Sunday, February 27, 2005
10:14 PM
Jiejie returned from Belgium!!!!Hahhaha..yippy..went fetched her from the Terminal just now.Ate at Swensen's too..my lst meal of the day.But i'm happy for this period.It's my sis.She's back.Hahha..havent seen her for a week.=]I gave her the birthady present i got for her(it's a belated one since she was in Belgium during that time->24th Feb)..i'm glad she liked it..a blue color gem + a teeny weeny diamond pendant with a necklace..hehehe..i scrimped and saved for that..mind you..hahahhaha..money dun just come falling from the sky..hehe

She bought back lotsa goodies for us to eat..those yummy looking cakes and biscuits..whoohoo..-grinz- i ate chocolates too..think it's the "reason" for me to be happier now..hehehhe..so nice..usually i dun take that much of chocos..so today..it's a "break"..=p

Smurfs!!!I got a smurf soft toy!!!Kawaii..i like sia!!! Tintin pencil case!!!Wahahaha..all originated from Belgium she said..so cool..Then there's this bearbear she got..so comfy!!!I got this new crystal earring from her too..whooha!!! There's pictures she took from Brussels..whoa..the scenery..got snow wor..how i wished i could go with her too..wahahaha..

Currently rushing CANI..bench marking tommorow..haiz..my modelling sucks big time..someone help me..hahahaha..i'm a dreamer.. XD

Jie's leaving for Jakarta later..hai..it's like i only get to see her for hours and she will be flying overseas again..so sianz..that will be another 5 more days without her again..life sucks..=p



2:14 PM
Haven't been blogging for days.Sis haven been around for 1 week.I missed her so.The assignments that i'm stressing about are still not over..and i've been sleeping late for the past few weeks.I'm currently aching all over.I slept only at 6am this morning.Hai.For me myself being such a dumb ass.I overwrite my actual file while saving it to the thumb drive.Darn.And all work is gone.Therefore,the only remedy is to redo everything as fast as possible.Since i havent started CANI modeling.Hai.

I was given shit again yesterday.Dear president called and asked if my keys were the actual one.I couldn't answer and before i could say anything,he hung up on me,leaving something like "Don't ever talk to me again."...Oh right,fine.Whatever.I cant care much either.It's not me who doesn't want to get back the key.The problem doesn't lies with me.How does it feel when you have to continously asked a person for the thing that is to be returned.And not kept for i dunno what purpose.I dun wan to be seen as if i'm so desperate for the damn key.It's just a key.Come on.Get that on your head.

You see?Well,though i dun care much less about the stupid key,as long as i can get in when i need to,it's fine with me.I cant seem to understand what's going on in the seniors' mind ah.They want create mess/trouble is it?

If the answer is yes..just dun involve me anymore..darn.Now i get all the shit.SHIT.I hate all of you.



Tuesday, February 22, 2005
11:12 PM
Argh.I've stressing over assignments for the whole of last and this week.It will continue..i know it will.Darn.And union stuff is giving me more headache.Sometimes i wondered if it would be better if i din join union.I'm really starting to hate that place.I hate people from there.Not all.But that lot.How i wished that i could dig a hole and stay there.Bloody hell.

Back to my load of work.DEUI due on Fri,and i havent started at all.AT ALL.WTF.I'm thinking twice about my capability.I cant hold on anymore.It's really so depressing to not know how to do your work.With so many things on my mind.I feel that i could hardly breathe.Hai.Life sucks.It's reality.

I feel like an asshole.

MMSP's over on last Sat.I hate those people who thought they are very intelligent,therefore ordering others around.What rights do they have to do that?Giving unnecessary comments when you dun even know a damn thing.I hate you i hate you.Go die.Drop dead.I hate those who did not do their job and was busy talking.Dun think i cant see.Remember idiot,i'm in the control room.I can see you clearly.Asshole.You son of a gun.

Because of MMSP,i made my twin sad.Darn.She came all the way to deliver the Bento that i love..and all i could do is to finish the food..talked last than half an hour to her and proot..i'm gone to MMSP stuff again.I'm such a failure.Cant i be more sensitive.To think she asked me to stay abit longer and i just told her i really had to go.Maybe i dun deserve her being so nice to me.Since i'm such an insensitive asshole.I'm sorry..=[

I'm getting more and more depressing as the days passes..God..when can i get all my assignments done.



Wednesday, February 16, 2005
7:56 PM
Seriously,i think my mood swing's getting worst.And my mask cant hold my split personality anymore.I'm nuts.You ppl might think i'm being silly now.But right now,at this moment,i feel like breaking down.DARN.Why is this happening to me?I feel so weird..i'm unclear.

Life sucks.



Tuesday, February 15, 2005
11:01 PM
Yeah..reached home not long ago..now i'm all fresh and clean again..hehe..i had a great day..=p Woke up super early today,helped my mummy with the housechores before getting outta the house..hahhaa..with my new shirt,jeans,watch and bag..darn,i forgot the shoes..bleaghs..but it's an idea that i got..Bday must wear new shirt so at least feel happier!!!Wahahha..i got so much sms from my frenz..bday sms..whahahah..Thanks people..you guys rock my world!!!

Went school early today to study for ELIT in union..den i dragged myself to T1755 for test..got my pressie from Sha and Tata..hahahha..a Snoopy Album with photos we have taken last time..so sweet..they written word/comments behind the photos somemore..Wah..it's like..oh my..it's memories..priceless..though there were not much of photographs..it's enough to make me go all..i dunno how to describe sia..i just love this gift..Thanks =p Muacks..Not forgetting the digital card that Sha made for me!!!!Umeda!!!So charming!!!Hahhaa..Thanks to Khairi oso..the panda in the card??Is it a panda??Hahhaha..that's me right??Wahahha..I appreciated it all..=] -huggies- hehehhee..

The test was erm..fine..think i can pass if nothing goes wrong..Hahhaha..but after the test,we proceeded to the lab at Level 3 to do our DEUI ppt slides..that's where they gave me another surprise!!!Cake!!!Hahhaha..Khairi and Minsiang went get the cake i think..we had a great time eating at the benches..=p Well..what can i say..I've got great classmates..wahahahha...envious???Come SP!!!Hhahaha..ya rite..not all lucky like me one lar..whahahha...abit sinful ah..cos lotsa cream and chocolate..whahahha..make me fat again..whahaha..i am fat..hahahhaha..

Went down Union,Faith said they are waiting for me there..hehehe..so i made my way slowly down,due to the backache i had..i dunno why..it's there since morning..bleaghs..pain pain..At Union,i got my pressie from Faith,Jinfang,Liting and Ziyi..my 4 sistas(JF darling)hahahha..A Billabong backpack that i was eyeing last Sat when we went out..Man..i was like.."Wah...isn't that the bag one i wanted..." i was thinking of getting it after Mummy and Daddy give me my Bday money..and now,they have got it for me..whahahaha..I LOVE IT TOO!!!!!

And from what i heard from my sis earlier on while we were eating at ThaiXpress,the thing is there was actually a conspiracy..Faith actually msged my sis..asking her if she's buying for me any Billabong bag for my Bday..hahahha..so that they can get it for me..Sweet of them??Envious again?Dun be..whahahaha..I'm just lucky to have all these frenz ard me..=p in happy or hard times..they are always around me..=] They prepared for me,a Bday cake too!!!Chocolate cake from Han's...whahahaha..that's the same one i had last year..hahahah..they knew i liked that one..Muacks to all..love ya lotsa..A small simple celebration in union exco area..where James,JunYuan,Pu,Faith,Jinfang,Liting and Ziyi sang bday song for me..hahahahha..

Later on..Jiahui came in and i thot she's gonna ask me about publication stuff..like what she said last night in the sms..but it turned out as an excuse to get me down union so she could pass me my gift..wahhahaha..I got an black PMK tee from her and Keat Hong..and a puff from Polar..whahaha..my dear assistant..Boss loves you!!!!! Hahhaha..=p I love Bday..whahaha..gift receiving day..once a year only..=p hehehe..

Ate at Clementi with Mdm Tan later..before rushing down to TBP for dinner with Mum and Sis..wahhahaha..=p -Full- Hahahha..half an hour more and no more bday..whahaha..but i'm contented with all i had in a day..anyway..all my frenz are precious gifts for me..and they are here with me..all thru out the year..whahahah..i'm so lucky..-floats-

Life's a bed of roses for me..at this moment..I love all the pressies i got!!! Thank you again people!!! =p

*I just turned and saw this card on my bed.Opened it up,and i saw that it's from my Sis,a pooh card..with a bracelet inside..hehehe..i love u Jie..*Just to know u ppl know..i immediately gave my sis a kiss on her cheek..* She has given me alot..not only presents but time..care..concern..patience and love..=] I'm really a lucky gal..=p



1:08 AM
Hahaha..it's my Bday today!!!I'm the king for the day liao!!!Wahahhaa..received a tiny angbao from Mummy..hehehe..gonna keep it..in times of emergency,then i can use..whahahaha..

Reached home late today..MMSP rehearsal.I miss Sunny..i miss him.Cos he gave us the instruction for what he wants and that's a plus point for us..we dun have to worry if the outcome is bad..cos he's professional..=p

I'm currently replying to lotsa sms..whahaha..the tee shirt company..my frenz..haha..so busy..and look at the time..so late liao..but still..i'm wide awake..ppl,u can see panda again tml..whahaha..but it's okay..at least i know ppl still remember my Bday..whoopee...hehehe..i'm not a mediocre..whahahaha..

ELIT test tml.I'm worried.Cos i havent studied for it.Wanted to study just now,while waiting for the rehearsal,but i ended up listening to Mike's story again.Hahha..speaking of Mike,it's been so long since i last seen him..hahaha..i miss him and his nonsense..hehehe..

Thanks SY,Quen,RS,Faith,JF,Shasha,Ming,Peiqi,Darell and guys for wishing me..LOVE YOU GUYS...ALL MY FRENZ..

Wish me luck for tml's paper oso..hahahha..Quen,i'm gonna use the pencil case u bought me!!!



Monday, February 14, 2005
12:47 AM
Yeah.I'm now feeling a little cranky,here i am,sitting infront of my sis's laptop,typing with my head bundled up with a blanket like Linus's.Hahahaha...I dunno why i have to do that,but my hair's neater this way,so i can type in peace?Hahhaa..I'm nuts.

Happy Valentine's Day to all!!! Though i dun have anyone to celebrate with,it's fine i think.Hehehe..it's CANI pracical hours later..and i'm dreading it too..bleaghs..i'm gonna sit beside Tata and Shasha..whahaha..i'm gonna look at their com..hehehe..cos i know i will get stuck..heh heh..i'm so useless..boo..

Anyway,the so-called early celebration was not that great,we ended up waiting for hours.Hahha.Not their fault anyway.It's MMSP.Haha.I believe that they dun wanna talk to that stupid sponsor too.Hehehe..so Faith,dun feel bad,i'm okay with it.Hehe..anyway,i got this pink bracelet from Sinyee.Supposingly to bring me luck in my love life huh..hahaha..i hope it works la..hehe..and this Zara top from Manfred,this Billabong ultra super big pencil case.Hahha.Gonna use it real soon.Yeah.I love all the stuff.Hahahaha..Thanks people.Love ya lots.Wahahha..I got to talk alot with SY and Q yesterday.Hahaha..it's like so long since the 3 of us get together..so hahah..i'm really happy over it.

We had dinner at Ramen Ten,where JF,Manfred and I ordered this Raman with the 3 chilli sign indicating the level of hotness..bleaghs.We thot it was nothing.Bleaghs.I nearly died eating that plate of noodle.Hahha..but i enjoyed the day.The fact that SY stayed till the end,JF and Ziyi joined us for dinner.And we crapped.I like this.Hehhehe..Yup,and i saw u too,HuiMian!!!!Hahahha..got miss me not???Wahahha..

I met up with Quen earlier today..Went Flash and Splash at town/orhard first.Saw this great looking guy(shop assistant) in the store..he looks so charming when he flashes the smile -grin- Whoo hoo..so cute..hahahha..but Quen got to go all the way to Citylink branch to get the pants for her bro,cos there's only 1 last one left there..so great of a sis..Hahha..We talked alot today..abt parents and stuff..Banana..love talking to you..and i had a great time too..you take care..see ya real soon..

Hai.It's MMSP rehearsal tomorrow.Gotta stay late again.I'm in charge of the lightings again.Wahahaha..Hope things goes well.

Peace out.



Friday, February 11, 2005
1:43 PM
Hah.After 6hours of struggling(from 8am till now)..hmm..i can proudly say that i've accomplished my MUMI Assignment 2!!!WhoHa!!I'm so sleepy now.Slept around 1plus last night.Hehe..watching vcd "Mulan" with Mummy and Sis.

Will be meeting up with Sinyee,Banana,Faith and guys tml.Haha.Looking forward to it!!!I've read ur blog,Sinyee!Hehehe..be sure my pressie's good wor..whahahaha..okok..i know,i'm so "shameless"...whahahaha..but Sinyee u dun mind rite..no need to fake fake with you one..whahaha..Poor thing,keep getting injuries.What's wrong with you.Must have missed me too much,that's why keep cutting urself..dun do these foolish stuff..=p hehehe..

Sianz.Bday on tues.I realised that bday haven been that fun as i grew older.As the years passed by..it seems that it's getting more and more lonely..why ah???Me being paranoid again???Haiz..but well..all i can say now is that,I'm really super on to seeing my sec sch pals on Sat..a time where we can crap and crap..hehehehe..

Would be visiting Jeremy's place too..he invited us for CNY..yeah..fun fun..



Thursday, February 10, 2005
5:17 PM
Hai.I'm so bored.Bored.I've got nothing to do.Not that i dun have any assignment,the fact i have to go back school tommorow so as to finish up my MUMI assignment.Argh.Sucky.I need more sound effects..how..this is such a headache.

Bleaghs.Only a few hours of visiting yesterday.It's so boring.



Tuesday, February 08, 2005
11:35 PM
Haha..only 20plus minutes to NEw Year~~Whoopee!!! I just woke up not long ago oso..hehe..i'm so excited for tml's activity..=p haha..ya rite..bleaghs..i'm only looking forward to wearing my new clothes and stuff..not the visiting of relatives..haha..erm..i hope i din sound too hostile..but then..it's the truth..our relationship with the aunties and uncles are not that good..so..it's like..i see them only once a year..it's better not to associate too much with them too.Hai.That's my family.Too bad..it's not like those big family..always happy to be together.

Anyway..i still havent done much for MUMI.Darn.And deadline is on the 14th of Feb.Interesting.Hai.Still so much to do.I'm neither here nor there.How.But i think i just try to enjoy the CNY first la.Worry so much also no use.

In a very lazy mood.Dun feel like studying for the ELIT and CANI test.Erm.CANI would be hard to study since it's a practical.I hope that i dun screw up the pract can liao.Hai.I wanna watch Constantine..Keanu Reeves(like wrong ah the name)..haha..think i try find time go watch during the break.If not,i'll wait for the VCD.Haha..

Hmm..HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL PEOPLE OUT THERE!!! Have a great day tomorrow..hehehe..and collect as many angbaos as possible..=p



Monday, February 07, 2005
9:11 AM
Blah.Dumb dumb.Got to school early,hoping to do a little for MUMI..but due to the presentations for the yr3s..i couldn't do anything..and worst of all,the sounds that i imported into the stupid program were all distorted.Shit.

Now i have to start from scratch again.Though i din do much either the last time.But it's still hard work wor.Damn it.Helll to MUMI.

Yeah..CNY coming very very soon le..i've gotten most of my stuff..a checklist here..

-PMK Skirt & Tees
-Bum Jeans
-Adidas Sneakers
-Adidas Bag

Hmm..now i'll have to wait and wait till we can access the lab at ard 11-12?Hai..



1:00 AM
Haha..i just got back from the MMSP camp today.At ard 750am,i got home.Haiz.Actually din do much at the camp.The nightwalk was cancelled last minute due to some "problem"..sad..in the end,everyone squeezed into the pathetic SAC..haiz..but anyway..i got a new pair of skirt from my sis..got it before going to the camp.HOHO..new clothes..whee..=p

I din sleep the whole of Saturaday night.I knew i'm tired.But i just couldn't get myself to sleep.It was an torture.Cos the body was calling out for help.Hunger in the middle of the night.Luckily we had the instant noodle at 6am in the morning.If not,i would have died.

I got an new Adidas sling bag for CNY.Hmm..i've been spending alot recently..time to cut down on the expenses.Else,i would really suffer..sooner or later..

I felt so dumb on Fri.That scary lecturer told me my clip is not sychronized with the audio..bleaghs..i felt so stupid.I reached home at ard 1plus that day.Yah.1am plus.I din go clubbing or what.I stayed back in school to do a little of the CNY decoration.Then,i met up with my sis for dinner..super late one.Haiz..God..i'm so tired..

I'm looking forward to CNY.Cos after CNY,i'll be meeting Sinyee and guys on the 12th..whoopee..but the sad thing is,we cant celebrate my bday on the actual day.It will be 3days in advance?But nvm la..meeting them is already a good thing for me..hehe..i miss them all..Sinyee..u got miss me?Haha..Even if you dun..dun tell me..haha..

2 more days to CNY.GONG XI GONG XI!!!



Wednesday, February 02, 2005
1:34 AM
Heh!Finally handed in that crappy CANI assignment.But cant relax too.IWED's theory paper's due on this coming Friday..and then,we have this ELIT assignment which we havent even touched.No offence to anyone.It's just that we are too filled with work le.

Haiz.Lecturers,do you see us getting thinner and thinner?Darker eye ring?Have some pity on us..so many things to do but so little time.I cant breathe~i'm suffocating.Bleaghs.

Anyway,rushed down to Hair Graphics after "throwing" that stupid CD into Issac's(that's my lecturer's name) letterbox.Why such a rush?Because my sis had helped me made an appointment with Pauline for a haircut.She hate my previous(it's thinner now) hair..well..i din like it that much either..and so,she got me to go down to Pauline's saloon for a new haircut~It's been quite some time since i last went down there.Having someone to wash your hair for you is fun.To see the foam stuff..hehe..i enjoyed the cut.I like the way my hair smell after the hair(the shampoo i think and the styling cream they used) and the way after my hair was blow dry..it's like..straight..super straight and neat..but erm...now,it's not as nice as what Pauline had done,since i've washed my hair again.And i dunno how to make it the way it looked like hours ago..haha..but nevertheless,i like my hair now.Less messy.More volume.-Thumbs Up- for Pauline!

Mum went with me to TBP at 7plus,got my new sneakers.The "campus" series..cos i really cant find the desired pair.Anyway,this one is cool as well..light brown with white stripes.Yeah.Gonna wear it for CNY.I just love CNY.It's the best excuse for me to get new stuff etc..hohoho..it's even better than Xmas..hehehe..

Was supposed to meet up with Sinyee today(yes..it's Wed) at 340pm..but then,she will be having this project thingy..and so,it's cancelled..i will only be seeing her on the 12th Feb..Haiz..10 more days to go..

Yawn..sleepy le..good nite people..sleep tight =]



 

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