I thought i can be happy on my own, i never felt alone..but as time goes by i realize i was missing something..

and it was YOU!

*credits to Tumblr*

Happy Birthday To Me!!!

Made a very huge mistake in work today and i am very disappointed with myself..but as i was thinking over about it, there was this question that came to my mind..

"Hope i did not made the mistake and not my fault, but in turn not having to treat a patient"

OR

"Hope i did made the mistake and my fault, but in turn being able to treat a patient"

This is what real life out of classroom ethics questions really are!!

I don't know why but i attract little kids....a kid magnet hahaaaa

I've given away something really dear to me so that someday when i have it back, it will bring a different meaning to me..

To love someone also means letting go for best of both person..so i hope the best for you and that you'll able to find someone who loves you not as much, but more than i did..

It's almost a week till my birthday and i've been waiting for this day to come ever since i was in the US because i can finally celebrate my birthday back home..this year is going to be my first year celebrating it back in Malaysia after 4 years..i wonder what kinda surprises i'll get?? or maybe i wont even have any..

Sometimes in life, I am grateful to have friends who care so much that they are willing to risk losing our friendship just to stop me from doing things I’ll regret. I am really really thankful you have not given up on me even though I’ve already given up on myself. Sorry if I’ve hurt you unknowingly with the things i did and I am really touched you’ve showed me that you treasure this friendship a lot, more than what I thought. Don’t worry, our friendship is not as fragile as you think and I’ll never blame you for what you did because i know you care. 


I’ll do as you said because I do not want it to affect people around me anymore and i’ll do it for my own good as well. But please bear with me when my steps are slow and hold on to me if i ever swirl. 


This is my promise to you!

If there is one day in a year which i do not want to be reminded of, today is the day!

15th April

从我第一眼看到你之后 到现在你还是那么甜美

虽然我们已经是陌生人了 但是我还是很喜欢你

Sometimes life is like a crossroad. You don't know what you left behind for others

If there is a chance, can i be in your world again?

If i had to go through another day like today, i might go crazy!!!

4th April 2012, an eventful day that ended on the next day..well i guess we can really be at the wrong place at the wrong time sometimes..was driving to work on Connaught highway yesterday and so happen a stone the size of a pingpong ball came flying against my windscreen..if i was a second slower or faster, it wouldn't have happened..end result? A crack on my car's windscreen!!!

Got to work expecting things to be slow till i suddenly got a call from my big boss..i went frantic when he told me that he needed us to process actual patient's sample, something that we were not prepared at all and it was T-minus 4 hours till the sample arrives..i wasn't sure if we were ready but we had to start somewhere somehow..

But somehow the sample only got to us at 7pm and the procedure usually takes 5 hours to complete, i knew i wouldn't be home before 1am..well surely, my day ended on the next day at 1am, plus no dinner!!

Sometimes, you just wake up to a day where you'll tell yourself, "I did not wake up expecting this at all!!"

I've always thought that it was similarities that's been keeping us so close all these while, and similarities were the reason we're able to get along so well..but lately i've found out that we have more differences than similarities..

Maybe its differences that has kept us being best of friends for so long!


p/s: Happy April Fool!!!