NS

sian lke fuck..

I got posted to NDU. my nightmare and something which i wished not to happen..=.=
Who tell me act clever tell the idiot i interested to go..=.= now regret lke fuck liao..

27/9..
mux learn hw to swim le..=.=fucking hell..=.=

Fuck Shit!

I've began to contemplate whether to work anot for these remaining days till NS..

Y many ppl ask.

The $ dun matters to me nt bcause I'm rich bt bcause I'll lke to fully enjoy these few months doing things that I've liked to do and most likely wun be able to do so after NS

I've prepared to either sign on to allow me to further my studies or work 1st study later.

So Aft Ns, everything will be what many working adults are doing. work home slp work home slp. if adding in a p/t diploma, work study home slp work study home slp. I guess there's no longer any time for me to enjoy these things such as hanging by the laptop whole day surfing net, chatting wif people, playing bball as n wen i like which I really considered to be luxury.

So dun b surprised i ended up income-less for these few months.

Decision..

Time to made a decision tt i wun regret.

Unfit

Cnnt run,push up,sit up..jialat liao..

1 week of intensive programme myself..

hope it'll get some effect..=(

Reality

Sian..the thought of NS haunt me aft VA.I tink i dun suit it n yet i wanna try..=.=

Since young,I've been a rather paranoid kid. Crossing overhead bridge scare the bridge will fall, take boat scare boat capsize, almost everything tt u can tink of, i can tink of at a young age..

Super sian lor.. I need to stop being so paranoid..=.= Everything i'm so paranoid..=.=Failure!

假装幸福:

我努力假装的幸福骗了谁,

流不流眼泪心都一样在醉,

我用一张笑脸做陪。越快乐越伤悲,

天都不忍心对我责备

我努力假装的幸福骗了谁,

连不想微笑都会觉得有

罪,我用一张笑脸沉睡。

在梦中再疲惫,没有

谁可以拯救我的心碎

Coming to an end!

Ok. left wif last week of sch n UT3 + fyp ppt before i officially siam from RP.. 3 years of wonderful memories be it good or bad will always be in my heart.

It's here where I knew how competitive basketball can get, how incompetent i am in certain aspects and how to play basketball my way.. haha..

It's here where i get to know quite a few good frens and i tink we'll keep in contact over the many years to come.

It's here where I meet "?" that I knew that feelings for that other gal had already fade since long time ago.

It's here where I suffer a few humiliation of my life which I tink will spur me on well in the roads ahead.

Anyway i tio the vocational assessment for NDU or so-called i heard. a good chance to explore the outside world and hopefully i can get in la..cause i realli wanted to get into commandos or NDU although i always deny la..haha...

Talk is cheap.

Jux realise tt I'm still stuck in certain espect of thinking 4 years back. My lifestyle, my way of live.

To progress, we've to change..its the only way.

Making my 1st step out.. Go for bball trg..ahahaha..

Jiayou TY.Jiayou!

Never take a break cause others are still working!

Mentality!