i'm a lesbian.. keep browsing friendster and looking for pretty gals. Friendster guys sux.. really. it has been friendster day for me yesterday and today. haven seen a handsome chap in friendster.

omg!! alright..so this is the answer for the stranger who asked me why i am single. i'm think i'm gonna be a les..whahah

*bish* *bish* Slam table* * *

What a qn right!! ask me why i am single. So i guess u're attached? why dun put ur real name? or tell me who are u? if u're a male.. i might make fren wif ya.. ahah! but pls dun be like the ken below or a fish freak with fish pics in ur friendster account or an old man. lol!! i will be thrilled if u tell me u're james... ahah! juz joking la.. u see.. i'm juz bored now.

and sorry to those that i ignored now in msn.. can't u see i'm away?? faintz..

argh!! so boring.. i'm gonna start work..so hurry..can u give me some life now before its taken? hai.. i'm having junk food now. And he actually msg me and ask me out for supper now!! argh.. i'm so bloated already..

i'm bored..

11:20 PM

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Today teck, sammy, cecil and qx came my hse to play mahjong..they juz left. And i lost $10.40!!! ahah... i'm the big loser.. yeah..in all fields.. haha!! but really enjoyed the mahjong session wif them. if not i think i'll be staring at the computer the whole day playing domino. and the best part is i get to eat curry and green bean soup..muahah.

on Sunday..there's this guy who msg me in friendster. He's not like any normal guy who'll juz msg you and introduce themselves or ask for msn and stuff. There's this guy who wrote this

Hello , i am ken i wish to know more friendssomeone to chat , and maybe hangout with or sharetroubles in lifei am friendly, chattable and can mix well in crowdshonesty is what i believe most in friendshipand i am a good listener as welli just completed my masters at SIMnormally i like to play basketball,snooker andwatch soccer..i also hope to travel to many places in the worldbut lacking in $$ and friends to go with.so far only been to HK, Australia and of courseMalaysiaactually it doesn matter what i do just enjoy the accompany of friends i am withso if u dun mind do add me at clowny@hotmail.com (MSN/Friendster)hope to hear from u soon

faintz................u see that? clowny..

you see..this sounds like advertising himself ya? not the type of guy i'll consider even as a fren. damn lousy..

Oh well..u can say i'm very critical. Alright.. maybe i am. juz slap me. ahah..

And yeap..back to the pt. there's this guy that's diff.. he juz msg me wif a hi. and said i look really cute in his second msg.. hoping to keep in contact wif me. Alright..seems normal..

Went to take a look at his pic..oh..looks quite normal.. not some fish freaks or old man. lol.... (guess some of my frenz will know)

So.. i was pondering for the whole day on sunday if i shld reply him. omg! meiting actually consider to reply a friendster guy. faintz.. den i ask my frenz if i shld reply. and they seem positive abt it.. so i go wif it! i juz reply wif a hi. u must be laughing at me.. and say..come on..juz a friendster fren..so juz get to know some more frenz la. haha.. but yeah..i tot i dun like to reply to such msgs..but this guy actually make me ponder. surprising ah...

Oh man..and he asked me abt which sch i'm schling and what i'll be doing in my hols and that he actually did quite badly for his biz exam.he's studying in ntu biz first yr... and tt's it! that's two msgs.. and i reply his qn directly.. and didn't ask him back or sth like..oh..how abt you. Perhaps he felt i was rather cold in my reply..and ended up not replying to my last msg..

ahah..

So that's the result of acting cool.

7:02 PM

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i hope u're reading this.

what are friends for?
to be there for you in times of need.
to be able to meet you up when u wanna see them.
to say i miss you from the bottom of your heart.
to wish u're doing fine even u guys are far apart.

i juz wanna say.. u're my fren.
when u need someone to tok to, i'll be here.
when u need someone to gossip to, i'll be here.
when u need someone to cry to, i'll be here.

But.. never think u're not good.
you are my fren, you are gd in all ways.
you are my fren, you'll always be that special in my eyes.
Believe it or not.

Sometimes, you know me.
you know i dun like to tok to ppl in msn.
Somtimes, i have pms.
Or sometimes, i juz dun like to tok.
But u know me, its juz me and it doesn't mean
i'm not here for you.

We've quiet times together, noisy times together.
What most important, that's to be together.
To spend precious moments together.
That are what friends are for.

I juz wanna let you know, u're my fren.
i dunno what makes you apologise to me.
i'm not angry or watsoever and i'm really puzzled.

But wanna let you know.. frenz need no apology.
I dun accept your apology neither do i need you apology.
Cos i know u're my fren.

I miss the times we spent together laughing our hearts out.
Maybe u've forgotten the times we spent toking in school.
In between studying. Lunching. talks we had while eating.
I wish we can all return to the happy moments.

if there's problems, share with me.
i'll carry them for you..
i might not be a good speaker but a true speaker.
i need you to know.. i'm still here for you.

I hope you're reading this.

8:37 PM

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can u see the ghost? 

4:42 PM

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me and josh 

4:36 PM

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ying ying my gd fren 

4:34 PM

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night view at esplanade 

4:33 PM

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[Now]
its really irritating when someone told u that there's work at the moment and no work at the other moment.

He msg me today and say that the manager is willing to hire me now. What nonsense.. tot he juz told me the manager dun wanna hire gals? faintz..

Alright.. i'll go for it tml..and see what the manager wans.. if he wans me.. i'll be working at Bali thai restaurant!!

[Yesterday]
yesterday outing was ok.. sa5 meet for the second time in May. Diff group of ppl came.. and i managed to see joanne's long hair.. all long hair for the gals except for dearest ying ying.. ahah.. but yea..her dye was great too!

When we're at the esplanade.. the guys tot i look like ghost lol..juz becos i wear white yesterday which apparently someone told me i look great. and on the otherhand..the sa5 guys tot i looked ghostly and took a pic of me like sadako.

What the!!!! and they were really scared to see the pic.. come on..its juz Ang Mei ting!! haha.. i actually still keep the photo..lol..

[Today]
Wanted to play mahjong today but cecil couldn't make it and sam gotta leave early.. so well, another day perhaps. Qx and i was showing each other's crushes in friendster..see..we're really too bored.

4:21 PM

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that's me in pink.. 

4:47 PM

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4:37 PM

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cutie cecil and teck.. 

12:11 AM

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samuel and i.. ahha.. i actually call him samuel again.. keke 

12:10 AM

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qixiang and i 

12:09 AM

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cecil and i.. 

12:08 AM

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why can't we be like last time?
i'm really disappointed to hear some things from my fren when i return home from movie with cecilia they all. i'm sad cos i hate to hear things or to say things again.

Monster-in- law and yuki yaki lunch buffet
Yeap. today's gathering was great.. we had buffet at yuki yaki.. although again, like not very worth it.. ahah.. but we had quite alot of fun besides the stinky smell.. ahah!!

Job found!
He called me today..and tml i'm going over to his work place to see how does things go. I'm going to work soon!! and maybe tml!! ahah.. quite excited yet lost, cos i nvr been a waitress.

sa5 sat gathering
Sa5 gathering is fixed on Saturday 6pm Cityhall mrt.. we're going swensens..!! ha.. i've been to the same place with two groups of fren. Firstly to yuki yaki wif sa5 den today wif ntu frenz. Saturday swensens been wif ntu frenz and now with sa5.. ahah..
Alright.. so guys! its 6pm cityhall mrt.. alan, kianbin,ying,joanne, ed, josh, me, denise confirm going.. how about the rest? pls make urselve free ya..

12:05 AM

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Sa5!! we're going for Swensens suntec.. 6pm Cityhall mrt this coming Saturday 28th May =)

pls let me know if u're going.. thankie!! =)

11:59 PM

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finally..results out le!

i got A for maths..unbelievable. Used to hate the tutorial teacher for setting hard tests..but now nvm le..i forgive him.haha..maybe he give me high CA marks..haha..see i poor thing. lol

i got B for effective com and lab.. the two useless subjects..haha..

i got C for Computing, physics and are u ok. The most disappointed one.. i would say is are u ok. haha..cos its my fav subject. And i actually do the exam paper machiam like do tutorial..so relaxing..haha..think is the MCQ.. din read textbk. ahah.. physics i sorta expect a low B or a high C..lol..so i get a C..hai..nvm ba..happy tt i pass can le.

i got D for chem..ha.. expected it actually. And i'm actually quite please i pass..but at the same time quite sian to get a D. lol.. hmm.. wat can i say? thank God i pass.. really thank God.

Yeah..and the most happiest thing is all my close frenz around me pass everything. like teck, sammy, qixiang, ryan, cecil and jo jo. =) so happy.. we can pass together... today at 12pm..they're coming over to my hse to play mahjong..see ya guys. haha!!

Alright.. tml i'm gonna fulfill my promise. Gonna go his church. And in the end.. i decided to ask florence to go with me. meeting her after mahjong session at jp.. =)

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Dear Sa5ivers,
Hey all! We'll be having a class outing on 28th of may, saturday.
Please try to make that day free and come for this class outing alrightz!haha
Here are the choices we've thought about, please reply asap and cast your vote
lol we'll go with majority ar!

CURRENT VOTES

1. marina steamboat 1

2. sakae sushi 1

3. thai express

4. crystal jade 1

5. geylang food 1

6. swensen 3

7. billy bompers 1

8. kenny rogers 1

9. fish & co.

10. nydc

These are just suggestions, please feel free to suggest other places which are not on this list & remember to cast your vote, just let any of us know will do.

I'll update you guys with the current votes.. so hurry..leave ur votes here!! =)

11:12 AM

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i'm glad that dad's operation is a success!! i'm so happy!! haha.. but this week is crucial..the doc say.. must observe.

and yeah..josh called and ask if we can organise a class outing for our frenz bdae.. n yeap.. discussing wif xuan online now. haha.. outing.. wuhoo~ i'm bored at hm..but nah..not at hm everyday now..cos dad can't drive for three weeks.. i gotta actually help my mum wif house stuff recently.. like helping her to bring sheena to sch everyday..but i know mum is tired too. she gotta go all the way to dover n wait for brother to end sch.. den bring him back again.. oh well, for the first few days seems ok.but i can't imagine the subsequent days.. omg. what should i do? maybe i'll help her.. like maybe alternate days..tml must let her know. hai.. these days keep having headache..

today he actually ask me go jp wif him. at first ask me go eat dinner.. but i told him i ate le.. den ask me go shop shop in jp for vcd n stuff. But.. i actually told him i lazy.. and i give the stupid excuse of not letting him see my ulcer again. haha! And he actually wanna borrow vcd for him. Aiyah..but i lazy to get them for him..lazy to find.haha! perhaps otherday den i'll find for him.

He went to work on monday 16/5 at bali thai restaurant and i asked if the environment is suitable for me to work there. lol.. cos i lazy to find but yet wanna work. ha.. and his reply was.. i gotta work there for long den can tell u. ha..n he said got lotsa guys..like no gals working. Oh man.. guess i gotta slack for this sem le..haha! oh.. and i promised him to go his church this sat. Will he klill me if i backed out again? i duno.. juz feel weird to go his church wif him.

Alright.. i'll be back again..hee.. later gonna give ya guys updates on sa5 gathering.. hehe! ciaoz!

12:04 AM

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cute 

2:20 PM

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happy birthday teck 

2:19 PM

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faces 

2:16 PM

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Sean in my life. i miss him 

3:57 PM

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surprise for dad 

2:47 PM

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Omg.. how can i almost forget my dad's bdae. Including everyone! omg! Fortunately!! i remember juz the night before!! and we gave him a surpirse today..haha!

He came home from work and we act normally like any other day.. ha.. omg..think he felt sad at first ya.. thought we forgot all about his bdae. He went to bathe...and i hurridly get the cake out of the fridge. off the living room light and lit the candles..haha!!

Out he came.. and we sang him a birthday song.. haha! can see the surpirse on his face. He was like asking.. u guys remember my birthday? ahha.. hee. and we took some pictures and make a wish and cut the cake. His wish every year is to wish that all of us will have gd health and for the children to study hard and to be happy. =) I love daddy!

Here, i wanna wish daddy a happy birthday.. he's 48 le.. hope he'll have gd health.. stay happy.. and hope his eye-op on monday will be a very successful one. Will be accompanying him over to NUH.. dear daddy.. hope u'll regain ur perfect eye-sight soon.. *muackz*

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Let me tell u guys a story today...and this is how it goes...

Once upon a time, there's this 22 yrs old guy. He had been with this gal since they're in secondary school. So u can count how many years ya.. hmm.. 7 yrs? i'm not too sure about the exact figure but yeah.. they're together for so long. Memories.. memories together.

However, one day, the guy came asking the gal one qn. That one qn changes everything. Everything! He asked the gal if he's allow to go on a pure date wif a gal fren of his. But, his gf took this very seriously and felt he had a change of heart. The gal reacted to his qn with a break up.. and in furry, the guy felt she doesn't understand her at all at the moment and agree to that. Things ended up in a mess.

The gal who has a strong character, never forgives the guy and the guy was very regretful. But, what said cannot be taken back. He wrote in his blog everyday. Hoping for her to forgive him. Everyday. Everyday... his persistance, i admire. But, the gal never turn back. She carried on with her normal life.. and on the day of her birthday after their break up, He spent lotsa time and effort baking a cake for her.

But.... he juz couldn't get her back.Why must she be so persistant? Why dun she forgive him? Why? i feel so sorry for this guy. His effort.. his love for her. Can anyone replace her? Nope.. it seems that no one can replace her.. He only loves her. That's LOVE.

Now, he feels that chances of getting her back seems slimmer each day. But he still dun wanna give up. HE hope fate and time will bring them back together again.

Have u guys met someone u really like or love now?
If so, be brave, be bold, do not hesitate. Give out everything u have and pursue what u really want. If not, u'll regret for the rest of your life. check out the real story in the link provided.

http://ekin13.blogs.friendster.com/

8:10 PM

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Juz got back from family bbq. celebrate mother's day! mummy i love u!!! ahha...The first time i bbq for the whole session. really hot and hand really aching now. ahah.. keep fanning the charcoal and ended up with a big big fire!!!! haiyoo..we had a hard time "pouring" water on the charcoal.. cos the fire really went out of control. ahha!! Had alot of fun and the durian cake is nice! yumMy!

Oh man.. but now really aching like crazy ah. My hand so pain.. who can help me massage..haha! legs aching also!! now also got running nose..sigh. wished i'm in thailand. den juz go downstairs got thai massage.. wuhoo.. really enjoyed the massage i had the otherday at bangkok. Oh man.. my hair is wet. cos juz bathe.. really tired but cannot sleep leh.. oh man.. feel sicky now.

Yeah.. so excited to meet up the gals.. Been a long time since we meet. We're planning to go sentosa now.. haha...!! go sun-tanning.. wuhoo~ i'm gettting whiter..so must become darker le ah. haha... tml i go tuition..oh man.. i actually changed my friday tuition to tml for him. hai..

11:56 PM

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i miss edison.. when will he come singapore again? sigh... Too shuai to resist =p 

7:09 PM

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He: " go watch house of the wax "
" hehe"

Stupid gal: " u go watch with ur fren la.. haha"

He: " Hao xin mei hao bao..
haha!"

Stupid gal: " why u say hao xin?"

He: " jio u go u reject"

Stupid gal: " wah..u trying to jio me ah.. lol"

He: "not try, jio-ed u ..lol"

Stupid gal: " Whatz so nice abt the show?"

Once upon a time, there's this stupid gal. She likes He, but hesitated when He apparently asked her to catch a movie due to some reasons. The stupid gal still act blur, cos she's unsure whether she should accept his invitation. In the end, both of them din get to catch the movie and rot at home. THE END

6:55 PM

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Today, i met a fren. She has everything. She has career, family, friends, tons of pals, high education, goals and aims in her life. But, she lacks love.

She always know what she wants in her life. She works towards her aim and it always seem possible for her to reach them. BUt again, she lacks love.

She lacks love. Love from someone special. Although she has love from her family, she yearns love from that special someone. She put in all her love and all her effort, to get that special person. Unfortunately, obstacles hit her!

The guy seems to like her too. But avoided her when feelings are made know. Stories of relationship from friends are always break-ups, patching, getting together and stuff. But today, i heard stories like gals chasing after guys for years and they got what they want.

What's my advice to this gd fren of mine? i dunno.. i dunno what should i advise her. But i juz provide her a listening ear. She wans to try again. She wants to put in effort again.. She dun wanna give up on him. Cos, itz hard to come by someone u really love.

Her friend's effort has paid off. She got what she wants. But will my friend get what she wans? I hope so.. She has always been so lucky in her life. The opportunities she received. I'm happy for her. But when i heard about her love life, i've so many thoughts running in my mind.

Although she can't get what she wans now, she has the guts to try and to give out everything she has. What a brave gal. I admire her.. i wish i can be like her. Live life to the fullest with no regrets. BUt..i know its hard to be like her.. i'm juz a turtle hiding in my shell when it comes to love.

6:41 PM

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Love is patient,
love is kind.
It does not envy,
it does not boast,
it is not proud.
It is not rude,
it is not self-seeking,
it is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil
but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects,
always trusts,
always hopes,
always perseveres.

Love never fails.

I Corr 13:4-8

2:37 AM

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is that me? 

9:05 PM

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bump into him 

9:03 PM

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all in one 

8:18 PM

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bluey nice 

7:43 PM

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zhang..haha 

7:20 PM

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pretty girlies 

7:19 PM

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here comes blackie 

7:15 PM

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sunset at my hse... so nice! 

7:11 PM

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