What is it about the Christmas season that makes a person all gushy (is that a word?) Like the second you open the tree box full of branches and hear the Christmas music playing in the back, that your heart skips a beat and no matter what is going on you feel giddy with excitement. This year we had lots of 'helpers'! Finn wanted so badly to climb on the step stool with Tadd and help put the lights on the tree.

Selah was eager to put the ornaments on and did quite well I might add. Although all the ornaments were jumbled in one central area, but that was OK. Now whenever I look at it, it makes me smile.
And Finn joined in the decorating too. Mostly we were just cautious that he didn't break any ornaments or pull the tree down in the process :)
Selah got to help put the angel on the top this year.
Most people know me as not a very sentimental type person, don't cry at movies very often, can remain strong during intense situations if necessary, in other words a great stuffer of emotions. Ha! But, Christmas always makes me all teary. Maybe its the memories of past years' events that we remember as we are doing similar things the next year. Or the smells and sounds around us that make us remember things of the past. And this year is one of the same.
I am trying to pause more in life and soak up the moments. It was one of the things I told myself after Laynie passed away that I was going to get better at. Hold my kids longer, stop and enjoy each moment, each minute of the day. So as we were getting our home ready for the holiday and time draws closer to the day of remembering our Savior's birth, I pause and remember past years, past moments...
Last year at Christmas...
and the year before that...(a side note: this is a present from Selah's birthmom that she loved the first time she received it and this year when we got it out of the box of decorations once again, she picked it up and hugged it close to her chest and said "I missed you so much!" She was so HAPPY to see her friend again! And we have been listening to him every since, as he plays a Christmas version of Shout as we all dance along)
And the year before that. Our last Christmas with Laynie. We didn't know it at the time...moments...
the pictures that take your breath away, because at any moment....
it could be your last...and we need to hold on to those we love, show them we care, tell them we love them...life passes in the blink of an eye...
So this Christmas my prayer for you is that you can experience the peace that only God can grant you. That you can feel the love of Jesus Christ. That no matter what may be going on in your life whether you are experiencing the struggles of raising children, burdens with providing for your family, a marriage that is struggling to unite, relationships that are strained, the heartache of a loved one who is gone, sickness, or so many other struggles in life...that you can remember that ALL things work together for GOOD to those who love HIM, to those who are called according to HIS PURPOSE! I find so much comfort in our family's theme verse because I have found nothing to be more true. Our family has so much to be thankful for. God has been good to us this year and all the years before. And even though at specific moments in my life things didn't always seem "good", My God knew what was best for me and worked all things towards His purpose and grew me closer to Him! And for that I praise His High and Holy Name! We have a peace and love from a Father that NEVER ends! May you find rest this Christmas.
Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” Matthew 11:28-30
We love you all! Merry Christmas!