt go according to your wishes because as long as you are aware that your heart is good, good things will happen to you! do you know why? it's because when your heart is good, you do good to others around you. by doing so, you are actually earning good karma for yourself. with good karma, and a good heart, everything is good.

so deeear jade, linda, and miao. do u understand the "as long as your heart is good" logic now.
so linda's gg to get well soon, miao's gg to become prettier, and jade's gg to have tons of cats mutiplying at her house. it's all good karma.

Q and A was horrid. the word "prevalent" killed me. i've no idea what the heck it is due to my EVER SO GOOD ENGLISH. went way way way out of point. great.

had a good talk abt tv programs w bmt and nessa aft sch. d exciting. hahaha.
qtps with nessa, and zoomed off the bugis to get our 1pac of pathetic marbles. too exciting. and nessa was so nice to walk me to the bus stop with 7. (:
met ruggos, jonas, and jonas friend in town. jonas friends are all good looking. hahaha. ok, there's an undermeaning. his friend left, so rest went to eat this steak plus beansprout thing that's so fun and delicious. (: went toy US. it's more savvy to say it this way. according to my mummy. i'm just being an obedient daughter. played with this HUAT ball thing that says i'll be a top model, ruggo will live happily ever after with corn, and jonas is a kind boy. but pls note: there's a msg tt says it's only for entertainment purposes. great.
BMT came! walked ard, went to meet my mummy. ate ben and jerry. icecream aft all. haha.

had a good time at sentosa. the sun was just right, not too glaring. but tooo bad for ruggo,danny and john ng! hahaha. but they got their weee bit of tan too.
went blading and it was really an experience. jonas and i made a pac to not blade anymore until NEXT YEAR. horrid. thank to humps (who was balancing jonas and me single handedly), we didnt come to much harm. although i did fell many times, in the most ungleam manner i must say. THANKS to nessa and bmt who offered great help, i managed to save some face. the weaker links took a beach train back to siloso. too much blades in a day.

the rest went into the water. and being such an OH SO GOOD friend, i've decided to accompany siok, who is leaking away. ok, actually partly becos i didnt bring any extra stuff. but it's ok, as long as my heart is good. wrote love msg in the sand like wei an. hope it'll come true. and threw HOPE shells into the sea with humps. was q a gross experience. decided to build a fortress of HOPE with shells of hope. unfortunately, life is not a bed of roses. water sunk our kingdom. thanks to everyone, it was partly saved. but oh wells. should be gone by now.
had a really good heart to heart talk with humps. will be better if it was the spider, but i LOVE YOU HUMPS.


met up with jade, linda, miao today! HAPPY BDAY LINDA!
ANYWAY, ALTHOUGH IT'S YOUR BDAY, BUT IT'S NO EXCUSE TO BE MORE THAN AN HOUR LATE! but it's ok. since my heart is good. met dear MIAO for a lil while and zoomed off to meet humps. anw, HAPPY BDAY MIAO!
bumped into ruggo and jonas BOY. cos he looked like a lil boy.
cafe cartel was !@#$%^&&&&&&&*. it's ok as long as your heart is good. met shermaine tham! hahah. spore is small. ok, but not so small aft all since both BA did not appear at all. gave each other false hope. although it was a fruitless trip, but it's ok, as long as your heart is good.

this is a mega long entry. so what's the moral of the story. do good things and have good karma. everything is ok, as long as your heart is good.

It's really hard to find a good job. Oh wells.
insomnia like once again. once again.

had a pleasant dream tho. but it's q meaningless now. if it was 2yrs ago. i'll be hopping away. sometimes we try too hard. maybe when one stop trying, god'll give it to us naturally?

enoughhhh. beachy time.

had a really hard time changing my email. AGGGGGGGG. pratically took hours to type it into word, and then transfer it back to the new msn. goodness.
so now it's lyteunice@hotmail.com
ya, i know. it's the PBL username of something like that. light years ago. but TADA!

linda and laura, it's like your turn to change tooooo!

DEAR TK,
i know there's little i can do. but i'm here! hope you're feeling better. (:

OH PEEE dry today. was too fast, and my answering skills is really horrid. one point--have good dental health so you have have many friends. MR PRETTY, now you know why i'm so busy. cos i got good dental hygiene. anw, i think MR PRETTY is so jealous of me that he shot me with rifle gun. and also i refuse to fight the evil egggggg.

had mentoring meeting and was late once again. sorrrrry LINDA! met jade, linda, steph later. ate some GALILEEEE student meal with free flow of soup. and the soup was nicer than the meal. HAHHAA. although LINDA will perfer to go GRILLER. i wonder why.

and the world of sports sales is over. let's clap.

and DEAR JADE, i miss teasing you so much. fun at your expanse. HAHAHHAA. i wonder why? must be feeling guilty. (:

i'm gg to date MA XIAO LING's DAUGHTER!

had pw at giang's house. and he has a nice and cosy house. although he was being extremely SA. hahahaha. no hidden meaning.

went bugis with bmt, rug, jonas. ate rug and my favourite tou-fu (the love of our life). we even finished jonas' one. hahaa.

met reb and steph-nicoooooolas. more story telling. until i even know the star idol even before the show starts. was being like reb's un-paid slave. i'm such a nice person.

i can watch the jian shi show a million and not get sick of it. (: maxiaoling is so coool, tian you is also so coooool. mao yu is mega chio. tian ya is even chioer. wan yan bu lei is sweeeeet. wan yan bu pu is quite a handsome guy. fu sheng is q a cute guy. and the story line is so twisted and twisted again. AHHHHHH. i bet BMT is mega jealous. shall train my story telling skills.

cheena banana is finally over. no more cheena for a long long time. (: who knows, maybe one day i'll miss it again. like how humps miss cheena. weird.

sometimes i just dont know what to do with you.

I LOVE RUG! CHEER UP RUGGGO. WE'LL DEFINATELY TAKE S PAPER TOOO. (that's if we retain) anyway, guna, nessa, and i managed to roughed out the proposal. (: like finally. phew.

LINDA,
ok, this came a bit late but i'm really really genuinely for you. not another guilt trip. i'm really glad you made the right choice. although i dont know what is it like all the way at e other end of singapore. but it all i know is that u're be happier there.

da da da da da da da da.

wrote a whole chunk and it disappered! freak. was niceeee meeting rebecca tan. (: we walked the whole of town searching for birthday stuff but NOTHING! in e end we're so exhausted and went to red coke and rot. she insisted that it's throw face to play x-box and in the end, i wonder who was the one who played the most!
Lesson of the day: how to recognise a twit.

this d interesting blog tt i cant rem. but it's q interersting and MEAN. hahha.

anw due to conflict of interest we're no longer friends. cos we cant decide on cocolatte or CH. to tink i was so nice to return her her wallet. hahahha.

anw, please dont tink everyone's dumb and blind. there's always karma. hahaha. the flashback of aussie and the maths tys just came to my mind. tooo funny.

the jim jams look alike better not appear tomorrow. if not i predict someone's gg to beat her into a pulp. no more missons. too much adrenaline rush or flippy cant keep up. and she'll be a sad flip once again. CU flippy, or u'll lose your flippers.

if only i can openly declare my !@#$%%%%%^&* for !@#$%^&zzz, and beat the !@#$%^&*zzz into a pulp. GRRRRRRRRRRR.

this terrible constipated gek feeeling is not leaving for gd. crabsticks. if only i can just shit out everything like wat i jus did in the toilet.

the jim jams look alike better not appear tomorrow. if not i predict someone's gg to beat her into a pulp. no more missons. too much adrenaline rush or flippy cant keep up. and she'll be a sad flip once again. CU flippy, or u'll lose your flippers.

if only i can open declare my !@#$%%%%%^&* for !@#$%^&zzz, and beat the !@#$%^&*zzz into a pulp. GRRRRRRRRRRR.

this terrible constipated gek feeeling is not leaving for gd. crabsticks. if only i can just shit out everything like wat i jus did in the toilet.

all it takes is a few minutes talk with jialing to bring about a chain of thoughts that lasted till now. thoughts that'll make me extremely happy, but later sink into a state of extreme saddness. :(

but luckily there was tfy. (: what will i do without her! THANKS TF! (:

had an exciting day. the image of ba zhang is permanently stuck in my head. oh gosh.

and we were so near to drinking corn soup. better luck next time.HAHA!

i hope i'll never see BA again. :(

d or no d. tk is still my BESTIE. (:

come to think of it. i'm never been oh so fit before. there used to be captain ball, sprinting in primary school. tue and thur mass run in crescent. and the exhausting pe, with running as one of the main component. the GST(grand stand torture), the volley ball trg in cj, staying back aft trg to play more volley ball and running few rounds round the track just for kicks. but here in sa. i actually cant remember when was the last time i actually run. gosh gosh gosh. and linda still claims that she's unfit. like ding dong.

reb and steph were screaming their lungs out in the cinema. plus the sudden outburst of them shooting vagularities. throw faccccceeee. hahaha. maybe their hair will be longer now.

TRICK AND TREAT@ CLUB HOME/ 31st OCT bored of horror flicks? tired of all the failed attempts in frightening yourself?sick of all the same halloween ritual every year?
come scare yourself at SPOOK@CLUB HOME (boat quay, riverside walk) this 31st OCT!
SPinning R&B/HIP-HOP all night! Doors open from 8pm till late! PRIZES for BEST DRESSED up for grabs!!!!
all drinks at $10-14, juggies for 2 at $48.More drinks promo surprises on the night itself!Presale tickets at $14/$16 at door with one free drink.

STILL--hillsongs Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
within your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are king over the flood
I will be still and know you are god

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust

i finally got my pichu after 2 fruitless attempt in the "TIKUM" machine. you know, those 1 dollar for a spin kind. (: now i shall try to spin for the blue one. (:

and dear siok, there's chio bu mao you tonight. if you happen to be reading this.

open hse was... ... oh wells. maybe it's because it's our last yr there anyway.

anw, janessa was kinda nice to kop a shoebag for me. although she claims that it makes her feel cheapo. and the crescent peeps although dont find chan wei meng look alike, look like chan wei meng. camilia, siok and i were so 100% sure that it's an exact photocopy.

aft sch siok and i hopped onto some bus and ended up at the esplanade. mobbed. the security guard was staring and staring at us. partly because we were sitting in an ungleam position. although after we put our legs down. he was still staring at us! not like we buried some bombs around. funny people.

heard some unfair thing fr bmt, which made me extremely constipated. life is so fair. but, good for them.

dear tk, CU. (:

jack and the beanstalk. who stalked jack? clementi babes! hahahha. anyway, ***** is such a brave girl. she's like my idol. hope she feels better. anyway, god did answer my prayer. everyone of us made it through. (: anyway, not that i want to say. but carol wong is really such a nice teacher. even nicer than ms chua. ok. maybe equally nice.

after reading miao's entry. i cant help but think that i miss every bit of crescent.

i wonder if linda will do the same too. i hope not. :(

sch was a waste of time. full of arts and music stuff that i just cant appreciate. almost fell asleep. in fact, i fell asleep, and wake up at intervals to clap. this was the first part. music awards was... ogay. kept awake with comments that were flying all around.

went jonas' hse w rug, siok, bmt, and jonas. had a good time with his drums. siok and i were playing some great huating and L songs. which we tink was nice, but the rest tot it was horrible. hahahah. tried majiang. bmt was so exasperated teaching me. considering that june and sherman gave me a few tips. i fared q badly. oh wellls.
went rajainn. (: was nice. the ton yum was a killer.

sometimes i wonder why i do dumb things like that, and end up regretting for days. who says fruits are good for health. :(

for those who have yet to watch "million dollar baby", please hurry go and rent it or smth. it's worth the money. haven't watched smth that good for a long time.

Mo Cuishle

this is highly irrelavent. but mao you in the vampire show is too chio to be chio. ogay. jade's gg say tt i'm drooling ovr e dumb show again. but huat la! (:(: hahahhaha.

anw jade, i know you're gg to flare up at me. cos i accidentally deleted e pending photos u sent!!!! argh!!! hahahhahaa.

i shall let bmt be a significant part of my life since she gave me a chocolate.

one day we shud go back and play the x-box again. i keep thinking abt lei fang's wonderful side, front, low kicks and smth else :)) that totally knock my tina out.

I miss that town
I miss the faces You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it

So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it
If I could I relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
Everytime I do it makes me

NICKELBACK LYRICS -PHOTOGRAPH

it jus brings back too much memories. good and bad. :) :(

please let me promote.

all i wish is just to promote. that's all.

P* is in a way creating more conflicts. better write discreetly, in case i'll be sued or smth.

each day is getting worse and worse, now that promos are coming. plus, everythings getting more and more f-ed up. yes, when i have time i'll change tis layout, since mr pretty claims tt it's too UL. so those who like this layout better have a gd look before it's gone.

healthy living is really important. everyone, since's promos is nearing... we should be healthy. eat more fruits and vegetables.

i tear my heart open
i sew myself shut
and weakness is
that i care too much
and all my scars
remind me that my past is real
i tear my heart open
just to feel.

-ripped fr miao.
btw, i miss you! we can still get married. hahaha!

it's a sad day. :(

i knew that promos was near. but not THIS NEAR! two more weeks?!

Hey Dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according To plan?
Do you think I’m wasting My time doing things I Wanna do?
But it hurts when you Disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good Enough for you
I can’t pretend that I’m alright
And you can’t change me

made discoveries channels again. :) good and bad news i suppose. was a highly unproductive day. was suppose to study with rug and bmt but we ended up walking ard queens. BUT, it was niceeee. (:

good times never last.

like you really meant what you say. freaking lier. like you really meant what you say. to think i used to believe you.

i hope my mummy can be nice again. btw, the above part's not for my mummy. :(

was out the whole day. with.......... MY MUMMY! she's extremely nice today. and she's drunk with by eating gelato's ice cream. goodness. but my mummy's nice today. just thought that that it'll be appropriate to pen it down. (:

life is filled with surprises. what else can i say.

"be logical". it has always been on my mind eversince time. it's time to be different. it's time to do what i like. this is so going to be a mistake. i just hope that i won't regret in time to time.

sorries to GC.

siok won an ayumi CD.(pun intended)

i discovered that i'm q a determined person. good job eu! (:

BMT's goood at dancing. (: hot chick. hahahaha!

went back crescent today. was a nice feeling. (: met up with pple and made discoveries, which may or may not b true.

serping and i drink carlsberg, cos we got a whole of friends. ahahah! were're being so di xiao.

jos's flying off tmr. hope she has a good time there. (this is for such. maybe she'll have a better time)

hailin, miao and serp are made of sweets. (: there're so nice. TANKS!

duo xiang yao xiang guo que gao bie.

duo xiang yao xiang guo qu gao bie. ji mo de ji jie by david tao's stuck in my head.

there's a similarity btw 2nd and 3rd. coincidence or what?

anyway, thanks to BMT, i'm gona get my new lens! (for her atm card) haha! once again, i can wear the grey square specs again! YAY!!! (:(:

duo xiang yao xiang guo qu gao bie. ji mo de ji jie by david tao's stuck in my head.

there's a similarity btw 2nd and 3rd. coincidence or what?

anyway, thanks to BMT, i'm gona get my new lens! (for her atm card) haha! once again, i can wear the grey square specs again! YAY!!! (:(:

Someone please dig a hole for me to bury my head. shall abstain from bananas. :((((

will the criminals know their fellow criminals? (NPI)

i shall hereby apologise to ms josephine iezu costan that i was unable to meet you on friday.

anyway, BIG MOUTH NOT ONLY HAS A BIG MOUTH, SHE'S ALSO A TRUMPET.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
ok, she's nice tooooo. but aaaahhhhhhh!

anyway, i should start gaining some girl hormones. cos it's ultimate UL. markie should go and beef up and be a "meng nan" so he can like me. (in a thousand years)

shit. the DX-ing MUST STOP. peace peace peace.

this is especially for TK:
hey ms TK,
cheeeeeerrr up. i know how you feel. some things it's hard to spell it all out. but, i'll try to assist you in the "prevention of criminal part". but the rest is up to yourself. it's not as bad as you think. all that's required is TIME. i'm quite sure you'll get over it. :) L loads.

i feel just like bubbles in the powerpuff girls. always bullied by buttercups. at least buttercups apologise. and SHE doesnt. at least buttercups feels bad. SHE doesnt. :( no matter how had i try to put up, to tolerate. in the end it doesnt even matter YO. should just express my anger by drawing like bubbles, and be forgiving. :(

RUG is such a nicccccceee friend. and she's MEGA DX! special msg to RUG: dont ignite! rug rug rug, over over over.
she just gives me high hopes, and after all the excitement, i'll be so UL again. and end up listening to "you're beautiful"--james blunt.

was so busy. have been neglecting my blog for a long time. so yeah! i'm back!
volley interhse tmr. hope we're pull through to e semi! ahhahs.

just read something MEGA fruitified! can you keep up, baby ******!!! daahhhhhhhh!! (:(:(: i'll fly to the moooooon and back, while siok can eat her chocolates to keep up. wahhhahahaa! beams*

wati was q nice today. hope she'll remains like tt all the time. :)

can you keeeeeeep up! UL UL UL. :) alright stop, it's healthy living time!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
thanks to all who WISHED me. took an effort to reply everyone. hahahs. (:
and thanks to my classmates esp BMT, RUG, MARKIE, NESSA, SIOK for e cake. (:
and i MUST add. Siok is mega DX. too cheeky.

btw, it's YY over! like OVER. (:

hope 12th never come. wonder what the DP's gona say. "don't give me this kind of excuse. what if it's not an excuse but a truth."

there must be an angel with a smile on her face
when she thought up that I should be with you
but it's time to face the truth
i will never be with you

james blunt.

:)) mon night at marche was niceeeee. :) i'm q surprise that town's pretty empty. orchard is sure getting a lil boring. btw, the price for marche increased by leaps. high standards of living. :(

had a good time. discovered stuff on "cans", "almond cakes" and stuff. :)

Let me hear you say,
this shit is bananasB-A-N-A-N-A-S
this shit is bananasB-A-N-A-N-A-S
Again, this shit is bananasB-A-N-A-N-A-S
This shit is bananasB-A-N-A-N-A-S
A few times I've been around that track
So it's not just gonna happen like that
Cause I ain't no hollaback girl
I ain't no hollaback girl

freak la. cant believe e sprincipal msg my mum abt my damn results! mum was like "the school doesn't want you to have a good holiday". she can just blast me to mars or smth. not like i will slack anyway. thr's bio, econs, chem. but arggghhhhhhhh! i can't afford to get RETAIN. like NO WAY. :( if not it'll be another year. :( freak freak freak. :((((( crap. i just threw my own and my mum's face into the drain. how throw face is this. :(((((((

had a horrible lunch. looking forward for dinner w T30. :)))

ohwells. anyway, talk abt er ren xian gao zhuang. talk abt feeling guilty at all. :((

LINDA: it's ok. we'll meet up next time. the cine plant shop owner's not there anymore. :(((( better do well for ur commontest. or u'll end up like me.

pooor XX. :(
can't believe. but yeah. :( i hope it's e right thing. :(
btw, i'm supposed to have a TF yingli. so if she goes ard announcing, don't be surprise. hahahs.
there is none like you is ringing in my head.
no one is here by chance. i hope.

just heard more sad discoveries.

now i feel so sad for XX. guess everyone has a hidden sad past. :(

and i feel so sad for KQ. :( she's such a strong girl.

compairing myself to them. i'm considered lucky. but then again. sigh. maybe i'm a screwdriver my last life. that's why everythings screwing away.
thinking back on sec 3 and 4. it was sad days. but at least there were happy times too. oh wells. some things i regret.

new discoveries. like brand new. so everyone felt like that too. :(

rahhhhhhhhhhhh. still thinking abt stuff discussed on fri. :( :( freak. like FREAK. :( here it comes again. :(

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

guess what. i miss minhui. hahahahs. if only everyone can be so blur.
:(
fcuk.

it so fcuk up screwed. :( :( fcuk.

was nice gg out w enmin. still q amazed of how i actually got to know her in crescent. i actually asked her to stop shaking her leg after the chem prelims mcq. hahahs. was damn irritated with her. hahahhhs. :)

banana in pajamas. who's likes to eat papaya. only TK knows. cheeky grin* :::contemplated:::

FRI
rapture is darn niceeee. even people like me who doesn't appreciate arts find it niceee, it's real good. btw, it this dance performance organised by sa. the dance girls did really well. and to think tt YY's dancing. :) and sabrina was pratically pulling my shirt off due to excitement. i wonder why? had such a hard time asking her to get hold of herself. hahahs. went home with qingying and sabrina.
sabrina did something brave. hahahhahahs. shalln't elaborate.

SAT
went back crescent for speech day. was sneezing and coughing all the way. kaying thought i was going to sneeze on stage. jos came back. the teachers were like avoiding her. ahhahs! and mr loh actually forgot her name. (bad memories are meant to be forgotten). he actually called her costan. COS and TAN. A-maths teacher only remembers maths terms. met hailin, miao in town with jade and jos. ate and walked around. in search of hai's dad's birthday present. tsk. how productive. hahahs. was niceee meeting them thought. :) beams* but went off early due to horrid flu.

i want to watch seven swords. call me a cheena pok. but the advertisment really looks nicee. hahs. someone date me please. i sound so despo.

But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's
Not enough
But when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'Cause you're only almost here

not the most appropriate song. but still. can't believe it's so weird that we actually started out with a handshake. :( some things change with time. :(

sometimes i just feel like blasting myself to mars or something. :(:( argh..

today's basically a screwed up day. not that other days are not, but today's is like pukes* pukes*!! rahhhhhhhh.

la talks about turning the tables around when the world is unfair. where's the table?! somethings just takes time to show. :(

shall go the the mountians and be a hermit.

i still feel like blasting myself to mars. :(

believe nobody.
markers is a nice soul to complain. :)
and TK is soooo nice.

alright. kinda skipped the rest of the screwed up parts. :(

No one knows what it's like To be the bad man To be the sad man Behind blue eyes

heavy rain today. was just thinking of how i used to run in the heavy rain with miao just for FUN! then we'll end up worrying if any teachers saw us and get into trouble. hahhs. sec 3 days.

can't i be sad too. flop facades.

i'm absolutely disgusted. tk agreed too. :(:(
was supposed to meet minhui and xl, but they went off! rahhhhhhh! catheral was q a waste of time. but. :)
congrats annabelle!

i said " God is unfair"
Annabelle said " God is fair. it's only now it's the rough times for us and we'll have a smooth life ahead. While for the rest, they'll have a smooth time now and suffer a great deal in the future. hope they fail eveything"
annabelle is forever so mean. but somehow. i hope so too. we need some self comfort at times right?

guess what. the only subject i passed is gp and chi. how encouraging.

miao suggested that i should be a nerd ball. so ya. thou shall be. anw, thanks miao. :):)

Now everyone report to the dance floor
To the dance floor, to the dance floor
Now everyone report to the dance floor
Alright Stop!.....XX time.
pass me a gun. siok's gona get a bullet in her head.

anyway, today's childhood memories day. heard fr perfect 10. good childhood memories ended at 5. the rest were nightmares. so nothing much to remember. ding dong.

there's a cute little boy who lives at the seventh floor. :):) he's carrying this mega big spiderman bag that's far toooo big for him. and he's like so puny for his age. his ah gong doesn't even bother about him. then in the lift, i was sooooo nice to ask him which floor. and all he did was chirp out some number that i can't even understand. then he gave up and tried reaching for the no.7. his ah gong didn't even help! since i was so nice. obviously helped him. and all the way up, he was like trying to reach for the 7 button. ahhahhhahahhs. oh my gosh. ahhahahhahs. why am i even typing about this.

what can i say. still pondering about the "chanced upon". like what the heck!

failed three subjects, and the other two papers are still on the way. this suck. failing in crescent is no BIG deal. cos everyone's failing, except jade. hahahs. but when people pass and you fail. get the picture? and if those who fail are those that did not really study, but you actually did. get the picture?

now, finally i can empathise with reb kan, instead of sympathise with her. thinking back on all those she said abt jamie and gang. whatever that seemed pretty absurd is actually true. pooooor reb.

some time ago, TK showed me something that we're not supposed to see. and then again, we chanced upon it. been thinking about it.
if this is a game. and it's suppose to be fair. cos all games ARE suppose to be fair-- masked by the presence of the referees. but if you chanced upon a foul play. a game that had already been played. and won by the opposing team. won't it just make you wonder, that all the achievements are fake. that whatever hardwork you put in had gone to waste. that some team out there is able to achieve results by other means. and that "this game will go on".
once again i'm back to primary school days.

perfect ten is playing up town girl now. like it's been long lightyrs since i heard that. westlife is like a direct link to jos. hahhs.guess the change in perfect ten may or may not be a bad thing.

bio spa today was pretty fun. ahhahahs. we were like suppose to make yeast balls. ahhahs. and the balls are so squishy cute. but my hands were shaking like mad. so the tiny balls went everywhere except into the testtube hole. and the irritating smelly yeast just made me sneeze like there's no tomorrow. screwed up my graph. how auspicious.

went chinatown then to bugis to search for the touch light thing for the mentoring gift thing. and in the end we found a pretty ugly one tt cost 1.90. we're like so hot and dehydrated, that we decided to make do with anything. and SIOK was roaring at nessa and me! tsk. tooo much. nessa bay happily threw the dirty spoon back to the ice kachang so we didn't finish it in the. SIOK continued roaring. rahhh.

i really should have drank the happy soda. that damnit screwed up feeling is still swimming in my stomach. if only i can just burp it out and be done with it once and for all. if only i can just screw the flashbacks up and dump it into the bin(like how i've done for my commontest).


Cause I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Mr Brightside


MR BRIGHTSIDE.

common test was more screwed than a screw-driver. like way off. i hope i can at least promote, cause the fate of retaining is like right smacked in front of my face.
started gp with nessa bay losing her WALLET! how auspicious!! hope i can at least get an E.
chem was killer. is i can get an E, i'll be flying in the sky. plus i was sitting beside joshua. double stress. he was like how fast. 5mins more and i'm still at mcq9, when thr're like 20qns!way off.
maths was terrible. siok said tt she was like scolding fuc* all the way. pulling it off with an E is a miracle.
econs was alright. considering the fact that i studied the least. and it was combined with BIO! almost everyone was studying for BIO before the econs test! hahahs. nessa bay was happily writing notes on dna replication, transcription during econs paper! and rug was drawing some crap, and marcus was already in LALA land. hahahs.
Bio was kick ass hard. shalln't elaborate. and XX was walking around! talk abt distraction. my E is far far away.and annabelle was so sad that she just sat down aft the paper! hahahs.
see. i'm so gona get retain.


met jingxuan after the chi paper. i was like how BORED! hahahs. and she kept complaining that i'm boring. when she's boring too. huis came. ahhahs. i do miss her. then wj came. then huis left. gd tt they're talking. :):)
watched initial-d, cos wj claims that jx's should rub some chinese onto her, since she'll be returing to australia soon. met LAURA, at initial-d. and she still happily told me in the moring that she's busy hiding from teachers in the morning, and tada, in the afternoon she's watching a movie! way off. hahahas.went for dinner. had a gd time talking about stuff and all. yupps. :):)

i'm so gona miss xuan when she goes back. should have drank the happy soda. oh wells, then i won't be so gloomy. rah!

i'm not gona eat tic tacs anymore. it causes gastric pain. move on. no pun intended. if you understand.

oh crap. my wonderful maths tutor hinted to me that i'm gg fail my maths commontest. rah! how encouraging. but guess it's e case. how i wish i can sit next to mary or siok and copy their work. but then again, it's common test. like i can.
gg back to crescent for speech day. yeah! remember last yr we all made a promise that we'll make it back for speech day. guess some of us did it. :) wonder if they remembered. random.
once again, sch's reopening. i want to play GAME! my sis is having such a gd time. failed to meet up with some pple here and thr. aft exams i hope. cross fingers*. till then. commontest!

fall to pieces is a niceeee song. yups.

my neighbour's renovation is driving me crazzzzyyyy! they're like drillling and drilling non stop. like for how many days already! when i want to study it's so noisy that i'm forced to go out, and when exams end, the drilling's gona stop and i can't use the excuse to go out. how so timely.

anywayyy! listen to American hi-fi, geeks get the girls. i'm so gona be a geeeeeeeeeeek! rahh hahahhaha.

school's gona reopen soooon. so much for catching up.

mon had class bbq at nessa's hse. not bad. hahahhs. the food was pretty nice. met siok and yingli's pw grp to go thr, if not i'm gona look so L! ahhaahs. celebrated nessa n annabelle's bday. had a fun time playing bridge and STRESS. which i've been sadly losing ever round. (which i can just happily play my life away in cj. but michael tan shud have ban playing cards in sch by now.i think.)
the worst part was that siok n i were suppose to get our bags cos everyone else got theirs. and i happily followed her to the wrong hse! and it was like how dark and scary. and the dog was barking at us like mad cos siok attempted to open the gate of another owner. and we're so freaked out. and guess what, in a flash siok just dashed down the flight of stairs leaving me a far gap behind!!! talk about friendship.
tue got free ticks to pck musical. was not bad. hhahahahs. i'm just not a musical person cos half the time i'm like when's it gona end. but loads of pple said it was nice. so it's just me! no music genes in me.hahahs.

anw, i'm so put off with glynis loh. that i can just ignore her for the rest of my life. oh freak. how i wish i can bitch abt it to linda.rahhhhh!

studying was highly unproductive. i can actually take more than half an hour to read a page!! and i can't believe jjc and pjc dun have common test! talk abt unfairness.
i'm bored to tearssssss!

got badly poisoned by the meal at griller with siok. i happily rolled and moaned in bed, and ran to the toilet for so many times. to think that i was the only one who got poisoned. smsof. when i told siok that my stomach is having a war, she actually said that she was fine, and ate two oranges. talk about being sympathic. hahahas.luckly nessa bay didn't come. if not she'll be moaning like me.
then got stomach ache cum CRAMPS at night!!! and it amazing disappered in a flash when charlotte msg me.(but the stomach ache's still there). she should have done that earlier! hahas.
i miss charlotte! hahahahas. she should have stayed in sa then i'll have one more person to crap with. but at least there's tk and ccc. :):)

met linda, miao and jade! for lunch at griller. they made my DAY! yeah yeah yeah. :):) had fun although it was pretty short. it's a pun intending day i should say. hahahahs.(inside joke).

looking forward with going out w txy and charlotte. (hope you get the hint. hahahahs)

i still buy tic tac. even until now.

i still remembered what you said. but i bet you don't. i'll be somewhere at the very back of your mind. and soon, that's that.
tell me i'm over ***. **************.
tell me.
:::contemplated:::

the hand signing thing made me feel so stupid!! i can't sign for nuts. like no no no. teleported out of the thing with siok, leaving poor nessa who's happily signing to herself. who's smfof first?? having a HOT date and leaving us with a COLD date. :) but she's helping us collect some papers so, :) beams*. oh man. i can't sign for nuts. even if you offer me peanuts. who's the best at signing? it's none other than:THE DOLLIES. rah hahahhahaha. i can't wait for thur! yeah. griller here i come! hahaha. but going w siok today, talk about spoiling the surprise. :::contemplated:::

Untitled. simple plan
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
simple plan simply rocks my socks! (: i miss miao. simple plan. i miss linda n jade. reb, boon, serp, jos tooo. one day we should really go griller!
and i miss la, cin, buddy.

freak. i better step on mugging.

pw was productive. good good. took lightyears to travel to king albert park. hahahaha. i must seriously start studying and STOP slacking around. like seriously start! screams at myself* talk about the mind is willing but the flesh is weak. shall stop finding excuses. :( studying during the holidays. :( how exciting.

went for mentoring camp. was not too bad. considering there's siok, nessa, and kian miang was in the same grp as me. not so bad. had some balloon making. and it's like dying on me. everyone balloon i held just bursted outright. like three times. how auspicious. had some wet water thing and all. then watched juon movie that i'm like covering myself all the way. so dun understand the story. then night trail about some murder of this guy john. seriously, it's lame. everyone was like stoning. like at 2am and we're still doing that. hahahhaa. was alright on the whole.
day two started with a long walk to alexendra village for breakfast and WALKED back again. was like so sd. (sian diao). then had some mentoring amazing race in orchard. like terrible. i'm so sick or town that i'm like not going to step into it for a very loooooong time. travelled from tanglin to cine, to ps and back to tanglin then to pan pac, to kino, to borders to heeren and all over and over and over. like oh man. sick of town.
happen to bump into ruixin, germaine, tricia and sophie. somehow, whatever sophie said just sunk deep into me. no doubt it's just a simple and casual statement it really meant a million words.
i'm seriously jealous. envy is too shallow a word to use. yes, jealous. when the competitions come next yr, it'll be ten times worse. if only i had made the right choice, i'll be there too. talk about the first time for having such a great regret. talk about the worse regret in my entire life. there's always a first time for everything.
seriously, i'm really really happy for xl. like really.
and i seriously appreciate tk. like really really. thankssss! :D

if only i never exist.
if only my sister never exist.
if only my mother never met my father.
if only it is true.
if only everyone can turn back. and rewrite the past.
if only.
life is fulled with regrets that the whole thing about it is just plain regret.
if only, "if only" can be true.

i'm always being made use of. like full time. so much for being nice. one day when i disappear they can start noticing how nice they are.

supposed to go for a class outing, but in e end only 13 pple went. like tada!! oh wells. smfof(so much for our friendship).

anw, the superficialness is getting more and more obvious, that now, it's not only tk and i who noticed it.

thanks tk. :):) i can just imagine what i'll be without you.
:::contemplated:::

was quite a sian day. oh wells. sang vindicated with her. but it was way off. it went better when i was singing with miao. (omg, i miss you!) chem test was a screwed. if only it was one hr. then things would be a BIT different. no chem pract cos apparently no one brought asprin. went play bb with siok and ka wing. i can't shoot for NUTS. like really nuts. they're like going halfway thro abc, and i'm still stuck at the first one. sobs* was kinda sd, so nv go out w the rest. heehhheeee. sorry.

read my mind:









read. and understand. if you can.

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

collide.

i think my chi compo went way out of pt. :( but at least i finished within the time limit. :):) gomes was supposed to go cheer for rugby vs nyjc. but nobody really cares. hope won't get into trouble. went back to crescent with siok to collect the o level cert. and saw the photocopying and book shop aunty. the photocopying aunty still remembers me. probably own her toooooo much money last year. hahahhaha. saw yq. :):):) beams*** (anw, LINDA: i still remember you happily broke ur promise of NOT waiting for me to reture her her textbook with you. too much.) played basketball. siok made me pick up this dirty ball from some dirty hole. so much for our friendship. we're both lousy players. and the ncc juniors are doing some sadistic trging of shooting people. hahahaha. they were using an umbrella to shoot fr the time we went there till the time we left, and they're still shooting. i just miss crescent. i just feel so at home when i step in. :):):) awwwwwwwwwwwwwww. why do we start appreciating things only when we lose them.

I like the way the light from the street lamps falls upon the deserted road. I like the sound of my shoes scuffling to the symphony of the night. I like the way everything's all silent, and I can hear myself breathe. I like the way the chilly air clears the fog from my head, and the way it stings my lungs.
I like the night, and the peace it brings.
The voice in my head drives me crazy. It speaks of things I do not wish to hear, it talks of memories forcefully buried. It mocks me and everything I stand for. It celebrates my failures and embarassments, it amplifies my doubts. It fantasies about the impossible, and worries about the certain. It laughs when I cry, it sings when I tear. It destroys any ounce of self-respect, and magnifies every ounce of self-despair.
It picks at the stitching of the doll that's me.
ripped in fr jing. how true.

i'm so lucky to find siok. (:(: shalln't elaborate. honestly, i'm really disgusted. put off. disappointed. how'll you feel if someone's making use of you. like USE. like really really USE. in the past, i used to think that crescent's "courtesy, generousity, sincerity" is nothing but bullshit.but now, you'll really feel that there're people who're much much worse than us. ok i know i sound like i'm giving some sermon. but when you see the behaviour, who won't get put off. like who can stand it. :):) anw, i still miss volley. like a lot. and i still miss my cj friends like really a lot. and my crescent friends, like a whole mountain loads.

my work is pilling up.
and i've yet to eat at griller.
one day.

i'm so going to screw up that interview full time. like tada. i'm out. crap.
:::contemplated:::

today's pretty screwed. but oh wells. it's not bad. was laughing throughout chem lec about jacky chan look alike. (chem teacher).
chem pract was bad. couldn't finish my pract as usual. got a spoit burette. spilled kmno4 on my shirt. ended up copying my pract's reading cos mine's way offf. like offfff. tell me how am i going ot pass my spa. it's not tt i dunno. it's just that when i'm doing e pract my mind's so cramped up that i can't even think. so much for good exam skills.
no mentoring. so slacked in canteen. missed some talk. which was supposed to be important. stained my shirt yet again with choc from the tissue prata. stained my shirt in the morning by some funny curry sauce. then got oil stains that can't b washed out.
talk about keeping my uniform clean. less than 3 mths and it's like dirtied all over.
everyone's so sd (sian diao). the running for council things is ruining everyone. thank goodness i din even try.
:::contemplated:::

this is bad. i tink i'm going to fail my bio test despite knowing e qns. i'm in a failing test spree. tada! so much for studying hard.
anw, went waterpolo n totally disgraced myself. shalln't elaborate. thanks to ena encouragement of telling me tt got pple swim v slowly, and in e end i'm like e slowesttttt! ahahhahaa. im still piss w e fact tt ena n i wanted to join touch badly, and we actually din not think about call EACH OTHER!!! until NOW! which is like too late. fated la.
anw, gd luck xy for ur bowling
met xinlin, and once again she's making me jealous. too much. honestly, i'm happy for her. (:(:
talk abt superficial. sa is really an eye opener.
anw, linda's mad abt lovergirl. hahahahaha. i must blog this down to irritate her... (:(:
:::contemplated:::

mentoring like waste of time today. hahahhaa. anw, sa food is oh so nice. beams*
out w linda, jade, reb aft sch. too bad miao wasn't here. rotted ard. and talked for a while. suppose to look for mother's day pres, but ended up buying a pencil box for ourselves instead. but we got e same pencil boxxxx. which i discover it's too small. hahaha. too bad reb nv buy. suppoed to meet nessa (e one fr cj), but she nv come. tsk. tooo much.
went tbp and bought flowers for my mum. linda's tooo much. make e aunty take e flower in and putting it bc.
then went griller to see my future wife.. hahahahahhaha. jade and linda's gona be so jealous. hahahahhaha. hurry go eat griller with meeeeeeeeee! beams*
:::contemplated:::

mon was pretty nice at sentosa. (:(: got a bit burnt. hahahahha. oh wells.
Linda's so sweet. thankssss. but a yellow envelope would be nicer. haha.
anw, sa's quite nice. :) esp with siok fooling ard and all. yupps.
:::contemplated:::

did flag day today. was at orchard. ang mors are so stingy. this woman with such a huge diamond ring refuse to donate a single cent. yuck* such turnoffs. getting sick soon. whinesss. mon sentosa with cj friends. :):) beams. saw pple playing fun touch at taka. ohwelllllsssssss. if only i could be part of the team.
where's LINDA. there're just certain things that only linda understands. oh wells.
:::contemplated:::

starfish operation failed badly. somehow i get the whole idea now. whinesssss. :::contemplated:::

i think i'm one of those scary poks that are afraid of bathing and applying medicine after a fall. whinessss. :(:( :::contemplated:::

that fairy story that happened last year end is happening in my class now. siok and i are like stuck in e middle. the only difference is that, it's happening in april of year one.
:::contemplated:::

wednesdays was the most enjoyable and memorable day since the day term 2 started because she went back to cj. she met minhui, xinlin, mabel, xiaoying, the people there, and the people from volley. she really feel like staying there, she really feel like joining volley, and playing the sport once again. she wants to have fun, to be happy, to enjoy schooling. but she cannot. it's really too late. she wants to adapt. to like her current school, but somehow it's all different. maybe if she was in that school for the first 3 months i'll not be like this. maybe she should have done better for her prelims, or maybe she should have done worse for her o levels. maybe God has already planned a nice and smooth path ahead for her in that school. maybe one year plus is just a test. it's just a test of will. maybe one day she'll appreciate what God has given her. Maybe 17 is just not a good year for her. maybe touch rugby will cause her to get retain. maybe mentoring will not be as bad as what she feels. maybe she'll like the horrible kids. maybe she'll enjoy it. maybe she should just stop lying to herself. :::contemplated:::

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song,I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I Love You, I Love You,
Until the end of time
moulin rouge.

my classmates can't stop singing it. oh wells. i'll a sad girl on wed and fri for two years. damn it. :::contemplated:::

if only i was smarter i wouldn't have to join something i don't like just to catch up with my studies. whines.
:::contemplated:::

rugby camp was quite crap. haahhaha. team one came in like last, so we must do 2.4 e next training. i got totally no stamina aft we stopped mass run at crescent. :(:( and the night trail was like lameeeeeee. oh wellsssssssss. but e seniors did put in quite a lot of effort. so ya. i'm tired.

what's wrong with being different. what's wrong. don't i miss crescent and cj.
:::contemplated:::

things just got worse. hope it becomes better. :::contemplated:::

things just got worse. i hope it becomes better. :( :::contemplated:::

so many things had happened that it's not possible to type everything down. wellssss. like what everyone's saying, it's the adapting period.
:::contemplated:::

who understands this empty, lost feeling. i asked for it. now i got it. make the best out of it? within this two years, that's all i can do now. do i have a choice anyway.
:::contemplated:::

follow your heart?
:::contemplated:::

went pool yest w boon, miao, linda, jade. :):) quite fun. hahaha. too bad reb kan can't make it. she's somewhr in sentosa. tsk. reb tan and steph came. then went bk to eat. huiching came to take boon away. hahahaha. then vanessa came. rotted ard and miao and linda left. the rest went ard, bought tix for howls. and saw this crazzzzyyy guy dancing para para like a fool. went to watch and finally ate my pop corns at e expanse of my throat.
show's damn nice. and i'm going to marry mark (the little boy in the movie). hahah. too cute. and the cu shu reb actually ate pop corn and threw the seed at me. toooooo much. then homed. :) was a nice day.

miao: i finally changed the layout. :)
:::contemplated:::

Here without you.
three doors down.

A hundred days have made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separated
They disappear now when I’m dreamin' on your face

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
but tonight girl it’s only you and me

it has been, more than a year.
:::contemplated:::

Here without you.
three doors down.

A hundred days have made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separated
They disappear now when I’m dreamin' on your face

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
but tonight girl it’s only you and me

it has been, more than a year.
:::contemplated:::

went ail hse yesterday for bbq. it was niceeeeeeeeeee! went early to buy food with them. and back to her hse to play bridge. :) anyway. it was kinda fun. although i'm still hungry aft the whole thing. hahahhahaha. xy and xinlin are good cooks. ya. i'll miss them... yupss.

will someone date me?! i'm so bored. hahahhaaha. :::contemplated:::

going ali's hse later. then pool on wed. ( i hope they all can make it.) :):) somehow i miss school, except fahy. at least you'll be occupied then to slack around and rotting in front of the tv. then again. i can read! :):) :::contemplated:::

fuck it. sometimes i just don't understand. why must everything turn around, and it becomes my fault again. screwed. :::contemplated:::

as usual. i'm going to start again. i'll miss volleyball. -whines- every training just holds me back. and sophie jus kinda convinced me that sa sucks like crap. oh wells. maybe it's not a bad choice to stay for cca too. will see how it goes.
anyway, this crazy guy jus called my phone. omg. crazy... crazy.. make friends his head. omg. crazy..
:::contemplated:::

i'll really miss vvvvvvoooooooollllllllllllllllleeeeeeeyyyyyyyy bbbbbbbaaaaaaaalllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. like so so so much. if i ever get into sa vb, i'll b totally diff fr cj's. the people rock. the envt rock. the slackness rock. the seniors are nice. the coach's nice. shalln't comment too much on caroline smith. hahah. nobody gives nobody pressure. :):):) it's just a really nice place. oh man. i'm already missing it like so much. :::contemplated:::

time reveals everything. what may seem like reality in the past is actually superficial. time really shows. looking back, maybe i should have spent my last month in crescent more wisely. maybe i should have looked beyond what appeared to be, and understand the reasons for everything. then again. what's the point now. somehow. i'll really miss my cj friends. they'll all such nice people. it's hard to really know someone in 3months. but it's good in a way i guess. they leave you good memories. :):) i'll really miss them. :::contemplated:::

most of the people i know are staying.. oh wellsssss. i'll really really really miss them. people just come and go.
anyway, crashed ac today! met reb kan there, a pleasant surprise. got lost and shirrin and gloria appeared out of the blue and saved me. met vanessa and charlotte. rotted ard. got caught for tucking out shirt. huh... crashed buddy's bio class. :):) there's a girl called eunice too. crashed davina's f-maths and got CAUGHT. the teacher was nagging and giving us a lecture. but in e end let us go. oh wellssss. :) ac is a nice place aft all. minus the money minded part.
come to think of it, i've to go through the exact feeling of how i felt when i left crescent all over again. and it sucks. oh wells. people move on. hope we'll keep in touch. :::contemplated:::

this jae thing is like realllllyyyyy dumb. spent a total of 3.5 hr trying to register for a jc. was like doing it till one, and then woke up at 6 plus to register it again. it kept saying the sever is down or there's a high usage jam. so much for moe trying to be more high tech. it simply pisses people off.
pon sch today. which means i'll have ta do detention. serp fly plane me, din go ac with me. but ya, she's tired, so am i. hahaha. i'm going to sleep again. shall see if dear reb has woken up aft i wake up, and see if we still can crash. oh wells. should have just gone to sch...

went back to take results yest. was so freaked out. can't even sleep. haahhaa. i'm happy with my results. studied like shit. so ya. :):) but i was expecting something much worse. god's grace. i prayed.

miao, linda, sally crushed cj today! i tink june and i are really terrible hosts. sorry..

shud i stay or not? i admit that i'll miss cj. but people move on. should i.. :::contemplated:::

i'm so so so disgusted. guys should all be extinct. like vanish from the world or smth. sick.
oh wellssssss. friends? how long will they last? :::contemplated:::

i'm so so so disgusted. guys should all be extinct. like vanish from the world or smth. sick.
oh wellssssss. friends? how long will they last? :::contemplated:::

i'm like adicted to bridge. it's so addictiveeeee. :):) i love bridge.
why can't results be tmr. i'm losing the mood to study, and i'm like losing my notes and all. hahahaha. wat's new. now i don't have linDA and mary to find notes for me. rem last time in crescent i lose everything, and tada, there's photocopying auntie. cj's photocopy shop seems to be forever having a lunch break.
just discovered that i got a really sad and broken childhood. thanks to xinlin. hahahaha. it movitated me to go crescent anyway. and i never regretted it. :):)
:::contemplated:::

although it seems a bit irrelevant, i must pen it down. the grandfather ice-cream is so niceeeeee. wanted to pay him a dollor but he insisted of charging me the usual 40cents. hahahahahha. is guess i'm right to say that some things just nv change. results on friday. i'm gona die... :::contemplated:::

although it seems a bit irrelevant, i must pen it down. the grandfather ice-cream is so niceeeeee. wanted to pay him a dollor but he insisted of charging me the usual 40cents. hahahahahha. is guess i'm right to say that some things just nv change. results on friday. i'm gona die... :::contemplated:::

why's everyone so depressed. i think i'm dumb. i think i'm mad. maybe everyone should smile, then no one will look sad anymore. maybe we shouldn't have faces. no. we shouldn't have eyes. then you can tell if any one is sad or happy. no. we shouldn't have faces. it's better. then there'll be no ugly and pretty people. it's 1242. i think i'm talking rubbish. we should all cry. then everyone will feel better. yes. we should all cry. i think buddy said that. i still remember her. i wonder if she still remembers me. yes. we should all cry. :::contemplated:::

why's everyone so depressed. i think i'm dumb. i think i'm mad. maybe everyone should smile, then no one will look sad anymore. maybe we shouldn't have faces. no. we shouldn't have eyes. then you can tell if any one is sad or happy. no. we shouldn't have faces. it's better. then there'll be no ugly and pretty people. it's 1242. i think i'm talking rubbish. we should all cry. then everyone will feel better. yes. we should all cry. i think buddy said that. i still remember her. i wonder if she still remembers me. yes. we should all cry. :::contemplated:::

why's everyone so depressed. i think i'm dumb. i think i'm mad. maybe everyone should smile, then no one will look sad anymore. maybe we shouldn't have faces. no. we shouldn't have eyes. then you can tell if any one is sad or happy. no. we shouldn't have faces. it's better. then there'll be no ugly and pretty people. it's 1242. i think i'm talking rubbish. we should all cry. then everyone will feel better. yes. we should all cry. i think buddy said that. i still remember her. i wonder if she still remembers me. yes. we should all cry. :::contemplated:::

why's everyone so depressed. i think i'm dumb. i think i'm mad. maybe everyone should smile, then no one will look sad anymore. maybe we shouldn't have faces. no. we shouldn't have eyes. then you can tell if any one is sad or happy. no. we shouldn't have faces. it's better. then there'll be no ugly and pretty people. it's 1242. i think i'm talking rubbish. we should all cry. then everyone will feel better. yes. we should all cry. i think buddy said that. i still remember her. i wonder if she still remembers me. yes. we should all cry. :::contemplated:::

woke up at 11. went to meet xinlin to go sa funfair. went queensway, met maurice. walked queens awhile. too bus thr. met loads of pple. :):):) yeah! ate hot dog, fried icecream, ice lemon tea, mineral water and what have you... met oslyn, met dang. she was alone.. hahaha. played volleyball w sa pple. maurice, oslyn left to meet fren, dang to meet her fren*. oslyn gave us the remaining coupons. (thanks!) met dorris and xiwang. played archery. ( is tt how u spell it). i shot nothing. and coconut bowl. hahah. rotted ard. heard they dung their principal. like brother paul will ever let us do tt. went bc queens with xinlin. she bought a damn freaking nicccceeee volleyball. i'm jealous. oh wells. it was a fun day. the only regret: i din go jj to meet linDA, jade and miao. :(

there's volley tmr. :)
hey pple, go sa fun fair!
i'm dying of insomia. oh wells wells wells. like wat's new.
:::contemplated:::

mary left me. :(:( xiao ying took her place. :) i miss mary. hahaha. and the lame stuff we talk in class, and e bitching abt fahy, bitching abt mrs toh and her nv changing skirt, and the rolling of eyes at pple...... one month with mary. i will surely miss her. jos is right. mary is not as innocent as she looks. ha. since it's lent i'll be very nice to xiaoying.
(jade: i rem i told u smth like tt last yr. hahahha. at least i tried ok. :))

it just keeps on playing in my mind. hui's fault. ha. :)

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

then again, everyone seems to be leaving...
:::contemplated:::

Boulevard of broken dreams

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard. of broken dreams
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find
Till then I'll walk alone
tada. like what's new anyway.
:::contemplated:::

school was killing me on friday. freaking boring, and i was like pratically falling asleep in tutorials and lectures. was late for church in the morning. hahaaha. the bus ran off w/o me. met mabel and by the time we went in, it was gospel. oppss. was dosing off during gp, but luckily managed to complete the compre. damn hard. it's abt the study of "love". like who the heck cares. aft sch went training. only ten girls. the rest ponned. including dearest june, who happily came and tell me she's not going. haiya. too much. went volley with xinlin. trained with her frens and all.
went ps to meet boon, hui, teng, june(but she went off shortly aft i came). on my way, met bingxuan. he grew taller. i'm so jealous. then ate and went airport.
took train thr. had a funny time in the train. hahhaahha. too funnny. missed our stop. so went bc. met jingxuan. that bitch was suaning me like mad, and she didn't cry. :( hui,jes,teng made this niceeee powerpt for her. so sweet. took photos.. and finally she left. yupps. i'll really miss her. she shud be in australia by now.. and jes mum sent us home. (thanks!).
reached home at ard 11. was locked out for a while. was blasted by my mum at the door, and she continued her lecture for another hour plus. went to bed in a damn bad mood. oh wells. i miss jingxuan.
:::contemplated:::

oh wellls. i'm bored.
:::contemplated:::

cny eve was alright. quite nice i think. went cj in the morning, and discovered tt i was late for mass. dragged mabel w me. met maurice, mary and pple thr. they gave us orange and choc. but gave them to la. (which i regretted aft tt). hahaha. the concert was boring. we were quite hyper i think. who says people who laughs can't be depress. oh wells. it's another story.
have "lo hae" for pot luck. ate some food. but not enuf leh. momo's sushi is damn nice. la and mabel came over. and ate. tsk tsk. left halfway to crescent.
by tt time i went, sch ended liao. met my dearest frens. i simply love them. :):) went town.
i miss LINDA. (hailin's new english name). hahahah. love loads. :::contemplated:::

she's like the sweetest and nicest girl i ever met in my life. hahahhaa. :::contemplated:::

supposed to go out w jx, wj and hui today but in e end only hui came. jx's down w sore throat, flu. wj seemed sick too. did go out w jade, but oh wells. had HUI!!! had a gd time. :):):) took neos. ate. help her search for her clothes and stuff. hahah. don't i just love her. :)

anyway. i feel damn guilty. oh wells. -slaps face-. me and my god damn mouth. sorry. :::contemplated:::

bought new shoes. wanted the grey reebok one, but both shops don't have my size. bought a new balance shoes again. i'll learn to like it. things are just like..argh. blehx. :::contemplated:::

on my way home. stopped by to eat the "grandfather icecream". to think he still remembers me, and that as usual... he still thinks i'm sec one. for the past three years i've been correcting him. but somehow. this time, i'm actually liked him to refer me as a sec one student. some things just never change. he asked where are the rest of my friends (most probably hailin and jade). seeeee. he remembers you guys too. :):) the icecream still taste quite the same, except that he added choc chips. and except that i'm eating alone this time. four years of eating ice cream days just seemed to pass so quickly..... :::contemplated:::

Broken dreams. (Green day)

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone.

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk aloneI walk aloneI walk aloneI walk alone.

Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

:::contemplated:::

went for class bbq at anchorage. reached at ard seven. played swing and volleyball. the rest cook. hahah.ate damn a lot of satays. attempted to help bbq-ing. but jus cannot make it. ate satays, one chicken wing, one hot dogs, one crab stick, damn a lot of marshmellows. my poor fellow classmates keep cooking, and i keep eating. hhahahhaa. played zhong ji mi ma. my luck is like really bad. kana tt disgusting pump of stuff twice. jinxed la. (miao & la shud understand.) took photos. but i forgot to bring my cam. so. too bad. used other pple's. met cynthia. :):):) oh. and i discovered the trick to "black magic". i admit i'm slow. they almost died aft trying blue, white, red magic as well. hahaha. tada. the bbq rocks. :):). :::contemplated:::

what happens if you become a burden when you don't even intend to be.
would things be a lot better if i have not existed.
i believe it would be.
anyway. volleyball rocks my world. :) :::contemplated:::

my family shattered.
in cj, there's pratically no one to talk to. i miss crescent.
:::contemplated:::

the surf and sweat application is closed! -screams-

What goes around, comes around.
What goes up, must come down.
It's called Karma baby.
And it goes around.
What goes around, comes around
What goes up, must comes down.

it's true. what goes around, does come around. :::contemplated:::

i admit that i'm getting attached to cj. the pple thr are generally nice. my class is not too bad. got into volleyball!! i'm like damn happy la. -grins grins grins- went out w wj and jx on tue. ate, took neos. ordinary but that was on of my happiest moments in 2005. don't i just love them. :):):):):)

intensive training fr aft sch to ard 630 - 7. this sunday taking part in sentosa beach volley. we're just going to disgrace ourselves. all those who are there and won't mind acknowedging me... do come and say "hi" ok. i really miss you guys. so so much. life just isn't as nice as crescent. but. i admit i'm starting to adapt. :) :::contemplated:::

went volly selections today. hope i can get in. among 40 plus pple, only half will remain. the competition is tough. tot i saw among my grp only one got selected. oh wells. obviously it's xinlin. the tall people always have an upper hand in sports. must pray hard. mon results. lack the click. :::contemplated:::

my school rocks. class rocks. NO PUN INTENDED AT ALL. understand? :::contemplated:::

i'm starting to like cj. but the progress is slow. the dragon boating, the campfire. pyro won by the way. and that's my hse! hahahha. read pple's blog. it seems that everyone's having fun. i feel hapy for them. my classmates are nice pple. i still miss crescent. and it'll never change. i seems that everyone's having fun. and soon crescent will drift out of their mind. soon. verysoon. people will start forgetting each other. i can see it happening right in front of my eyes. people just come and go. it's a fact that we're forced to accept. :::contemplated:::

cj was damn boring. we were really so so so bored. the sch is so so so run down. it's like peeling and tumbling down like any moment. the only good thing is that the hall has air con. it's even smaller than crescent. the only one in my grp from crescent. blehx. it wasn't pleasent at all. oh wells. what can i say. :::contemplated:::

year 2004 has been eventful. and i hope year 2005 will be even better. thanks to all for making a difference in my life.
mum and sis: thanks for everything. i value both of you all a lot.
father:i don't remember talking to your for more than 5 mins in a day throughout the year. maybe next year it'll better.

miao: you've been a great "xiao mei xiao" and seen me through my ups and downs. thanks a lot. no amount of words can express it all.
hailin: the best partner one can find in the world. i'll miss every bit of you. thanks for always making my day.
jade: a great listener. i appreciate you. thanks loads.
rebecca tan: hat seller and hat hair!!! i'll always remember you. esp the bitchy part. hahahahah. thankssssss.
serping: rainbow rocks our world! follow god's word and god bless you.
josephine: where can i find such a lame friend. i wonder what she does to entertain herself. you've been great! ahahha.
laura: it's been great knowing you. same school next year! hope we won't drift. thanks a million.
serene: my buddy. and i'll always remain that way. thanks.
cindy: my zhi ji. thanks.

boon and rebecca kan: pool simply rocks our world! it's great to have you guys around during the holis. thanks thanks thanks.
wenjun, jingxuan, hui hui: i'm glad that we're still in touch. i just love you guys! hahahaha.
michelle: my tution pal. hahahhaa. we have fun. that's why our maths is still so poor.haha. thanks for being around.

kachee, shuling: the best senior one can ever have. hahahahahhaa. all the crapping can reach the sky. thanks.
rachel and rowena: great juniors. fast to learn. i'm proud of you guys. :):) my fellow ava crew: great time with you pple. our cooperation in events were almost flawless. i mentioned ALMOST. hahahhaa. will miss you all.

4G1: a class you'll not forget. thanks pple.

the all the people who made a difference. a huge THANK YOU. :::contemplated:::