Wednesday, December 29, 2004
Was kinda surprised that he send me a msg.. n ask me to add him in his account in friendster. Should i tell him abt the commercial he took wif my fren.. ?? haha.. guess he'll be very embarrassed if i mentioned abt it.. He looked so familiar.. at first when i see him in singapore idol top thirty.. tot he's like my sis fren or sth.. den realised that he's from fairfield n acjc.. the world is so small.. n now my fren knows him..haaha... juz realised like not long ago. HE's one talented guy i must say.. what an acquaintance!

6:18 PM
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Monday, December 27, 2004
Continue....
Christmas Day was pretty fun as i mentioned..yeah.. n after jo jo ends her work, we took the train all the way back to Boon Lay. Went jo jo Hall n wait for her to bathe.. ended up enjoying the music there n playing cards.
Took quite sometime before we left for supper. Took cab to the coffee shop..haha...
After eating full full.. we all walk to my hse.. not very far.. n actually quite nice.. cos got jo jo n cecilia beside me..like some lao tai po ah me.. ahah..
We played mahjong at my house.. n jo jo felt tired le..so she went to sleep.
We played until i see the sky turned light blue-y
Wah.. first time feel so energetic ah.. din sleep n also wun "Orh bah kak".. ahah! Den like we all so high.. keep playing n laughing.. esp cecilia bf..ahha..still wanna conitue the game..haha.. cecilia also wanna play "bei--> south feng" aha.. den mingteck was like "rao le wo ba...ah bei wanna sleep" ahah... so funny..
After they left for home.. jo jo still at my house..waiting for me accompany her breakfast..BUT... but mummy lor..they last min wanna get out of house to auntie hse..so i gotta go le..pOOr jo jo..gotta go jurong east without breakfast.. Sigh.. hai..
Went Auntie house. den ate breakfast..at night go tiong bahru plaza.. Woah.. first time like no need to sleep ah me.. aha.. but at night le.. very tired.. sleep sleep till today 12+++ aha..
Oh..tml is tuesday.. cecilia they all say wanna go Kbox again..yeah..!! :)

1:34 PM
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me..after dinner

1:20 PM
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ceclia n i

1:20 PM
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Sunday, December 26, 2004
Wow.. i never sleep for one day in my life!! ahah.. Been kinda busy on Christmas day n Boxing Day.. Just got home from ah yi house.. went tiong bahru n did some shopping wif them.
Christmas day was pretty fun..I met Cecilia n the rest..went to eat sushi at wheelock place.. n walk walk around Orchard. ahha.. went to take a Look at jo jo working. So funny.. the waitress ask me how many ppl den i juz happily ignore him.. Ha.. den after that we went to sit around in some nice place at wheelock.. n went Coffee bean at Taka.. Took photos n photos..nice nice.. hee..
Ooh.. to be continue.. gtg..ha.. sis lor. wanna use cable..always gotta let her use. :(

10:24 PM
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Saturday, December 25, 2004

yeah..cheese!

2:16 AM
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Wow... Everyone is like so High now.. ahha.. Ho HO Ho.. Merry Christmas..!!!
Juz got back home.. kinda tired!! cos i walked all the way home from Boon lay Mrt.. haiyooo.. no bus when i reach the interchange =( haha.. den now everyone online so Happy..
I also happy..got back from meiying hse.. took pictures..eat pizza..talk..play games.. haha.. really had fun!! ^_^ & especially the exchanging present part.. hee.. got Ying ting's gift.. n she got mine..ahha.. nice nice..
Yeah!! I so happy..haha.. tml gonna celebrate wif jo jo n cecilia they all.. sushi..yum yumm...... ahha..see ya guys tml~! ;-)

1:58 AM
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Friday, December 24, 2004
Recieved some cards from my friends.. n i'm really surprised to recieved a card from him. Remember the times in secondary sch..ahah.. so funny.. the stupid thingy that i do for him. But everything seem to die down. He mentioned in the card that it was the first time sending me a card.. haha.. n said although he younger than me, he has seen me maturing from a sec 2 "xiao mei mei" to a nice and fun-loving lady today.. lol..
Din expect myself to keep in contact wif him for so long.. although we're of diff sch n wif diff grp of frenz.. we'll always keep in contact..like meeting him at my aunt place there n pass him stuffs.. the hp key chain he gave me.. or juz to meet up n talk or for shopping.. He'll always be a special fren to me.
Thanks for everything! & i'm also glad that we keep in contact, junwen.. Merry Christmas~! (",

1:43 AM
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Acting Cute

1:18 AM
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Wet & Wild

1:18 AM
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Cecilia called me.. n we talked. She's the only one who knows wat really happen.. n maybe the only one who can understand how i feel. Do i really sound like so depressed recently? oh no.. i wanna me happy leh. Maybe cos my frenz problems.. i feel for HER too.. everyone seemed to be depressed now.
Ha.. but after talking to cecilia.. talking abt the KL trip..hee.. so happy..!! Thought of the incidents.. the things we did in the hotel..Thanks for everything guys!!
Sch is gonna start soon.. cecilia n i said we gonna work hard next sem. I'm going to study hard..!! yeah.. hope the lord will give me the strength and perserverence!! ^_^
So everyone out there also Jia you k?? Den after our next sem exams n Upcoming June Hols..hee.. we can organise another trip again.
ALthough teck, ryan, cecilia n some of our gang aren't going to be in the same class next sem.. it's ya guys that make a difference in my uni life.. Thanks for everything.. n i'm sure i'll keep in contact wif ya guys..
Looking forward to the Christmas celebration n mahjong cum ktv at my hse!! =)

1:18 AM
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Thursday, December 23, 2004
This is a nice link.. go check it out!
http://www.sonyericsson.com/holidays/
Christmas is coming.. n everyone has plans. So do i.. But.. i dun seem to have the mood to celebrate now.
Jj first three months gal frenz are meeting on christmas eve.. exchanging presens n stuffs..
Cecilia n our gang are thinking of going jo jo hall to celebrate.. However.. none of these plans are ocnfirmed.. n i'm kinda tired of organising outings n stuffs le.. so i juz told jo jo to settle the hall party thingy. Feel kinda bad though.. but maybe that's because.. i'm having sorta pms recently.. everything dun seem to go the right way.. Sorry jo jo if i did make u feel that i dun really wanna tok to u online n stuff.. or not like my usual enthu self while talking to you.
I hope these Christmas plans will turn out smoothly.. n hope this christmas will be a happening one for me.. May the lord bring me happiness.. hee..

1:22 PM
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004
Many things often passed by us.. How often do we actually look back?
The difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul..
Company does not mean security..
Kisses aren't contract..
Presents aren't promises..
Do not always ask for a return when u give up sth..
Accept defeats and do not look back.
Plan for today and not for tomorrow as tomorrow is too uncertain.
Depend on urselve and not on others..
U want flowers..u've gotta water the plants.. if u wan happiness.. work for it!
Always believe in urselve..believe in ur strength and capabilities..
Those who looked down on themselves are real losers..
Everyone has their plus pt n minus pt..
Often, we do not realise how fortunate we are.
Be strong, for the toughest challenge is to overcome yourselve!

8:24 PM
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Really bored so i thought i shld juz type sth here.. sth meaning that i came across.
After A While
After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul,
And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security,
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises,
And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child,
And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans.
After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much.
So plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure...
That you really are strong,
And you really do have worth.

8:10 PM
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Gals in ktv

7:31 PM
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chalet

7:28 PM
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Shopping

7:23 PM
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Truly loving another means letting go of an expectations. It means full acceptance, even celebration of another's personhood.
Karen Casey

1:34 PM
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After talking to Teck abt stuffs..i thought of many things. those "dao li" that he said. Its true lor.. dun always force things into its way.. If things are already the way they are..so let it be. There are bound to be sadness.. I wanna be like Shan Yu..in Glass shoes.. to be like her.. strong n nvr fall. although we might fall sometimes.. we must always get up.. always tell ourselves.. tml will be better.. we'll overcome obstacles..
Sometimes.. i'll wonder.. am i indeed feeling happy.. or juz that i wished i would be happy? I hope someone can share my unhappiness..Really..that someone..

1:15 PM
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Wat is this? Sam came back online n give me see ghost.. so Scary..seriously.. i was abt to close the window n saw the ghost.. why so fast?? Toopid saM.. argh.. my heart still beating very fast.. hai..

12:49 PM
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Everyone has secrets.. so do i. Sam wants me to tell him my secret.. n so i'm telling him "secrets" now. haha.. lame la.. think its not the time to tell anyone who i like now. cos me myself is unsure of wat i'm thinking of now. However.. its inevitable that i'll feel down now. Sam.. so u understand?? Dunno why i tell sammy so many things recently. And i seldom talk to ppl so much abt my stuffs. i mean to guy frenz... However.. Sam has been a great fren to me these days.. listening to my nagging n stuffs. Thanks Sam! Ha.. but at this pt of time.. He juz suddenly go offline. He got me into this blog thingy.. n i'm quite blur now..first time writing a blog. Kk.. write more later.. let me go explore first.. hee..

12:35 PM
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