
I am 38 weeks and 4 days today. Tomorrow is the day that we will be inducing our little Aubrey. Tomorrow. In just hours. Oh my!! This is such a bittersweet time for me. I have loved being pregnant and with this likely being the last time I will be, I am a little sad it's about to be over. Sure I have griped and complained at times. Let's face it, there are plenty of pains and
inconveniences that just aren't that fun. I have only gained 22 pounds, but right about now it feels like I've gained 100. Getting up and down has gotten harder and holding Reid has gotten quite a bit more difficult. Frankly, I am so tired of going to the bathroom. I have been waking up every 2 hours to go at night. However, one of the things I will miss
so much is feeling these baby kicks inside of me. This is just a feeling that is completely amazing. Aubrey seems to be curled up pretty tight and loves kicking me on my right side, especially near my hip bone! I am getting more and more anxious about the days ahead. There is just so much unknown and I am trying hard to just sit back and relax knowing it will all work out. I am nervous about how Aubrey's kidney will be when she's born...and what about her ears? Will they be fully formed? I am not looking forward to all the testing she will need to monitor the kidney during her first few years. I am also not looking forward to giving my baby medicine for the first year to help prevent kidney infection. I do need to be thankful though. For all we know, she is a healthy little girl. Regardless, she is made perfect and I really am thankful that God has chosen to bless us with another child. "I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;" Psalm 139:14