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Finally uploaded those pics that i took last week at Westmall.. where weilian and kelly had their autograph session. Haha.. i'm not those crazy fanz of theirs..but was there with family. Sis wanna get his autograph cos she's supporting weilian's singles. He's gd despite him being blind. One of God's gift i believe.

Got home from school.. really tired but still gotta do tutorials later and give tuition. what i can do? sigh.. tt's life i guess.

Joseph Priestley

I have always been delighted at the prospect of a new day, a fresh try, one more start, with perhaps a bit of magic waiting somewhere behind the morning.

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kelly~ u see that hand.. not mine though. ahha..juz happen to be there when i snap..haha 

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kelly saying hi while signing.. 

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they're saying goodbye~ kelly so happy.. her fans are screaming for her like crazy..!!! 

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haha.. look at ruth.. haha 

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haha.. they're acting cute.. cheering for weilian!! 

1:24 PM

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its derrick!!! but abit blurrie 

1:22 PM

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kelvin weilian.. u see.. i told u he's cute. ahah..  

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kelly..u guys realised she always like to stand with her legs open? not nice lor.. but her face pretty pretty 

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Went shopping at IMM today with family.At first intended to go Carefour.. but change destination after consideration for the distance. Hee.. was great..becos we had yummy food at BayStreet21 Restaurant.. nice food makes me happy! =) hee.. but i guess i shld take note of my appetite and try to slim down. Wore something more fitting today and my mum laugh at me when she sees my tummy fats.. ahah. And my brother started to pinch those fats at my tummy. hahha.. was kinda funny but not that funny when u realised that indeed ur tummy fats are bulging out and looking quite obvious. no way u can hide them. But .. food can make me happy. I promise, i will eat but watch what i eat and the amt i eat and the time i eat..so no more suppers. erm.. and to someone.. sigh.. can't go supper with u already.. although i promised u the otherday. dinner ok? ;) hee.. today went shopping at IMM Giant.. bought sth for someone. looking forward to thursday or friday!!

Tomorrow is bluey mondays!! argh.. marathon of lessons.. here i COMe!!!!

Henry C. Blinn

Begin today! No matter how feeble the light, let it shine as best it may. The world may need just that quality of light which you have.

10:06 PM

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how sweet and cute ;P 

10:04 PM

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love 

9:07 PM

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Things' gonna be better.
Even when u feel sad,
believe someone will be there.

Things' gonna be better.
If u feel like giving up and leave,
never think of it cos even if,
u have friends who will be there.

Things' gonna be better, my dear.
Cos u know i will be here.
To be there for ya..Always.

Smiley Blanton

Love is the immortal flow of energy that nourishes, extends and preserves. Its eternal goal is life.

8:48 PM

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This week hasn't been better. Feeling very tired now after tuition. Tml got make up maths lec... come on!! its Saturday leh.. still got lesson. Sigh.. i'm gonna suffer from depression. These few days fa hua chi again le.. ahha.. but maybe it'll make life more interesting.. looking forward to next wed..but not looking forward to week 7 which is two more weeks from now. got four tests in that week!!!! freAK!! 4!! hai.. two on tuesday, one on wed, one on friday, Why i so ming ku de? hai.....

Orison Swett Marden

Most of our obstacles would melt away if, instead of cowering before them, we should make up our minds to walk boldly through them.

7:48 PM

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today, i left sch early. Not becos i have sth on. But becos i got stomach cramps!!!!!!!!!!!! HAiyooo...pain like crazy.. was afraid history repeats itself. scared i faint.. so decided to go home. Skipped forensic science and 2004 tutorial.. sigh.. i like both lessons. today got special speaker for forensic somemore.. wasted manz.. and 2004 i got problem for the tut.. did yesterday lor.. ahah..surprisely due to someone's pressure, i did it!!!! aahah.. but wasted i din go for tutorial.. really cannot take it. Now feeling better after taking the pink panadol and taking a 4hrs nap. yeah.. and in 15 min time having my tuition. Later got superstar specials.. yeah!! but gonna miss 30 min of it.. as usual.. but bu yong jing.. tml no tut..today can relax abit. hao!!

James Gordon

It's not that some people have willpower and some don't. It's that some people are ready to change and others are not.

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ahha.. they very cute right.. esp weilian.. =P 

9:53 PM

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like this pic.. xinhui and junyang both got their shi li.. hope they can chu zuan ji someday.. i confirm buy.. wun go internet dl de.. *promise* jia u..!! haha =P 

9:49 PM

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saw all of them today.. and again, silver is wearing a jacket to cover her fats.. not in this pic i found in the webby though.. hopefully can post the photos i took someday. Weichong hair is very bao zha today.. all standing up. Weijian derrick as usual got many many supporters.Saw weilian sis wis a xiao ding dang. Junyang parents were there too.. wif jy fan club and woodstock. They rawks!! 

9:45 PM

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Weilian the superstar!!!!!!! 

9:36 PM

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went to watch the supertars today at westmall with mummy they all. Sis wanna get weilian's signature for his singles. Ahaha.. quite nice ba.. except for the weather. although everyone has umbrella, all of us juz get drenched. Becos ppl's umbrella around u happily dripped the water on u lor. Argh!! but we're lucky. managed to squeeze to the front. But was at the corner front. hee.. but the superstars got look over sometimes. Weilian very cute lor.. when me and my sis shouted for him, he'll turn his head to us and smile. hee.,. he's so innocent and cute. Kelly quite slim and pretty lor.. and many many supporters. During the autograph session, its quite obvious that kelly got more ppl went up for her signature. dear weilian not many leh.. Hmm.. maybe ppl bought his cds.. but dun wanna make him xing ku ba.. cos he can't see..den sign abit difficult. poor thingy.. i'll always support him!!! gonna vote him for the final show at indoor stadium. Sigh.. today peifen gave out tickets.. and she choose the person beside me to answer an easy qn.. and she won a pair of tickets.. Alamak.. so close but i din get. ahah.. after the show do abit of shopping and makan at koufu.

Got home so tired and took a nap. now i have backaches and headaches.. think is the rain lor... OOh... and wat time issit.. die.. haven study for maths test.. gotta go le la.. haha.. mugging soon!! Buaiz!!

Erica Jong

Everyone has talent. What is rare is the courage to follow that talent to the dark place it leads.

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Today i finally went to Clark Quay Riverside indonesian restuarant. It was a great dinner there with friends from ntu. The occasion was our dear cecilia birthday celebration. I'm so sorry that we've to celebrate so early.. though her birthday was suppose to be on tuesday the 23rd of August. But yea.. cos we have test on monday and there'll be two test for some of the rest. Life's gonna get busier each week. But who cares.. there's much more things to enjoy in life besides all these stresssies right? yEap!! trying to an wei myself actually. Feeling the stress already.

Heh.. but anywae, we had a great dinner though waiting time is kinda long. But it worth it. Each person juz gotta pay like $15++ and we're all so full. had a few rounds of zhong ji mi ma to finish up the cake. though din stay up too late today.. but i thought it's a great celebration and glad cecil loves the present we bought for her. Was considering the two necklace when we saw it at jp the other day. But glad she likes the one we bought for her. haha..

Tomorrow/ Today morning is gonna be a saturday. I always like weekends.. cos no tuition. hee.. but tml i have a maths lesson at 1030am. then mummy hope i'll accompany her to jurong east for didi swimming lesson. So i guess i'm gonna sacrifice my saturday for my family.. no studying for me tml.. but hey.. i still have sunday to study for my test on monday yea.. ha.. hope so. life is gonna be very busy..busy busy busy

Amanda Bradley

Celebrate the happiness that friends are always giving, make every day a holiday and celebrate just living!

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some of my favourites in superstar.. 

10:20 PM

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Just watched finished the first final show of the superstarz!!
Junyang Vs Weilian.
both of them really good. I always like junyang's voice... and also weilian's determination. So i really dun wish anyone of to be out tml. Can't they juz let the final two win. Argh.. and again.. my sis voted for weilian. cos She was really touched with weilian's determination and courage to walk on stage. Plus he's able to overcome watever obstacles and not let junyang gd comments from the judges affect him. I think it's God's gift that he got such nice vocal. And i was really amazed that he can change his voice.. no more"bi" ying already. Sigh.. we actually cried. Me, Mum and sis.. we all love weilian. aha.. but junyang.. alamak.. why got ppl voice so nice de leh? Right from the beginning of the competition... his voice's juz so beautiful.

This's really a tiring week. never do anything since monday. yesterday was a marathon of tutorials. Today's a marathon of lesson from north to south to north. and forensic science is getting kinda boring. After tuition, it's always too tired to get down with work. Guess what i can do now is only blogging. gonna sleep soon. if not tml headache come le. sigh.. i'm so weak. I think i need exercise soon.. and hopefully can get a bicycle soon.

Casey Kasem

Keep your feet on the ground and keep reaching for the stars.

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Quotes for the day. I've decided to place a quote for the day beginning from today! Cos i suddenly feel that life is beautiful. Although somethings may seem unpleasant or the obstacles we meet in our live may seem tough and hard to overcome. I believe that there's always a solution to every problem. And due to somethings which i've met these two days during the week end. Somehow, i feel that not all things may seem to be it is. I suddenly feel that i'm weak and i hope these quotes that i'm gonna list everyday will give me strength in life.

Dale Carnegie

Don't be afraid to give your best to what seemingly are small jobs. Every time you conquer one it makes you that much stronger. If you do the little jobs well, the big ones tend to take care of themselves.

3:46 PM

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the never say die spirit may be good. But it took away much of my time. Have been trying the same qn for the past two days. not exactly two days.. minus away the slacking time, msning time, meal time, mahjong time, tv time and stoning time.. i think probably i've spent 6 hours or so.. trying to figure out that same question in tutorial 2 fluids qn. Argh.. am i that stupid or what? somemore, i super lazy to read thru the text bk.. so wordy..haiyoo.. and looks chim to me. Give me headaches whenever i see them. But the never die spirit in me tells me not to give up on that qn. Keep trying like crazy.. but still dun get it. my fren told me what she copied from her tutor .. BUT.. argh.... its hard to understand merely by what she told me on the phone. Err... and i think she copied some parts wrongly. She's unsure of wat issit too. Alamak.. i missed this tutorial on friday. Cos the stupid tutor apparently put it at 530pm!! hai.. i ended tuition at 530.. can't possibly ask me to fly back to sch. Hai.. so "pai mai" right. haha.. suddenly got the mood to do this tutorial but can't do. sigh.. so beh chek now.. Hope God give me some inspiration after this. aha!

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again..someone commented that i'm rounder now. Oh man.. probably a better word for fat. Arghh.. haiyoo.. can't stand it anymore.

But now, i'm craving for seafood buffet!!!!!! ahah.. must eat real soon!!! **RoAR** i'm a hungry monster!! ahha.. yummy yummy.. my seafood buffet.. Soon Soon soon.

Sigh.. school is getting tiring tiring and tiring. though i din really study. but hey come on..give me some more time. I'm gonna settle down.. and get on wif sch work.. give me time give me time. ahha!!

Hai.. next week i'm gonna be ultra tired. Cos i've many many tuitions coming up.
My students wan extra tuition for preparation for the exams. I dun mind.. means i earn more.. hehe.. but.. there goes my relaxation time. =( cheer up!! argh.... life is beautiful isn't it? hai.. look to the bright side. ahha..

yesterday the results of the superstar out le. Weilian and Junyang got in! i'm happy. But sad for derrick. But i know weilian deserves it as well.. i'm glad of the results anywae. Abit contradicting isn't it. ahah.. feeling happy and sad. The girls no comments leh.. cos dun think silver sing well anywae.. But i hope junyang can win for the superstar title ultimately.

A few mins ago.. my sis browsed her friendster and realised that junyang is her friends fren. Somemore junyang wrote her friend a testimonial.. COol.. maybe got chance to know him.. muahah.. wo xiang tai duo le.. #.#

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finally saw my favourites yesterday. haha!! ;) derrick and junyang. My cousin supposedly got tickets for the "priority seats". But ended up.. everyone came rushing to the stage.. cum there's no seats. The floor is so muddy. somemore the tickets dun even count lor.. haiyoooooo.. but heng heng.. i small. hehe. manage to squeeze to the front. Saw derrick.. ok la.. to me, he abit like small kid. Though same age as me. But no doubt manz.. he's very gd looking. For junyang leh, he very cute..cum nice cum friendly. hee.. seem like a very nice person.. keep waving at his fanatic fanz. HAha.. so cute. weilian also lor.. he can sing well though he can't see. So ke lian.. but i think it's God's gift that he has gd vocal and cheerful character. ahah.. can see he enjoyed himself very much on stage.. he was tickling derrick while they're singing. ahha! so cute. For the gals finalist.. dun really like silver though. She like think she like so pretty. Alamak.. pretty is pretty la.. but cannot sing leh. I still like those who can sing. ahha.. kelly not bad la.. think she's the winner le. Guys i hope junyang wins.. cos he really really has a very perfect voice. Always mesmerize by his singing. Looking forward to later superstar. Heard weilian got the highest score. yeah.. lucky no tuition today. My student call me juz now to postpone. hehe..

To those who're out of the competition. I sympathise jason actually. Because he said somethings abt the other contestants.. he's like condemn by the rest of their fanz. poor thingy.. the webby everyone like scolding him. Saw him in sch today.. We shan't judge a book by it's cover right. haiyoo.. i feel so sorry for him. Although i dun really like him la. but i also wun scold him in the webby lor. think those ppl very evil. Hai.. poor jason. Hope he carries on wif his life well.. ahahah.. alright.. think i better go do some tutorial if not later jialet..wanna catch the show.. hee.. ciaoz!

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yesterday.. it was a monday night. We tot it'll be cheap to catch a movie.. and its quite a gd idea since today is national day and we're free from work and school! WuhOOo..~ BUT.. argh.. the movie is $9.50!!! Damn ex right.. its the second time i catch a $9.50 movie. Before i went in.. juz prayed hard that the movie is worth it. ahha!!

As usual.. i always have bad aches during movie.. cos some cinema seats juz sux.. can't sit straight, can't sit properly and comfortably. So ended up, yesterday i've backaches.. Lao le la!! But fortunately..the show that we catched was a pretty nice show. A Romance Comedy!! my Favourite type of show!! Wedding crashers seriously is better than charlie and the chocolate factory. HAh..but some ppl juz dun wanna believe me. Sigh.. oh well.. indivdual preference.

There's this "balloompers" in Charlie and the chocolate factory.. i dunno how issit spelled la..sth like tt.. ahha..can someone correct me? those ugly thingy juz sux.. made me have a bad dream last night. I dream of them!! they're scary and small ppl in the chocolate factory. AHha.. all have the same look. Eyyerr.. and they looked sick. But well, chocolate factory is not a bad show either.. Charlie is drawn into Wonka's fantastic world in this astonishing and enduring story about the importance of family. Yeah..the importance of family.

Sometimes i really feel very fortuante to have my love ones with me. During the small chats we had yesterday. florence, vivien and me at some hongkong restaurant in westmall..we mentioned about family.. mothers, grandparents and family. Different ppl are born in different family..all these are fate.. we could never choose the type of family u wanna be in. So always treasure whatever u have. U nvr know that there's many more unfortunate ppl ard u and u're actually a very fortunate soul. Be contented i would tell myself.

+=+I love my love ones.. family and friends +=+

12:00 PM

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Hot or Not? (for girls)
[Part 1] Self Confidence: 70% -> You're confident.
[Part 2] Sensory Perceptions: 64% -> Somewhat sensitive to stimulation around you.
[Part 3] Body Language: 73% -> Quite good at utilizing on occasions.
[Part 4] Conversational Skills: 80% -> A real talent!
[Part 5] Empathy For Others: 73% -> Occasionally empathizes with others.
You are a typical girl, like the majority.

another results for another quiz..hahz.. i'm really bored nowadays... if u're as bored as me.. can go try it out too. but for this Hot or Not test..it's for girls.. there u go!
http://quizbox.com/personality/test103.aspx

5:34 PM

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i did this personality test online..and these are the results.. thought it's rather accurate.. u guys can try them.

http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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i was really bored. so i went to my multiplier site to have a look. And guess what i realised!!!! omg!! my ex crush from acjc.. actually came to my site to browse. haha.. i so elated now.muhaha.. ok..i'm juz bored..pls slap me. ahah..

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Today's a tiring day!!! hai.. suppose to study.. in the end went out and went shopping wif mummy. Bought a new kahki pants..!! yeah..!! But..i waste another day. Din do any school work.. and i'm really lagging like crazy. Although i always sit in front in lectures.. I always feel so tired and my ear will juz shut off. Though can hear the lecturer mumbling.. ahha.. but dunno what. Hai..think i'm hopeless.

There's sth that's troubling me these days. --- that is how and in what way shld i reduce my tighs fats, sigh...... people always tell me that i'm not fat. but its recently that i feel that i'm damn fat. I juz got a fat ass.. and i dunno when it came about. Perhaps it juz starts to get rounder and bigger since sec1 when i stop growing vertically. Argh.>>>!!!! i hate my buttocks. Sigh.. although i'm lighter now.. but i feel i'm damn fat. What a sad life. Sigh..

my life is getting more boring.. especially when there's no pictures in my life. NO pictures in my blog. so Boring!!!!!aaaWwwwwww........ life's frustrating!! Been online everyday.. and playing games.. not studying at all. what's ur problem ang mei ting..!! *Bush* faintz....

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today we meet at jp for dinner. lucky there's no awkwardness.. and he's punctual. I reach super early lor..den go shopping first. I topped up my farecard and in the end no small change to pay for the meal. alamak.. den he ask me to ask him out one day to treat him back.
He say he dun smile alot.. but thought today he smiled quite alot. Glad we're friends now.
He commented that i look really tired after we went home and chat in msn. Of course la.. three tutorials today lehz. Hai.. lucky my tutorial classes got jo jo they all accompany.. if not i sure damn sian de. last tut still quite ok..cos its the lecturer teaching. den not too bad. =)

immanuel's fren died in a motorbike accident. Quite sad. Alamak.. sometimes i take ryan's bike home leh. Somemore i dun really hold him when he's driving. very dangerous leh. Hmm.. maybe i shld really reconsider next time if i wanna take him bike home.

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