____My Happy Ending___

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

\\*Maple*//

Happy Ending|4:48 AM|

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Sunday, December 18, 2005

\\*Looking for Answer, then pull it apart*//

At times, I really question the whole idea of blogging. Why do people you don't know, need (or want, for that matter) to know details of your life? And friends shouldn't have to reply on static text to keep up with what's happening with you. If they do, then what is the difference bewtween them and the stranger passing you on the street?
Unfortunately, the urge to write always quells the doubts, long enough to spin another entry.

Happy Ending|1:31 PM|

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Thursday, July 14, 2005

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Who here believes in fate? Try this one on for size:
"If fate can bring two people together, then fate can also decide that you will never find true love, no matter how much you open your mind and alter your expectations."
-'Diary of a Working Girl' by Daniella Brodsky

Happy Ending|1:32 AM|

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Saturday, July 02, 2005

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"I've been thinking
I've been thinking I've been thinking too much
I just want to live now for a little while
And cast my dreams to the wind"

Happy Ending|2:25 PM|

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Friday, July 01, 2005

\\*I am here. And you're never there.*//

It has just hit like a ton of bricks. I clicked open the calendar on my com, and yes I know today is the first of July, and yes, I know that my birthday is on the 5th. That's soon enough. But somehow when all the dates of a month fit into a little 3 x 3cm box, it seems waay shorter

Somedays, even the very thought of getting into the shower is a chore. And then there are those other times, when it is a refuge. When you need a timeout.

So you turn on the tap, and shut the world out as best you can manage. You stand under the running water, letting it envelope your face. You stand still as it drowns out everything else around you, till you hear nothing but the sound of gushing water in your ears. Underneath the cascading sheets of water, you are alone, but safe, if only for a moment. Safe from the world; safe from yourself. You think, if only i could remain here forever.

Then, a callous hint of reality pierces through your temporary sanctuary, and you reach for the tap, reminded of something called a 'water bill'.

Happy Ending|2:39 AM|

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